owh..

Just when you are too free,
well, you will think of going back to blogging. That's my intention. owh well.. u bet.

Currently bumming around. I am more of a girl trying to kill time efficiently.
yeah. I am being non productive for the past few days. as i am trying to learn how to solve my internet problem, which it doesnt work for me.

I thank God for graduation. I mean, for my result.

I can't, but You can.

Thank you Lord.

short post, my week.

Taking some time to write.

haha.. writing this cuz I’m inspired by Ganesah. lol.

 

Let me update about what is happening to me this time.

Last Friday, went to CG.

What happened? we were having an audio sermont on Defining Moment.

this is a good session, it makes me reflect on the things that had happened to me and everything I knw about God.

Well, after that session, I feel that my life is just….

nah. perhaps I’m not that expressive.

I’m an young adult, which my career hasn’t started yet. and… I feel that my knowledge in life is still so shallow. Somehow, I feel that I have so many things left to be explored. =)

 

ahh.. life isn’t easy.

but.. Prayer and God makes things easy.

 

I feel so bold and young that day. My CG members are all btween 26-30plus yrs old, and I love hearing their sharing.

what can I share?

Just studies?

ahh… so bold.

 

but I cant deny that God has worked tremendously in my life, yet I am still a sinner.

 

I am very very blessed that I have a bunch of great supportive friends and family around me. owh well, its God’s grace.

 

I am currently eating my reports. haha…

this week, I was in Surgical Department. Owh well, its an eye opening experience where u can see lots of wounds, surgery site, and bone fixation instruments jutting out from the skin and penetrating into the bones.

looked scary? yeah, it is.

anyway, my purpose there is to learn, and it fills my learning gap, and I knw that I have many things to catch up if I want to follow up as a clinical pharmacist.

Mmm.. I am looking into investment now.

hahah.

yeah, not money investment, but I am interested in Nursery. Don’t ask me why, but yeah.

 

This week, till end of this month, I will be extremely busy, with clerkships, reports and assignments.

ahh, I wish I have to to slow down, and look around what’s going on around me.

 

Well, I hope all these will be over soon. with God’s grace and mercy. yeap! amen!

 

So, I am handling real patient case report now. Mmm… very challenging, I wish I have much time to prepare for each case if I were a clinical pharmacist.

hahaha…

 

I think I am suffering from the consequences of my sin.

Somehow, God is showing me something, some sign that I need to focus fully on my studies. yeah… havent been focusing fully these days. Distractions are everywhere.

I get the message this morning, and He just speaks to me.

 

Guess I’d ought to be obedient.

 

ok, I still have to continue my report for my second case. =) so, write again! =)

 

Proverbs 3:5-6

Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding; in all ways submit to him and He wil make your path straight.

 

 

Amen. =)

such a long time since I wrote a proper piece.

owh yeah , I’ve been told that I’ve not been blogging for quite a long time. Reason?

I am occupied with techs. haha! techs? Phones, movies, laptops, games.

well, my boss once told me…”24 hours is not enuf for me.. could it be because of technology? ppl are now occupied with TVB dramas, iphones, ipads, games.. etc etc… tht is why 24 hours is never enuf.”

 

what do you think?

to me, its partially true. Firstly, I’m occupied with my workload.

Secondly, I focus more on “f2f connection” this sem.

Thirdly, I’m just lazy to write.

 

owh well, third reason is the least common one. I love writing, just that I feel that I should stop complaining about how pathetic my life is. haha.

my life now is contented.

I took up a challenge in commitment in Prayer meeting, cell groups, Sunday Service.  These are the things which I once felt burdened to commit. now, I dedicate part of my life into it. That is why I say, I focus on Face to Face communication these days. Probably I feel sick and dull of facing notes, laptops, movies, and games daily. I need some real chats, and conversation. =)

This period of commitment has been an eye opener to me. Well, I’ve been living week after week godly. Godly? means I learn to put God first. No doubt I face challenges everyday, and its getting tougher and tougher. Thanks to Clerkship. I am still cracking on how to finish studying this subject in a few day’s time.. which is kinda impossible.

however, I’ve learnt to see possibilities in every problem, nothing is impossible. Its just perspective, and faith.

