Thanks! –Katy Perry--

see, someone probed me to write.

DumbOnion says a billion thanks to the Pumpkin who only wished DumbOnion good luck UNTIL MID NOVEMBER ONLY! hahaha. Not sure whether the P.S was for DumbOnion, but if it is… yeah, DumbOnion does. =)

eventhough the message above saves her whole half of the month of sending “All the best” text messages to me, it still feels sweet and good! hahahaha!!! by the way, who on earth wishes ppl good luck and all the best for half of the month only?!?!?!?! LOLS!!!!

 

So, I’m currently giving out my full blast of brain capacity and focus on what’s coming out 2mr. Not spotting questions, but trying to focus on what i can really score.

 

I woke up with Katy Perry today. Checked my twitter and Didi Benami posted that she’d watched Katy Perry’s Firework video. Well, I’ve posted the link on my fB, its good! and great lyrics!! =) I love the idea of igniting fireworks on our own body…. haha!! nah, everyone can be a firework. Break free! =)

 

Had my TLC session with muh girls yesterday. WEll, end up..

• end call=encore
• Toil=toy
• Material=bacteria

this is what happens when there’s a communication breakdown and 5 seconds lag in every sentence and every word we speak.

So, the lesson yesterday was..

“We are to be MASTER over work, not a SLAVE to our work.
and.... Work with the right attitude”

I really love this. Many of the times, we have become the slave of our own work, we work because we have to and we forgot that we work because there will sure be a blessing of fruitfulness in the things that we do.

As long as we work hard, we can expect a good outcome from it. Most importantly, work with the right attitude.

Tht’s why, we should really be a Master in everything we do, not a SLAVE in what we do.

For those who are studying or working, life is like a rollercoaster huh? cuz we wont knw what will happen next, and we dunno how steep, how deep is the next curve is going to be..

Eventhough its unpredictable, we ought to grab whatever we’re doing. I mean, grab still.

I was so inspired yesterday!!! tht’s why, I’m going to MASTER everything that i’m doing! and.. not to be a SLAVE to whatever that i’m undergoing.

Work can be so much fun if u’re the MAster of the game. Rmber, u control it. not being controlled by it. =)

 

Time to ciao.

Like what Pamelo call me.. “an architect”. Cuz i was drawing freaking chemical structures when i was texting with him.

so, this “architect” has to start drawing her chemical structures now!!! Plan to score on these structures… haha…  I suck in arts, but.. structure, Mmm…. hope that i can grasp it! =)

2mr 10am it is!!

 

To all, Master your work! =)

 

Loves.

 

owh, special thanks to “Pig Mama” Quah Suk Yen for her sweet msg.

another thanks to AL.. for the lovely msg. I’m glad too.

*loves*

 

still, i cant resist myself to share…. hahaha!

 

to save all ur troubles to search for this vid..

 

and yeah, Katy Perry’s album is awesome! one word--> “FAntastica!”

 

There’s a song call “Last Friday Night (T.G.I.F)” in her album, can u imagine? while i’m studying here, Katy Perry is yelling: “TGIF! TGIF! TGIF! TGIF!”  hahaha!

its like…. i’m studying , and she’s yelling “TGIF”.. and its not even close to Friday !!! hahahaha!!!

TA!

pray for muah! =P

Maroon 5, and UH HUh HER.

I’m so tired and bored! getting myself prepared for the war is tiring…

I slept at 5am this morning, woke up at 10am.. then slept again at 2 plus, woke up at 4plus pm.

Well, now… waiting for dinner time. While studying and waiting, so i’ve decided to write something to kill mu boredom. I wanna break free for a few hours… Saturday… gah, let me sleep!

haha!!!

So, Today, I’m feeling fresh now.. I guess, i wont be sleeping early today too. I’m taking things at my own pace. =)

Owh yeah, speaking about album introduction, i’ve listened to Maroon 5 <hands all over> album the whole day. =)

Let me tell you, it strikes me… cuz its completely different mood compared to The Script, yesterday! hahahahah!!

Maroon 5 is so.. American! The Script is very Irish! hahahaha!!!

 

Anyway, Maroon 5’s album, not bad… no songs caught my attention during the first 2 rounds i listened to it. Anyway, besides <Misery>, which everyone knows… there’s a couple a songs that i like!!!!

this particular one caught my attention when i paused my study..

 

No Curtain CAll – Maroon 5

Click here for the lyrics!

 

This one.. as usual, love the melody!!! hahaha!!

 

There’s a couple of nice songs from this album, but.. i don’t think its gonna be their Radio Hits. hehe.. that’s me, i always like songs that are not POP HITS on Radio.

 

Maroon 5 <Hands all over>, Worth listening!

Another complete different style from what i’ve been hearing yesterday, very lovely…. its all about love. =)

 

i personally love <The Last Chance> , <Never gonna leave this bed (acoustic) >, <If i ain’t got you (Live)> ,  <crazy little thing call love (live>  , <The air that i breath>. The latter one, i love the lyrics… =)

 

So, this album is really worth to listen.. but mind me, u need to listen to a couple of times before you can grab the melody and love the songs… like what i did. hahahaha!!! So, the best is.. listen to it while studying (if u can bear with voices and notes), or listen to it while u’re doing your reports!!!

 

Here i share another hippy song, < Last Chance> (kindly ignore the last part where a woman is singing) haha!

 

click here for lyrics

enjoy the songs yeah!!! 

 

wah, feel like i’m promoting songs….

 

hahahaha!!

 

i can’t wait for Uh Huh Her’s new album! yeap,

here they are…

these are the girls that i’m crazie for! Left: Camila, Right: Leisha

 

so, their songs are really awesome!! very Indie. I love Indie.. seriously… haha!! cuz Indie pops bring me to another state of mind.. means another level. So far, non of the pop songs can do that to me… =)

here is their new single, <same high> . This is the only full version i found on the tube. =)

 

 

this is the song, which i first listen,  i’ve loved it. Erm, basically, their previous albums, i love it when i listen to it FOR THE FIRST TIME!!!! Something like Lambert. hahaha!!! and it never gets tired on my ears!!! =P

Fyi, CAmila was the keyboardist for Adam Lambert during his Glamnation tour! i was so happy to see Camila play in Glamnation, she is a talented girl!

