Jet- Shine on
Please don't cry
You know I'm leaving here tonight
Before I go I want you to know that there will always be a light
And if the moon had to runaway
And all the stars didn't wanna play
Don't waste the sun on a rainy day
The wind will soon blow it all away
So many times I'd planned
To be much more than who I am
And if I let you down
I will follow you 'round until you understand
That if the moon had to runaway
And all the stars didn't wanna play
Don't waste the sun on a rainy day
The wind will soon blow it all away
When the days all seem the same
Don't feel the cold or wind or rain
Everything will be okay
We will meet again one day
I will shine on, for everyone
So please don't cry
Although I leave you here this night
Where ever I may go how far I don't know
But I will always be your light
That if the moon had to runaway
And all the stars didn't wanna play
Don't waste the sun on a rainy day
The wind will soon blow it all away
When the days all seem the same
Don't feel the cold or wind or rain
Everything will be okay
We will meet again one day
I will shine on, for everyone
When the days all seem the same
Don't feel the cold or wind or rain
Everything will be okay
We will meet again one day
I will shine on, for everyone
I Find this song meaningful 2 months ago...
and surprisingly, it is still fresh to me even after 2 months has passed. :-)
I dunno why.. i love this song from the first time i heard... i downloaded accidentally actually... and i fell in love with it even more when Supermarkets and hpermarkets start playing it.. Just like "INNOCENCE" by Avril Lavigne.
It's one of my never-bored songs.. cuz i discover how meaningful both songs are. Shine On and Innocence.
haha!
some may say i like every song, every rubbish...(basically i eat everything...except for salted duck egg and celery..and my deadliest hybrid,orange!)
erm... actually, i dont.
cuz i support nice songs...(eeew... think it's contra-indicated cuz i download english songs especially..)
I only buy Malaysia chinese albums... and it's true.
Others...save it.
i'm dead...man...
lots of reports and PHC assignments..
die..
going to be very very busy starting next week.
I'm having class on 9th Augst, which is a saturday...i guess i will go back on friday, drive to class on Saturday... cuz i wanna spend time with my parents more lo.. then we can go dinner on Friday night. haha!! i think it works la.. hopefully... hopefully my dad wont object it!
will try to go early...and avoid all the tolls in Kesas.. haha! hopefully i can still remember la.. well, this coming Sunday is my last chance to memorize the toll-free road.. haha!
I'm cool..sleepy today.. very very sleepy. I dont even know that i slept with my lights on yesterday night.. imagine how tired i was... haiz.. still this morning, early class.. haiz...
2mr is the DEADline for PHC assignments and i hvn finish it yet..and i hv to submit to PX.. erm, maybe i'll ask a little mercy from her la... haha!
Quizes coming... worst still, it's on the merdeka week.. haiz...
and my final exam timetable is out d...
so... i whole month of November... i'm occupied...haiz...
means? i wont be coming back to klang for one month... haiz....
suddenly tought of a friend, she told me tht she likes privacy... why?
she said :" mana tahu you wanna study during midnight, mana tahu u wana watch porn.. and u can do these with a roommates around right???"
I was like??? huh?? PORN?
ok.. we are 21 officially, it is legal... for us. haha!
Fine then...
but she said she will cook for me after she moved. well... WOW!! let's just wait...
but... dont ajak me watch PORN can redi la... haha! :-)
ok.. i gtg study now..:-) and gather info fro my assignment... if not... I'll lose more sleeps... which are precious to me.
:-)
My PiGGiE is growing!!!
Thursday, July 31, 2008
Tuesday, July 29, 2008
unpredictable.
"If you don't encounter any problems in your life, it indicates that you're in the wrong path.."
Learnt this from Ms Shruti Sumant Baht, a female lecturer from India, Goa.
Yep, she was advising us not to be panic in the lab, when problems come, be calm.
hehe...
I find it interesting, not in the lab part, but in the life part.
haha!
as usual, Kuen, the philosopher.
My friend found a house near my place, so... basically, she is very happy. :-) She took the whole apartment and find for roommates herself. the whole unit is fully furnished, with air-conditioner. only RM12oo. Cheap right?
she asked me whether i wanna shift... of course, my answer is NO! I'm comfortable with my little SArang now.. haha!
I had this kind of feeling when i walk back to my condo everyday...
I'll hv monologue within. "I feel like i'm living in overseas..."
why?
my place is saturated with Iranian, Nigerian, Bangladesh, Chinese (China), Indians(india)...etc...
gosh...
I just feel strange suddenly... feel that i dont belong here.
anyhow, i dont.
I am totally saturated today. why?
When Dr. Prasanna was teaching, i was listenening...physically. Mentally? I'm zonning... hah! guess where i was? I zoned back to klang, Rachel, Movies, Alo...etc..etc.. songs, KTV, singing....etc..etc...
see?
what a good student i am.
nah, mainly because i was too saturated d.. i cant seem to store what Dr. P was saying.
haha!
well, i manage to come back afer a while... I felt fresh when Ms. Shruti came in for D & C class.
A lot of things cross my mind today.
I would exclude fantasies...
:-)
What Julene had said...
what my dad said..
what bro said...
what fifi said..
what Rose and Wenn Iyng said...
why am i so stupid....
well, basically, i learnt from zonning... normally, i realize things from zonning... which is bad cuz i dont pay attention in class. haha!
yep, i've realized the things, truth..and everything.
I do not know that by DREAMING, i learnt a lot... haha!
well, 2mr is Wednesday. It's CHOW TOFU time@!! haha!
fell in love with it... :-) just hope someone can eat tht with me... haha! cuz most of my friends cant stand the smell. i mean :" HELLO!! It's SMELLESS!"
I'm still on my way of searching info for PHC.
and... i think i can finish it....gua.....
feel like eating cheese cake. but... no point.. it's fattening.
plus, i think the seller have chosen....not to sell to me.. not even having the will to cut a small portion and let me hv a small bite. ha!
I'm really craving for cheese cake now!!!! darn!
Secret Recipe is having promotion set lunch... which i think it's quite cheap, RM10 per set. but dad says it's "so-so" only wor...
well... guess... cheese cakes are still the best choice. but.... i still need alternative to cheese cake.. hah!
Maybe, my alternative is to cut off cheese cake forever?
I had the thought before, but i couldnt... how can i live without cheese cakes?
(mum will be the first to screw me for overloading cheese cakes in my stomach)haha!
Anyhow, i know, i cant get a big portion anymore in the future, i'll learn to let go... (sob, feel sad to think of letting cheese cake disappear from my life.... Choc cheese..... blueberry cheese.... new york cheese....)
haha!
anyway, is CHOW TOFU better than cheese cake??
i dunno... basically i hantam everything. I jsut let the feeling of regret at the back of my head. "Knock!! it could drop out from the back of my head anytime..." haha!
end-o-story about my fav cake.
oh... just saw my mail.. it's Min Yin's bday!!! haha!! happy bday!!! she's one year elder than me... a very good person, a very good friend. :-) so... i've just sent a msg to wish her lo...
haha!
and... i still owe the stupiak girl her bday present.. oh ya, she requested for presentSSSSsssSSS.. can la, i buy she pay. then she can hv presentSSSsssSSS instead of present. haha!!!
nah.. i will burnt my pocket for her. mind you.. i'll just tk a lighter and burn my pocket... haha!!
well.. too bad la.. cuz last week i am free for the whole saturday, cuz no TKD due to replacement classes in school, planned to bring her to.... but.... too bad la.. haha!!
this week... i still dunno whether i hv tkd class onot... cuz the replacement classes are still on for this week. well... not even sure if tht day is mine onot? haha! however, let it be...
cuz 18 brings you to 21!!! not 19 ya... why? if i said 19, means i hv to really burn my ownself d...instead of pocket... haha!!
Bro will be back in 2 weeks time. cant wait!! to bully him again!!
he is one of the stupidest brother i hv.. haiz... wait till i hv the mood to talk about how serious he fell down la...till the extend of having rawatan on the ambulance. stupid-nya... he is injured now... from hand, to hips, to legs. stupid right?? haiz.
=========================---------------------------------===================
life is unpredictable.. hor?
sweet milk turns sour.
sour milk turns bitter.
just like me...
i hope i hv a long life preservative to prevent all these from happening.
and i am trying hard to produce this "preservative"
cuz i know, life will be wonderful with this "preservative" around. haha!
so..
keep on!!
ANyhow... if i've made it, it will be..
"the love today is the love forever "
cuz now... it seems quite impossible to some of the minorities...
commitment plays a big role either in love, marriage, friendship, partnership... whatever it is.
Learnt this from Ms Shruti Sumant Baht, a female lecturer from India, Goa.
Yep, she was advising us not to be panic in the lab, when problems come, be calm.
hehe...
I find it interesting, not in the lab part, but in the life part.
haha!
as usual, Kuen, the philosopher.
My friend found a house near my place, so... basically, she is very happy. :-) She took the whole apartment and find for roommates herself. the whole unit is fully furnished, with air-conditioner. only RM12oo. Cheap right?
she asked me whether i wanna shift... of course, my answer is NO! I'm comfortable with my little SArang now.. haha!
I had this kind of feeling when i walk back to my condo everyday...
I'll hv monologue within. "I feel like i'm living in overseas..."
why?
my place is saturated with Iranian, Nigerian, Bangladesh, Chinese (China), Indians(india)...etc...
gosh...
I just feel strange suddenly... feel that i dont belong here.
anyhow, i dont.
I am totally saturated today. why?
When Dr. Prasanna was teaching, i was listenening...physically. Mentally? I'm zonning... hah! guess where i was? I zoned back to klang, Rachel, Movies, Alo...etc..etc.. songs, KTV, singing....etc..etc...
see?
what a good student i am.
nah, mainly because i was too saturated d.. i cant seem to store what Dr. P was saying.
haha!
well, i manage to come back afer a while... I felt fresh when Ms. Shruti came in for D & C class.
A lot of things cross my mind today.
I would exclude fantasies...
:-)
What Julene had said...
what my dad said..
what bro said...
what fifi said..
what Rose and Wenn Iyng said...
why am i so stupid....
well, basically, i learnt from zonning... normally, i realize things from zonning... which is bad cuz i dont pay attention in class. haha!
yep, i've realized the things, truth..and everything.
I do not know that by DREAMING, i learnt a lot... haha!
well, 2mr is Wednesday. It's CHOW TOFU time@!! haha!
fell in love with it... :-) just hope someone can eat tht with me... haha! cuz most of my friends cant stand the smell. i mean :" HELLO!! It's SMELLESS!"
I'm still on my way of searching info for PHC.
and... i think i can finish it....gua.....
feel like eating cheese cake. but... no point.. it's fattening.
plus, i think the seller have chosen....not to sell to me.. not even having the will to cut a small portion and let me hv a small bite. ha!
I'm really craving for cheese cake now!!!! darn!
Secret Recipe is having promotion set lunch... which i think it's quite cheap, RM10 per set. but dad says it's "so-so" only wor...
well... guess... cheese cakes are still the best choice. but.... i still need alternative to cheese cake.. hah!
Maybe, my alternative is to cut off cheese cake forever?
I had the thought before, but i couldnt... how can i live without cheese cakes?
(mum will be the first to screw me for overloading cheese cakes in my stomach)haha!
Anyhow, i know, i cant get a big portion anymore in the future, i'll learn to let go... (sob, feel sad to think of letting cheese cake disappear from my life.... Choc cheese..... blueberry cheese.... new york cheese....)
haha!
anyway, is CHOW TOFU better than cheese cake??
i dunno... basically i hantam everything. I jsut let the feeling of regret at the back of my head. "Knock!! it could drop out from the back of my head anytime..." haha!
end-o-story about my fav cake.
oh... just saw my mail.. it's Min Yin's bday!!! haha!! happy bday!!! she's one year elder than me... a very good person, a very good friend. :-) so... i've just sent a msg to wish her lo...
haha!
and... i still owe the stupiak girl her bday present.. oh ya, she requested for presentSSSSsssSSS.. can la, i buy she pay. then she can hv presentSSSsssSSS instead of present. haha!!!
nah.. i will burnt my pocket for her. mind you.. i'll just tk a lighter and burn my pocket... haha!!
well.. too bad la.. cuz last week i am free for the whole saturday, cuz no TKD due to replacement classes in school, planned to bring her to.... but.... too bad la.. haha!!
this week... i still dunno whether i hv tkd class onot... cuz the replacement classes are still on for this week. well... not even sure if tht day is mine onot? haha! however, let it be...
cuz 18 brings you to 21!!! not 19 ya... why? if i said 19, means i hv to really burn my ownself d...instead of pocket... haha!!
Bro will be back in 2 weeks time. cant wait!! to bully him again!!
he is one of the stupidest brother i hv.. haiz... wait till i hv the mood to talk about how serious he fell down la...till the extend of having rawatan on the ambulance. stupid-nya... he is injured now... from hand, to hips, to legs. stupid right?? haiz.
=========================---------------------------------===================
life is unpredictable.. hor?
sweet milk turns sour.
sour milk turns bitter.
just like me...
i hope i hv a long life preservative to prevent all these from happening.
and i am trying hard to produce this "preservative"
cuz i know, life will be wonderful with this "preservative" around. haha!
so..
keep on!!
ANyhow... if i've made it, it will be..
"the love today is the love forever "
cuz now... it seems quite impossible to some of the minorities...
commitment plays a big role either in love, marriage, friendship, partnership... whatever it is.
Monday, July 28, 2008
puzzled.
Just came back from lunch with ROSE!!!!
I'm happy. of course..
but unhappy in the sense of... well, is that the girl i know?
anyhow, i just leave it. cuz i dont wanna get involved. :-)
Rose is doing fine. haha! cool! she's healthy, she's working... and... she's fine la.. haha!!
Well...
I was quite sleepy.. why? thanks to my goddamn report.
I cant finish it yesterday night..cuz i was stucked in the mid of discussion.. cuz.. i really dunno what to write. haiz... so, decided to wake up at 6.30am to write.. and know what? i woke up at 7.20...and... Fuck.
Ever since i hv the pillow, i cant runaway from the F word every morning.. haha!!
ok, i woke up late, my class is at 9am. so... i wrote it with a fast speed.. know what? i even bring my laptop into the toilet cuz my stomach was aching!!! so.. i finished my discussion in the toilet...
It was around 8.05 when i finished..so, i've decided to print...
bloody hell...
my stupid printer...waste my time... pending documents... pending pending! dunno pend for wat!
(sorry ar... i sound like aunty in the pasar...) cant help it!!
haiz...but at last, i've finished printing at 8.40am!!!
haiz...
in the meantime of restarting my laptop, i dress myself up, wash up myself, pray... but i forgot to eat breakfast... haiz...
tht's why had a short early lunch with Rose.. haha!!
anyway, my things are settled.
Yesterda0y, i felt like eating Lobak at Pandamaran.. so, requested it from my parents.. well, we went there, as usual... (i've never been there quite a long time d).. so, we ordered the usual thing there...yummy yummy...
after makan.. met Stupiak Girl Pula..
haha!
well... i was about to leave and back to my second home...
so...
eh... very sad de le.... u leave after you had dinner in which ur weekends memories are..
haiz...
yup, the pandamaran stall has lots of my good memories.
Bad? nah....
haha!
happy to met her.. but i dont think i've shown it lo...
cuz i was preparing to come back here ma... haha!!
and....
tht time, i was half molded with fungus d... though i still go out with FIFI and others..
Things are not the same la.. i dunno how to describe.
:0
ok, i'm still sleepy now... haha!
cant really sleep... as i hv class at 1pm.. the last class.. so, can still sleep? no... i'm going to hang around in th library to search for my topics on Public Health Campaigne next year.
haiz...
I'm not quite in the mood now... cuz i'm still thinking of the words Rose and Wenn Iyng told me separately.
I feel sorry..
and i wonder is Wenn Iyng the Wenn Iyng i know>?
or... i dont really know her at all?
Rose, is what u said are the truth?
I dunno.. i need time to adjust myself back.. cuz i don't believe that Wenn Iyng will do this kind of thing.
and the worst is, i believe in Rose too...
that's why... l've learnt something today..