 

So, back to my blogging. yeah, I admit that I have lack of time. but I still take time off for myself.

 

My last few months as a student, gotto enjoy it man!

honestly, I cant wait to graduate actually. haha. I wanna start venturing my travel-hearted-soul. owh yeah, I plan to “go out” again. =) this time, it will be somewhere near.

To me, its always a satisfaction to work for what I want. Things don’t come easy. Gotto work hard for it, especially I come from a Okay family, not wealthy, but comfortable.=)

 

This coming week, I’ll be in Surgical Ward. gah…. clerking case. Somehow, the lifestyle in hospital always makes me wonder whether am I suitable to be a clinical pharmacist?

haha… yeah. my future is uncertain.

lets not talk about it. such a heart broken profession now. but! I believe, there’s a will, there’s a way!!!

 

Waking up at 530am everyday is a routine. gotto be in hospital early though.

 

I’ve been doing something “illegal” these days, which made me heartbroken. I wish I could never knw the truth, but somehow… God showed me the truth through an unwanted way. I need to see it… and I am praying not to be disappointed by it.

The light will be shown.

 

BoWin once told us in CG, as we dig deeper and deeper, we thought we cant see light, but somehow, when we reach the deepest core, there will be a stream of Running water below.

Yes, God is awesome, isnt He?

 

Life is just awesome.

 

I am glad that I have a group of friends who are not only growing with me in terms of friendship, but spiritually, I am lead by them. Growing together in Christ is something really really blessed to me.

 

Reach out your hand to Him, You will see miracle happen on you.

All you need to do is just ask.

knock and the door shall be opened to u, ask and it shall be given to you.

 

Challenging week ahead. Good night peeps!!! =)

Short scrib… ^^

Pieces of me?

 

owh well…

 

The conversation yesterday was… so awkward. not sure if we both feel that we’re on our different path?

 

Anyway, whatever it is. Nothing’s changed.

Going to prayer meeting later. yeap, I got a free week, which is very very precious to me. this is the only week I can study, sleep and eat well.

honestly, last week’s quiz… I dunno how I studied, went for the exam unprepared. gah.

 

Somehow, God is showing me some pictures over and over again. Maybe, I should be obedient instead.

Peeps,

Romans 8:31

If God is for us, who can be against us?

 

Have courage for your life, just live life to the maximum, with the present of God. =)

 

ciao. short update. PS: I’m still alive. =))

Be Glorified.

I just feel like Glorify our creator by writing this post.

I was chatting with Wennie, a girl from Klang, which I only knw her few days ago, yea, she is one batch younger than me.

Was chatting with her regarding Gala Night cum oath taking ceremony. I was fighting for the attendance for my friends who has to extend for one sem. but too bad, I lost the battle.

anyway, I’ve done my best and I knw that Tigress is always acting the radical way and never side us. so be it.

Well, Wennie checked out my profilr, and asked me a typical question, “are you a Christian?”

Never in my life, I feel proud to admit that I am one.

 

It makes me think back the life I had, owns a religion but live like without having one.

Christ bring me to him.

 

Today, I was in library, supposed to study for this friday’s exam, but thoughts just come into my head, about my future, blur directions.. etc etc….

I just cant concentrate, and distracted.

and hence, I did a small prayer before I hit the NIV bible apps in my phone.

Prayed for directions, and words from Him, asked God to speak to me. 

so as usual, I randomly scrolled bible verses and chapters. Here comes 1 Cor 4:1-5.

“¹ This, then, is how you ought to regard us: as servants of Christ and as those entrusted with the mysteries God has revealed. ² Now it is required that those who have been given a trust must prove faithful. ³ I care very little if I am judged by you or by any human court; indeed, I do not even judge myself. ⁴ My conscience is clear, but that does not make me innocent. It is the Lord who judges me. ⁵ Therefore judge nothing before the appointed time; wait until the Lord comes. He will bring to light what is hidden in darkness and will expose the motives of the heart. At that time each will receive their praise from God.”