<same high> is highly recommended by me, i’m an Indie pop lover…

so, how was the song? cool? it definitely brings me to another dimension… =)

 

another one, my all time fav from UHH, <Common Reaction>, guess i’ve introduced this before a few years back. This is the song, that opens my eyes to possibility of dimensions that music can create. So different from all the Pops we listened on the radio.

this is the acoustic version they performed live. =)

 

this version is greatly improvised by CAmila. I love Leisha’s voice too!So different from the album version!!!  If u wanna listen to their album version, watch it on youtube. =) I just find that listening to the girl’s real voice is “REAL”.. just enjoy the song and their voice.. There’s another performance version, but i just love the idea of singing with just a guitar.. without her keyboard. =)

“how can you feel when you’re wounded like that dear? don’t mind its a common reaction…”

 

So, i really love Uh Huh Her.. and too bad, their albums are not sold in Malaysia.. and it took me very long to get their songs. haha!!! Genuine music, written by both of them. =)

It gets me high.. listening to their songs. =)

 

ok, i guess, time for dinner!!! hehe…

 

 

Music really play a big part in my life…. haha!! besides Singing. =)

Messy me with The Script, and.. KLANG-aites! =P

the reason i write so early is.. I’m bored.

So, i guess i’ll let you see my desk’s condition, after rotting on it for a week for this subject…

       

  

 

             

 

Looking at it… depressing right? but….. without such messy desk, i have no mood to study. Yeah, I’m weird, I need such messy desk to study. hahahhaa!!!

 

Today… I slept like a pig. I dunno what happened, when i woke up this morning, i felt tired.. probably its because of bad position while sleeping. Yeah, i slept with my notes on my hands, my phone beside me, my body position un-position to lie on my bed.. means, I wasnt sleeping with a good position… plus, with my lights on till 530am.

I woke up around 7 plus, closed my eyes consciously till 8am… waiting for my alarm to ring.

tht’s the reason why i feel tired… no good quality of sleep.

 

Well, I woke up and wash up, studied till 11am.

i can’t take it…. i’m sleepy.

immediately, i slept till 1230. haha!!! true enuf, I’m so fresh for study and i studied till NOW!

 

See? I pamper myself too much……. =)

i did not shift to my bed at all… hahaha!!!! u knw, when the drive to study comes, u’ll go full blast. =)

 

I’m contented, can’t wait for my brainstorm session later at night! won’t be sleeping early today…. cuz… I feel like writing non-stop. =) i mean, writing on my draft book non-stop. =)

 

Owh, let me introduce one good stuff… I dunno whether its considered good, but this is the one that accompanied me throughout the day!!!

 

                     

The Script’s latest album, < Science and Faith >. Very Irish.. Yeah, as usual, very “The Script-like”. Its their style though.

I admit, non of the song actually caught my attention, but after listening to it more than 2 rounds, I started to get some of the song’s melodies into my head. =) 

This album, its more to broken-hearted-theme. Its written from a man’s perspective. =)

Every word is easy to understand, straight forward.  If u ask me to name which song is nice, i can’t. To me, all the songs are just equally not bad… =)

Anyhow, The Script is still as cool as they are!! Their lyrics and the song arrangement are just… great!

HAve a listen to < Science and Faith >. I am still not bored eventhough i’ve listened to it since 1pm. So, it’s only 10 tracks in this album… imagine how many times i’ve listened to it already??? Still grabbing on their lyrics without looking at the lyrics. =D  hehe….

I think this album suits guys with broken hearts + alcohol lover. =)

track list

1. you won’t feel a thing
2. for the first time
3. nothing
4. science and faith
5. if you ever come back
6. long gone and moved on
7. dead man walking
8. This=love
9. walk away
10. exit wounds

All songs are equally good! =)

 

My next album…. haha… who knws what i feel like listening 2mr? I’m all for The Script today. =)

no anime today! hehehehehehe…..

 

I wanna say something, Klang-aites! I think we all have the same common thing in us, WE ARE SENSITIVE TO EXISTENCE OF GOOD FOOD!!!!

hahaha!! right?????

 

Just today, My lecturer pop a FB msg to me, asking me the good place for seafood!!! He knows that i’m from Klang because another lecturer of mine told him that i knw about good food in Klang. yeah!! i do knw! lols!!!

Klang is a big town, if u really explore, plenty of good food!! from morning till midnight!

So, what can i say? i’m so proud of being part of Klang’s residence. Klang-aites Hooray!

Now, i miss seafood….. haha!! Probably.. i will crave for bah kut teh soon?!? its been months since i touched PORK! HAHA!!

 

The Script is really the Script. Yeah, you can expect styles like “Breakeven” in this album. Anyway, “The man who can’t be moved” is still my fav!

Too bad, in their new album… they don’t sing like how they sing the 2 songs above. =(

off i go! brainstorm session,a.k.a writing session begins!

 

This=Love by The Script.

 

I love the lyrics of this song.

 

Melody wise, i think this one is not bad…

 

For the first time-The Script

I Like this song’s melody.. =)

 

Basically, every song’s melody is great!

 

enjoy!!! Great day ahead!!! =P

 

I’m gonna enjoy my night with The Script, and Writings! =)

just go buy or download their album lar! hahahaha!!! all the 10 songs are not bad!!!!!! I can’t be sharing all here! or u can listen it on YouTube!! and listen to their lyrics! =P

 

Ciao!!!!!

 

Till you read 2mr!!!

Muh feelings, and Matt CArdle vids.

so, seeing me here, means i’m sick of switching position from my desk, to my bed.. my bed to my desk.

Thank God, the only thing that i did not do is SLEEP when i am on my bed!!!

 

Chatted with both my sampat accompany on FB.haha!! damn sampat, anyhow, it does a great job to keep me awake!

 

I think i pamper myself too much… i cannot study without sounds!!!!! and.. AL is right that i’m a Malaysian who wastes electricity every single day.

I’m listening to Japanese anime while studying. Without it, i cannot read a single thing!!!

how bad and how sad?!?! Well, i dont mind paying for electricity if it benefits me??! haha!!nah, this is really bad. =(

 

My studies, fine. So far so good.. =) still on my schedule.hehe.. i thought of Setapak Pan mee, thinking whether i should make another trip there before Monday… hahaha!!! (siao, just for the pan mee… =_=)

I miss rice, yet i don’t like eating it. I miss a proper meal. Probably, staying in this sweet 4-walls make me realize how life is so pathetic without good food around. =D

i’ve just recovered from sick. I dunno why this time, it takes a shorter time. The flu that i had, only last me for a few days. hehe…. i guess, thanks to JC?! right? If it wasnt because of the medications, i wouldnt have recovered so fast. Thank YOU!!!!

<Daphne in the Brilliant blue > is such a great Japanese anime! i cant get tired of watching it!! owh, i did not mention, i re-watched and replay the japanese anime that i’ve watched so that it keeps me studying.. and it keeps my eyes away. hahaha! well, anyway, regardless any anime, i will still listen to it only… =)  erm….. but how come i still knw what’s happening when i’m only listening to it?!?!? LOLs!!!!