" Do not judge thing from one aspect, think critically and analitically"
I am puzzled...
please put me back in one piece.
I'm happy. of course..
but unhappy in the sense of... well, is that the girl i know?
anyhow, i just leave it. cuz i dont wanna get involved. :-)
Rose is doing fine. haha! cool! she's healthy, she's working... and... she's fine la.. haha!!
Well...
I was quite sleepy.. why? thanks to my goddamn report.
I cant finish it yesterday night..cuz i was stucked in the mid of discussion.. cuz.. i really dunno what to write. haiz... so, decided to wake up at 6.30am to write.. and know what? i woke up at 7.20...and... Fuck.
Ever since i hv the pillow, i cant runaway from the F word every morning.. haha!!
ok, i woke up late, my class is at 9am. so... i wrote it with a fast speed.. know what? i even bring my laptop into the toilet cuz my stomach was aching!!! so.. i finished my discussion in the toilet...
It was around 8.05 when i finished..so, i've decided to print...
bloody hell...
my stupid printer...waste my time... pending documents... pending pending! dunno pend for wat!
(sorry ar... i sound like aunty in the pasar...) cant help it!!
haiz...but at last, i've finished printing at 8.40am!!!
haiz...
in the meantime of restarting my laptop, i dress myself up, wash up myself, pray... but i forgot to eat breakfast... haiz...
tht's why had a short early lunch with Rose.. haha!!
anyway, my things are settled.
Yesterda0y, i felt like eating Lobak at Pandamaran.. so, requested it from my parents.. well, we went there, as usual... (i've never been there quite a long time d).. so, we ordered the usual thing there...yummy yummy...
after makan.. met Stupiak Girl Pula..
haha!
well... i was about to leave and back to my second home...
so...
eh... very sad de le.... u leave after you had dinner in which ur weekends memories are..
haiz...
yup, the pandamaran stall has lots of my good memories.
Bad? nah....
haha!
happy to met her.. but i dont think i've shown it lo...
cuz i was preparing to come back here ma... haha!!
and....
tht time, i was half molded with fungus d... though i still go out with FIFI and others..
Things are not the same la.. i dunno how to describe.
:0
ok, i'm still sleepy now... haha!
cant really sleep... as i hv class at 1pm.. the last class.. so, can still sleep? no... i'm going to hang around in th library to search for my topics on Public Health Campaigne next year.
haiz...
I'm not quite in the mood now... cuz i'm still thinking of the words Rose and Wenn Iyng told me separately.
I feel sorry..
and i wonder is Wenn Iyng the Wenn Iyng i know>?
or... i dont really know her at all?
Rose, is what u said are the truth?
I dunno.. i need time to adjust myself back.. cuz i don't believe that Wenn Iyng will do this kind of thing.
and the worst is, i believe in Rose too...
that's why... l've learnt something today..
" Do not judge thing from one aspect, think critically and analitically"
I am puzzled...
please put me back in one piece.
Sunday, July 27, 2008
Wan Qian rocks!!!
the first thing Julene told me when we oepened shop... :" Kuen!!! ur wan qian won the star quest competition!!!!!" haha!!
even she oso know tht i like her... oh ya.. we watched the Starquest before when i was havin supper in her house... ha!
She said :" she performed very well la!! really!! so, you're very happy lo!!!"
Me : " yeah la!! of course! haha!! i like her very very much la....ha!"
yep, i was actually watching it while i was having the korean bbq dinner with ALO... haha!!
happy!!! yeah!!!
She's.... a boyish girl.. that's why i like her... besides her voice... haha!! no la, i like her voice, cuz she sounds like bibi and chris lee.... haha!! cuz there are one of my fav singers too!
well, visited baby rachel... she's cute and fine.. but a bit notty.. she showed me how knowledgeable is she... and she is..
i played with her for an hour... haha!!
cute!
Seems like little J's prob has solved.. ha!
happy...
Julene... she really... dunno.. i dunno... dun really know why tht kind of feelings exist.. haha.. not tht i hv a crush on her like how i crush on Wan qian..(by the way, it's just admiring from far...)haha!! nah, dunno how to say...
Julene taught me lots of things today..and i'm glad. she again opened up my mind. not influencing me, but gaining my knowledge. i am thankful to her...
and i guess i'm the only one that she will talk this way with. yep..
i dunno why..
ok..
she did told me that she felt comfortable to talk to me...
well... haha!
of course... i'm tht type who value friendship as important as family is. Friends are important... my life is enriched with both of that. i am grateful la..
Stupiak Girl's having exam. i knew it earlier d... wanted to celebrate her bday with her, planned to bring her to...... haha! but.. i know she's busying with test la, so just try my luck and see whether she's free..and i'm right.. she's not..
haiz...
nvm la...
next day la...
hopefully not to the extend of "next year la"
haha!
Fifi.... i hope she's ok..
and she will be... haha!
i know it.
will be going back to cheras later... and darn.. my goddamn report... haiz...
haha!!!
Rachel so cute la!!! yor.. i feel like biting her chubby cheek..haha!!! her little drumsteek arm...her little steek feet... ha! she's so delicious!!! haha~!
muacks!! muacks!!!!!
She knows how to stand d!!! just for a few seconds!!!! hahahahaha!!! happy!!!
but she's notty.... haha!!!
her laughter still pops up every now and then in my mind...
Kenji.... he is so darn cute!!! he gained weigh!!! haha!!! tht boy... cute!! cute!!! he knows a lot of things d.... start sribbling? yeah... he uses both hands to scribble..both hands, 2 pens... my goodness..even more genius than me!!!! haha!!!
as for me? i'm cool.... just tht weekends are quite weird and i hv to bear it.... haha!!!
k la.. hv to calculate the stupid slope of my graphs... eh, i'de drew 10 graphs le... 20 lines... so, 20 slopes to calculate... haha!!!!
Wenn Iyng graduated at last!!! LAst Sat was her convo for UCSI.. next month will be in USM penang!!! i'm very happy for her.. really...
I miss Snacks la...
and it's true that u'll get different feelings when you go out with different ppl...
mamak does not feel the same with ALO, with FIFI,WL,Kiat Kiat,WI..
haiz...
i miss them... though i met most of them last week... except for stupiak girl la...
haha!!!
I was really really happy that wan qian won!!! really!!!! happy!!! she's the man!!!! haha! cintakan dia banyak-banyak!!!
i like her since the first time i see her perform!!! ha!
wahahahahaha!!!
k la... bye!
wei lee : Good luck!!! in everything!!! :-) just try ur best!!! just go into the hall, tk a deep breath, read the questions, then write like you're possessed.!! haha!!
good luck ya!! plz ask me out when you're done with everything! hahaa!!
I'm molded with Fungus now.... haha!
tata for now...
and my condo is going to hv streamyx soon!!! haha! glad!
even she oso know tht i like her... oh ya.. we watched the Starquest before when i was havin supper in her house... ha!
She said :" she performed very well la!! really!! so, you're very happy lo!!!"
Me : " yeah la!! of course! haha!! i like her very very much la....ha!"
yep, i was actually watching it while i was having the korean bbq dinner with ALO... haha!!
happy!!! yeah!!!
She's.... a boyish girl.. that's why i like her... besides her voice... haha!! no la, i like her voice, cuz she sounds like bibi and chris lee.... haha!! cuz there are one of my fav singers too!
well, visited baby rachel... she's cute and fine.. but a bit notty.. she showed me how knowledgeable is she... and she is..
i played with her for an hour... haha!!
cute!
Seems like little J's prob has solved.. ha!
happy...
Julene... she really... dunno.. i dunno... dun really know why tht kind of feelings exist.. haha.. not tht i hv a crush on her like how i crush on Wan qian..(by the way, it's just admiring from far...)haha!! nah, dunno how to say...
Julene taught me lots of things today..and i'm glad. she again opened up my mind. not influencing me, but gaining my knowledge. i am thankful to her...
and i guess i'm the only one that she will talk this way with. yep..
i dunno why..
ok..
she did told me that she felt comfortable to talk to me...
well... haha!
of course... i'm tht type who value friendship as important as family is. Friends are important... my life is enriched with both of that. i am grateful la..
Stupiak Girl's having exam. i knew it earlier d... wanted to celebrate her bday with her, planned to bring her to...... haha! but.. i know she's busying with test la, so just try my luck and see whether she's free..and i'm right.. she's not..
haiz...
nvm la...
next day la...
hopefully not to the extend of "next year la"
haha!
Fifi.... i hope she's ok..
and she will be... haha!
i know it.
will be going back to cheras later... and darn.. my goddamn report... haiz...
haha!!!
Rachel so cute la!!! yor.. i feel like biting her chubby cheek..haha!!! her little drumsteek arm...her little steek feet... ha! she's so delicious!!! haha~!
muacks!! muacks!!!!!
She knows how to stand d!!! just for a few seconds!!!! hahahahaha!!! happy!!!
but she's notty.... haha!!!
her laughter still pops up every now and then in my mind...
Kenji.... he is so darn cute!!! he gained weigh!!! haha!!! tht boy... cute!! cute!!! he knows a lot of things d.... start sribbling? yeah... he uses both hands to scribble..both hands, 2 pens... my goodness..even more genius than me!!!! haha!!!
as for me? i'm cool.... just tht weekends are quite weird and i hv to bear it.... haha!!!
k la.. hv to calculate the stupid slope of my graphs... eh, i'de drew 10 graphs le... 20 lines... so, 20 slopes to calculate... haha!!!!
Wenn Iyng graduated at last!!! LAst Sat was her convo for UCSI.. next month will be in USM penang!!! i'm very happy for her.. really...
I miss Snacks la...
and it's true that u'll get different feelings when you go out with different ppl...
mamak does not feel the same with ALO, with FIFI,WL,Kiat Kiat,WI..
haiz...
i miss them... though i met most of them last week... except for stupiak girl la...
haha!!!
I was really really happy that wan qian won!!! really!!!! happy!!! she's the man!!!! haha! cintakan dia banyak-banyak!!!
i like her since the first time i see her perform!!! ha!
wahahahahaha!!!
k la... bye!
wei lee : Good luck!!! in everything!!! :-) just try ur best!!! just go into the hall, tk a deep breath, read the questions, then write like you're possessed.!! haha!!
good luck ya!! plz ask me out when you're done with everything! hahaa!!
I'm molded with Fungus now.... haha!
tata for now...
and my condo is going to hv streamyx soon!!! haha! glad!
3 days campur…
Found new things.. what? I'm blogging with Microsoft word now… haha!
Ok.. let me tell something.. I'm geram that I've posted a blog in friendster but… connection lost when I publish..shit… since it's a long blog, so.. I dun wanna retype again.
Ok..
I've met Fiona last Friday night..after meeting y dear Chean who is back from Singapore. Haha!! Gave her a surprise appearance.. and a surprise bday party!!
I'm really happy to meet her.. and I tell you.. ppl look at us one kind.. cuz.. we were noisy, talkative..and… we did something which catches attention of the little boys there.. yep, we hugged each other… haha!
Siu di di… hvn see before..so.. they are quite sua pa… so, Alo chatted and chatted… I miss chatting with them. Long time did not meet Chean d.. cuz last time she came back, I was in China… too bad..
Then, after the gathering, Kiat Kiat called me.. asked : "Kuen ar, what time you reach there ar?"
Me : "erm, around 12 something am lo… why? U want me to fetch u?" tht time I was still with ALO.. so….
He said no need, he will drive there. Ha!
Mana tahu…
Fifi reached d…and due to the stupid kiat kiat, he don't know where is the park…. Butterfly park.. cuz Fiona said it as "old place"..and he was blank and end up Fifi had to wait for him at the roadside.
Haha!! Both of them reached first!! Cuz I was still with ALO till around 12 am… we were eating cakes and chatting lo… so, I went to meet FIFi and Kiat Kiat after Alo gathering…
Fifi knows me well… she ordered the roti tisu early early…and when I reach, around 12.30am, roti cold d….haiz..
Fifi : " ai yo…so early r?ur roti oso cold liao lo…" kiat kiat just laugh.We again, chatted and chatted and makan..and chatted..my goodness… we chatted like we've never talk for 100 years. Of course, Fifi told us a lot of stories… a lot.. really a lot.
Including SF, divorce, friends….sampat talk, jokes.. wah… a blend of night! Haha!
Fifi asked about Wei lee… haha!! This time I can answer: "she's dating… Zhong4 se4 qing1 you3 today…" haha!!!!
Fifi : "wah….. nvm la, forgive her la..ha!"
Yeah la, then? What to do? Haha!!
Lots of things happened again. And I am looking forward to witness everything.. long story… I think only Fiona can repeat everything. Haha!
Well.. 3 of us chatted till 2 something 3 something.. then kiat kiat went off first…cuz his bro hungry d…as he was still there even though he has ta pao for his bro… haiz… so, at last, cuz me and fifi still got lots of things to say, ten we asked kiat kiat to go first..
Left me and Fifi.. It was an emotional, funny, controversial knighting at mamak. We basically laughed, discuss, gossip, analyse…ha!
Yeah, Fifi told me a lot of her things la… which I am proud of her.. really proud.
She told me about the last month when se was very very down and the feeling to commit suicide is there… anyhow, she told me that you need courage to die, you need bravery to die too… she told herself that rather than thinking of commit suicide, why not tk the courage to live as a human and lead a better life though she has nothing..
Her tears filled her eyes when she was talking about her down period. Sakit hati to see her like tat…but what to do?? All I do is give her support as a friend.
Guess what, we chatted till 4am!!!!!!!! My goodness… and both of us has something to do at early 7am..
We still talking when we were walking towards the car…After all the emotional chats… I really feel like hugging her… and so.. I say : " Fiona, can I hug u?" and ta-da… I hugged her cuz I wanna give her some comfort la… I think she was very gam dong gua….. haha!!!
I cant wait to see what will happen to her and her surrounding in the future.. well, I'll wait and see la. J
=p
The prob is…. I'm working with Julene …so…haiz..
Went out wit ALO again .. we went for movies, chatting… haha!! And Korean dinner.. well.. I'll post the photos on friendster and my blog… since now I can use Microsoft word to blog… haha!!
Kenji came to my house with FIFI yesterday… both of us looked like zombie le.. she did not sleep after 4am.. yep, after we went back.. me? At least I slept for 2 hours.. cuz I need to fetch my bro to school.. haha..
I do look like zombie…even now..
So, I slept early yesterday.
FIFI envy my lifestyle on weekends. Cuz.. this week, I slept at 5am, woke up 7am.. then..waited till afternoon, I was doing my god damn report.. then… fetch my bro back from school.. followed by ALO outing..till 11pm..
At 11pm..
I was sleepy d…
So I slept till 8am the next day (Sunday), continue my report.. haha!
And now.. I'm ready to go to work liao.
I've took some of Kenji's photo, will post it too..maybe later..cuz I am really rushing now.
Cant wait for everything..
That Friday night aka sat morning was the first time I really chat long hours with FIFI. Haha!!! Tough lady..she is!!
K la.. gtg now.. will blog later if…I hv time la.. cuz I plan to see baby Rachel later.. J
Tata!!!
Saturday, July 26, 2008
Thursday, July 24, 2008
updates@!!!
just read Stupiak Girl's blog and left some comments... haiz, this girl.. lost, hungry, cold...
this only happens when you're waiting for somebody to lunch together, and the environment of the comp lab is cold... and.. hungry plus cold = lonely and low energy.
haha!
that's Dumb onion's dumb formula!
well...
I've finished my first lab of Dispensing and Compounding..
and...
i've realized that i've made a stupid mistake after finishing the "time and tide" lab..
why?
I've added CONCENTRATED CHLOROFORM WATER to make up 80mL of the solution with phemobarbitone sodium... die man, i'm going to kill the patient...
haiz...
quite sad yesterday...
however, i've learnt a lesson.... and i will improve in my next lab. i'm sure that i will go more prepared as compared to yesterday's lab.
die man, i'm still cracking with another headache lab report.hv to do 6 graphs...and the time...have to convert to seconds...and the experiment results were left for 5 days!! imagine the seconds that i hv to convert from 5 x at least 24 hours?
die...
and the stupid diffusion coefficient... WTH!
haha....
