=) look, i have to say.

so, this is life.

I’m adapting myself to the tiredness. I’m actually learning something that might benefit me as a future pharmacist, of course, not in CCTV, but in terms of sales. I would say, its a different approach.

I need to transform from a professional to a layman salesperson. Sounds easy, but its not.

I start to condemn Malaysia’s education system, for being so  spoon feeding. I am one of the victims, i hate myself for being that way.

I blame Government, for forming a bunch of Malaysians who doesnt knw how to speak up and fight for their own rights. I hate government for mixing up politics ands religion, and it shows  that MAlaysians are not patriotic at all.

I love Malaysia, but our beloved government made everything so messy. Seriously, i am in Singapore now, i see a lot of Malaysians here, working. Singapore is good, in absorbing man power and geniuses.  knw what? Malaysians in Singapore are like “indonesian maid” in Malaysia.

Another thing which make Malaysia always an underdeveloped or developing country is the mindset of the leaders. They are not far sighted at all.

Malaysia is such a big country with lots of natural resources as a great source of income. Singapore is just a dot on world map and yhet, they are so developed. Although i don’t like about the idea of having chinese in everywhere i go, but i cannot deny that Singapore is a successful country. I feel ashamed when i’m in Singapore. Everytime i take MRT,i thought of LRT in MAlaysia. Its like a sky high position and down the drain experience. Singapore’s bus service is so efficient that everywhere can be reached by bus. Malaysia? nah… u’ll probably get lost in somewhere you dun even knw if you take bus, that area you wanna go cannot be reached by bus!

Let me share with you something that i’ve realized when i’m in Singapore, saying that you’re a Malaysian in Singapore makes you feel like a foreign labour. You knw, what does Singaporeans thinks about Malaysia? they said Malaysia’s roads are dark,not developed, and security is not good, have to be extremely careful with bags as you’ll be snatched anytime. Another one, Malaysians are known as money sucker, or corruptors, especially in politics. SEE!!! Singaporean thought Malaysians as such!~!!!

malu…

 

ME? I am not a patriotic girl, I love Malaysia, I dislike the political system and those short sighted views and projects! Its is making Malaysia back to worse, back to the stone age.=(

If this continues, we will never be a developed country! and Malaysia will keep losing geniuses cuz Singapore is absorbing all our citizens!!!!!!!

 

 

I’m tired d…. Well, 2mr is another great day!

 

I’m so fine, and i’m getting used to this kind of lifestyle/.

Not an easy life, but… I’m glad. =) I will persevere, wont give up! Pray for me. =)

 

6 months down, to klang. I miss Klang’s food…….

Greenbox… Black Magic canai.. lala jian, tong sui………. and my loved ones….

by the way, this year’s Christmas is an unforgettable one! I’m so glad to have my very first Christmas here in Singapore, as Jc’s friend. =)

blog about my Christmas in my next post! nite!

My second blogpost. =)

so, the reason i wake up early today is….  my dear Aunty Jane is going to fetch me for bfast and send me to JB sentral.. I dunno why my mum so scared of Aunty JAne, hahaha!!!! I’m close to her lar, and i can talk anything to her also.

WEll, My job is so far so good, it would be better if i’ve been confirmed a work permit. =) Anyway, I knw if i am doing my best, I will achieve what i want.

Life working in S’pore is not easy. I still prefer study life though. =) Like how i’ve told SorPor, probably this 6 months is a lesson from God. I dunno what is this precious lesson about but i’m definitely learning something big.

I’m having a great boss. At least care for the workers. I’m more than satisfied. I am now putting righteousness first, I don’t wanna lie, i don’t wanna sell something that i dont have, Honesty is the best policy, especially in business. But sadly, this is not my Big Big boss (means my boss’s boss) opinion. Thats what holding me back.

Well, I’m doing my part. God send me a msg, asked me to be patient, and do the best in whatever i do.

o, today is Christmas eve. My whole family is in Terengganu, celebrating Christmas as a family, left me alone in JB. very outkast huh?! hahahaha!!!

Read Pumpkin’s bloggie, yeah.. i think i have to postpone the headstart meal next year……… though i’m off on 1st jan. Sigh…. I’m sorry darling… i seriously miss your existence!! make sure you make time for me when i’m back! =) Boyfie comes 3rd that time!!! haha… (why 3rd? family first, me second, boyfie thirD)!! hehe…. YOU! tk care yeah! i miss mummy’s turkey and roasted lamb… =( send regards to mummy. say i miss her!

AL, miss u d.. sorry for all the empty promises. i’ve promised you for early and evening jog, and gym. i couldnt make it with you. I still hope that you carry on the plan without me too. I’ll see u in the next 6 months.