 

Watched a vid about BN-UMNO Titiwangsa . A stupid fanatic speaking about strategies to win the seats in Titiwangsa. Politics in Malaysia, I’m so damn disappointed with it. Talking about it just make me more miserable, thinking that “why am i here..”

We are all human. Please do respect us, chinese and indians as well because without us, Malaysia will not exist. Please do not talk-cock infront of everyone, especially media on stupid ideas on winning seats.. it ’ll just be the greatest joke ever. You’ve gained disrespect from the people, even from the Malays. I guess, If i were a Malay, i feel so shameful to have a leader speaking like an uneducated spoiled brat. Bite me! (another phrase for G-T-H)  please put ur brain in an upright position, not ur backside. Please talk, but not shit or fart through your mouth. You knw, shits are stinkie… and it smells like you.

Guess i’ve gone too rough. Sinned, and.. repent ppl! The problem with these ppl is they dun realize what they’ve done wrong, and what’s more about repent?! right?

showing objections is just like throwing candies to them. Meaningless.

 

its 10 plus pm. Today.. is contented. 2mr, will be contented as well.

 

… I’m waiting for Westlife’s new album.=) So as Josh Groban! and going to get myself a genuine copy of Linkin’ Park’s <A Thousand Suns>, Vick Teo’s latest album, and Serene Cheam’s latest album too!!!

see lar, so many entertainment for me. hahahahah!!!! =P

 

Time to go off! ciao!! gotto revise a bit before i hit to bed! XD

 

New Zealand ice cream buffet….. hahahaha!!! sounds cool! =)

 

nites peeps! great day ahead!

 

 

this is the only good music i’ve listened to. Owh, I’m following up with X factor, and this guy, MAtt Cardle, has a great talent in improvising songs into his own style. =)

this is the best version of “Baby One More time” ever!!!! =)

 

check this out, his version of  “just the way you are”. Simply splendid. Simple and nice!!! =)

one of the best versions.

Enjoy. =)

my theory vs Charles DArwin

So, its 830pm..

just before i start my next thick Endo notes, i’ve already feel sleepy. Well, here i am, killing my sleepiness.

yeah, as u see, my previous post was about “world’s Coolest intern” yeap, yours truly is interested in it.

The weather today is.. erm… good? i think. I’m closed up in my 4 walled small-sweet room. Sweet okay! i can do whatever i want… hehe….

Today’s progress.. dunno yet, still good i guess. Yet to see whether i can finish the super thick insulin notes. =)

 

I realize something today.

While some cannot live with another, the other choose to live the way the person wants.

People are selfish, don’t you realize?

I just realized that no matter how good, how kind, how unselfish you are to a others, Others will still think of their own sake when it comes to “life-and-death” situation. right? agree?

I don’t mind existing among such people though. After all, we are all human, surviving in a world, trying to be in the “normal distribution” curve. Yeah, we all try not to be the extreme phenotypes, so that we won’t go to extinction, or so to say, in order for us to survive in any situation or any environment.

 

                    

so, this is a diagrammatic presentation of our position.

ITs actually Theory of evolution, by Charles Darwin. Something to do with Natural Selection.

We have to be in the Majority area in order not to be selected by nature to undergo extinction. This includes having ways to survive. yeah, some survive good, some.. can barely survive.

Those who barely survive will eventually shift to the Xtreme phase.. where the quantity of survivors become lesser, which indicates EXTINCTION! So, if u wanna be the extreme one, u’ll die from the society.

haha…. hard to be special eh?

 

what i wanna emphazise here is.. people have various ways to survive. That’s why.. majority of us are cheaters "(we cheat to suvive), Liars (we lie to survive), thieves (we steal to survive.. erm.. regardless legally or illegally).

steal… well, if u steal someone’s heart, still.. it’s consider stealing, right?

if u steal someone’s pride, stealing right?

Not forgetting, there are still kind people who tolerates to survive, give more than take to survive, Love.. in order to survive.

 

So, being selfish is not wrong scientifically.

Based on Charles DArwin theory of NAtural Selection, it is one of the ways for living beings to survive in an environment.

 

Next time, if u see that someone is doing something that really probed your dissatisfaction, use your right hand, tap on your left chest, say.. “All izz well…” LOL~!! nah, your should tap and say “it’s just a surviving skill… nothing’s wrong.”

hope that u’ll feel better….after understanding the theory of natural selection.

 

Very funny eh, this Natural selection thing explains evolution, and i used it to explain human behavior. hahaha!! which, i think.. it has close relevance and high resemblance ! hahahahahaha!!!

 

I forgive those who have been selfish to me today. Thank you and congrats, you just survived. =)

PS: I’m not being sarcastic. haha!

 

peepz, great day ahead. =P

 

back to notes! have to survive! hahahah!!

World’s Coolest Intern

I feel that its another great opportunity from "above” that came down, co-incident its 6 months!! and co-incidently i have 6 months break!!!

Believe it or not, its my plan to work in Singapore during my 6 months break. However, this World coolest intern popped up and i’ve decided to give it a try.

I’m being honest here, i deserve it because i’m a fast learner, I have passion in whatever that i do. The most importantly, i am willing to learn anything!!!! =)

i am an efficient person, this is for sure.

I greet Facebook and twitter in the morning.. (well, who does not?)

 

BEsides, I think this would be a really good opportunity for me to learn something out of my field. Plus, i really wanna make full use of my coming 6 months break!! and to win Nuffnang “the world’s coolest intern”, it helps me to achieve my dream.

 

My post might not be as attractive as others, but.. sincerely… I can handle the job better than anyone else.

Me, posses leadership skill... i am humble to learn. The most important is, an optimist can achieve anything in life. yeah, me. Not to mention, i have a critical thinking and good analyzing skill. 

 

World coolest intern!!! I’m all for you!!!

 

Fathers and Sons.

when someone pulls u down, u don’t need to stay at the bottom of the black hole forever. Well, u can stand up and fight against the negative current that comes against your way.

Nothing is impossible….

Everything that happens, it happens for a reason, God knows why. haha! nah, i always believe that in life, we have to go through certain things and circumstances in order to mould the person we’re supposed to be.

I dun deny that my life is not like still water, nah… no one’s life is forever still, unless u’re a monk, or a nun. u knw.. the “oohhmmmmmm”.. haha!

 

A bunch of my friends are undergoing some important judgment today. I sincerely pray for their success. Erm, like i said, there’s reason why they are being put to the situation.

 

I’ve came across an article and speech by someone. It’s about family, father and sons.