I'm going home this Friday. i cant wait for it... cuz it's my first time taking KTM after my classes commenced?
hehe... a little excited... but i hate to carry my lappy and my laundry bag..
i wish i hv a driver in this case.
well, i may hv the transport back to my house... and i may not hv. so... it depends on tht day's situation.
it's kinda early now...
and...
i'm hungry, cold... lonely? (yeah la, i'm alone infront of the pc wat...)
hungry? definitely... get to chew a piece of bread when i left this morning... only a piece of bread@! haha!
anyhow...
i can still stand to 2pm.. luckily... today after lunch no extra class, if not... i'll faint...
though ain't extra class, but got extra meeting.. it's about the Public Health Campaign.. duh... i'm involved this year... oops, it's next year.
DAys pass...
and i dunno what happened to me...
i think it's because of my new pillow, i had good sleeps... yep, good until that i am almost late everyday.
I dunno whether that i am tired or the effect of the pillow... but i do feel different once the pillow exist in my life. haha!
Princess Fifi is making a real important decision this FRiday. i hope i'm one of the witnesses though.. but i cant, cuz i'm an outsider. anyhow, i wish her the best of luck!
haha!@
i cant wait to know more!! really....
As for Kuhan, thank god that he was discharged after being hospitalized for one day.. and he gets better... fyuh.
Doctor treated his condition as viral fever..
talk about my bro, he is having a real great time there!! haha!! well... at least he made my parents see the difference between me and him. haha! he is even one of the Tai Chi students there.. my goodness.
Bro... his friend is going back to Penang next month... and bro asked him to buy quite a lot of dramas... 12 drama series!!!!! my goodness... i will be blind!!!!!
i still hvn finished the dramas in my lappy... haiz... hv to deal with such amount of dramas he is going to bring back end of this year... my goodness. Just Finished Forensic Heroes 2 recently... starting on Heroes season 2... at the meantime, watched Super Games to laugh alone, so that i release endorphin to make me happy.. haha!
well, i guess, that's what happening to my surroundings la... Stupiak Girl.. i wanna keep updated to her... but she cant seem to keep me updated... ha! well... by hook or crook, i will update myself on her happenings. hehe...
i need to... cuz everytime ppl ask :" how's wei lee ar?"
me :" bla....bla...bla......"
of course, i did not just bla everything la... i told them honestly lo...
Working with Julene this Sunday. cant wait... cuz i know there will be stories from her... well, as usual , i will be as neutral as i can be. like i always do. :-)
k la,
Adios, gtg revision. if not.. i'll overslept again...
hehe...
tata.
this only happens when you're waiting for somebody to lunch together, and the environment of the comp lab is cold... and.. hungry plus cold = lonely and low energy.
haha!
that's Dumb onion's dumb formula!
well...
I've finished my first lab of Dispensing and Compounding..
and...
i've realized that i've made a stupid mistake after finishing the "time and tide" lab..
why?
I've added CONCENTRATED CHLOROFORM WATER to make up 80mL of the solution with phemobarbitone sodium... die man, i'm going to kill the patient...
haiz...
quite sad yesterday...
however, i've learnt a lesson.... and i will improve in my next lab. i'm sure that i will go more prepared as compared to yesterday's lab.
die man, i'm still cracking with another headache lab report.hv to do 6 graphs...and the time...have to convert to seconds...and the experiment results were left for 5 days!! imagine the seconds that i hv to convert from 5 x at least 24 hours?
die...
and the stupid diffusion coefficient... WTH!
haha....
I'm going home this Friday. i cant wait for it... cuz it's my first time taking KTM after my classes commenced?
hehe... a little excited... but i hate to carry my lappy and my laundry bag..
i wish i hv a driver in this case.
well, i may hv the transport back to my house... and i may not hv. so... it depends on tht day's situation.
it's kinda early now...
and...
i'm hungry, cold... lonely? (yeah la, i'm alone infront of the pc wat...)
hungry? definitely... get to chew a piece of bread when i left this morning... only a piece of bread@! haha!
anyhow...
i can still stand to 2pm.. luckily... today after lunch no extra class, if not... i'll faint...
though ain't extra class, but got extra meeting.. it's about the Public Health Campaign.. duh... i'm involved this year... oops, it's next year.
DAys pass...
and i dunno what happened to me...
i think it's because of my new pillow, i had good sleeps... yep, good until that i am almost late everyday.
I dunno whether that i am tired or the effect of the pillow... but i do feel different once the pillow exist in my life. haha!
Princess Fifi is making a real important decision this FRiday. i hope i'm one of the witnesses though.. but i cant, cuz i'm an outsider. anyhow, i wish her the best of luck!
haha!@
i cant wait to know more!! really....
As for Kuhan, thank god that he was discharged after being hospitalized for one day.. and he gets better... fyuh.
Doctor treated his condition as viral fever..
talk about my bro, he is having a real great time there!! haha!! well... at least he made my parents see the difference between me and him. haha! he is even one of the Tai Chi students there.. my goodness.
Bro... his friend is going back to Penang next month... and bro asked him to buy quite a lot of dramas... 12 drama series!!!!! my goodness... i will be blind!!!!!
i still hvn finished the dramas in my lappy... haiz... hv to deal with such amount of dramas he is going to bring back end of this year... my goodness. Just Finished Forensic Heroes 2 recently... starting on Heroes season 2... at the meantime, watched Super Games to laugh alone, so that i release endorphin to make me happy.. haha!
well, i guess, that's what happening to my surroundings la... Stupiak Girl.. i wanna keep updated to her... but she cant seem to keep me updated... ha! well... by hook or crook, i will update myself on her happenings. hehe...
i need to... cuz everytime ppl ask :" how's wei lee ar?"
me :" bla....bla...bla......"
of course, i did not just bla everything la... i told them honestly lo...
Working with Julene this Sunday. cant wait... cuz i know there will be stories from her... well, as usual , i will be as neutral as i can be. like i always do. :-)
k la,
Adios, gtg revision. if not.. i'll overslept again...
hehe...
tata.
Monday, July 21, 2008
crazy girl, crazy start..crazy feelings.
i had a new pillow... i guess that's why i almost overslept today. well.. the pillow costs about 300 plus... bought by aunty...it's actually for my dad, but he complains that the pillow is too low... what the??!!?
so.. i used it..
and it's very comfortable..it's something like the Gingko pillow, but it doesnt hv the gingko aroma. well... let me sleep for a few more days.. hehe..
went to see Baby Rachel yesterday.. well, co-incidently Jerry and his parents went to see his grandma in GH.. so, i stayed at Julene's house to keep her an accompany... and played with Xin Yee. :-)
She's.... cute..and notty.. haha!!
Julene was happy to see that Xin Yee is able to stand and shift and walk a few steps from the table to the sofa... ha!! i was there to observe!!!
and... she is now trying her best to talk... yep, she mumbles... a lot. trying to pronouns and talk..
guess what, i watched the Magic English with her for....3 times!!! non stop!!! my goodness...she's been watching the same thing a million times... haha!!
but it's cool to spend time with her..
nah...i went there alone.. so... haha... i wanted to see her before i come back to Cheras and start my hectic life again.. :-)
poor girl...well, the next thing i am going to try on Xin yee is.... i wanna teach her about "sharing". she seems a little too...bossy? haha! of course, no kids around her for her to share..so, she gets everything she wants...and she do not know how to share... haha@! well, that's my next mission!!
my initial plan now, i want to see Xin Yee every week.. hopefully it works la..
Poor Kuhan has been hospitalized yesterday 5 something pm...cuz he was having high fever... so, kavitha brought him to the hospital, and Kavitha took off today. so.... Julene works full...
worry bout the little boy.... but he is still very active...though his temperature went up to 40 degrees last night!! my goodness... and kavitha stayed the whole night in the hospital..
i hope he will get well soon...
Kavitha looks more like a zombie now though.... haha!!
one thing i cant wait, i'm making pcm elixirs..all solutions this wednesday. cant wait for it!! :-) i hope everything turns well.
I was tired yesterday.. why? i slept for few hours right after i was back home from LC.. i dunno why... then after tht, i was awaken by my dad's lousy voice.. he was singing...K-ing songs.. my goodness. cuz i slept in my living room as it was quite cooling yesterday. oh my god...
i woke up...ate soimething... grab his mic... and it's time for me to sing!! haha!!!~ dont care la.. i just sing.. he managed to found all those english Karaoke songs, so... sing along lo... haha!
after singing, went to Julene's house. haha! that's what happened at the beginning of this blog.
Little J's problem still bother me... really. i still feel the heartache in me.
how could this happen? i really do not understand.
anyway, time washes everything away. that's what i told little J.
i hv lots of undone thing... calculate presciptions, prepare labs, revise lectures... haiz.. but i feel like getting an hour of nap. haha!! cuz..like Mr Alan said :" Monday morning..is always a lazy start. "
that guy.... funny yet reasonable.
like he said :" life is fragile.. live today, may die 2mr"
he is true though.
so.. i used it..
and it's very comfortable..it's something like the Gingko pillow, but it doesnt hv the gingko aroma. well... let me sleep for a few more days.. hehe..
went to see Baby Rachel yesterday.. well, co-incidently Jerry and his parents went to see his grandma in GH.. so, i stayed at Julene's house to keep her an accompany... and played with Xin Yee. :-)
She's.... cute..and notty.. haha!!
Julene was happy to see that Xin Yee is able to stand and shift and walk a few steps from the table to the sofa... ha!! i was there to observe!!!
and... she is now trying her best to talk... yep, she mumbles... a lot. trying to pronouns and talk..
guess what, i watched the Magic English with her for....3 times!!! non stop!!! my goodness...she's been watching the same thing a million times... haha!!
but it's cool to spend time with her..
nah...i went there alone.. so... haha... i wanted to see her before i come back to Cheras and start my hectic life again.. :-)
poor girl...well, the next thing i am going to try on Xin yee is.... i wanna teach her about "sharing". she seems a little too...bossy? haha! of course, no kids around her for her to share..so, she gets everything she wants...and she do not know how to share... haha@! well, that's my next mission!!
my initial plan now, i want to see Xin Yee every week.. hopefully it works la..
Poor Kuhan has been hospitalized yesterday 5 something pm...cuz he was having high fever... so, kavitha brought him to the hospital, and Kavitha took off today. so.... Julene works full...
worry bout the little boy.... but he is still very active...though his temperature went up to 40 degrees last night!! my goodness... and kavitha stayed the whole night in the hospital..
i hope he will get well soon...
Kavitha looks more like a zombie now though.... haha!!
one thing i cant wait, i'm making pcm elixirs..all solutions this wednesday. cant wait for it!! :-) i hope everything turns well.
I was tired yesterday.. why? i slept for few hours right after i was back home from LC.. i dunno why... then after tht, i was awaken by my dad's lousy voice.. he was singing...K-ing songs.. my goodness. cuz i slept in my living room as it was quite cooling yesterday. oh my god...
i woke up...ate soimething... grab his mic... and it's time for me to sing!! haha!!!~ dont care la.. i just sing.. he managed to found all those english Karaoke songs, so... sing along lo... haha!
after singing, went to Julene's house. haha! that's what happened at the beginning of this blog.
Little J's problem still bother me... really. i still feel the heartache in me.
how could this happen? i really do not understand.
anyway, time washes everything away. that's what i told little J.
i hv lots of undone thing... calculate presciptions, prepare labs, revise lectures... haiz.. but i feel like getting an hour of nap. haha!! cuz..like Mr Alan said :" Monday morning..is always a lazy start. "
that guy.... funny yet reasonable.
like he said :" life is fragile.. live today, may die 2mr"
he is true though.
Never mind if i lose anything, as long as i hv my life, i can find everything back. regardless of time.
anyway, this only APPLEIS TO materials, not ppl.
just like... i hv my life now, i cant find the person i lost.
that's why, appreciate ur life, and those around you.
mum and dad taught me one thing... even how good you are as a cutter, you cant still chop everything into equaL pieces...as we are human, not machine.
i can see that my parents are trying their best... and to me, they somehow did it. not perfectly... but i am satisfied.
i am now learning this technique by hard. really... it's not easy as u imagine. it's really hard... i admit that i am not skillful enough.. but i'm trying my best.
my parents they understand too. thank god.
jor... my blog very emo la. stop here la... dunno why and wht the hell happening to me also. shit la...
darn man...
dumb onion is crazy...;-1
Saturday, July 19, 2008
i'm sad..
Dumb onion is sleepy now..
went for bfast with Princess FiFi this morning.. (that's what Chee Lim called her) haha!! i wanted to meet her... that's why... then we chatted like... crazy. we talked about anything.. ha! about her future plans la, about next week's meeting la... about Kenji la...
haha!!
too bad la... stupiak girl gor exam, so i did not ask her out. :0
She is fine i guess. she was very drunk yesterday... haha!! it was a family party of hers.. so, she was really drunk.. till she dunno what is she talking about in the sms. yup, i msged her yesterday night. haha!!
I'm... i dunno la.. what happened to me. I'm crazy.. things fogged around me.. haha!!
why?
Fifi has her own problem... and her own plan..
Little J has her own problem too... and i was very sad.. i empathized her.. i really do. i am very heartbroken when she almost cried in front of me.. that was the first time she has tears in her eyes, cuz she is strong.. always..
i felt very weird when she suddenly sms me and asked me when will i be back to klang...
then she told me that she is very upset and mad... and ask me not to ask why.. so.. i just listen to her.. though i dunno why..
i sent her some words of comfort.. giving her the strength to face everything.. and to let her know that i am always by her side to support her. i offered her myself so that she has someone to talk to... !! she said she'd already talked to her mum and sis....
but today, when i meet her... she told me..all of a sudden... of course, i am entitled to keep everything to myself..
i really feel heartbroken.. and i can imagine my ownself in her shoes..
my heart was aching to hear about it...
really....
till now... when i thought of what happened to her... i am heartbroken.. i wanna talk to someone.. but i couldnt say this out. so... i planned to tell my parents.. cuz they are one of the persons that can give relevant ideas.
i am very very sad for little J.
after talking to me.. she told me that she felt relieve... and thanked me for listening..
honestly.. that was the first time i really felt important to her. cuz...
she did not ask others when they will be back to klang... but she asked me.
she did not tell any outsiders except for me..
she trusts me...a lot.
so do i...
that's why...
the bad thing is...
i can only listen... without helping her.. i cant help her, i admit. i cant do anything.. cuz it's not proper for me to dip my legs into her prob...
haiz....
the image of her tears filling up her eyes are still projecting in my mind...
and it flicks the feeling of heartache in me.
i dont think i will voice this out to anyone..
i just need someone to sit beside me...
just sit....
be with me....
anyway.... i hope everything will be fine 2mr.
====================================================================
went to Jusco just now...
i went there...for.... haiz...
i volunteered myself out cuz i need to be alone for a while. that's all. cuz i was still thinking of little J. so....
i just wanted to talk,involve in conversation and forget about it..
but.... i went there alone.
this was the first time i stuck my earphone in my ear, tune to the loudest... and walk like nothing happened.
my goodness.
i settled my things in a fast manner, then come back home...so that i wont bump into any friends..cuz i wasnt in the mood to talk.. not even smile.
but...unfortunately.. i bumped into Pn Kan. so..had a little chat with her. :-)
then... i continue to walk to my desired place lo.
quite a fast job i did... then i head back home. (this wasnt my plan actually, i dont wanna go home so early de... but... no choice..)
i am crazy.. at the very moment, i feel like making myself drunk... but... the inavailability cancels my thought. thank god... if not, i am going to hurt myself again... ;-$
bad huh? dumb onion is really dumb today.
anyhow...
i reached home with a smile.
dad was setting up Karaoke... mum was sitting in the living room. after settled everything... both of them sang happily..
i fought for the mic....
but... regret-nya.... why?
they are singing OLD CHINESE SONGS!!!! my gosh..
i just follow the lyrics and sing along..
duh... singing oldies do makes me better.... hehe...
yup...
i feel better now.
i'm just a little worried about little J.. she is my old friend, so... i am a little worried..
k la... dun wanna think of anything d...
i know... with the absence of my bro... i cant be going anywhere now.. not even movies... cuz i feel tht it's my responsibility to be with my parents lo...tht's why, it's hard for me to mk trip to visit little J...
yeah,in fact, i had a great time singing with both of my mum n dad... though it is super old oldies..
sleepy...sleepy....
k la....
wanna sleep d.. my eyes are dry...
adios..
buenos noche...
i hope everyone around me will be happy always. :-)
chiao.
went for bfast with Princess FiFi this morning.. (that's what Chee Lim called her) haha!! i wanted to meet her... that's why... then we chatted like... crazy. we talked about anything.. ha! about her future plans la, about next week's meeting la... about Kenji la...
haha!!
too bad la... stupiak girl gor exam, so i did not ask her out. :0
She is fine i guess. she was very drunk yesterday... haha!! it was a family party of hers.. so, she was really drunk.. till she dunno what is she talking about in the sms. yup, i msged her yesterday night. haha!!