Christmas eve, having dinner with AUnty jane’s family! =) I’m meeting Daph’s boyfriend, Jensen tonight! yeah, get to meet him officially after so long. hahahahahaha!!!!!

2mr is the birth of Christ. Guys, any great celebrations? do have fun!!!! Christmas is a day full of joy! =)

I’m actually celebrating in Singapore. I was thinking, since i am here, why not?! i don’t have this chance next year d. =)

Life is contented. But i tell you, life working in Singapore is a life in no life. ha! understand?!

that is why i really admire those who can travel every single day to S’pore to work, and they have been doing it for at least 5 years!

gosh….

 

can die, travel 4 hours plus everyday, thru and flow.

 

Its almost 630am, I miss blogging! too bad, I’m always tired at night,and i would just check my mails every other day and sleep. I have no time to blog. Since I’m early today, just get my 20 mins to update my darlings on my condition. Yeah, i did not MIA on FB though. =)

Singapore dollar… it takes a lot to earn their money.

Will i change my perspective in money? I’m earning more than half of a pharmacy’s salary with just a job who can be done by anyone with SPM qualification. (but mind me, not much yeah.. pharmacist salary is like.. shit in Malaysia compared to S’pore) Gosh, see! the S’pore syndrome! hahaha! i mean, i am comparing everything now. XD

ha! nah, I’m blessed for what i have and the amount that i’ve left each month.

Saving hard for the rainy days. My only rainy day is.. travelling. =)

Gtg d! peepsie, take care!

Every where i go, JC never fail to be with me.I mean, he is really a good companion. Thanks for all the advises! Love you JC! See you soon!

What’s Christmas wish?

me? haha…. I wish that i am drawn closer to what i’m supposed to believe. Its a bless to knw that everything happens for a reason. You might not see it now, but it will be revealed as time goes.

 

Bless Aunty JAne and Uncle Yeoh’s family. They are so nice to me. =)

ta~! till i blog again! =)

by the way, spy gadgets are really scary…….. hehe… BUT! i can identify it when i see one! =P

ciao!

Merry Christmas !!!HO Ho HO!!!!

Summary of everything till now. =)

HELLO!!

man, i miss real blogging. sorry, last blog post was kinda copy and paste. hahaha!!!

I’m now good, currently travelling between 2 countries in a day. Yeah, starved myself to get more money! I’m working so that i can travel to Melbourne!!! (I hope so). hahahaha!!!'

Currently, I’m working in Sim Lim Square, a place like Low YAt plaza but so much higher class!!!! I’m so excited! and i am spending my days there full of happiness!!! why? cuz i’m surrounded by gadgets! High tech!

me? I’m working in an outlet selling electronics such as spy gadgets and CCtv. Well, I dunno that there are so many perverts until i work there! Long story why i get to work there, well.. I’ll tell u guys when i meet you guys personally! =)

To travel from Jb sentral to Woodlands, it takes around 1 hour! thanks to the CROWD! and mind you, a lot of ppl travelling to Singapore every single day to WORK!

Bad luck in Custom when u met travelers. Yeah, just this morning, lots of tourists from China and Thailand… the Custom in Woodlands in so crowded! i spent almost 30 minutes to get my passport stamp by the officer. damn.

but!!

one thing good about Singapore is.. you don’t need to worry tht you’ll get lost! The public transport is so EFFICIENT! Honest speaking, this is the first time i understand how to tk public transport.. and the ironic part is, i learn it in SIngapore! to be frank, i dunno how to tk bus in Malaysia, even till now…. LOLs!!!

So, i travel everyday thru and flow. My work starts at 11am. So, i gotto be at JB sentral at 9am. then it takes me approximately 1.5 hours to travel to Queen street. haha!! I actually enjoy travelling though! =P

Another thing, dun think that working in Singapore means can earn much… gosh, i need to save like mad to get my target savings!!! The food there are a pain in the ass, i mean the price! I’m a Malaysian, who will always convert prices!! and that sucks. So, end up, i wont be eating anything throughout the day, except some biscuits i brought in the morning. Life’s good working, but not good eating.

Well, tht’s why i chose to stay in JB and travel every single day. I can really save A LOT!

I thank GOD for great colleagues in Singapore! seriously, the story is.. unbelievable! My job is flexible, i can do whatever i want, code whatever price, and i don’t have a boss, but all friendly colleagues and friends! I love the environment working there!!! Never in my life, i can hop and jump when i get dressed up in the morning, and be so ready to go to work! =P haha!!! weird? LOLs!

by the way, I fired the Taiwan tea job, i am glad that i did not took up, the boss called again and ask me go to work today, but… i am happy here in Sim Lim Square. =P screw Taiwan drinks"’ job!