Nowadays, according to him, fathers, they are FM105.7, Sons, they are FM92.9. So, both are different frequency. So, no need to make it same cuz somehow, it wont be. haha! He said, FAthers always tell their sons how they lived last time, no TV, a pair of shoes for dunno how many years, a pair of trousers have to share with brothers…bla bla bla…..

well, how can a father expect their sons to understand? right?? Thanks to the fathers because they’ve made their sons’ life so comfortable that the sons cannot understand how is it like to live in poverty. haha. (imagining fathers ranting to their sons about their past in an air-conditioned room,with the Sons playing laptop.. and the father is talking and ranting to their sons about their past.. =_=)

Actually, he said.. children learn better through actions of parents. This one, i agree. When father buys his kids a pair of Addidas new shoe and he himself only buy Bata shoes, the children realizes. They will knw that their father rather sacrifice their own needs to fulfill their children’s needs.

Another example, from the way Father talk to his wife, from the way the parents talk to others, especially elderly, they are the lessons to the kids. Don’t underestimate every single thing you do, PArents!! listen up!!!

Your attitude influences kid’s attitude! If u want your kids to learn, no matter how old is your kids, action speaks louder than words!!!

so, save all the nagging.. stop all the ranting.. you dun need to remind your kids how life were so difficult for you because you are the one who practically done a great job so that your kids doesnt need to undergo all the hard life.

=P

so, i thank my parents too.

 

I still admit that we are still on different channels, Probably I’m 95.8, they’re trying to be 94.5. Somehow, closer, but.. distant is still there.

If u want me to talk openly to them, nah… i cant . I wasnt being brought up this way and.. due to past experience, I rather dun want to. The fear of getting scolded has already impregnated in me since i was very very young. So, automatically, i have a barrier for doing so. It is normal, as i’m from a typical chinese family, where canes used to be the king of everything! =)

 

in conclusion, wanna educate your child? action speaks louder than words. =)

If u cheat, your kids will learn how to cheat.

If you do something kind, your kids will learn it too.

If you force, your kids will turn to be someone indecisive.cuz they dun hv the right to voice out.

Trust me, every little thing that you do, kids will learn and realize. Most importantly, let them express their views. Let them choose the path they wanna live.. PArents can only guide till a certain stage and certain limit, Life belongs to individual, no one has total control on another’s life. I always believe that.

 

ok, time to study. Online just to make me awake.

 

ciao peepz!

my next bday gift from myself! GoLLA!

My next probable Bday gift!!!! (purple babe... )

 

Erm, When i was clearing my bag, the one that i’m currently using, i was like… “Good job bag, u’ve been with me for 6 years now..and i don’t mind that you are tore and ugly.. i’m proud that you’ve gave me ur service for such a long period”

 

ya! My bag sudah bocor!!!!

and seeing the fact that i wont be needing any sling bags for the next 6 months, so i’ve decided to pamper myself with a Golla next year!! during muh bday!!!! hehe…

I’ve got Allan Delon this year, and i love it so much, i mean the purse. So, Golla, u’re mine next year!!!!!!!!

Don’t really wish anyone will buy for me, cuz… no one will. All these while, no one really knows what i want and what i like. haha!! those things that i like, only me myself can afford. Why? cuz i save my own money and buy lar! hahaha!

Even my parents also dunno what i like….. Mmm……

 

basically, I’m a gadget-girl. I love Gadgets.. =) hehe… any high tech gadgets will catch my attention! so, who on earth can afford gadgets?!?! as bday present?? unless my parents are rich lar.. just like my cousins.. they tend to have new phones, new watches.. new electronic stuffs during their bday .. thanks to their mum. =)

me?

 

haha!!! never i think. The last gadget from my bday, not bought by my mum, but.. money given, and i buy. Where’s the meaning lar?!? LOLs! the worse is, she doesnt even knw what thing that i’ve bought.I told her but she macam dun understand what am i saying. Well……

 

so, next year, since i knw that its the same routine, same old thing.. might as well i buy myself? rite??

 

i’m still searching for other brands, but they look so rigid…. so robot-like.

 

Golla is one of the “lively” and colourful brand! see? MArketing strategies. hehe…

 

there are lots of choices of Golla, i would like to have the Red one, but it’s just too common. So, thinking about the purple one.. since its my fav colour! =P

Too bad, purple does not go well with outfits. Sigh. Anyway, still searching lar. hahahahha!!!!!

hope Malaysia has stock for purple colour lar.

 

Time to go!

 

I wrote this cuz my bag really really look  terrible…. koyak rabak dah! =)

 

I’m hungry… but yet… study lar. Owh, my flu came back. Now, I have to sleep a lot cuz my nose feels comfortable when i am sleeping. =)

 

time to face the notes! ciao ppl!!!

 

ta!

 

GOLLA dreams………… <3

 

these caught my attention too!!

• jeans Golla,
• Brown colour (love this too)
• Grey babe,  (this is not bad also!!! )
• Black babie.. (gosh, this is so ruggard!! ) =P

what do you think?!?!?

penta-lemma… haha!! not dilemma…. =P

I am really attracted by all these!!! hahaha!!

24 hours awaken! =)

its 12 30pm. I slept at 850am and woke up at 11am. 2 hours plus sleep for the past 24 hours. Hard Core… yeah, hard core.

I lazed around yesterday day time… but i picked up during night time. Its like, from yesterday morning, sit till yesterday night, from night, sit till this morning. Wow.. what a process.

So far, my progress is going according to my extended plan’s plan. yeah, i’m still behind schedule…. =_=

Its really tough to run with time, u really need a good stamina. Took tiprolidine and pseudoephedrine, hoping that i get some good sleep later and my block nose will subside.

I was really saturated yesterday morning till afternoon. I slept, and Datin said i look extremely “chan”. ya, i admit so… my eye bag is .. terrible. Even now.

 

Went to Steven’s corner at 3am to have my dinner-supper-bfast-lunch. hahaha!! 4 in one.great!

I’m now still very full.  I guess I’m going to study a while before my tiprolidine’s sleepy effect takes place. It needs at least 15 to 30 minutes.. but, based on my body weight and my fat distribution, it might take longer. hahahahaha!!!

Sad to say, I am not going back this weekend.. cuz i got to catch up with my study schedule… depressing right?

3am meal was my first proper meal for the last few days. It does feel good to eat properly. I can chew now… hehe….

I’m going to do my very best for this sem. Pray for me. =)

 

Nothing much happened yesterday, just that i’m glad that Datin stimulated me to study and i guess we both are our stimulators. =)

I’m going to miss her a lot. =) Well, wherever that she’ll be and wherever that i’ll be, nothing’s going to change the relationship that we’ve built. Pray the best for her. =))

 

Time to go off. I got to continue my notes.

I will be having a good day facing my stack of papers! How about you??!!? I hope you get to spend some quality time with your parents or family which i totally miss it! =)

 

I really wanna nail this finals… so badly. I wanna use and expand my maximum capacity for this exam… So, for someone who doesnt knw the smart way has to work through the hard way.