I'm... i dunno la.. what happened to me. I'm crazy.. things fogged around me.. haha!!
why?
Fifi has her own problem... and her own plan..
Little J has her own problem too... and i was very sad.. i empathized her.. i really do. i am very heartbroken when she almost cried in front of me.. that was the first time she has tears in her eyes, cuz she is strong.. always..
i felt very weird when she suddenly sms me and asked me when will i be back to klang...
then she told me that she is very upset and mad... and ask me not to ask why.. so.. i just listen to her.. though i dunno why..
i sent her some words of comfort.. giving her the strength to face everything.. and to let her know that i am always by her side to support her. i offered her myself so that she has someone to talk to... !! she said she'd already talked to her mum and sis....
but today, when i meet her... she told me..all of a sudden... of course, i am entitled to keep everything to myself..
i really feel heartbroken.. and i can imagine my ownself in her shoes..
my heart was aching to hear about it...
really....
till now... when i thought of what happened to her... i am heartbroken.. i wanna talk to someone.. but i couldnt say this out. so... i planned to tell my parents.. cuz they are one of the persons that can give relevant ideas.
i am very very sad for little J.
after talking to me.. she told me that she felt relieve... and thanked me for listening..
honestly.. that was the first time i really felt important to her. cuz...
she did not ask others when they will be back to klang... but she asked me.
she did not tell any outsiders except for me..
she trusts me...a lot.
so do i...
that's why...
the bad thing is...
i can only listen... without helping her.. i cant help her, i admit. i cant do anything.. cuz it's not proper for me to dip my legs into her prob...
haiz....
the image of her tears filling up her eyes are still projecting in my mind...
and it flicks the feeling of heartache in me.
i dont think i will voice this out to anyone..
i just need someone to sit beside me...
just sit....
be with me....
anyway.... i hope everything will be fine 2mr.
====================================================================
went to Jusco just now...
i went there...for.... haiz...
i volunteered myself out cuz i need to be alone for a while. that's all. cuz i was still thinking of little J. so....
i just wanted to talk,involve in conversation and forget about it..
but.... i went there alone.
this was the first time i stuck my earphone in my ear, tune to the loudest... and walk like nothing happened.
my goodness.
i settled my things in a fast manner, then come back home...so that i wont bump into any friends..cuz i wasnt in the mood to talk.. not even smile.
but...unfortunately.. i bumped into Pn Kan. so..had a little chat with her. :-)
then... i continue to walk to my desired place lo.
quite a fast job i did... then i head back home. (this wasnt my plan actually, i dont wanna go home so early de... but... no choice..)
i am crazy.. at the very moment, i feel like making myself drunk... but... the inavailability cancels my thought. thank god... if not, i am going to hurt myself again... ;-$
bad huh? dumb onion is really dumb today.
anyhow...
i reached home with a smile.
dad was setting up Karaoke... mum was sitting in the living room. after settled everything... both of them sang happily..
i fought for the mic....
but... regret-nya.... why?
they are singing OLD CHINESE SONGS!!!! my gosh..
i just follow the lyrics and sing along..
duh... singing oldies do makes me better.... hehe...
yup...
i feel better now.
i'm just a little worried about little J.. she is my old friend, so... i am a little worried..
k la... dun wanna think of anything d...
i know... with the absence of my bro... i cant be going anywhere now.. not even movies... cuz i feel tht it's my responsibility to be with my parents lo...tht's why, it's hard for me to mk trip to visit little J...
yeah,in fact, i had a great time singing with both of my mum n dad... though it is super old oldies..
sleepy...sleepy....
k la....
wanna sleep d.. my eyes are dry...
adios..
buenos noche...
i hope everyone around me will be happy always. :-)
chiao.
Friday, July 18, 2008
erm... Mmm... huh?... oh...ic...
i'm sick of the politics nowadays... why? politicians... they are the angels, and the demons.. they play both parts. my gosh...
all i wanna say.....
all i wanna say.....
go kiss your ass goodbye... because of all this shit, Malaysia is in a peaceful war... looks peace, but all the rakyat are pissed.
forget about it. i dun wanna comment about anything on politics. cuz... no point. the havocs created... controversy.. haiz..
get off.
talk about something good, i called my bro last night.. about 110 something, we talked quite long.. i told him about happenings in klang and my funny stories.. ha! then... he told me his too.. the connection was not very good... line keep putus.. and dry la, my credit. cuz everytime oso i call him de... haiz...
but i'm happy cuz he is happy!! he seems happy and he enjoyed his life. haah@
he will be back next month! on 14th august, night.. will reach here the next day morning.. then i told him, no one is going to fetch him... ha! he told me that mum says that there's someone to fetch him wor... so... i was wondering whether is it my mum's dispatch ar? haha!! he laughed like siao... ha!!!
he said... he wants to be courier back to klang, cuz faster... then i told him, " dun wan la, very expensive le, u so heavy... better tk bus, cheaper.. then wait for mum's dispatch to fetch you la... ha!"
the guy... he is stupid. haha!
I'll be back today!! cant wait to update my parents with the conversation between me and bro last night. haha! well, obviously, bro misses us la... ha!!
after talking to him, i continue my revision, it was around 11 something d.. well, it's late, but since my class starts late the next day so...
what i did??
i restructure my own room, for a new environment.. well, kinda look fine after i restructure it. it was around 12 something after i'm done restructuring it.... then i continue my study la... till 1am.. then.. feel sleepy d.. haha!!
so... basically.. i am not used to the new arrangement yet.. why? cuz i wanted to tk certain things and... i forgot that i've changed the positions of all my furniture in my room. haha!! funny....
think i'll give a shock to my parents when they see it... my gosh.. it's totally different. haha!
i am actually practicing what Wenn Iyng has beed practising.. she said, change a new environment whenever u feel stressful. so.... i changed lo. :0
haha!
watched SUPER GamES from hong kong, given by my roommate,Koel from HK.. haha! i laughed like hell.. it was so funny! :-)
especially seeing my idol, "se si mun", who acted in the forensic heroes... doing all those funny things...
my stress are gone at that moment... but i feel a little tired after laughing alone.. haha!
and i slept till 8.40 this morning... class is at 10am/ so... time is just nice after brushing up and dressing up myself.
2mr is a saturday, Stupiak Girl's having exam.. so.. wish her the best of luck la... of course, i will pray for her and hope that everything turns fine. As usual.. Praying is my routine every morning.. so.. ha!!
"wei...good luck, try ur best!"
k la, it's time for me to go, i've just came out from the boardroom. Meeting between lecturers and class reps. well, kinda nervous..first timer. hehe.. things are fine. so... cool!
k la, gtg find Mr Jony d. :-)
cant wait to go back!
tata for now.
Thursday, July 17, 2008
what happens when.....
what happens when you hv class one stretch from 8am to 5pm? with only one hour of lunch break from 2pm to 3pm?
this is what happened....
and it is happening.....
haha@!!
Dumb onion is tired... :-(
lift me up!!! lift me up!!!! dont turn me down!!! :-)
Wednesday, July 16, 2008
private? ashame? no... it's not.
sex... sex..
I did not say i waste my time talking about it...
but i was sort of like explain everything to a kid... my...oh...my...
well, nothing much can be taught.. even though i've explained, i think, it's best for someone to explore it on their own.
erm... it's kinda funny when a girl dun even know where's the vagina hole at the age of 18??!! haha!@!
nah... it's normal... just that... hello!!! u're not curious de meh??
like me? i think i knew everything before the age of 15??
haha... not to discriminate.. but.. i do understand. anyhow, i always welcome my younger friends to ask me about it. cuz.... u cant ask ur mum right? even ur dad about sex
so...
friends will be the company for it! haha!
thank god i know quite a lot of things la...
penis..
masturbation..
clitoris..
G-spot...
ejaculation(female or male)...
whatever it is...
I think i'm a walking library on it?
haha!
well, it's hard to retrieve the msg in my inbox one by one...
all i need to say in a nutshell is..
Sex is a responsibility...
not a game...not just for filling up ur needs...
it is sacred... cuz it's between u and the one u love (either ur partner is homo or hetero).
as for me..
though homosexual is illegal, but still lots of girls practiced it. including me? (haha... not yet... maybe...cuz i'm a bi.. ha!)
and one thing i wanna clarify, it is not wrong to explore urself as most of the ppl in this world does it. yes.. it is private, that's why ppl dont talk about ti. just like having sex.
so... i basically think that a person need to know about themselves first before letting others explore u. that's my thinking.
and... think before u do anything....
cuz if something happened, u hv to learn how to bear the consequenses.
This is very important.
have some stand...
dont just follow blindly with others. know what u should do and what u shouldnt do.
again, this is very important.
I'm sure...
u dont want urself to be considered as a cHEAP person... right? neither do i.
so... know urself before u know others.
that's the thing everyone has to do.
P.S: any further questions, anyone can ask me... either personally, or... (dont ask me infront of parents la...)haha!!
I will entertain all the questions. but... dont ever ask me to buy... CONDOMS, OC pills, and PREGNANCY TEST!
that's all i ask.
adios.
I did not say i waste my time talking about it...
but i was sort of like explain everything to a kid... my...oh...my...
well, nothing much can be taught.. even though i've explained, i think, it's best for someone to explore it on their own.
erm... it's kinda funny when a girl dun even know where's the vagina hole at the age of 18??!! haha!@!
nah... it's normal... just that... hello!!! u're not curious de meh??
like me? i think i knew everything before the age of 15??
haha... not to discriminate.. but.. i do understand. anyhow, i always welcome my younger friends to ask me about it. cuz.... u cant ask ur mum right? even ur dad about sex
so...
friends will be the company for it! haha!
thank god i know quite a lot of things la...
penis..
masturbation..
clitoris..
G-spot...
ejaculation(female or male)...
whatever it is...
I think i'm a walking library on it?
haha!
well, it's hard to retrieve the msg in my inbox one by one...
all i need to say in a nutshell is..
Sex is a responsibility...
not a game...not just for filling up ur needs...
it is sacred... cuz it's between u and the one u love (either ur partner is homo or hetero).
as for me..
though homosexual is illegal, but still lots of girls practiced it. including me? (haha... not yet... maybe...cuz i'm a bi.. ha!)
and one thing i wanna clarify, it is not wrong to explore urself as most of the ppl in this world does it. yes.. it is private, that's why ppl dont talk about ti. just like having sex.
so... i basically think that a person need to know about themselves first before letting others explore u. that's my thinking.
and... think before u do anything....
cuz if something happened, u hv to learn how to bear the consequenses.
This is very important.
have some stand...
dont just follow blindly with others. know what u should do and what u shouldnt do.
again, this is very important.
I'm sure...
u dont want urself to be considered as a cHEAP person... right? neither do i.
so... know urself before u know others.
that's the thing everyone has to do.
P.S: any further questions, anyone can ask me... either personally, or... (dont ask me infront of parents la...)haha!!
I will entertain all the questions. but... dont ever ask me to buy... CONDOMS, OC pills, and PREGNANCY TEST!
that's all i ask.
adios.
Monday, July 14, 2008
Dumb Onion's dumbness resolved. what's happening?
well...
I'm back!!
haha! did something crazy last Saturday night.. what???
wel.. pictures speak louder than words....
me, corrine, cat, chee hock, chee kiat..
again..... us!!!! ha!
so, that day, we had fun....:-)
-----------------======================------------------===============-------
met Fiona yesterday....
I've understand all the things she said.. the "she" is not Fiona, but my beloved friend,a.k.a boss... haha!!
yup, i kinda get a clear picture on the things happening... :-)
I am reluctant to know more..
that's not the initial reason i went to see Fiona, met her.. I wanted to meet her cuz i miss her lo... that's all. cuz when i was working with Julene, i was asking her whether she knows Fiona was working onot... and she asked me why...? what i answered? " no la, i just wanna se her ma... cuz long time din see her dd"
Swear to God, i dunno what's happening that time..
and i know there's something happen between them... so... i just kept quiet.
i dun wana ask... cuz i know if she wants to say, she'll tell me..
She knows i met Fiona yesterday, with StuPiak Girl...
so...
i am neutral.
honestly, i cant give any advises on this.. as... it's quite P&C between them.
I'll just keep quiet..
and i've finally understand why she asked Stpiak Girl all the weird weird questions... and thank god, she answered it honestly... and... i think all sided Fiona??? haha!!
me? i am an outsider, i make my stand here, i am not polluted by anyone else, cuz those who knows me, they know i only believe what i see.
I agree with Stupiak Girl's answers.
cuz... it truly madly deeply makes sense.
but sadly, my beloved friend,a.k.a boss cant do anything about it... and Fiona was totally right about that.
I guess... it makes my beloved friend,a.k.a boss feel guilty... cuz she said to me suddenly.."it's hard to be in this kind of situation, cuz..when something happens, i hv to be the bad person...."
I understand what she said...
i really do.
which boss can be the good person when something like this happen? especially it is between ORANG SENDIRI...
not from one side!!! but 2 sides!!! gosh....
no wonder her hair is getting scarce...
panda eye darker..
thinner....
haiz.
well, as a neutral person, i can only listen to both sides.
Honesty, boss... hard to please ppl..
Fiona, hard to please ppl too..
one thing's for sure, I believe what i see. and...Fiona is true. That's what i can say.
I am not crapping based on the gossips from only one side... u know, i dont really believe in gossips.
Surface?
both are angels...
and i know, long long time ago, they both have nohing to say to each other anymore.
as u know, this is not the consequences of keeping all the things to urself...
I mean, they hv no choice but to do it this way. why? cuz nothing can be done if somebody voice it out. right?
I see this myself... that's why i can be sure.
well, let us review this again. Think back on the day when everything starts, yup, it was last year,2007. now, it's 2008. has anything resolved yet?? though things that have to be done are done?
no... the solutions are no solutions.. cuz... i feel that the conflicts got worse day by day.. month by month..
this is not craps from me.... though i listen a lot from lots of ppl... and i am only listening to heir thoughts.. cuz i know, ethically, i cannot say others thought to others like that. one hv to find out the other's thought themselves. I know, i am honoured to keep all the important things to myself once someone told me something. this is the ethics of Kuen.
maybe, one can ask for my opinion... wow, i hv lots to say.ha!
but one sentence summarize all...
" DOn't trust anyone else easily..." think rationally before any actions are taken. (of course la, who so stupid? do before thinking, right?)
I know everyone hopes for a win-win situation, but... another thing all of us hv to bear. There's no 2 lion king in a jungle, there's no 2 presidents in one club, there's no 2 rulers in a country... same goes to...
There's no 2 boss in an organisation.
It was a mistake to get 2 important person to run a club especially one (money+no strategy), the other one(strategy+no money).
positions? both hv to give face to each other.... at first.
now... no face at all..
how come?
there's no such thing as a girl marrying 2 guys simultaneosly. one has to pull off.... but the pulling off situation? a guy has to give up....once he had tried everything but still cant lock the heart of the girl. so....