 

Overall, I’m happy, I have time for myself. I off work at 8pm sharp, reached JB around 9 plus. bath, and have fun with my cousies. =P

I intend to purchase medical books… sad,in JB, i dunno where to get it!!!!

I guess i’ll ask my parents to bring my notes up for me. hehe….

 

LEt me upload some photos, i had lunch with Cha bor in JAya 33, PJ. Shyuet Li’s kopitiam! they serve superb nasi lemak, roti jala, and gado gado! my fav!

 

                              

Nasi Lemak.

 

                             

Gado GAdo. My fav indon food!

 

                               

Roti Jala.

 

Superb!! i love that! and now i miss it.. cuz that was the last day i met Cha Bor… and everyone else. Right on that night, i’ve decided to come to JB as I’ve been confirmed to work in the Taiwan Drink shop…

 

bought this in Cold Storage, Jaya 33. HAve u seen this mini apple before?! its nice! =)

miss me? see me! hahaha!

 

                                       

Cheetos snack, bought is Cold Storage too! very nice and very filling! imported from USA. =)

 

So, i was on my way to JB, dropped by Yong Peng.

  

Gong Piang! but its none better than Sitiawan’s Gong Piang!!! I miss Aeris Yee now!!!! hahaha!

 

                                    

She’s the first “thing” i saw when i arrive! hahahaha!!!! I love Jeslyn!

 

                                  

she is damn adorable. She will play with her feet when she has nothing to do. hahaha!!!

 

                     

FAther & Daughter!!! Jeslyn is playing with her dad’s handphone. ==) She’s so adorable. =)

 

 

                         

these shots are taken when her mum said : “Jeslyn,smile!!”

then… Jeslyn smiled and snap! I took these 2 shots. hahahaha!!!

Mother and daughter! but Daughter more pretty. LOLs!!!

 

Went Jogging with my cousies at Johor IStana Garden. I love this place. very GREEN and it feels like going back to NATURE!

                         

 

                       

 

                          

 

                          

I like this place. I was sitting on the grass after jog, chatting with CAssie. =)

 

                    

street artist in Rochor Road, Fu Lu Sou. =)

 

                                     

this is good!!! found in City Square, JB! the red colour jelly, it has water chestnut inside!!! =) yums!

 

the closer shot. =)

 

                         

Roti Canai gulung and leper and goreng.. FAmous in JB, very nice!! especially when it is hot! hahah!!!!

went to KSL city, a new big complex in JB. saw this in a boutique, and i don;t like it. hahahaha!!!! reminds me of Chucky!

 

                             

Bought these in BreadTalk. cute?! haha!! its superb!!! =)

 

                           

Santa bread! =)

 

 

i took these this morning, hahaha!!! cute sisters of saying “ I LOVE YOU” in their own way! Gosh, these 2 always fight, and they even fight while asleep. hahaha!!

 

                         

                                      

Zoom out view. hahahahah!!!!!!!

 

okay, let me end here lar. k?

I gotto print my cert now for my work permit! =) hehehe…

 

I miss all of you!!!

Pumpkin, no worries! will be in one piece!!! erm, when is ur bday ar? i got amnesia… even if u tell me, i will forget also. HAHAHAHAHAH!

Al, gambate!!! miss you lots! =)

daddy and mummy, i’m not a girl anymore.=) I’m going further… next time!!! =)

Tri no.3, and Grace yen Pue Ho.. now i miss you guys’ existence!!! =)

Good night!!!! Time to rest and read some books! =)

 

Ciao!

story of pencil and eraser

 

Pencil: I'm sorry....
Eraser: For what? You didn't do anything wrong.
Pencil: I'm sorry cos you get hurt bcos of me. Whenever I made a mistake, you're always there to erase it. But as you make my mistakes vanish, you lose a part of yourself. You get smaller and smaller each time.
Eraser: That's true. But I don't really mind. You see, I was made to do this. I was made to help you whenever you do something wrong. Even though one day, I know I'll be gone and you'll replace me with a new one, I'm actually happy with my job. So please, stop worrying. I hate seeing you sad. :)

I found this conversation between the pencil and the eraser very inspirational. Parents are like the eraser whereas their children are the pencil. They're always there for their children, cleaning up their mistakes. Sometimes along the way... they get hurt, and become smaller (older, and eventually pass on). Though their children will eventually find someone new (spouse), but parents are still happy with what they do for their children, and will always hate seeing their precious ones worrying, or sad.
This is for all parents out there.....

preparing for the day.

i’m so tired, travelled to Singapore to get used of the bus and mrt route. Gosh!

Anyway, My confidence is building. I’m kinda ready for the challenge of the month. I’m scared, but i’m ready!