You dun need to remind me to study hard… cuz…definitely i will. Don’t question me or doubt me that i’m not trying hard enuf. Imagine, If i did not try so hard, i would probably end up worse than what i’ve achieved now.

Try harder? haha…. can, but.. i need some space to breath too.. so, the best way you can do is just… pray for me. =) its more than enuf. The rest of the hardwork, I’ll do it. With all your blessings surrounding me… I’m more than glad.

 

I wonder whether my GI motility can go faster.. I need to get my food at 3am digested before i can start taking another course of meal.. –> bread. =_=

 

ta! peeps, tk care.

 

no Lambert today. haha!! I decided to keep the pic with myself and enjoy it myself. hahahahah!! muh Lambert!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =P

 

P.S : long night. =) 2mr, long day and night. =)

anime/ emotional/ quotes by Him

                                

daphne in the Brilliant blue.

 

I din knw this anime is damn funny and awesome! =) hahaha!!!

 

ok, I’m now cracking my head through my antivirus. Sigh…. sooner or later i have to do it, so i decided to do it now.

 

My day, okay.. consider productive. I just wish that i have someone to eat dinner with me…. =(

 

Chatted with my pamelo. He is having first paper 2mr. All the best yo!!! hahaha!!!!

Well, it was a long day, and so far, i;ve completed 3 sets of japan anime series, and i only watch a few minutes of episodes. surprisingly, i can understand the story. hahahaha!! cool right?

The anime i introduce above is a good one, funny… hahaha! and the girls are sexy, their technology very advance!!! most important is the story line, not boring at all. =)

i realize almost all anime i watched are nice!! including the others. =)

i really hope my new antivirus can be installed successfully. Just restarted my girlfren… mmm….. performing scan now.'

 

I’m gonna fall sick i think. Drank whole packet of hor yan hor… and… i thinik i’m going to have enuf sleep this time. I havent been sleeping with my lights off since Monday. today, i’m going to do so… if not, i have bad quality of sleep!!!

study is important, health is also important. Of course, i dun wanna get sick during finals!~!!

 

did a facial mask yesterday at 1plus am…. i feel so unhealthy, i mean my skin. haha!!

so, today… sleep!!

*yawn*…

 

i try not to think the emotional burden. To you, i might look like or i might seem like someone who should not have any worries, any feelings beside study.. but, you are wrong.

My feelings are ignored all the while. All i have been treated is being asked to back-off, take a hundred steps back to satisfy you and to grow and to be what you want me to be which i can never be! and i will never be! Call me stubborn, which i am not! i knw what i want clearly and it obviously shows that you leave me with no choice, AT ALL. so, i don’t really wanna talk about it anymore. I am so numb. might as well pull the trigger on me.  Shoot me with whatever you have. yet, I still believe that there is blessing in every step taken.

i think i better sleep. if not, volcano meets tornado.. –> disaster. Eruptions, El nina.

 

Say whatever you wanna say about me, do whatever you wanna do, command whatever you want me to do, or force me to do whatever that you want, i will do it! I don’t wanna have this “give up” feeling.. but i have given up on all these. I’m tired… very very tired. The cycle seems never-ending.

My fighting spirit for myself is dying… for now, i really hope i can make it through my finals. thts all.

I don’t want any more distractions. Still, i will embrace everyone around me.

 

numb… very numb. thousand cuts means nothing to my skin anymore… so numb……

i’m not letting go, but i give up on fighting hard. Sick of all these which it shouldnt be a problem at all but somehow someone just make it a life and death issue. I feel nauseated.

 

see, Devil is speaking in my mind.

This is so not me….

see, to have someone in my life to control my life. ha. ha. ha. blesssings eh? i still believe that there’s a reason for everything.

 

• Holding on to anger is like grasping a hot coal with the intent of throwing it at someone else; you are the one who gets burned.
  
• Let yourself be open and life will be easier. A spoon of salt in a glass of water makes the water undrinkable. A spoon of salt in a lake is almost unnoticed.

These 2 quotes, by Buddha.

 

 

I appreciate Buddha’s teaching. i respect Him too. At least, by reading the articles of the 2 quotes above make me realize that Buddha doesnt emphasize on FORCING but HE emphasize in LOVE. LOVE!!! and open mind!!!

 

Aunty Jane –> I am spiritual, but in my own way. Materials are still tangible… still needed.

i am spiritual, too… in my own way. Nothing changed, but it has grow even stronger and deeper than it is.

 

good night lar. i’m so freaking tired.

tired of thinking and ranting.

 

pour ur salt into the lake. please……

Sum of the days.

I feel like writing about everything that i feel these few days.

First, i feel happy. Why?

      

thanks to Adam Lambert. I still miss him till now….

                          

damn handsome aite? hahaha! he is sooooooo adorable!!!! =) haha!!

 

Secondly, i feel frustrated.

                                      

thanks to everything that happened. I have evil thoughts in me which doesnt make me feel easy, and i don;t feel like ME. I wish everything would just go away…

 

Well, next, not to say, i feel stress..

                          

things come undone. Pending… and… urgh…. can’t seem to catch up with time! I wish i could just break free, step out, watch a movie, have a good meal!!!!  This is… suffering.

With all the frustrations i have, it just burden my stress… damn.

 

Last but not least, Pain.

 

yeah, pain is the biggest fear in me. I have high tolerance for pain but i dun like the feeling of pain.. regardless physically or emotionally. I always believe that our brains are mighty pain reliever, thanks to the potent endorphins! =)

 

I try to control… everything that i feel. but somehow, sometimes, unbearable things are still unbearable.

 

So, What shall i do? shut my mouth, shut my mind and get through it? hahahhaha!!

I do need a retreat. Seriously…. In order to prevent me from running away, i need a time-out. no, i dont want Kit-Kat.

 

What i need, prayers from all of u. YEs, prayers. I need to go through everything i am facing now.

 

ok, time to face my stress again… my notes. =)

 

ciao ppl……

the elastic strings in my mouth is sitting safely and happily… without considering my feelings of having it in my mouth! what the!?!?!?

This time, my braces is the tightest among all monthly visits that i’ve been… Y_Y not to mention, most painful among all…

 

nites!

dull, productive, pain

well, 24 hours stat, i hvn been talking. yeah, not even singing. I dun feel like talking cuz no one to talk to, and i dun feel like singing, thanks to my braces,my teeth are pain. i cant even open my mouth.

Productive day for me i guess, yet.. i still need to wake up earlier to catch up with my study schedule. I’ve wasted Monday, that’s why have to sacreifice sleep to catch up with studies.