 

Verse 5 hits me the most… and I was surprised that God answered my prayer.

yeah, so I didn’t think much anymore instead, but studied what I’m supposed too. Peaceful mind just land in me that moment.

 

“Thank you Lord, Thank You lord” I humbly spoke.

 

God’s message comes in all form. Today, it came to me in the form of verses.

 

Lord of creation, King of all kings. How splendid and wonderful you are. You’re everything Lord.

Prayers are powerful. Seriously.

 

as time goes, I find wisdom in speaking . Well, I’ve learnt a lot from Him, and by being more like Him day by day is what I long for.

Thank you Lord.

Bless everyone around me..

Be with me throughout my clerkship period.

Forgive the sins that I’ve done.

in Christ mighty name, Amen.

Just a flashback

I feel like writing today.

 

Yesterday, I received a call frm Shereen Ang, surprisingly she asked me out after her work time. Of course, I was free and I went out with her.

Time is always good with her, because I love talking to her. Supposed to go dinner together, but she is craving for Chatime. Well, once she told me she is craving for Chatime, I bought the Valentine’s day coupon via my mobile phone.

so, here we go..

 

end up, jammed for 2 hours from Cheras to Old Klang Road. =_=

 

terrible jam, but… we never abandon each other through our voices, songs, jokes, chats.

by the way, I asked her to bring me to Prayer Meeting. =)

So, we reached Scott’s Garden at 730pm (2 hrs jam). Bought her Strawberry Pudding Au Lait and free milk tea.(for me)

I never liked chatime. haha.

this sounds so wrong, my V-day gift for her. HAHAH!

 

Met Emily at KM Kitchen. As usual, when 3 girls get together, its just chats, and chats.

Prayer Meeting started at 830pm. My first.

Totally had fun, and prayed for each other. I’m so glad that God has brought our sisterhood together, and brought us closer to each other.

 

Last 2 weekend, I had this sermon and message from Him.

In life, we need to keep our relationship at a balance. Even if u’re in a relationship, you do not neglect your friends, your quiet time with God.

When we ought to do something, or when we are in a relationship, we give 100% to our partner, 100% to our friends, 100% to quiet time. It cannot be divided out from 100%.
In this community, we need each other, not only our life partner. we need fellowship too.

that was the summary of the sermon.

one phrase that hits me “ You are not ready for relationship until you are contented of being single.”

are u?

 

This has been our conversation out of the 2 hours. I’ve been through the stage, that’s why I understand.

but one thing’s for sure, I will not abandon my intimate friends if I am in a relationship. As well as my quiet time with God.

All in all, God is the center of my life.

 

yeah, I cant deny that I feel left out some times, but.. this is life. Christ knows my heart, and sometimes we just gotto accept that people have their life, and their partners. Not all understands the difference of 100% and division from the 100%.

Well, I am living good, with my faith. Drawing myself closer to Him makes my life contented.

 

That’s why, some times, I feel like going a far. Not to say Runaway from all these, but to find my future far away. I am still praying about directions. I am in dilemma, wanting to go a far for experience, but at the same time, I am not ready to leave my accompany here. T_T

 

Well, God is great. He knows what’s best of me. He is the only one I can rely and be true to.

I am thankful for Him every day, because He brought me to where I am now, acceptance, love.. and faith.

I got His blessings every single day.

 

 

Pray for my mum, her pain after her minor op hasn’t fade away yet.

Pray for directions.

pray for balance of life.

 

Share a song that touched me…

He is the Truth, The Way, The Light.

2012 New Year Celebration

First thing’s First, Thank You Lord for a wonderful year of 2011, You have done Great things in my life. No words can say how mighty you are. =)

 

So, I started my New Year’s eve with my darlings, breakfast in Pandamaran, and went for Sing K session with them. Eh hem.. my singing technique improves. LOL!! *perasan-nya*

Bought a bottle of Shiraz Rosei for NYE’s dinner. Yeap, booked a table of 5 pax in La Carretas Taipan USJ. It was… awesome.