There's no win-win sitation in this line...and in this case.
one still has to leave.... the problem is.... who????
i believe, one of the guys already know the answer... just that... the guy... is still waiting for the right time? haha!! ( this is only my FEELS)
ok..ignore me then.
of course, me myself, i hope all involved will get what they want...
but think back, if it is possible, why is it still commotions out there?
haha....
I'm back!!
haha! did something crazy last Saturday night.. what???
wel.. pictures speak louder than words....
me, corrine, cat, chee hock, chee kiat..
please do not try this at home... u know how heavy is their legs????? haha!!
again.... at the back is the mother of the students in front.. Caroline, in blue, jonathan in dobok, with specs... they are my students.. good students who just passed their black belt grading test recently... POOM!!! (means junior black belt).
i was about to attack her with a turning kick.... haha!!! no la... i was just posing... ha!!
yeah, we were posing..... ha!!
again..... us!!!! ha!
so, that day, we had fun....:-)
-----------------======================------------------===============-------
met Fiona yesterday....
I've understand all the things she said.. the "she" is not Fiona, but my beloved friend,a.k.a boss... haha!!
yup, i kinda get a clear picture on the things happening... :-)
I am reluctant to know more..
that's not the initial reason i went to see Fiona, met her.. I wanted to meet her cuz i miss her lo... that's all. cuz when i was working with Julene, i was asking her whether she knows Fiona was working onot... and she asked me why...? what i answered? " no la, i just wanna se her ma... cuz long time din see her dd"
Swear to God, i dunno what's happening that time..
and i know there's something happen between them... so... i just kept quiet.
i dun wana ask... cuz i know if she wants to say, she'll tell me..
She knows i met Fiona yesterday, with StuPiak Girl...
so...
i am neutral.
honestly, i cant give any advises on this.. as... it's quite P&C between them.
I'll just keep quiet..
and i've finally understand why she asked Stpiak Girl all the weird weird questions... and thank god, she answered it honestly... and... i think all sided Fiona??? haha!!
me? i am an outsider, i make my stand here, i am not polluted by anyone else, cuz those who knows me, they know i only believe what i see.
I agree with Stupiak Girl's answers.
cuz... it truly madly deeply makes sense.
but sadly, my beloved friend,a.k.a boss cant do anything about it... and Fiona was totally right about that.
I guess... it makes my beloved friend,a.k.a boss feel guilty... cuz she said to me suddenly.."it's hard to be in this kind of situation, cuz..when something happens, i hv to be the bad person...."
I understand what she said...
i really do.
which boss can be the good person when something like this happen? especially it is between ORANG SENDIRI...
not from one side!!! but 2 sides!!! gosh....
no wonder her hair is getting scarce...
panda eye darker..
thinner....
haiz.
well, as a neutral person, i can only listen to both sides.
Honesty, boss... hard to please ppl..
Fiona, hard to please ppl too..
one thing's for sure, I believe what i see. and...Fiona is true. That's what i can say.
I am not crapping based on the gossips from only one side... u know, i dont really believe in gossips.
Surface?
both are angels...
and i know, long long time ago, they both have nohing to say to each other anymore.
as u know, this is not the consequences of keeping all the things to urself...
I mean, they hv no choice but to do it this way. why? cuz nothing can be done if somebody voice it out. right?
I see this myself... that's why i can be sure.
well, let us review this again. Think back on the day when everything starts, yup, it was last year,2007. now, it's 2008. has anything resolved yet?? though things that have to be done are done?
no... the solutions are no solutions.. cuz... i feel that the conflicts got worse day by day.. month by month..
this is not craps from me.... though i listen a lot from lots of ppl... and i am only listening to heir thoughts.. cuz i know, ethically, i cannot say others thought to others like that. one hv to find out the other's thought themselves. I know, i am honoured to keep all the important things to myself once someone told me something. this is the ethics of Kuen.
maybe, one can ask for my opinion... wow, i hv lots to say.ha!
but one sentence summarize all...
" DOn't trust anyone else easily..." think rationally before any actions are taken. (of course la, who so stupid? do before thinking, right?)
I know everyone hopes for a win-win situation, but... another thing all of us hv to bear. There's no 2 lion king in a jungle, there's no 2 presidents in one club, there's no 2 rulers in a country... same goes to...
There's no 2 boss in an organisation.
It was a mistake to get 2 important person to run a club especially one (money+no strategy), the other one(strategy+no money).
positions? both hv to give face to each other.... at first.
now... no face at all..
how come?
there's no such thing as a girl marrying 2 guys simultaneosly. one has to pull off.... but the pulling off situation? a guy has to give up....once he had tried everything but still cant lock the heart of the girl. so....
There's no win-win sitation in this line...and in this case.
one still has to leave.... the problem is.... who????
i believe, one of the guys already know the answer... just that... the guy... is still waiting for the right time? haha!! ( this is only my FEELS)
ok..ignore me then.
of course, me myself, i hope all involved will get what they want...
but think back, if it is possible, why is it still commotions out there?
haha....
things look easy, but it's not. especially it has been parquetted on one's heart. It leaves a deep mark.
i was thinking to leave this blog on friendster.... but i've changed my mind...
i stil respect all of them. cuz i know, if i put this on friendster, it's not fair to all those involved.
so... i just leave it here.. to myself... and those lucky dudes(my friends) who found my blog accidentally.
anyhow, i am an outsider..... right?
Saturday, July 12, 2008
nothing is impossible...
i'm back in klang... and i think i've been a good girl by staying home yesterday once i'm back. haha! yup, i've rejected my gang's outing... cuz... my cousin bro slept like no one else, and... only left my daddy and mumy... and me and dad were wastching TVB drama, DVD la... I watched and finished the whole drama yesterday, It;s "The Brink Of Law".. Nice drama though!!!
\what i found out when my mum came back yesterday? gosh!!! She even watched faster than me!!! and she finished the whole drama...and offer herself to tell the story... my goodness. Dad cuts in :" ur mummy, watched everyday, till 1 am le...."
My goodness...
i mean, i cant believe they live their life as if they are retiring... ha! this is the ideal life when they retire actually... haha!!!
Mum and dad watching drama together... do whatever they want....
i do feel their loneliness la.. cuz mum is like me.. she's a big snorer!! and she cant watch drama de... why? she'll snore off.... like me la...
haha!! but... she manages to finish the whole drama...my gosh...
It feels empty though... i went out for dinner with both of them. it's like.... incomplete.
anyway, we always go out as one family, 5 person... yesterday, it was only 3 of us. so... it's kinda empty...
i think at least they feel happier to hv one more person to share the meals??
yeah, as far as i know, they dont cook anymore....cuz no one's at home..
Now, i'm in my room, mum still in her office, dad? he's playing carom with my bro..cousin bro. both of them laughed and yell outside there... bising betul....
haha!! at least, dad found something to do with Song, carom...
Dad was always darting with my bro, now? carom-ing with cousin bro. haha!!
at least he found something to do.. i mean both of them found something to do la.... rather than bro sleeping the whole day, and dad termenung the whole day...
gosh.,... they are so noisy...
my house is very very noisy now...
cousin bro tune on his Jams Siao Cd loudly, and dad... use the amplifier speaker to tune his songs in his phone downstairs!!! and... both levels bombarded... can u imagine how noisy it is?
mum is the only one who got "power" to turn off dad's phone downstairs... but sadly, she's a dummie in phone...
and the songs in my dad's phone... even more high class than me!! all the pop songs..latest pop and rock songs, dia pun ada!!! my goodness...
and those yelling yelling, and high bass...loud electric guitar songs...sakit telingaku..
dad loves it... and i dunno why..
"shoot"...
I'm in my room now...and i still feel noisy..
downstairs... loud music, next room, loud music, outside the upstairs hall, loud yelling....
arggh.....
haiz... but nvm la.... haha!!
as long as they are happy!!! :-)
Mana mummy ar?
whenever i call her after i wake up, if i cant find her...
she'll say... " why? little chicken wake up d? cannot find mother chicken is it??" haha!!!
ya....
my mum always said that....:-)
co-incidently, the father chicken is cooking chicken rice today... why? cuz little chicken told father chicken that his new style of cooking chicken rice taste nice.
so... father chicken bought chicken early in the morning...and told little chicken that he's going to cook the special chicken using the special recipe....
just for all of us to eat.... together...
haha... of course la... i'm happy.
espaecially to see them happy. :-)
well....i'm sleepy...
i'll sleep before i eat...and do everything.
after all, saturday is the busiest day of mine.
StuPiak Girl's havin small test... well, she said the test sucks...
haha!! for me, whatever the outcome is, sucks la, a mess la.... die la... fuck la.... as long as u've tried ur best... even though u failed, nothing and no one to be blamed. study is a self thingy, only u urself know where u stand. so... work harder in order to stand higher, that's my experience. Fail in test doesnt mean that u'll fail in finals. like me la....
stupid biostate...i failed the tests terribly.... and i manage to pass my finals... of course, it comes with a stretch of hardwork la....
so...just do the best in everything... and one of the quote i hold on strongly to... "always admire what you dont understand."
then... u'll find out more about what you dont understand... :-)
well, at least, it teaches me not to hate anything... cuz the more u hate, the more u'll avoide it... and the more u dont understand.
just like when u hate a person, u wont wanna know a single thing from him, u wont wanna talk to him, end up.. u dunno anything about him lo...
it's the same thing..
The breakthrough... well, my proudest breakthrough... is to talk to her.... and be-friend with her again.
Nothing is impossible...
and ...
It's true.
\what i found out when my mum came back yesterday? gosh!!! She even watched faster than me!!! and she finished the whole drama...and offer herself to tell the story... my goodness. Dad cuts in :" ur mummy, watched everyday, till 1 am le...."
My goodness...
i mean, i cant believe they live their life as if they are retiring... ha! this is the ideal life when they retire actually... haha!!!
Mum and dad watching drama together... do whatever they want....
i do feel their loneliness la.. cuz mum is like me.. she's a big snorer!! and she cant watch drama de... why? she'll snore off.... like me la...
haha!! but... she manages to finish the whole drama...my gosh...
It feels empty though... i went out for dinner with both of them. it's like.... incomplete.
anyway, we always go out as one family, 5 person... yesterday, it was only 3 of us. so... it's kinda empty...
i think at least they feel happier to hv one more person to share the meals??
yeah, as far as i know, they dont cook anymore....cuz no one's at home..
Now, i'm in my room, mum still in her office, dad? he's playing carom with my bro..cousin bro. both of them laughed and yell outside there... bising betul....
haha!! at least, dad found something to do with Song, carom...
Dad was always darting with my bro, now? carom-ing with cousin bro. haha!!
at least he found something to do.. i mean both of them found something to do la.... rather than bro sleeping the whole day, and dad termenung the whole day...
gosh.,... they are so noisy...
my house is very very noisy now...
cousin bro tune on his Jams Siao Cd loudly, and dad... use the amplifier speaker to tune his songs in his phone downstairs!!! and... both levels bombarded... can u imagine how noisy it is?
mum is the only one who got "power" to turn off dad's phone downstairs... but sadly, she's a dummie in phone...
and the songs in my dad's phone... even more high class than me!! all the pop songs..latest pop and rock songs, dia pun ada!!! my goodness...
and those yelling yelling, and high bass...loud electric guitar songs...sakit telingaku..
dad loves it... and i dunno why..
"shoot"...
I'm in my room now...and i still feel noisy..
downstairs... loud music, next room, loud music, outside the upstairs hall, loud yelling....
arggh.....
haiz... but nvm la.... haha!!
as long as they are happy!!! :-)
Mana mummy ar?
whenever i call her after i wake up, if i cant find her...
she'll say... " why? little chicken wake up d? cannot find mother chicken is it??" haha!!!
ya....
my mum always said that....:-)
co-incidently, the father chicken is cooking chicken rice today... why? cuz little chicken told father chicken that his new style of cooking chicken rice taste nice.
so... father chicken bought chicken early in the morning...and told little chicken that he's going to cook the special chicken using the special recipe....
just for all of us to eat.... together...
haha... of course la... i'm happy.
espaecially to see them happy. :-)
well....i'm sleepy...
i'll sleep before i eat...and do everything.
after all, saturday is the busiest day of mine.
StuPiak Girl's havin small test... well, she said the test sucks...
haha!! for me, whatever the outcome is, sucks la, a mess la.... die la... fuck la.... as long as u've tried ur best... even though u failed, nothing and no one to be blamed. study is a self thingy, only u urself know where u stand. so... work harder in order to stand higher, that's my experience. Fail in test doesnt mean that u'll fail in finals. like me la....
stupid biostate...i failed the tests terribly.... and i manage to pass my finals... of course, it comes with a stretch of hardwork la....
so...just do the best in everything... and one of the quote i hold on strongly to... "always admire what you dont understand."
then... u'll find out more about what you dont understand... :-)
well, at least, it teaches me not to hate anything... cuz the more u hate, the more u'll avoide it... and the more u dont understand.
just like when u hate a person, u wont wanna know a single thing from him, u wont wanna talk to him, end up.. u dunno anything about him lo...
it's the same thing..
The breakthrough... well, my proudest breakthrough... is to talk to her.... and be-friend with her again.
Nothing is impossible...
and ...
It's true.
Thursday, July 10, 2008
buzy...pissy...haha!
well... kinda busy attending questions and collecting forms... but... my job is only in study hours... so, thank god..
thanks to It Seang and Kevin..
thanks .... they guide me on my job.. haha!
living here.. well, time really flies and it's thursday now. means? i'll be back 2mr.. haha!!
maybe because i'm fully occupied with my studies and duties.. that's why time flies.
I cant wait to see my daddy and mummy.. i miss them.. though we talked on the phone each alternate days.. cuz they know i'm busy. so.. they'll only call me at night.. mostly.. unless they fell asleep la. haha!!
Erm... cant say that they are pilih kasih... cuz they call my bro almost everyday? well.. cuz they know i adapt better than anyone else.. and i'm quite near to them... and hey got use of me not being at home.. so... haha! understood! :-)
Bro had a nice time there. i guess.. but he'll still msg me during dinner time. he'll greet me... and ask how's everybody.. is everything fine...?
well...
i can only tell him my condition... haha!!!
He's happy there.. i am glad.
It's a total new chanllenge for me this sem. I'm kinda like... see things quite through. Well, i'll try my best though..as usual.
It's time for me to polish up myself in this sem.. haha! thanks to the post i hv now! well... my job is shared by all my subj. reps. so... still ok. I'm only dealing with important things.. haha! scared! but i love the challenge~!
Julene called me yesterday, when i was hanging outside with my fellow classmates.. she was passing some information about Yap Kiam Jin's (our customer) cousin, his name is Ah Keong... my dad's cousin la... which i dont really know. He had cancer and he left only a few days, YKJ asked my dad to see him at the klang GH..
so... i called my dad once i hang up with julene.
thanks to Julene who is willing to pass this info...
and... YKJ.. he would not approach my father straight away even though he has my dad's number... haiz... he always comes to pharmacy and look for me.
so?
nvm... we're relative though!!! who do not meet for 20 years! DArn...
but....
still...
haiz... they are like the long story which i dont wanna think about...and talk about.
Sometimes i do feel shame to hv a stingy relative like them.. yup, they're damn rich! and i'm not! why? Stingy is not in my dictionary.. haha!! dont believe? ask anyone who knws me well! hehe...
so... i'll call my dad again to ask what happen to the uncle Ah Keong... I dont even know how to call him.. darn....
will call my dad tonite...and " sun pin" tell him what time i can go back 2mr. haha!! cant wait!
well... i hvn makan.. so.. i guess i'll go hv something before my next class resume. It's D & C. Dispensing and Compounding... where i get to learn how to make suppository, creams, ointment, capsule, emulsion, solution.....
it's interesting... but... it's tough.. and i'm ready for it!!!!!!!
:-)
I did not tk the intiative to phone the person i wanted to call... i think both of us are busy... I rather let both of us rest? and meet up when i'm free back in klang? haha...
just wondering how's everyhing back in klang? everyone's fine? hehe.....
Hear say... bro will be back next month, but not confirmed yet.. hehe... so, still waiting for him o...