I’m old. i cant stay up late.. so the only solution is to wake up early.

haha!!

 

i am on liquid feeding. Plain water and milk. i cant even chew. sigh. So, i hope i get to eat some porridge 2mr.

 

Just update my day. I am damn sleepy now. =) very rare of me. hahah!!!

 

no time for youtube, no time for movies… and i just let a series of japan anime play without me watching it. Yeap, i need sounds to study.

 

I’m hungry, yet sleepy. Seriously, without something good to eat, the mood whole day will be affected. Just like me, refuse to talk, refuse to sing, refuse to eat.

so, 2mr definitely will be a better day! i hope the pain at least subsides a little….. =(

Nah, i won’t give up in whatever i do. I wont give up in whatever that i am holding on. =) Focus!! and succeed!

 

good night peeps!!!!!!

 

                                 

this is so true……

First day of my study break

Good day.

Honestly, my day doesnt start good.. I almost cancelled everything i have today. I’m taking a step back, and now i am forced to the wall. I feel that human rights doesnt exist eventhough it exists in the constitution, and it is our right to have human rights.

The cycle is here again!!! now i realized that i’ve been ME for 6 months, ever since i exposed my thoughts, my will, and my choice. I couldnt bear another stupid emotional stressful study break, okay!!! just let me study! leave me alone!! and just let me have my privacy! I’ve taken a step back and dun ever intrude my privacy AGAIN! sigh….

anyhow, I am again blessed to have overcome the feeling… very shortly. Thanks to Neil Armstrong. =)

By the way, met my Pumpkin today. Superbly happy! U knw, to meet someone u love and someone u care is a very happy thing. I practically spent my afternoon, evening, night there. Had dinner with her. =) dunno since when we din have dinner together d. =) hahahah!!

yeah, i miss her. =)

 

and and!! the pan mee we had was GOOD!!!! yummy! really different style of pan mee !!!! I will definitely go back there again for other style of pan mee! =) Next time, i want the Pau from KAmpar! haha!

My teeth, is aching. I force myself to chew just now.. so now, I cant even touch any of my teeth with my tongue or other tooth.. cuz.. it freaking hurts!!

can u imagine, even drinking water causes pain!!! T_T

very pain ar…………

what am i going to feed myself with 2mr??? Soup? for one month’?! sobs…

anyway, i shall not worry of what to eat… its ridiculous. haha!

I’m pretty tired now.. Muh eyes cant even open. I’m gonna sleep and wake up freaking early to finish my target . =)

 

Well, when the end of this week comes, i’ll knw whether i wanna go back to Klang onot…. cuz now… all i wanna focus is my studies. No more distractions for me.

So, this post ends my first day of study break. Kinda satisfied, at least i finish the minimum of my target. There are lots more to go 2mr!! =)

 

Hat YAi! i can’t wait! =) I need a retreat…

 

good night ppl. =)

 

                                       

my LAmbert. =) hahahaha!!! So damn in love with him!

Beautiful Sunday.

cool kid in da house.

ya me…

haha!

Kinda great weekend as i managed to grant my promise and to accompany my folks.

Owh, i went to Giza yesterday night. Met a bunch of talented singers aka. new friends. =) Joshua Tan Ah Beng played guitar.. it’s consider as his first open performance. Though the place is a lil… erm… slow and run down, yeah, sound system was bad. Speaker burst! i still have fun listening to songs…

Jocelyn, Josh’s sis. A talented girl. Seriously talented. Glad to hear her song which won First place in the song writing and singing competition in UM,<Kite> Very meaningful… =) not a typical chinese song. =) We’re the KITE, God’s the string. =)

Thank God i was there!!! (almost gave up as i was quite late, but promise is a promise, and i am glad that i went! )

 

I wish i could post the song… i wish i could share with everyone.

Another guy, Justin. I will search for his album!!! haha!!! his songs are original and meaningful!!!

 

nvm nvm… i will share it once i get it! =)

 

Today, Sunday…. seriously have no mood at al.. just wanna spend time for myself and rot before i start my hell study. Gah~~

 

By the way, I’m always a fan of Adam Lambert! I am glad that Cheryl is part of the club! (thanks to me) She is downloading his songs and memorizing his song’s lyrics and sing along!

Lambert is a beautiful guy!! Let the memory of his concert stay in muh mind!!!!

ADAM LAMBERT!!!!!!!!! I’m so in love with him! i can’t get over him!!! and i dun think i wanna get over him! =)

Its Sunday. I’m a lil sleepy.  Targets to be achieved!!! hell yeah!

Looking forward next Sunday! muh free haircut! =)

pen’s off~~!

all the right moves.

wanna share a song, but its not appropriate sharing here. so, i guess i’ll consider sharing it somewhere other than FB and Blogspot.

Today, muh Pumpkin made my day. =) can’t draw my love from her. *big bear hug *

another person, AL.. treasured me as much as how i treasured her. Thanks for trusting me… *loves* gambate!!!!!!!!

tonight is still HOT! weather is crazy. I’m melting…..

normally at this time, i’ll feel the coldness of the night.. but ever since the starting of this week, the feeling is gone.

hot… hot… hot… thinnest piece of cloth doesnt work! The air is warm! can u imagine that?!?!?!? gosh…

I’m going to bed now.

 

 

In my heart, you… my stimulator will always be my stimulator. i’m so going to miss you… much more than u can imagine. =)

 

 

No 1000ways to die today!! cuz… i feel eeeky. hahahaha!!!

 

Anyway, I’m waiting for december to come. =) First, my long lost bday gift.. second, travel period. Third, working period. hehe…..

 

tht day, when i was asked to listen to this song, i heard this song right after i tune to chinese radio station. Pumpkin, thanks!

nice song!!! but its out of my voice range.. too bad…. hahahah!!

 

What my life will be without u huh?? although u MIA most of the time during weekends… somehow, our hearts are near. =)

 

 

time to sleep!

nites peepz!

 

Gosh, i miss u d……

1000 was to die-pussy whipped and washed & fried!! ----//my day!

the weather is freaking crazy..

I’m on my thinnest piece of cloth and it still feels like sauna!!!!

Global warming!

 

i’m tired.. freaking tired and i dunno why…. i slept for 10 hours yesterday. napped for 1 hour in the library… and i am sleepy.

 

Today was good. managed to finish my target. So, left brainstorm session. =)

 

very hot!!!!! gosh… I bath with COLD water just now and it doesnt help at all! sigh.. every year, its the same. Every end of first sem is hot!! crazy!!!!

 

Nothing much today, i’m fine. Just that when i was studying, i thought of memories which leaves scars in me. owh… when u press the scar, its still pain. Now, I need to get over it eventhough it looks tough. yeah, it is tough when u are left with no choice to pursue what you want. It sounds hard… erm, i should say, its impossible.