My life will be busy.. yeah, really busy. I’m still gonna enjoy my day there! hehehe.

My “side chapter” of my life will be starting soon. Do not be sad of me not being present in where i’m supposed to be, but be happy for me cuz i’ve finally get to work in Singapore and have experience!

Erm.. Singapore’s stuffs are a pain in the ass!! LOLs!! thank God the place i’m working in is loaded with foods! and meals are not a problem, so as transport. Well, I’m kinda excited.

My day will start with travelling and end with travelling. It probably will be the same for the next few months cuz now, I’ve planned not to move, i’ll see what’s the situation first. Well, pray for my health and stamina!

 

2mr, another visit to THE island!! =) I really really cant wait. I probably (most probably) will not have public holiday off or new year off, or christmas off or chinese new year off! gosh….

anyway, I’ll see how it goes. =)

 

I’m good, still healthy. JB is not the place that i wanna be, but its the safest place compared to other places. For now, I’m just gonna stuck my ass in JB.

 

Yes, My big warm hug will reach you when i’m back. =)

for all of you that missed me, or i’ve missed… I thank God everyday for sending you guys into my life. Without you, my life would’ve been different.

 

Tired. time to sleep.

 

good night!

new journey awaits

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marine parade taiwan yin liao zhuan mai dian.

photos--- checked

spm cert?passport, IC, grad cert, photo passport 4x-- checked

block 83, marine parade centre. (the place i’l be working)

 

Many things can happen in a few hours time. yeah, I’ve got a job in Singapore. I’m leaving to JB 2mr morning. very random and i have to ffk all the trips that i’ve planned.

I’m still preparing mentally for everything…. ITs a turning point of my life…

 

Prayers in need.

• a place to stay in Singapore, and those who have contacts, help me lookout ya.
• new job, new environment –pray for me, my first experience overseas. The next country will definitely be further.
• health, stamina. as for now, travelling is what i’m doing temporarily.
• wisdom.

I cant believe that today is my last day sleeping on my own bed. I hugged Sheepig for less than a month, and i’m leaving.

Well, everyone looks supportive. =)

mum asked me to enjoy working life, not save money life. when its time to spend, must spend.

dad changed me some money, gave me a map, scared that i got lost, or scared that when i get lost, i can use the map and find my way back. Well… i think the map is useful. hahaha!

Al, plz dont shed a tear for me, this isnt goodbye. tk care!! i’ll miss you a lot!!! *hugs*

Pumpkin, be good. =) all the best in ur finals!!! meet u when i meet u!! *loves*

Pamelo.. cacat fler…. whr’s my ipod?!?!?!? hahaha!!! *punch*

Sher, Si por, and all the sampat gang, tk care!! Sher! will not forget how we watch movies at the price of one!! Aeris, i’l miss ur narcolepsy! no.3 and No 8! both of u will miss me lots, i knw. hahahahaha!!!!

 

date cancelled, now at least i can spend more time with my sheepig, Dino and No Name. + my family!!!!!!!!

 

Aww… i’m gonna have fun!!!!!!!

pray for me!!! =)

Great days. =)

Its been a really really long time since i’ve blogged. nah, no jet lag. haha! in fact, i think i’ve had the most fun these few days.

Spent my days with my cousies, and i went out with Char Bor yesterday!

Well, i did not expect that things can go well even if its just two of us. Erm, we really had fun. hahahah!!! I will not forget that we’ve actually watched 2 movies at the price of one!! thanks to you! Cha Bor!! your sua-gu-ness really amazed me!!! ha!

I’ve shopped in GM yesterday morning before i met Cha bor, bought her some real cool stuff and she likes it. Erm, yeah, she requested it for long time d, and a promise is a promise, as i’ve promised her that i’ll get her that thing the next time i met her (which was yesterday).

The car MP3 player is cool. Old stuff toy, but its real cool. =)

So, what' i’ve done yesterday?? Went to Jaya 33 for lunch! yums! i still miss the Gado-Gado till now!!! and the Roti Jala! =P

Spent most of the time wasting life jamming on the road, yeah… as usual. Went to Ikano Power centre, Curve, and cathay cineplex, spent our day there! movie-ing has already taken up most of our time.. which i’ve enjoyed a lot except for the temperature in the cinema. hehe… Then, went to have the famous curry puff in Ikea,and the meatballs!!! love it!! and window shopped in Ikea. Took some photos of the Christmas Deco at The Curve.. Well, we definitely get to knw each other MUCH BETTER after the Ikea window shopping experience. Yeah, Cha bor was acting like a mother. hahahaha!!!!