 

So, we met at Datin’s place at 6pm. me? of course, I drove up to PC to her place. spend some time with DAtin, chatted.. (tht’s what I always love to do when I’m with someone I care or close).

The rest of the gang reaches at 6 plus.

 

Las Carretas.. how do I came about this restaurant? haha.. At first, wanted to go to Damansara for Mexican Food, then only I realize that the Restaurant is not there anymore. Hence.. I googled. Saw Las Carretas with good reviews, reasonable price for that type of quality of food. =)

                          

so, off I go!!! Just in case someone forgot how I looked like. HAHAHAH!

 

we were served Nachos as snacks.

    

Nachos was awesome.. no oil, and the dips are really traditional mexicanie. haha… and I love the ambience of the restaurant!!!!

 

              

our Rosei… and the environment of the restaurant. Luckily we booked a table, if not.. we wont be able to dine in anywhere else. hahaha.

 

these are awesome food!!!

The Taco is really nice, with chicken inside.

Combine Acapulco is combination of flank steak and chicken breAST, WITH CHEESE.

Burrito, it has wonderful sauce.. and its awesome.

 

               

Left is Fajitas. it tastes so good.. loved the beef!!! =) right, owh. josh’s head was blocked. yeah, there were 5 of us. =)

 

Had a wonderful welcoming of 2012 with Mexican Food. and its Authentic!!!

Like I said, the bill came up to around Rm40 per person.

and… the wine is awesome with the food!!!  I really enjoyed it a lot, and it’s a bliss to my taste bud! hahaa.

 

then, we were all keen for drinking session. owh well, I’ve took pictures of it but not so nice to show. 6 of us, in cheras.  Ah Boon joined us at night. so we drank, play cards and sing.. and got drunk. P.S: I wish I was drunk too….

We bid 2011 goodbye among us and I bid my night goodbye by taking care of the 2 drunkards. hahahaha!!!!

 

Well, let me tell u, don’t underestimate drunkards, they can do funny things without remembering it. HAHAHAHAH!

 

So, 1/1/2012. It comes with laughter. =)

 

Went for New Year Service, and had a great morning with the Lord.

what’s best?

 

                          

ignore the background. haha.. it’s the gift and the giver.. =) *loves and hugs*

 

       

I’m so touched… you knw what? She sew the bookmark by hand… T_T all of it. from top to bottom, front and back…

 

                

her initials. =)

 

             

I’m just glad and blessed. This is a meaningful book, why??

 

             

cuz she scribbled on it. =)

 

 

and and, another free earphone from Creative!!!!! its ear buds! I LOVE IT!!! =)

 

Lastly, a status that explains all.

 

  

 

she uses 3 days to sew the book mark. 

I’m so touched… and happy.

 

owh well, I’m not forgotten. =P

 

 

New Year’s service message was about “The Lord is my Shepherd”

So happen.. the bookmark that she sew is “The Lord is my Shepherd” too. So, you still think its co-incidence? hahaha… like I said in previous post, nah, its not co-incidence. =)

God, you are awesome.

 

She wont read this blog, anyway.. I’ve thanked her.

 

Guess it’s a meaningful New YEar. =) very meaningful.  and I love all my gifts a lot. =)

KJV bible, a book, a bookmark, and earphone. haha… all in one. =)

I’m blessed that my life evolves around great people. =) trustable people, and those who appreciate who I am.

God’s grace.

 

Peeps, Happy New Year to all of you. In this NEw YEar, Live, laugh, love. (why sound so familiar??) haha.

Put Him as priority, and achieve whatever things that you want. Life is short, one year passed in a blink of an eye. So, appreciate every single day, and be blessed for what you have, and what you don’t have.

 

Happy Happy New YEar.

 

P.S: I cant forget the drunk face of Datin and San San. haha..

P.S.S: to the person who forget how I looked like, Lets have a meal!! =)