Well, i will try my best. =)

 

Class till Saturday. Mmm….. cool!!!

Lambert this Thursday… COOL!!

 

I’m all for Lambert this week!!! =0 Trying to memorize his songs now.. hahahahahaha!!! so that i can yell along this Thursday!

 

Time to sleep…. too hot d, how to doze off???

i need ice around my body!!!!

 

i miss Roti Telur…… hehe…

 

good night!!!!

share something “awesome”. hahah!!

didnt knw that allergy and agitations to cats can cause death. this is.. sucky. lols!!!

 

 

if u dun dare to watch the cat, watch this!! washed and fried!! its funny!!!! hahahaha!!!

 

 

 

like that also can huh?!?!?

lols!

i wanna be a pharmacist, so freaking bad….

i was freaking tired yesterday!!

class ended at 3 plus… i walked to the library, slept from 4 plus to 530pm~~! and i still feel tired.

went home at 8 plus, talked to mummy for 15 minutes (cuz she’s alone and she’s just recovered from diarrhea"), ate some stuff… no mood to study, online a while, then i slept with my lights on.. from 9 plus to this morning, 7 plus.

I cant help myself.. I am so tired and i dunno why……

 

Am i like.. undergoing second puberty again>? cuz so far, i rmber, puberty is tired. hahaha!! cuz i slept a lot.

 

So, now… i guess i have to pay back what i’ve done. i cant sleep much d…. targets have to be achieved today.

yeap, u can find me in the place i used to be. hehe…. where elsE?

 

I’m still tired….. sigh..

and the weather here is freaking hot!! gosh….

owh, shopped with my pumpkin yesterday morning. i guess she bought more than i did… lols!!!!! its great to shop again!!!with her. hehe…..

miss old times… shop, choose, try, laugh, eat…

now, busy-ness is haunting me… eeeeek…..

anyhow, thanks for the wonderful bfast!!! still so in love with the roti telur!! hahahaha!!!! Love you!!! *roti telur* lols!!! perhaps, if i’m back for this weekend, i shall “invade” the black magic shop again. hahahahah!!!

 

Time to wash up!!! yea, going to library to spend my whole day there. =0

 

tht’s life.

 

and i cant wait for my quiz to finish this week!!! =)

 

Loves….

pumpkin, sudah miss u….. thanks for the shang-hai mooncake and the charcoal tau sa peah. =) its brilliant. =)

let me share something FIFI shared with me… =) hah!

 

 

good one!!! i wanna be a pharmacist so freaking bad!

Taio Cruz-dynamite

this is awesome.. and T.Cruz is not that handsome anyhow. hahahah!!!

 

 

I miss klang food………

 

time to sleep, goto wake ujp earlier to clean my house. =)

what’s done is done. look forward!!!! =) i need to buckle up. =)

 

nites peepz!!!!

=)

its almost 5am.. and i;m still awake. class is at 10am… so, i’m watching criminal minds now. haha!

i’m damn… depressed. i screwed today’s exam. but, i will make sure that i’ll nail the finals!!!!

 

dun wanna talk about tht anymore.

went for dinner with Shuennie, Sher, Ed, Josh, and Aeris. haha!! had good chat with them!! wanted to watch Eat Pray Love bnut.. too late, as in the movie time.. too late.

end up, we sat in Starbucks and chat all night long. Thanks Nicholas for the treat!!!!

Today is the day which i talked the most since last 2 weeks!! damn depress!! good to hang out with my buddies!!!

i miss talking to them!!! haha….. nah, i miss them lots!!! Ed is lucky that he came at the right time, coincidence that we have outing, randomly.. after quiz. hahahaha!!!!'

me, i have 2 more quizzes next week! ha!!! so, i’m starting my studies this morning, after class.

 

peeps, i think i shall try to sleep…. cuz… i dun wanna snore in Anu’s class later. Wanna remain low profile. hahaha!!!

 

miss… my dears. i’m glad that we hung out. We definitely had great chats and laugh. =)

Constipated-me-MArketing.

so, how was ur day?

My day, it’s the same. Woke up around 6plus. Watched an episode of the Mentalist. Studied.. went to library, warm the chair till 730pm. Why 730pm..? its because…

I wanted to have curry as my dinner cuz curry in BABA is my laxative.

yeap, constipated since Monday. This is bad.. no urge at all.

My progress is kinda ok. 2mr is the day. I hope everything goes fine.

 

I’m still coughing like hell.. my lungs almost being cough-ed out! gosh. Well, i’m currently drinking lots of water to dilute my phlegm. I still refuse to take any medication before it got really really worse. Told ya, Pharmacist is the worst person in compliancy… cuz they knw about drugs. hahahaha!!!

I’m happy today. Well, at least nothing got my nerves on. =)

 

I’m in love with BELOVED, by Tenth North Avenue!

Its such a nice song.. I’ve listened to their album a zillion times!! repeated almost 10times a day! hahahaha!!!

cuz its too nice and i have different feelings and different realization everytime i listen to it. Its just so wonderful. PL!

No 1000ways to die today… cuz connection damn slow. So, just a mere update about my day.

I’m waiting for the time to bath and sleep. (yeah, can only bath at least 2 hours after meal and my time to bath is around 1020pm).

 

I hope your day goes well. May your 2mr starts wonderfully and end graciously. Just like mine’s today. =)

 

There are some power you cannot resist. The power of love. =) Overwhelmed. Semester is ending in a week’s time. Finals is coming in less than a month’s time. My pals, appreciate what u got, appreciate ur time. Spend it well… =)

 

Me? I’m gg off!!! hehe… off Lappy… !!!

I’m going to doze off earlier today. 2mr is a big challenge, and i wanna be in a good condition.

 

I miss supper in Klang… hahaha!!! i miss the times where i sleep at 5am in the morning!!! (mamak-ing, and chatting). now, mmm… i think I’ve grown old.. i can’t really stand till 5am i guess…. but, I dun mind trying again!!!! Probably will ask FIFI out for a trial. LOLs!

 

ciao ppl!!!! great day!!!!

update-my day.

ARGH!!!!

 

I’m so depressed to even eat.

Marketing… MArketing… i need miracles and prayers!!!!!

 

Anyhow, lets talk about something which made me joyful today..

owh, it’s a mix feeling day though.

First, I’ve done things that i dun think that i’m able to do. Thanks to the “force” and the strength that i knw where it comes from.. I’ve managed to do a big favour for someone!!!! and many blessings in return! to everyone who is involved!! I’m so proud of all of u!!!