Mind me, I will really get her CNY gift, bday gift, and Christmas Gift in IKEA in the future because Ikea has it all!!! (and she likes the stuff there). Too bad, i can’t marry Cha Bor.. because to me, shopping for Ikea stuff should be done with your spouse! hahahahhaha!!!

Mmm… have to think twice if i were to marry Cha bor, cuz…. she’s an ADHD, and… ADHD/ (Attention Deficient Hyperactivity Disorder). LOLs!!!! Think of a hyperactive kid, Cha Bor has all the traits and characteristics! XD  thank God i’m a FEMALE! LOLs!!!

Went back to Cheras again to get the table back, with Cha Bor.. then, sing-a-long and chat in the car. She makes me wanna watch RAPUNZEL so damn much!! anyway, i really wanna watch it so BADLY!!!!!!!!!! cuz its sweet!

reached home around 1am, washed up, and watched Shrek 2 with Pamelo. I was a loser, i slept. I was just physically accompanying him. was too tired. hahaha!!!!!

 

Talking about today, I just woke up. Just watched an episode of Korean Drama, The Secret Garden. Nice though! funny! hahaha!!!

Later, meeting Doreen up for movie!! its her bday! and i’m gonna accompany her for movie!!! yeah, u bet, The Social Network, AGAIN!!! today is the 3rd time i’m watching it! Damn, i love the movie!!!!! Thumbs up and Toes up for the movie!!!!! I love the conversations in the movie!!!!!! its so smart-ass and cunning! Justin Timberlake’s voice melts me… Uuhhh…. haha!

Later meeting Julene in LC. I really dunno why its so sudden.. but Doreen asked her whether wanna join for movie onot, and Ju replied that she’s working full today and wanna see us in LC. i was like… WHAT?!?!?!? why so sudden!?!?!??!  anyway, there’s no way out this time.. and… yeah, gotto meet her too!! (Can’t wait!!)  hahahahah!! i wanna eat chocolates in LC!! i hope there’s still leftovers!

If i’m not going anywhere 2mr, I’ll probably be in KLCC for a talk about migration to NZ. Well, i hope i can make it to the talk, mummy, plz dun plan a last minute thingy….. hahahah!!!

Its almost 11am, i wanna nap for a while as i was awaken by the urge to defecate, and now my eyes are dry and the sleeping signal starts ticking now.

 

I’m gonna enjoy my few days left holiday!!!!!!!

Prayers still in need here. Pray that i’ll be able to get what i want. =)

relieved.

relief.

thanks for all the prayers from friends and family! without anyone of u, this won’t happen!!!

 

I am truly blessed. Truly truly blessed.

 

i’ve spent my past few days meaningfully! with my cousies and family! wow… time flies. This Sunday, haha… another outing with my friends!!! =)

Everything is over for now. I am happy that i’ve managed to pull it through with God’s grace. =0

So, my life as a 3rd year marks an end. =)

 

Now, its another journey for job seeking and travelling!!! yay!

 

I drank a lot yesterday. ya, somesay i was drunk but i wasnt!!!!!

i drank at least 3-5 glasses (restaurant glasses) of Brandy (MArtel)! Damn, i was so high! but i wasnt drunk. =) and a few glasses of normal Tiger Beer..

erm, i can really drink. Even the liqour waitress said : “ wah, u very power huh!”

I said: “no power.. no power…” hahahaha!!!!

liqour is my type! yoohoo!!!

i hate PAmelo for cancelling the trip to LAngkawi!! i want him to get liqour back for me!!! gosh!

 

Congrats to dear Corrine!! loved ur wedding day!!! and i’m happy and proud of you!!!! Loves!!!

 

well, i gotto go, i’m good, fine!!

Pumpkin, thanks…. for being with me.

love u!!!!

good day bad day.

ok, clearly shows that i feel un-peace the whole day. Well, i told myself not to worry about everything, somehow.. big part of me still worrying about something… which i don’t knw what i’ve done and it brings me to the situation that i am enduring now..

Screw it… I’ll have words in my mouth when the time comes.

 

Watched Harry Potter 7 with my Pumpkin. =) well, i was more like a story teller. haha!! watching it makes me wanna read the book again! cuz i’ve forgotten most of the part…. haha! anyway, i bet u wont understand if u did not read the book, cuz its kinda confusing. To me, it was okay. i mean, the movie was okay.. the book is better!!! =)

One thing’s for sure, this part of the movie is the MOST DETAIL series ever. =) yeah, its true. compared to the last movie, Half Blood Prince, this is better.. to me, its more understandable. =)

 

I’m looking forward to NARNIA! probably i’ll watch it again end of this week. =)

 

I’m proud of myself cuz i did not buy anything from the freaking J card sale today!!! hahahahaha!!! it takes a lot of self control!!!

hehehehe…..