Bro told me his Chem lecturer sucks... lessons in Malay, notes and exams in English.. WTF!
lecturers cant speak English well..... he told me..
WTH???
haiz... local uni... it's normal.. that's why our graduates are so low qua.(low quo)
haha!
no point condemning.. Govt has changed the private Uni system too... now it's more to self learning... student has to learn themselves.. Shit la.. should hv applied it at earlier stage.. right??
that's why... students nowadays are too PAMPERED!!! till they are fed by all the teachers and lecturers!!
As a student, we should do everything ourselves!!! No more spoon feeding!!! hello!! we're not a baby anymore!!! be independent!
how are we going to face the world if you're still sucking on tits? huh?
right?
especially... those... Eh-hem.. u know what type of colour of ppl i'm talking on..
haiz....
i hope for a change for everyhing....
thanks to It Seang and Kevin..
thanks .... they guide me on my job.. haha!
living here.. well, time really flies and it's thursday now. means? i'll be back 2mr.. haha!!
maybe because i'm fully occupied with my studies and duties.. that's why time flies.
I cant wait to see my daddy and mummy.. i miss them.. though we talked on the phone each alternate days.. cuz they know i'm busy. so.. they'll only call me at night.. mostly.. unless they fell asleep la. haha!!
Erm... cant say that they are pilih kasih... cuz they call my bro almost everyday? well.. cuz they know i adapt better than anyone else.. and i'm quite near to them... and hey got use of me not being at home.. so... haha! understood! :-)
Bro had a nice time there. i guess.. but he'll still msg me during dinner time. he'll greet me... and ask how's everybody.. is everything fine...?
well...
i can only tell him my condition... haha!!!
He's happy there.. i am glad.
It's a total new chanllenge for me this sem. I'm kinda like... see things quite through. Well, i'll try my best though..as usual.
It's time for me to polish up myself in this sem.. haha! thanks to the post i hv now! well... my job is shared by all my subj. reps. so... still ok. I'm only dealing with important things.. haha! scared! but i love the challenge~!
Julene called me yesterday, when i was hanging outside with my fellow classmates.. she was passing some information about Yap Kiam Jin's (our customer) cousin, his name is Ah Keong... my dad's cousin la... which i dont really know. He had cancer and he left only a few days, YKJ asked my dad to see him at the klang GH..
so... i called my dad once i hang up with julene.
thanks to Julene who is willing to pass this info...
and... YKJ.. he would not approach my father straight away even though he has my dad's number... haiz... he always comes to pharmacy and look for me.
so?
nvm... we're relative though!!! who do not meet for 20 years! DArn...
but....
still...
haiz... they are like the long story which i dont wanna think about...and talk about.
Sometimes i do feel shame to hv a stingy relative like them.. yup, they're damn rich! and i'm not! why? Stingy is not in my dictionary.. haha!! dont believe? ask anyone who knws me well! hehe...
so... i'll call my dad again to ask what happen to the uncle Ah Keong... I dont even know how to call him.. darn....
will call my dad tonite...and " sun pin" tell him what time i can go back 2mr. haha!! cant wait!
well... i hvn makan.. so.. i guess i'll go hv something before my next class resume. It's D & C. Dispensing and Compounding... where i get to learn how to make suppository, creams, ointment, capsule, emulsion, solution.....
it's interesting... but... it's tough.. and i'm ready for it!!!!!!!
:-)
I did not tk the intiative to phone the person i wanted to call... i think both of us are busy... I rather let both of us rest? and meet up when i'm free back in klang? haha...
just wondering how's everyhing back in klang? everyone's fine? hehe.....
Hear say... bro will be back next month, but not confirmed yet.. hehe... so, still waiting for him o...
Bro told me his Chem lecturer sucks... lessons in Malay, notes and exams in English.. WTF!
lecturers cant speak English well..... he told me..
WTH???
haiz... local uni... it's normal.. that's why our graduates are so low qua.(low quo)
haha!
no point condemning.. Govt has changed the private Uni system too... now it's more to self learning... student has to learn themselves.. Shit la.. should hv applied it at earlier stage.. right??
that's why... students nowadays are too PAMPERED!!! till they are fed by all the teachers and lecturers!!
As a student, we should do everything ourselves!!! No more spoon feeding!!! hello!! we're not a baby anymore!!! be independent!
how are we going to face the world if you're still sucking on tits? huh?
right?
especially... those... Eh-hem.. u know what type of colour of ppl i'm talking on..
haiz....
i hope for a change for everyhing....
Wednesday, July 09, 2008
yay!
blog...blog...
Finished with my orientation yesterday!!! it was a fun!! though i was quite tired yesterday... :-)
well.. Uni starts...so??
haha!
I'm going to "ENJOY" this sem again.. bless me bless me!!!
Well..i'm still fine. i have juniors finally!!! yay!!!
they are cute..cute.. and cute..
haha!!!
i attach my pics of orientation yesterday... well, my hand print!!!
still..see? my name and my "famous" piggie... i chose rainbow colour as my hand print colour...haha!! cuz it reminds me of dear dear lo... the promise and faith that we both hold... haha!!!
ya, we were doing hand printing.. see? that's the banner we did and passed it down to our juniors. :-)
that's the banner!!! haha!!
the banner!!!! full of hand prints!!! 
Bienvenida Amigo!!! our theme!!!! muah is the one who thought of the theme!!! haha!!!!well...
It's fun to be one of the organizer.. i mean PIC. Person In Charge.. haha!!! but... lots to scarifice..time, energy..and PETROL MONEY!!! especially with the drastic increase... my goodness.
even my bro is not living in Klang, i still did not drive to Cheras.. why? i let mummy use the car, save her milage and petrol.. anyway, my care saves more than hers. haha!!
know what?
muah...rindu bah kut teh again..
i went to steamboat with friends in Sri Petaling yesterday.. consists of seniors, coursemates and juniors..
haha!
as a class rep, i think i need to be more socialize and responsible. :-)
that's why... i went out with them after the orientation. had fun!!! eating... haha!
I've broke my own barrier... to talk to HER.. the person i hate.
so....
i hv nothing else to be afraid of!!!! bravo!!!
I wonder... how's the Stupiak girl's doing ar? was very busy last few days due to the preparation of the orientation, so....
yep, i went back to condo at 11 something pm...from UNI... last 2 days cuz we were having rehearsal... what more? i'm the GAme Master... PIC for performance...
haha!!!
everything comes to a word "SATISFIED" after yesterday's orientation.. It was a success... haha!!!
I miss home... wondering ow's daddy and mummy.... are they lonely ar?
This friday, my class ends at 1pm... but starting from next week, It will end at 4.30pm... ha!
going home early this week?
after thinking many times... nah... nope... no one picks me up at the T. Gadong station if i go back early... so, wait for daddy lo..
k la... gotto go now.
chiao!
Sunday, July 06, 2008
Rojak kosong.
I am stupid... haha...
it's not whole.... i mean, i feel like something is missing..
anyway...
conversations are lesser.. why? more to exercising mouth with food. haha!!
sometimes, i keep asking myself, why is it ppl will tend to learn how to appreciate when they lost something?
I feel stupid la....
why am i keep holding on? Am i stupid to hold and keep everything to myself?
I know i hv the choice to choose, but i chose not to choose.
stupid right?
I know it will happen but i just cover everything up with whatever reasons i hv.
i hate it.
Julene... i prove you wrong again!!! haha... anyway, I played like siao with BAby Rachel!!! she is so... intelligent!!! haha!!! my goodness. She asked Julene to buy a lot of books by holding tight to it... to sleep.. and to everywhere she goes.. see? she's so smart!!
and... she teared her number books.. my gosh... when you see the book, you wont believe that it was done by an innocent baby GIRL like her!@! gosh....
I played with her.....and she laughes like.... apek.haha!! She wants to play even if she's sleepy@!!! my goodness.
well, i tought her numbers today.. :-).. and... to open her mouth! haha!!! she kept asking me to repeat the numbers after i've finished teachin her from 1 to 5. haha!! i showed it with her tiny little hand... and she gives me her hand and asked me to repeat.. ha!!
did not tk her pictures today...as..she was playing with my phone, interested wit the black bear with broken arms and the SEA SHELL!! SHe loves the word Sea Shell!! my goodness... she asked me to repeat quite a lot of times.. ha!!!
Anyway...
I dont need any explanation why Julene will think that. i mean, i know what she's going to ask... so... i just play with Rachel lo...
Ate KFC today... with my big family!!! just that... we decided not to go to JJ's KFC cuz i dont want to go.. ha!!! scared that i'll meet someone tht i dun wanna meet...(he's there..and the aunties are there...)
haha!!! you believe ar???
no la.... actually...the KFC there is not enough to accomodate a family who consists of 20 giants. haha!!!
well... the best part about this? my daddy belanja...!!! so... i did not use the voucher i get from Justine. hehe...... I'll keep for next round... when i am broke and hv nothing to eat... haha!!! then i'll use the voucher.
stupid hor?
so what??!!??
Something that i am really proud of myself...
I've did the things i've jotted in my DRAFTS a few months ago??!!? haha!!! proud... cuz if i hv done it for the first time, there'll sure be 2nd time...3rd...4th.......
Yeah baby!!! I'm ready for it!!!!!
i still enjoy the feeling... haha!!!
planned to ask Fiona out, i wanna see her before i leave... but... she's not free.. cuz by the time she msged me... i'm already counting sheeps at home d.... ha!!!
so... guess i hv to save the meal to next week la...
Something i am very very happy!!!!
my students who sat for black belt test passed !!!! they passed the test!@!!!
haha!!!! excited!!!!
this makes me happy and brings me out from feeling blue. yeah, i was quite blue today.... lots of factor.
1st: 2mr hv to go back..
2nd: being rejected..
3rd: stupid muscle ache... i cant do one legged stretching...darn!!
4th : i feel a little empty without replies for all the msg i sent...even to my bro.. so, i decided to leave it and keep conductng my class. Darn... but... TKD makes me free from disturbance! :-) especially seeing all my students passed.. they were under me since Green Belt.. ha! it's true that... in a class of 50s..only a few can make it.
haha!!
so... i am glad..and i feel very good!
and....2mr... it's another tiring day.......
i counted sheeps... but... it's really not like Kuen if she sleeps early.... haha!!! Fiona was true!! see the time now? 1.10am!!! and muah need to wake up at 6.30am!
Will it be the same next week???
i dunno.....
or maybe it's like my DRAFTy? like what i've jotted down in my DRAFTy? haha!!!
i dont dare to think la...
well, i'm not sure whether they googled me onot..... but.... whatever la..
Little Swan enjoys reading my blog...in friendster..and she reads every single post.. my goodness..
she's too free.... haha!
I've "clued" her about blogspot... by google...so... i dunno whether she found me onot..
haha!!! plus... i dont really want ppl to know about this blog... so, my clue was quite hard though... ha!!
ok la... my back ache d.....wanna sleep liao... :-)
bye klang...
bye daddy mummy,
bye bro...
bye STupiaK Girl,
bye Fiona,
Bye LC,
Bye Julene, Rachel....
Bye eveyone...
see you guys again next week.... if fate is still there. haha!! cuz you wont know what will happen in the next minute. that's why.... i try not to miss a chance to see someone i seldom see...
Those ppl who i always see.. means we're seeing each other everyday de... so, sorry la... i need a break from you guys...(dad and mum).. they understand that i'm seeing all my friends before i start everything again.
ALO... i love them so much!
MC... can always sense my existence whenever i appear offline...
CRYL...who is a lady..who created a lot of jokes...
YL... who is.... quite funny..and do not know anything about anything even KM. haiz... un-saveable...
YC...whom i missed the chance to meet when she was back.. i miss the girl so much.....
Kuen... who is the "must-call" member.. who will create jokes by making herself stupid.
Guess..i'll meet them again this end of the year.
Yan, who helped me a lot in my orientation.
Jessie.. i will kiss her the next time i see her!!!! ha! she made my dream and ideas come true!! well... which part i ought to kiss???.... still thinking...
DD who gave me support unconditionally... gave me love unconditionally... held me through every storm in my likfe...(so do Yan, and Daisaku Ikeda)
StuPiak Girl..... whom i will sacrifice anything that is rational for her... i'll lock her up in my HEart Prison... She'l be sentenced to Jail forever!!
All above...
" I cant leave Dear dear, but i cant leave you guys too...."
you guys are my treasure which no one has.....:-)
this is my last blog? i guess i wont be blogging till next Wednesday??? yup....
Adieu...good night.
El-amor.
it's not whole.... i mean, i feel like something is missing..
anyway...
conversations are lesser.. why? more to exercising mouth with food. haha!!
sometimes, i keep asking myself, why is it ppl will tend to learn how to appreciate when they lost something?
I feel stupid la....
why am i keep holding on? Am i stupid to hold and keep everything to myself?
I know i hv the choice to choose, but i chose not to choose.
stupid right?
I know it will happen but i just cover everything up with whatever reasons i hv.
i hate it.
Julene... i prove you wrong again!!! haha... anyway, I played like siao with BAby Rachel!!! she is so... intelligent!!! haha!!! my goodness. She asked Julene to buy a lot of books by holding tight to it... to sleep.. and to everywhere she goes.. see? she's so smart!!
and... she teared her number books.. my gosh... when you see the book, you wont believe that it was done by an innocent baby GIRL like her!@! gosh....
I played with her.....and she laughes like.... apek.haha!! She wants to play even if she's sleepy@!!! my goodness.
well, i tought her numbers today.. :-).. and... to open her mouth! haha!!! she kept asking me to repeat the numbers after i've finished teachin her from 1 to 5. haha!! i showed it with her tiny little hand... and she gives me her hand and asked me to repeat.. ha!!
did not tk her pictures today...as..she was playing with my phone, interested wit the black bear with broken arms and the SEA SHELL!! SHe loves the word Sea Shell!! my goodness... she asked me to repeat quite a lot of times.. ha!!!
Anyway...
I dont need any explanation why Julene will think that. i mean, i know what she's going to ask... so... i just play with Rachel lo...
Ate KFC today... with my big family!!! just that... we decided not to go to JJ's KFC cuz i dont want to go.. ha!!! scared that i'll meet someone tht i dun wanna meet...(he's there..and the aunties are there...)
haha!!! you believe ar???
no la.... actually...the KFC there is not enough to accomodate a family who consists of 20 giants. haha!!!
well... the best part about this? my daddy belanja...!!! so... i did not use the voucher i get from Justine. hehe...... I'll keep for next round... when i am broke and hv nothing to eat... haha!!! then i'll use the voucher.
stupid hor?
so what??!!??
Something that i am really proud of myself...
I've did the things i've jotted in my DRAFTS a few months ago??!!? haha!!! proud... cuz if i hv done it for the first time, there'll sure be 2nd time...3rd...4th.......
Yeah baby!!! I'm ready for it!!!!!
i still enjoy the feeling... haha!!!
planned to ask Fiona out, i wanna see her before i leave... but... she's not free.. cuz by the time she msged me... i'm already counting sheeps at home d.... ha!!!
so... guess i hv to save the meal to next week la...
Something i am very very happy!!!!
my students who sat for black belt test passed !!!! they passed the test!@!!!
haha!!!! excited!!!!
this makes me happy and brings me out from feeling blue. yeah, i was quite blue today.... lots of factor.
1st: 2mr hv to go back..
2nd: being rejected..
3rd: stupid muscle ache... i cant do one legged stretching...darn!!
4th : i feel a little empty without replies for all the msg i sent...even to my bro.. so, i decided to leave it and keep conductng my class. Darn... but... TKD makes me free from disturbance! :-) especially seeing all my students passed.. they were under me since Green Belt.. ha! it's true that... in a class of 50s..only a few can make it.
haha!!
so... i am glad..and i feel very good!
and....2mr... it's another tiring day.......
i counted sheeps... but... it's really not like Kuen if she sleeps early.... haha!!! Fiona was true!! see the time now? 1.10am!!! and muah need to wake up at 6.30am!
Will it be the same next week???
i dunno.....
or maybe it's like my DRAFTy? like what i've jotted down in my DRAFTy? haha!!!
i dont dare to think la...
well, i'm not sure whether they googled me onot..... but.... whatever la..