God bless all of u!!! hehe…

 

And.. another incident which contra my feelings…

I’ve attended a class where the lecturer rushed through the lecture and i came out from the class with NOTHING!

damn TL… 1 hour class becomes 2 hours!!!

and… i walked out with ZERO knowledge!

 

Anyhow, the joy that i get from the charity overruled my TL-ness. =) hehe….

 

I’ve completed my MArketing plan… owh, the miserable plan……

Then, now I’m currently focusing on finishing study Marketing for Friday’s quiz.. another misery…

 

I barely have time for myself. My life is.. “morning go class, free time-warm library chair till 9pm, reach home 920pm, bath, study, sleep”

Mmm…. this is the “luxurious life” i’m having now… yeah, compared to my mates in Yr4. =) so, its a blessing in disguise i guess?

 

I’ve received a few sweet calls from a few person. First, its Uncle Chew!! hahaha!!! He called me and talked to me, u knw.. catching up with each other, as he is in Klang now.

Then, Aunty Jane called.. around 730pm!! LOLs! this Aunty!!! very fun-talkin-old-but-pretend-to-be-young-hardworking-Aunty! i like talking to her!

She asked :" “Dellynn,how are you? where are you now?”

I said: “I’m fine aunty Jane…I’m In Library now…”

She said: “wah.. in library ar? got exam is it? I called DAphne just now, she’s in library, I called Elsie just now, she’s also in Library.. “

i said: “ haha.. no choice, same family, so.. study first!”

 

well, we chatted a while..around 10mins? sort of like update each other lar.. it’s been long since i talked to her. =)

 

Then, a while later…

mummy called.

hahahha!!!!

same qs: “ where are you?”

ME: “ library…nvm nvm, i can talk. =)”

so, we chatted for a while.. she called me around 8pm. She just finish work and preparing to go back. So, i told her uncle Chew is in Klang. She was excited.. said she’ll plan a dinner. =) which… i dunno when.

Good to chat with her… I realize all mums love to call their kids to update once in a while. See? even Aunty JAne does so. =) woohoo…..

 

ok lar, 3 of them made my day. =)

Its really sweet to receive calls from someone u love and care. right?

 

Time to go off.. I’m hungry, and i’m sleepy. Probably i’ll finish up my final notes and head to bed. I can’t stand. no meals… cuz i got no appetite.

 

I miss supper… but now, i dun have appetite for…. anything… eventhough i’m hungry.

 

Nites ppl! i have no time for 1000ways to die today! this is bad…

 

Ciao!

another 2 ways out of 1000ways to die- Just plane dead. (drink and fly) & bowed out!

Today’s quiz over.. now.. Friday’s turn!

Friday is a big challenge!! sigh.

Erm, no tau sa peah and phone chain.. anyway, as long as i have you!! more than ANYTHING!!!! =) hugs.. hugs… =)

 

Ok, i cant resist myself to share videos on 1000ways to die.. AGAIN!!! i just find it entertaining.. lols!

before i post any video, let me update about me, myself. I’m half collapse. Gosh… I feed on Loratadine and i float the whole day. Walked back after class around 4pm, and slept till 8pm… soundly.. without interference. I felt so much better after the nap. Went for dinner with Edwin and Sher. Both the duo really cute… hahahhaa!!! can see the bonds between both of them. well, u knw… =)

I was craving for soup… yet, i only have mushroom soup and milk plus cornflakes with me.. So, asked both of them out lar. just for a fast and quick dinner.

Well, i’m satisfied with my dinner.. starved from afternoon till night. Appetite not that good. I guess its my part of body’s reaction not to ingest any food to prevent any possible bacterial infection. Bought PCM. (thanks to Sher). Just in-case i have any fever 2mr. =)

I’m fine now.. planned to memorize some marketing stuff before i sleep. owh, i still can sleep eventhough i napped for long.

Guys, pray for me for this coming Friday’s quiz!!!!!!!! =)

 

ok, let me share this video.

A guy, flying a plane in drunk state. So, his head was spinning. Then, his sunglasses show reflection of the sun. Poop!! He is dead pierced by his own plane.

Moral is.. do not drink and FLY!!! hahaha!

well, it was just a plane dead. lols…

 

FYI, i only watch 2 episodes of 1000ways to die per day. I find it interesting that ppl do pass away via ways that no one can imagine.

another moral is: Live life to the fullest and dont do really stupid things… such as drink and fly, boob’s job.. bla bla……

however, to me personally, i think.. to die due to these 1000ways is really really weird case to me. Simple, why? it never cross my mind before that ppl can die.. *click* just like that.

 

this is even more ridiculous…

died because of bowing!!!! poor japanese.. bowed more than 300 times a day, and at last, he is bowed out.

see? i tell u… these ways are really weird ways which a person can be dead due to all these.

 

okay, time to study.

ppl, have a great night or great day ahead!!!! =0

i wish i have more open houses this weekend. =) hahahahaha!!!! well, it doesnt serve any purpose.. cuz i aint going back to klang. =)

ha!

 

nites!

one of the 1000 ways to die—expanded and burst!

let me write something to sum up my 2 days. hahaha!

nah, just wanna release muh feelings here.. as i’m facing the 4 walls again, mugging for 2mr’s test.

Everything is fine. Erm… yeap. Good. physically, mentally, emotionally, spiritually.

Joyful me…

 

I watched a video yesterday… 1000ways to die. Gosh, this way of dying is awful.

A girl, had her boob’s job done, From B to double D size. Well, she went on a plane, clearly, everyone was looking at her boobs. As the pressure rises in the plane, the silicone expanded… it kept expanding… and… BOOM! it bursts and she died!!

scary right??

 

let me share with you the video….. dung et freaked out girls!!

 

haha!!! very scary right???? so, nature of beauty rulez. no boob’s job!!!

this video is a recorded version, the one i watched is the real TV version. Well… Eeew…..

 

Ok, enuf of dying, back to study!!!!

this is a lot of emotional stress.. knowing that u’re dying and ur boobs just burst.

I’m not gonna have my lunch and dinner!

 

yucks…

 

peepz!! nice day!!

 

i cant wait for my new phone chain!! yoooohoooo!! and my tau sa peah!

=)

so restless…

but.. for my health sake, i neeed to sleeeep… earlier. if not, my immune system will start with red light blinking!

Busy day. I’ve finished my target today but i could’ve done better. so, my target 2mr is to finish everything!

Hiatus period coming soon… i guess. haha! i din expect that i have time to blog.

I was streaming vids on YouTube, speed is freaking slow, i gave up. Studied instead. Well, in love with Tenth Avenue North! Gosh, their songs cant stop ringing in my head!!!!!

By Your Side!~~ Awesome!

 

good night, time to sleep. waking up earlier to mug… haha!!!

 

To you, happy trip!

loves… lots.