 

me and Pumpkin were having breakfast in Nyonya Colors this morning, she asked me something that makes me think deep.. “do you realize that i’ve changed?”

haha!! well, she said she spent lesser.

it reflects back to me… means if she spent lesser, i spent more? lols!!!

the only thing that came to my mind was.. “ both of us have changed…”

 

pumpkin, u realize???

 

hahahaha… i do. I am experiencing the growth in us. Yeap.

Everytime, it gets more and more comfortable hanging out with her. =) In another way, we grow. All of us grow… and i’m quite sure that we grow positively… (though we grow fatter) hahahahha!!!

Actually, it is very hard to find someone “connected”. Erm, no one will understand this kind of connection i think. What’s on her mind, its on mine, almost at the same time, and till now, everytime, its at the same time we’re thinking about the same thing. mmm…. bad or good?

lols.

acceptance and love. i would say. <3

 

 

ok, time to do some file-ings.

i cannot imagine that i’m doing something that i once hated. something that i always tell myself that i am not interested in. haha…

its true that sometimes, nothing can stop us, only our brain barrier stops us!!! as long as we’re willing to give chance and give way to try, nothing is impossible. I’m not saying that i love accounts, but i reckon that i don’t dislike it like how i used to. Do not set a brain monologue, it blocks everything.

Probably, I’m a fast learner.. which contributes to easy learning. hahaha!! anyway, for the future 6 months, i wanna master something that i don’t think i can master. Big dreams, i wanna fight for it, badly.

I am glad that i see lights now. =) thanks to Pumpkin. Was kinda down, today is not going to be that good, i knw. Mmm….

but worrying only take away today’s peace, it doesnt solve the problem. So, i will prepare myself and face it.

 

I guess JayCee has made it clear to me through someone else. I’m glad that he finally speaks to me. Eventhough its not directly, i still feel happy that things are finally showing some way to me. Jaycee, my friend. Thanks.

I said i wanna do some invoice File-ings. HEre i go.

 

thanks for the accompany Pumpkin, without you this morning, my emotion will be doomed the whole day! not PMS, but like i said, today is not a good day to me… =(

 

off i go. Ciao!!!

 

Al, all the best!!! be positive! =P

to AL, nightghost.

sweet right? din realized that we’ve known each other for so damn long. i still rmber, u were just a Form 1 kiddo. hahaha!!!

this NightGhost of mine, Mmm…. complicated…… lols! nah, she’s someone special and the way we know each other is just… special too!

she’s supposed to be close to another friend of mine, but… end up, close to me now. hahaha!! fate is a magical thing, u cant fight it. It wont go when its not time to go. It wont come, when its not the time to come.

right???

This post, i dedicate to my dear NightGhost. Thank you for being so loving and willing to listen to me every single outing that we had. =) Love you!!!! Promise i’ll meet u up after ur WAR!

She’s having examination. Well, i knw she’ll do well, and i truly understand that she’d changed from the first day i knw her till now. She has grown.

She has been more mature than her own age, all the while.  =) this one, yeah…

Happy to have a sis like u in my life.

more than happy actually. hahaha!!!!!

 

and i couldnt believe that u still keep our letters when we were so young that time. hahahahaha!! keep it well, its a nice memory.

 

in short, she is sentimental, loving, caring, blunt, honest, true, hardworking, smart girl!!!! (there are more, cant really get the right words to describe all..haha!!)

 

I am very very happy to have u in my life! and… *hugsss*

 

gambate in exam!!!!!

 

on 1st dec with love. <3

shopping-spree’s curse.

so, here i am almost 4am.

i miss Pamelo saying :" so its Perth-bond at this time again?”

haha!! yeap, I’ve been chatting with Calv for the past few nights. Glad that i am his listener…. =) well, 5days gone, and time flies.

I was in JJBT alone yesterday afternoon… and man!! time flies when u’re indulged in shopping!!! Gosh! i enjoyed myself a lot!! seriously a lot! hahaha!!

There were loads of ppl start buying d. me, i damn Fan4 Jian4! saw some cardigan vest that i liked, and… woohoo! got it on the day itself!! (see, i couldn’ve get cheaper price on 1st and 2nd december on J Card sale day)

damn, right? ahahaha!!!!

Bought a topsie to go along with the cardigan vest!

owh, i was looking at another cardigan, which i looked for quite long… and it looks like a big toilet bowl hole on a piece of cloth. Damn, i am too stupid to figure out how to wear it!!! hahaha!!!

Erm, i am still going to shop if i have time after the KLIA session! hahaha!!! fuyoh…. never in my life, i enjoyed shopping that much! haha!!!