Little Swan enjoys reading my blog...in friendster..and she reads every single post.. my goodness..
she's too free.... haha!
I've "clued" her about blogspot... by google...so... i dunno whether she found me onot..
haha!!! plus... i dont really want ppl to know about this blog... so, my clue was quite hard though... ha!!
ok la... my back ache d.....wanna sleep liao... :-)
bye klang...
bye daddy mummy,
bye bro...
bye STupiaK Girl,
bye Fiona,
Bye LC,
Bye Julene, Rachel....
Bye eveyone...
see you guys again next week.... if fate is still there. haha!! cuz you wont know what will happen in the next minute. that's why.... i try not to miss a chance to see someone i seldom see...
Those ppl who i always see.. means we're seeing each other everyday de... so, sorry la... i need a break from you guys...(dad and mum).. they understand that i'm seeing all my friends before i start everything again.
ALO... i love them so much!
MC... can always sense my existence whenever i appear offline...
CRYL...who is a lady..who created a lot of jokes...
YL... who is.... quite funny..and do not know anything about anything even KM. haiz... un-saveable...
YC...whom i missed the chance to meet when she was back.. i miss the girl so much.....
Kuen... who is the "must-call" member.. who will create jokes by making herself stupid.
Guess..i'll meet them again this end of the year.
Yan, who helped me a lot in my orientation.
Jessie.. i will kiss her the next time i see her!!!! ha! she made my dream and ideas come true!! well... which part i ought to kiss???.... still thinking...
DD who gave me support unconditionally... gave me love unconditionally... held me through every storm in my likfe...(so do Yan, and Daisaku Ikeda)
StuPiak Girl..... whom i will sacrifice anything that is rational for her... i'll lock her up in my HEart Prison... She'l be sentenced to Jail forever!!
All above...
" I cant leave Dear dear, but i cant leave you guys too...."
you guys are my treasure which no one has.....:-)
this is my last blog? i guess i wont be blogging till next Wednesday??? yup....
Adieu...good night.
El-amor.
Friday, July 04, 2008
.......
.................
it starts with nothing...
i think i need to go back to Cheras on Sunday night instead of monday nite..
haiz....
again...
TIRED!!!!!
it starts with nothing...
i think i need to go back to Cheras on Sunday night instead of monday nite..
haiz....
again...
TIRED!!!!!
Thursday, July 03, 2008
Fuck-taminated.
i've finally understood...
a person can be really uncontrollable when the person is very very tired physically and emotionally.
I am very tired.
Tired of being tired.
I've been practicing dance for 2 days..
and i did a non stop remix dance from 10am to 4pm..
without lunch...
now...
i am very tired...
i wanna be really rude in this blog... but... rationality brought me back.
If only sorry can cure everything.. then doctors wont exist.
Some ppl think that they are not going to hurt a person by not telling the truth... but trust me, it hurts more...
haiz... i'm feeling that way now.
can i scold F word ar?
i cant stand it...
i'm angry... but tiredness holds me back..
This sentence hv been kept in my heart since i came back from.... there...
GO FUCK UR DORKBALL! stupid!
WHY DONT YOU TELL ME HONESTLY!!!
Tiredness can make a person collapse..
i'm one of them.
My mind is diverging...
i almost got crazy.
I hate that i care.
I hate to be a part of the SET system.
I HATE IT!
Muah... moodless..
i wanna stop now.. or else i will beautify my blog with lots of FUCK!
FUCKING WEIRDO! I'm FUcking Tired!
no mood.
chao.
a person can be really uncontrollable when the person is very very tired physically and emotionally.
I am very tired.
Tired of being tired.
I've been practicing dance for 2 days..
and i did a non stop remix dance from 10am to 4pm..
without lunch...
now...
i am very tired...
i wanna be really rude in this blog... but... rationality brought me back.
If only sorry can cure everything.. then doctors wont exist.
Some ppl think that they are not going to hurt a person by not telling the truth... but trust me, it hurts more...
haiz... i'm feeling that way now.
can i scold F word ar?
i cant stand it...
i'm angry... but tiredness holds me back..
This sentence hv been kept in my heart since i came back from.... there...
GO FUCK UR DORKBALL! stupid!
WHY DONT YOU TELL ME HONESTLY!!!
Tiredness can make a person collapse..
i'm one of them.
My mind is diverging...
i almost got crazy.
I hate that i care.
I hate to be a part of the SET system.
I HATE IT!
Muah... moodless..
i wanna stop now.. or else i will beautify my blog with lots of FUCK!
FUCKING WEIRDO! I'm FUcking Tired!
no mood.
chao.
Wednesday, July 02, 2008
me... dull... happy.. bluek!
welll my ALO's blog.... ha! full with the details of yesterday's outing!!! :-)
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erm... quite tired today actually... cuz went to Cheras with instructor today.. she taught us a dance.. and... i feel great!!! cuz.... i hvn been dancing for a long long time!!! yay!! i love the sweat!!!
well.. we danced for around 2 hours... i sweat like hell... hehe....
it reminds me of old days where i dance with my fellow classmates. really.....
:-)
so.. i reached home around 3 something.. then i went to download the dance song.. cuz the song i used for practice is just a "test listen" version.
well...
yes!!! i've downloaded it at last!@!!!!!!
nice song though!!!
I feel..... dunno how i feel today except for feeling tired. I start missing everything... really. My friends, my bed, my dad and mum... (sial..i'm still going out at night..).. my bro... my greenbox, my movie... my babe..my patrick..my sheepig...
everyone la... i thought of everyone. yeah, i hv nothing better to do... sweat. Tired but cannot sleep. Wanna sleep..but it's time to keluar pula..
haiz...
i'm very suey hor?
din spend time for mummy and daddy...
Got a "lecture" from my so called "dAughter".. who taught her so called "mother" on how to be a human? .....
speechless le...
yeah, she was right. i am not a good daughter though. i forgot things easily. remembering those which are not supposed to be remembered. Doing things which i am not supposed to do. but.........For DumbOnion... she just wanna do things that she cannot do when she starts her hell life again. :-)
tired....
i feel selfish.
i wanna spend time for both... my friends and my parents...
i wanna be happy the both way...
cuz me....? there are certain friends whom i cant live without them.
I like to do certain things with certain friends. Like... if you ask me to go KTV with my classmates now, i cant.. i rather stay home and sing alone...
understand?
I like to do different things with different ppl.
that's why, some ppl are special to me... really special.
that's why, when they got hooked to me... haha... they are hooked to my heart. Nothing will happen if they hook there forever, cuz life will be better. if they are un-hooked.. haha.. imagine, if u hook yourself with a fishing nail... and pull it out... it is very very painful.. I'll die if the hook is being removed by force.
that's why... i see those who are hooked to my heart as important as everything i am.
I'll love them whole heartedly.
:-)
that's why, family and friends are important to me.
I try to balance the time... i'm trying.
:-)
Went to the nite mart just now... i planned to go there alone even if Stupiak Girl did not asked me..haha!! but since she asked... well! bingo!!! i can go with someone who can junk!
:-)
This girl can actually go woth vy... but dunno what is she thinking.... haha!! (actually i think i know la... )
like i said...
different things with different ppl..
different feeling with different ppl..
different outcome with different ppl..
tryin to hing out before i start my hell lifestyle? haha.... u know it!
cuz i hv the same thinking too..
i wish to hang out with special ones before i start everything...
that's why... i dont need a lot of friends in my life...even i hv a lot... hehe..
a few who understands me will do. :-)
mum and dad understand too.. that's why they did not say anything when i go out.. cuz they know i'm with the same ppl or those who they know... like swam, yan, siang....
.........
I'll be back to Cheras next monday... i guess i'll go back quite early... cuz monday nite, 10pm.. i hv practice le.....
sob...sob...
i'm still in the process to pick up my ass from holiday mood.
am i doing fine? tak tau la....
rasa bingung when think of start schooling... cuz time flies once i start everything... and it's scary.
and....
no more outing to nite mart?neither here nor there?
dont think i'll go to the Connaught nite mart anymore....especially alone. :-(
it's not happy to junk alone... i tried before, i ended up throwing all the unfinished food.. haiz..
well, i still hv a few days before starting everything! that's why... i'll live my day to the fullest!!!! yay!
will be going out later to celebrate yan's bday. she is.... one of my friends who really listen to me. i mean, she always pray for me...unconditionally.. that's why.. i really feel the Dai Mo Ku..from her!
That's why.. i always pray for everyone around me... no harm ma... ha!!!
I get through the last sem mostly by saying prayers.
Anyway, i'll still open my phone to anyone who has problems, personal, work, studies, or... those who got nothing to do..can call me to chat lo... ha!
I'm happy to receive calls. :)
i need to go KL again 2mr. so......
dance and sing again!!!!
haha!!!
just wanna enjoy kau kau before i start class!!! :-)
k la... it's 9 pm.. i'll save this post and......
write another tis midnight!!! ha!!!
tata....
muacks! muacks!!
thanks to StuPiak Girl for accompanying me to the nite mart!! It is really different to go with someone Stupiak... ha!
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erm... quite tired today actually... cuz went to Cheras with instructor today.. she taught us a dance.. and... i feel great!!! cuz.... i hvn been dancing for a long long time!!! yay!! i love the sweat!!!
well.. we danced for around 2 hours... i sweat like hell... hehe....
it reminds me of old days where i dance with my fellow classmates. really.....
:-)
so.. i reached home around 3 something.. then i went to download the dance song.. cuz the song i used for practice is just a "test listen" version.
well...
yes!!! i've downloaded it at last!@!!!!!!
nice song though!!!
I feel..... dunno how i feel today except for feeling tired. I start missing everything... really. My friends, my bed, my dad and mum... (sial..i'm still going out at night..).. my bro... my greenbox, my movie... my babe..my patrick..my sheepig...
everyone la... i thought of everyone. yeah, i hv nothing better to do... sweat. Tired but cannot sleep. Wanna sleep..but it's time to keluar pula..
haiz...
i'm very suey hor?
din spend time for mummy and daddy...
Got a "lecture" from my so called "dAughter".. who taught her so called "mother" on how to be a human? .....
speechless le...
yeah, she was right. i am not a good daughter though. i forgot things easily. remembering those which are not supposed to be remembered. Doing things which i am not supposed to do. but.........For DumbOnion... she just wanna do things that she cannot do when she starts her hell life again. :-)
tired....
i feel selfish.
i wanna spend time for both... my friends and my parents...
i wanna be happy the both way...
cuz me....? there are certain friends whom i cant live without them.
I like to do certain things with certain friends. Like... if you ask me to go KTV with my classmates now, i cant.. i rather stay home and sing alone...
understand?
I like to do different things with different ppl.
that's why, some ppl are special to me... really special.
that's why, when they got hooked to me... haha... they are hooked to my heart. Nothing will happen if they hook there forever, cuz life will be better. if they are un-hooked.. haha.. imagine, if u hook yourself with a fishing nail... and pull it out... it is very very painful.. I'll die if the hook is being removed by force.
that's why... i see those who are hooked to my heart as important as everything i am.
I'll love them whole heartedly.
:-)
that's why, family and friends are important to me.
I try to balance the time... i'm trying.
:-)
Went to the nite mart just now... i planned to go there alone even if Stupiak Girl did not asked me..haha!! but since she asked... well! bingo!!! i can go with someone who can junk!
:-)
This girl can actually go woth vy... but dunno what is she thinking.... haha!! (actually i think i know la... )
like i said...
different things with different ppl..
different feeling with different ppl..
different outcome with different ppl..
tryin to hing out before i start my hell lifestyle? haha.... u know it!
cuz i hv the same thinking too..
i wish to hang out with special ones before i start everything...
that's why... i dont need a lot of friends in my life...even i hv a lot... hehe..
a few who understands me will do. :-)
mum and dad understand too.. that's why they did not say anything when i go out.. cuz they know i'm with the same ppl or those who they know... like swam, yan, siang....
.........
I'll be back to Cheras next monday... i guess i'll go back quite early... cuz monday nite, 10pm.. i hv practice le.....
sob...sob...
i'm still in the process to pick up my ass from holiday mood.
am i doing fine? tak tau la....
rasa bingung when think of start schooling... cuz time flies once i start everything... and it's scary.
and....
no more outing to nite mart?neither here nor there?
dont think i'll go to the Connaught nite mart anymore....especially alone. :-(
it's not happy to junk alone... i tried before, i ended up throwing all the unfinished food.. haiz..
well, i still hv a few days before starting everything! that's why... i'll live my day to the fullest!!!! yay!
will be going out later to celebrate yan's bday. she is.... one of my friends who really listen to me. i mean, she always pray for me...unconditionally.. that's why.. i really feel the Dai Mo Ku..from her!
That's why.. i always pray for everyone around me... no harm ma... ha!!!
I get through the last sem mostly by saying prayers.
Anyway, i'll still open my phone to anyone who has problems, personal, work, studies, or... those who got nothing to do..can call me to chat lo... ha!
I'm happy to receive calls. :)
i need to go KL again 2mr. so......
dance and sing again!!!!
haha!!!
just wanna enjoy kau kau before i start class!!! :-)
k la... it's 9 pm.. i'll save this post and......
write another tis midnight!!! ha!!!
tata....
muacks! muacks!!
thanks to StuPiak Girl for accompanying me to the nite mart!! It is really different to go with someone Stupiak... ha!
ALO outing!!!
This was ctually yesterday's blog... i tak sempat cuz there was some interruption yesterday... haha!!!!
well....
just take it.. cuz i malas wanna alter d....
pretend that it's today... he grammar something wrong d... :-)
today... it's an outing for fellow ALO. WE decided to bowl at Summit. Yep, i was a little tired.. went to KL, drop by PJ... thought of having lunch... but fine.. ha! then went home.
Miss Cheryl fetched me from home, as usual, she was late!! that's her routine! she's weired if she's on time!!!
ok...
I'll explain through photos...
Miss Cheryl fetched me from home, as usual, she was late!! that's her routine! she's weired if she's on time!!!
ok...
I'll explain through photos...
we hvn start bowling... just tk some picture to warm up ourselves... haha! erm... we look pro right?
yup... i masuk longkang 2 kali beturut turut.. eh.. hat u expect? it's been 2 years since i touch bowling...ha!!!
look at the score!! the slogan of the day is " BRAVO FOR ZERO!!!""
BRAVO for ZERO!!!!
cheang looks like a pro.... haha!!!
see how she walks after throwing the ball greatly into the longkang????haha!! Brava fr Zero!!!
see how pro she throws?? haha!!! the only left handed player!!! she sure will remember this outing forever!!! ha!
we forgot to tk pic of our total score... but our total pin dropped is 164... out of 1200 pins... haha!!! so.. can u imagine????
well...because of this, we decided to challenge the second round... As Yolk is the "slow and steady" type... dont siao siao!!! she really can strike with her brilliant technique!! roll the ball, let the ball crawl....... STRIKE!!!!!
Look at Yolk's score?!!!?? haiz.... even i oso get zero in the first throw... haha!!!
look hw pro my fellow Ah Lian is?!!??everything turned out to be ZERO!!
well, after all the stumble and fall...(it refers to the ball actually...) haha!! out score... oh ya, i forgot to tk the pic again... well..at least it shows how far we've improved..ha!
erm.. i forgot to rotate the picture...well... haha!! this is the score at 2nd game..see!!! i strike once!!! accidentally!!!!!!! proud!!!!
yay!!! Final score!!! i only score 68 pins.... see the rest!! and how monay times Yolk score strike!!!! my goodness.... "diam gau ga si lang..." haha!! Cheryl... ko lian... ha!!