 

More to go! showed mum my outfit, yeah.. be a model to model out my outfit. I showed her everything that i bought from last week till this week. Erm, dun be mislead, its only 3 pairs k… I am choosy for what i buy. And i have serious PMS in shopping. I only shop at the right mood, at the right place, and at the right time!! haha! tht’s why you don’t see me shop most of the time, and i am being labeled as someone who DOESNT LOVE SHOPPING. yeah, i dont really quite love it when it is done in a crowd and a certain place… but, like i said, i do shop. =)

Pumpkin said that i am cursed. well i think i am!!! ha!

ITs like being cursed by the price and the discounts!!! =)

 

I guess mum was kinda surprised with my taste though! i do look good in those outfit!! (haha! boast a bit) lols!

 

ITs like, 4 am now. i’ve slept a few hours downstairs, then came up here around 2 plus am.. and i’ve decided to exercise.. ha! of all time, i chose almost 3am to gym with my rider! Stupid right? well, holiday is the time where you get to do crazy and stupid things!

I had my second homecook dinner from my dad! delicious! and i was having hunger pangs since 4pm while i was shopping. Damn fan4 jian4 i tell you, i just cant take my eyes off the clothes and i ignored my urgency to pee and to drink and to eat! hahaha!!!!

 

if i did not remind myself about the time, i think i will continue trying outfits and shopping till jjbt closes.

and damn, why Blook closed down!?!? business that bad???? don’t really used to see empty blocks between shops… sigh… Blook has nice outfits, this i can agree! =)

I am seriously enjoying every single moment here alone, and can i not move back to my room?? i enjoy staying in Pamelo’s room… sobs… can i ask him to tk my room instead???????

haha! he’ll kill me.. cuz i’ve been torturing Dino ever since i came back!

 

Courage is going from failure to failure without losing enthusiasm. – Winston Churchill

so true. =)

my result will be out in a few day’s time and people has been talking about on FB, make ppl freaking panic. haha! whatever will be, will be. =) i’m leaving it to God. I’ve tried my best!!! very best!!! =P

 

I think i better hit the sack. Today is another tiring and challenging day!I’m meeting up my old buddies tonight! guess it will be a great day for me though!

Dino is calling my name, he needs my hug and he needs me to dig his nose! =) hahaha……

 

Ciao guys. i’ll post up pictures if i have any tonight! or 2mr morning. =P

 

probably, i just gotta ignite the light in me…

 

 

Buenos noche, adieu!

emo-ing a lil. but.. i’m cool! =)

When you have tasted the perfection, what you are going to taste in the future will be your second taste of perfection, it will not beat the first.

It is saddening to knw that rejection hurts, but somehow.. it doesnt..

I only understand the feeling of being rejected indirectly, but not.. straight to the face. Anyway, i am saddened, in a way, happy. What kind of feeling is this??

Mmm.. things will be revealed 2mr! yeah, I’m going to get my arse to CT to knw what is the truth. =), i wanna knw both sides of the story.. yet, i will stay neutral. Yeah, like i always did.

See, love is something devastating sometimes. but personally, i enjoyed every moment of love, regardless with who. my 2P, dad and mum.. friends…

yeah…

 

Somehow, sometimes, i do feel that there’s no one to love or help me when i’m in need. but… everytime when i feel that way, miracles come along and i will not think of any negative thoughts anymore… because God has blessed me with wonderful people in my life.

I’m kinda sad, because lovely ppl just couldnt get along, and.. heartbroken moments are everywhere. Tht’s why i wanna knw both sides of the story. I’m enduring a side, suffered on the other side, by not knowing the other side.

i am somehow amazed by what a person can do. outta love.

=)

 

well, life will be more wonderful if there’s another existence of such wonderful ppl. hahaha!!!!

Me,in another way, is truly blessed cuz i’m surrounded by these people.

So, come back to me.

My time is odd, i exercise in the middle of the night, take only one or 2 meals a day,  live like the only child, lazing around, shopped alone. This kind of lifestyle is cool!! hahaha!!

i’m loving every moment here at home. I’ve never online for so damn long. I’ve never shopped for so long d, its cool to shop alone though! =) I realized that i am more comfortable with alone shopping… not to say not comfortable with others, but the list comes second with mummy and my Pumpkin. i love shopping with these 2 creatures. hahaha!

 

Today, I’mma drop by jjbt and GM klang for a walk. yeah, for a quick walk. I’m getting myself a west, if possible…

I’ve bought a nice topsie yesterday! thanks to mummy!!! hahaha!! i love it so much!! =P

well, i think i better go settle my household chores, brush up, have quick lunch, then SHOP! =)

i can’t wait for what i’m going to buy later!!! hope i’ll get something out of nothing. hahahaha!!!

 

Ciao!!!

Klang-Genting_ayer tawar, sitiawan-Klang

thank you for the X.

damn, i’m so lazy to upload photos and blog about my trip.. thanks to the comfortable bed in my Pamelo’s room. I’ve been conquering his room since i came back. haha!! damn comfortable.

 

Thanks to my Pumpkin for the accompany for KTV and meals ever since she hop back from Setapak. I cant be more glad to see her. I love her more each day!!

my Pamelo, damn.. he is still having exam. No doubt, these 2 creatures are the ones that fill almost half of my heart. =) woke up at 6am, msged my Pamelo to wish him all the best, and he thought i had nightmare…. cuz i DON’T NEED to wake up that early and i DID! sigh… and so here i am, blogging.

 

 

 

 

 

good seafood after finals!! my darlings really enjoyed it!!! haha! I’m glad that they are satisfied!!! =)

Seafood in Klang, Fantastic!!!

 

                      

they are enjoying the meals!!!

Vivien, Sher, Tri, Gracie and me!!! =) did i missed out anyone else? hahaha!

Bah Kut Teh in Klang! Awesome!! had this is Tian Chuan Restaurant, bayu Perdana. =)

 

                             

Vivien and Sher. =) <3

 

 

                        

had this in J-Co. superb!!!!! hahaha!

 

                       

superb ikan panggang in Klang Jaya!!! seriously, the best that i’ve tried!!!

 

 

they enjoyed the trip alot. haha!

 

                            

practically, i was busy on the phone. hahaha!!! Tri looks good in her spec huh!

 

                   

we were on the way to the city of money!! hahahaha!!

taking photos eventhough we’re in the taxi. damn. lols!

 

the four.

never in my life, I’ve stopped by so many places to take photo while we were on the way to the City of Gold. hahah!

 

back into the car again, yeah.. she has a major face problem.hahaha!

 

the Cradle Rock, me and Gracie. =)

seriously, i was surprised that she is very very approachable. Never in my life that i thought i’ll be close to her one day. haha! Grace, if u’re reading this, you are lucky! haha! or i should say, I’m lucky. =)

 

           

me looking good in specs?? haha..no no no.. i still enjoy my perfect eyesight! =)

the Trio. This is the first trip that we are not 3 of us only. Thank God for Tri and Gracie! (they both self invited themseves, hahah!)

 

some funny and stupid moves that we captured on the cradle rock. hahahaha!! i just love Genting’s weather!! =)

Grace, the kangkang is damn funny!!! Tri.. what is she doing? hahaha!!!

 

the most important is the accompany. =) this one, i agree!!!

 

                        

act cute la? sorpor! hahaha!!

 

                      

cekik.. cekik… haha! love my girls!

 

                             

this one sucks… coffee bean, yucks… i think only the Genting branch sucks..

casino was a good experience!! and the weather!!! =) tired, but satisfied!!!

 

 

we had a cool fun up there. =) hahaha!

 

                                                  

                                 

                                

the amount of laughter and fun we had… were uncountable! haha! thanks to all the sorpors and i’m the only sane one! LOLs!!!!

 

                

 

so, these are the GOOD FOOD in Ayer TAwar!! Gosh!! i miss those food!!! haha! Kudos for Aunty Sally and family!! thanks!

 

                                              

this is fantastic! water to cool body system down, leung sui! its so different from the one in Klang! =)

 

                                      

Audrey, Tri, Gracie.

 

cendol in Ayer Tawar!!! =)

 

             

 

                   

first time i sit in her car, and she is driving with her eyes close. hahaha!

 

                         

the beach!!! Teluk Batik!! =)

 

 

                     

soar on wings like eagle. haha!

 

                      

 

                             

my sorpors!!! =)

 

                         

damn, i have a bunch of attractive girl friends. hahaha!

 

                      

this can be the most spooky photo ever… see the super black hangus figure behind?? it’s a human, and so black. hahahaha!!!

 

i love the background of the sea… yea, i was almost pengsan, tht’s why i did not join them in the water. hahaha!! hot lar!

 

                      

Ze Hanger. haha!

 

 

                  

 

nice one!! seriously its good!

 

on the road again!! =)

 

                        

kam pua mee.. yums!

 

 

lu3 la4!

 

pian3 nv4!  and long4 yan1.

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the reading and pin yin are all in Fuk Chew language. hahaha!! i am also learning the language now. =)

 

 

my favourite!! li3 bing3.!! =)

 

so, end of the trip. =)

 

i will go back to Ayer Tawar again! definitely!

the whole 1 week of journey.. it colours up my sem break!!! eventhough its a local trip, but.. i was so sua gu that i have not tried any of Ayer Tawar’s local food before!!! hahahaha!!!

 

till then! love all of y’all! =)