Four Lians-keeteer!!! haha!!!
yes!!! it's hard to tk this pic!!!! hard to stand!!! we almost fall if we did not held each other!!!
well...after bowling... we went jalan jalan n shop for chean's bday gift!!! haha!! got her something!!! nice want!! ha!
then... our dinner at Asia CAfe. Subang Jaya.....
look how four of us eat..and what four of us eat....
haha!!! ikan panggang...lala with petai, ma la noodle, tie pan noodles...hor fun..dim sum... my goodess.....
after dinner...we came back to klang for.......DURIAN!!! it's baka UDANG MERAH!!!!! 1 kg 12 ringgit.... this one is 2 kg.... we only ate one... ha!!
nice man!!!! gosh..... i love durian!!!!
too bad la, without petai and sambal....
ha!!
yummy yummy!!!!
yummy yummy!!!!! nice!!!
goodie goodie!!! yummy!!!
after durian.. then... we went home lo...
haha!!
it'sfun to hang out with them... well, all of us hv different personality.. diffrent family background.. yet... we can become friends.. there's only one similarity between us.... which is AH LIAN!! we're quite kampung type.. look stylish, but... a lt of things oso dunno.... ha!!!
this sem, i hang out with them quite frequent.. of course notas frequent as the StuPiak GirL... but it's considered frequent d.... ha!!!!!
too bad la.... chean is not with us....
anyway... i'm happy!!!
Tuesday, July 01, 2008
daddy n mummy's doubt. :-)
glad that i did not hv diarrhea just now.. my stomach was pain and i thought... " shit... it must be the crab or the coconut just now.."
but luckily.... i only had normal Pass motion. haha!!!
dunno what will happen la... 2mr...
going to KL 2mr morning.. then fellow ALO asked me to Summit for BOWLING!!! haha!!
erm... i think i'm going gua....
:-)
long time didnt hang out with them d.. oh ya, we just met last Saturday night during Cheang's Bday party! :-)
ya.. thanks to Yolk who spread to all of them that i am in a relationship... (according the comment on frenster she left.. my lao gong... oh ya, it sounds like i love my lao gong very much!! and i tak puas hati....)
haha!
ya.. i love him so much!!! he's so cute!! he's so great!!!!
who's he?
according to Yolk, it's JJ Lin!!!!
yup.... even my friends in Sabah thought i hv hubby d...
Darn...
Pang sai pun tak de masa...mana nak cari hubby?
hehe....
I guess bro doing great there.
The atmosphere in the house is... different. and i guess the person who misses my bro the most is my dad, why?
'he kept asking me this morning... "do u think he'll be ok there ar?" " will he adapt himself?"
" do you think i did the right thing by sending him there???"
bla..bla...
he's off today. staying at home, resting...and obviously, missing my bro. He still hvn get used to the situation without my bro.
and clearly, he still doubt his decision on sending and encourage my bro there.. there's one day, before my bro went, he phoned me, and i think he cried, cuz he sounded different.. he asked me : " U tell me honestly, do Yang ok with the decision i made? i really dont want him to feel like i am forcing him to go there... of course, if he tells me what he wants, i will support him fully... u tell this to ur bro, ask him to think properly..cuz whatever decision he made, i will support him.."
he was sobbing that time... i duno, i feel that he was sobbing, cuz... he sounded different.
My bro is poor in making decisions.. that's why papa and mummy has to make the decision for him. Till now... my bro has went there for 2 days.. they still ask me whether they've made the right decision...
especially my dad.
but i think my bro is happy there...
cuz i phone him and he said so. He promised me that he'll sms me if he got any prb or he feels like changing course. Of course, he is always welcomed.. My bro wor.. I love him very much le.. haha!
that day..i msged him and asked him not to miss me cuz i'll miss him very much... he replied... "dont make me cry la..cacat..." haha!!
ya... i knw he'll miss us definitely. so.. it's a routine for me to call him whenever i am free. hehe....
Anyhow, he asked us to give him some time to adapt to the life there....
and i guess my dad was disappointed when mum told him just now that bro said he dont wanna pertimbangkan other course (pharmacy) anymore. He said, since he is there, so he'll adapt the life there.
My dad.. he really looked miserable... but my mum told him that my bro sounds happy. i mean, i can feel that my bro is happy also la....
haha!!
Mum said dad tak biasa without the presence of bro... i shoot my dad :" ya lo, no one can do housework for you d... haha! "
i'm bad ler...
indirectly i told him that he gpot one less person to yell at. haha!!!
he knows i'm just joking... and i think he also feels regret that he did not really appreciate the time together with bro... and i guessed he flashed back all the tantrums he spurted during my bro presence. haha!
well, my bro and dad are the same kind. they need to learn from lost, not from experience la.. ha! but i can say, my dad is the greatest dad in this WWW. He really really love us so much...
though i can see there's some inequalities...sometimes la.. but i dont really mind. cuz bro is different from me. I am independent, bro is not so. well, i can understand how my parents feel about him, cuz i think i feel the same way. haha! I'm overprotective.. so do they.
why?
cuz i was instilled that i only hv a bro, and i need to care, love , and protect him. After all, when we grow up, we only hv each other...
haha... bro will appreciate family more when he's back! oh ya... so do my dad. so, i can expect less tantrums from him?? when bro is back????
hehe...
I feel sorry for my parents, cuz they will be in TOTAL loneliness after 7th July! I'll br going back to Cheras on 7th july, at nite.
Mummy asked me during dinner just now..." why go back so early? thought ur class starts 9th july?" "yup, mummy, i hv orientation on 8th july, so.. i hv to be there one day before...wah, when i go back d, both of you...alone lor?"
Mummy said : " ya lo... left only 2 of us.. dunno what can we do le?......"
I was....in silence.. pretending nothing and keep eating my dinner..
Dad cuts in :" I thought that asking him back for Pharmacy in MSU...cuz can come back everyday ma... but he said he's ok there..."
well, my dad wants to see him everyday, i got his msg! haha!!!
me? because i am only 1 hour away from Klang. so.... still ok, they can see me anytime.
I told them, it's time for bro to grow, he's been too protected by us.. dad : "by you la... haha"
erm... yes, mostly by me, that's why my bro is "glued" to me. :-)
see? everytime i want my bro to stumble and fall, so that he'll learn how to get up... but everytime, i pulled him up. i realized... if you love a person like that, you're jeopardizing him indirectly!
so...
i told my dad not to worry about him. he has to learn from experience, and he is lack of that.
mummy lagi funny.... she said.. " ya lo, the lecturer will teach them how to survive in the society hor?? got this subject right???"
i was.....like... " mummy, he has to learn it himself, not study on surviving skills from books... these skills cannot be thought, he has to learn it himself by attending activities or talks or seminars... and from friends."
mummy very cute le... if only i can learn surviving skills through books.. if only i can SURVIVE by getting A in this subject.
haha...
In a nutshell, they are still worried...
and i cant imagine days after next monday. cuz....they'll be alone with my cousin bro..
dad :" if only he studies in MSU,travel everyday...and he can fetch Ah Song to tuition at night d..." haha!
see my dad?
malas betul.....
haha!
anyway, i hope bro will enjoy himself... :-)
sTupiak Girl's having sore throat and she barely talks!! well... guess i should invite her to Green box..and give her the loudest microphone.. then i use the softest volume mic... hehehehehehe.... this "tua xia po" cant even beat me by the loud mic by then!! haha!!
I'm so bad la....
haha!!
anyway, i hope...she'll get well soon. and... dont let this happen during every exam time. i think this is controllable.. and hope she'll tk some vitamin C from food source la. get some good rest.. sleep earlier.. Exam oso need to sleep la!!! Sleep can boost up a person's immune system!!! that's true!!
went to get her papain strips right after i mandi...around 7 something almost 8pm? as i've promised to get it for her at night???!?
DumbOnion really really hv a StuPiak Girl who is really Stupiak to "brighten up" her life...
really bright le!!! pocket bright, can see through cuz burnt d.. ha!! left hand and left leg bright with red coloured hand marks of her...recently, DumbOnion got new bright leg marks also..ha!
"bang!" what to do? siapa suruh DumbOnion sayang the StupiaK Girl so muchie....
haiz....
"slap! slap!" (left and right)
P.S to Stupiak GiRL : for the sake of GreenBox and our outing before i start Uni, please please please tk good care of urself.....haha!!!
well, at least i dont feel like i'm crapping today. haha!!
k la, i wanna watch my cartoon again. die man.. how am i going to adapt to study life again??!!?
oh ya, i'm quite overwhelmed today.... DumbOnion passed all her SubJects! erm... Malaysian Study was the highest.. followed by PNS and Org.Chem. haha!!
thank god... the stupid biostatistics... passed also! A-Men.
Hooray~~!!
i guess i hv to start packing my ass up and get ready for a new start. it is definitely a new start... cuz.. i'm in second year d.
time flies...
:-)
k la.. k la..... hv to deal with chemistry again in this coming sem. but at least.... no more reaction mechanisms>>>??? haha!!!
well, seep liao la... need to wake up early 2mr. :-)
chaio!!!
annyiong.......
but luckily.... i only had normal Pass motion. haha!!!
dunno what will happen la... 2mr...
going to KL 2mr morning.. then fellow ALO asked me to Summit for BOWLING!!! haha!!
erm... i think i'm going gua....
:-)
long time didnt hang out with them d.. oh ya, we just met last Saturday night during Cheang's Bday party! :-)
ya.. thanks to Yolk who spread to all of them that i am in a relationship... (according the comment on frenster she left.. my lao gong... oh ya, it sounds like i love my lao gong very much!! and i tak puas hati....)
haha!
ya.. i love him so much!!! he's so cute!! he's so great!!!!
who's he?
according to Yolk, it's JJ Lin!!!!
yup.... even my friends in Sabah thought i hv hubby d...
Darn...
Pang sai pun tak de masa...mana nak cari hubby?
hehe....
I guess bro doing great there.
The atmosphere in the house is... different. and i guess the person who misses my bro the most is my dad, why?
'he kept asking me this morning... "do u think he'll be ok there ar?" " will he adapt himself?"
" do you think i did the right thing by sending him there???"
bla..bla...
he's off today. staying at home, resting...and obviously, missing my bro. He still hvn get used to the situation without my bro.
and clearly, he still doubt his decision on sending and encourage my bro there.. there's one day, before my bro went, he phoned me, and i think he cried, cuz he sounded different.. he asked me : " U tell me honestly, do Yang ok with the decision i made? i really dont want him to feel like i am forcing him to go there... of course, if he tells me what he wants, i will support him fully... u tell this to ur bro, ask him to think properly..cuz whatever decision he made, i will support him.."
he was sobbing that time... i duno, i feel that he was sobbing, cuz... he sounded different.
My bro is poor in making decisions.. that's why papa and mummy has to make the decision for him. Till now... my bro has went there for 2 days.. they still ask me whether they've made the right decision...
especially my dad.
but i think my bro is happy there...
cuz i phone him and he said so. He promised me that he'll sms me if he got any prb or he feels like changing course. Of course, he is always welcomed.. My bro wor.. I love him very much le.. haha!
that day..i msged him and asked him not to miss me cuz i'll miss him very much... he replied... "dont make me cry la..cacat..." haha!!
ya... i knw he'll miss us definitely. so.. it's a routine for me to call him whenever i am free. hehe....
Anyhow, he asked us to give him some time to adapt to the life there....
and i guess my dad was disappointed when mum told him just now that bro said he dont wanna pertimbangkan other course (pharmacy) anymore. He said, since he is there, so he'll adapt the life there.
My dad.. he really looked miserable... but my mum told him that my bro sounds happy. i mean, i can feel that my bro is happy also la....
haha!!
Mum said dad tak biasa without the presence of bro... i shoot my dad :" ya lo, no one can do housework for you d... haha! "
i'm bad ler...
indirectly i told him that he gpot one less person to yell at. haha!!!
he knows i'm just joking... and i think he also feels regret that he did not really appreciate the time together with bro... and i guessed he flashed back all the tantrums he spurted during my bro presence. haha!
well, my bro and dad are the same kind. they need to learn from lost, not from experience la.. ha! but i can say, my dad is the greatest dad in this WWW. He really really love us so much...
though i can see there's some inequalities...sometimes la.. but i dont really mind. cuz bro is different from me. I am independent, bro is not so. well, i can understand how my parents feel about him, cuz i think i feel the same way. haha! I'm overprotective.. so do they.
why?
cuz i was instilled that i only hv a bro, and i need to care, love , and protect him. After all, when we grow up, we only hv each other...
haha... bro will appreciate family more when he's back! oh ya... so do my dad. so, i can expect less tantrums from him?? when bro is back????
hehe...
I feel sorry for my parents, cuz they will be in TOTAL loneliness after 7th July! I'll br going back to Cheras on 7th july, at nite.
Mummy asked me during dinner just now..." why go back so early? thought ur class starts 9th july?" "yup, mummy, i hv orientation on 8th july, so.. i hv to be there one day before...wah, when i go back d, both of you...alone lor?"
Mummy said : " ya lo... left only 2 of us.. dunno what can we do le?......"
I was....in silence.. pretending nothing and keep eating my dinner..
Dad cuts in :" I thought that asking him back for Pharmacy in MSU...cuz can come back everyday ma... but he said he's ok there..."
well, my dad wants to see him everyday, i got his msg! haha!!!
me? because i am only 1 hour away from Klang. so.... still ok, they can see me anytime.
I told them, it's time for bro to grow, he's been too protected by us.. dad : "by you la... haha"
erm... yes, mostly by me, that's why my bro is "glued" to me. :-)
see? everytime i want my bro to stumble and fall, so that he'll learn how to get up... but everytime, i pulled him up. i realized... if you love a person like that, you're jeopardizing him indirectly!
so...
i told my dad not to worry about him. he has to learn from experience, and he is lack of that.
mummy lagi funny.... she said.. " ya lo, the lecturer will teach them how to survive in the society hor?? got this subject right???"
i was.....like... " mummy, he has to learn it himself, not study on surviving skills from books... these skills cannot be thought, he has to learn it himself by attending activities or talks or seminars... and from friends."
mummy very cute le... if only i can learn surviving skills through books.. if only i can SURVIVE by getting A in this subject.
haha...
In a nutshell, they are still worried...
and i cant imagine days after next monday. cuz....they'll be alone with my cousin bro..
dad :" if only he studies in MSU,travel everyday...and he can fetch Ah Song to tuition at night d..." haha!
see my dad?
malas betul.....
haha!
anyway, i hope bro will enjoy himself... :-)
sTupiak Girl's having sore throat and she barely talks!! well... guess i should invite her to Green box..and give her the loudest microphone.. then i use the softest volume mic... hehehehehehe.... this "tua xia po" cant even beat me by the loud mic by then!! haha!!
I'm so bad la....
haha!!
anyway, i hope...she'll get well soon. and... dont let this happen during every exam time. i think this is controllable.. and hope she'll tk some vitamin C from food source la. get some good rest.. sleep earlier.. Exam oso need to sleep la!!! Sleep can boost up a person's immune system!!! that's true!!
went to get her papain strips right after i mandi...around 7 something almost 8pm? as i've promised to get it for her at night???!?
DumbOnion really really hv a StuPiak Girl who is really Stupiak to "brighten up" her life...
really bright le!!! pocket bright, can see through cuz burnt d.. ha!! left hand and left leg bright with red coloured hand marks of her...recently, DumbOnion got new bright leg marks also..ha!
"bang!" what to do? siapa suruh DumbOnion sayang the StupiaK Girl so muchie....
haiz....
"slap! slap!" (left and right)
P.S to Stupiak GiRL : for the sake of GreenBox and our outing before i start Uni, please please please tk good care of urself.....haha!!!
well, at least i dont feel like i'm crapping today. haha!!
k la, i wanna watch my cartoon again. die man.. how am i going to adapt to study life again??!!?
oh ya, i'm quite overwhelmed today.... DumbOnion passed all her SubJects! erm... Malaysian Study was the highest.. followed by PNS and Org.Chem. haha!!
thank god... the stupid biostatistics... passed also! A-Men.
Hooray~~!!
i guess i hv to start packing my ass up and get ready for a new start. it is definitely a new start... cuz.. i'm in second year d.
time flies...
:-)
k la.. k la..... hv to deal with chemistry again in this coming sem. but at least.... no more reaction mechanisms>>>??? haha!!!
well, seep liao la... need to wake up early 2mr. :-)
chaio!!!
annyiong.......
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