Monday, and REDEEMED 09"’

                              

Obviously…. I was bored.. Today, i can only describe my day as a tired and dull one… yep, occupied with meetings.

This morning, i woke up late. Class at 930am.. i woke up at 9.15!!! My first reaction was.. “ FUCK!”

then i quickly change, wash up and RAN to UNI!! gosh….

luckily, when i reach, the tutorial class just started.. haha!! Mana Tahu, Sher came later than me… hehe… She woke up at 9.15 also.. haha!

so, classes end at 1.30pm. then the MOCK SIMULATION of the PHC starts at 2pm. Gosh.. i was freaking hungry….

so, no time to take my lunch, as i am the ASS. HEAD. so i have to be there. okay, fine, skip lunch only ma….

Wanna thank all my mates who gave us support for the MOCK!! thank you!!!!

mana tahu, everything ends at 4 something, including meeting after the MOCK. so, I tot… it’s dinner time, plus i was not that hungry anymore. Since Sher has practice till 6 (initially).. so, decided to wait for her la.. cuz it’s  be unsafe to walk back alone. :-)

well, she ended up finished everything at 9.20pm. yeah, i studied in the campus till that time… haha!! waited for her… and my hunger gone! LOL…

FYI, I am not on diet!

so, i just came back from ALI BABA, met Josie there and Jonathan! we makan and chatted lo..

so, this is wat i did during my revision. I am really tired and Hypo!! yeah, can u imagine my lunch and dinner without glucose, and WATER!! it’s Hunger plus Dehydration!!!

yeah, i was saturated too…so decided to take a short break and scribble what i feel. Yeah, i shouldnt show this, but…hehe…. nvm la.. :-)

Left one… it looks like a bird.. it is actually paper shred from the test pad…

yeah, I WASN’T READY TO FLY.

i AM NOT READY YET….:-)

I dunno why i took this pic.. it’s a sudden catch… so.. hahA!!

well, i cant laugh and smile now… I was chatting with DeER just now.. i cant smile and laugh!! why? I am doing facial mask now!!! HAHA!!!

yeah la, how bad… cuz i normally smile when i chat with people.. my face mucle is restricted now.. Mmm…

yeah, this is the mask DeEr bought la… It took me long to finish it. hehe… anyway, i will finish it. :-) and will do it often now, cuz i am lack of sleep!! seriously!!!

I am tired. sleepy.. wanna sleep earlier and be punctual to 2mr’s class 2mr.

My Moral Studies Final exam is next week. so, i am still going to GREENBOX with DeER this Friday!!! haha!! i cant wait!! i hope everything will be as planned!! i miss yelling with her!! i miss duet-ing with her!!! I miss gui ling gao, I miss mamak.. I miss window shopping on dresses!! I miss… going out with her la.. :-)

and to DeEr..Stupid DeER,

I din know that you cried.. haha!! I love it ar!!! haha!! i suka when i see u cry!! haha!! kinda miss ur tears la… u wanna cry this Friday?? I’ll give you a COLD SHOULDER! muahahaha!!!

well, take care ya!! be in one pieces till i see you. Keep everything till this Friday. You can yell, u can be brutal like you always do. I am ready for it, and i’m ready to see you.

I hope you wont hide from me.. cuz i am not THEM. Let me be someone that you can be true to urself. and of course, be true to me. :-) 

I miss your stupid face la. aiks….

okay la, it’s time to wash my mask off. or should i say, peel my mask off. haha!!

Mates, REDEEMED 09’, 31st MArch, Tuesday, MPH, 7pm!! be there!!! let’s support Shereen Ang!!!

and… to those Christians, Pastor Rose is going 2mr too!! :-)

P.S : How can i step in? I wanna cross the boundary… i need courage. :-)

 

EARTH HOUR LASt SAturday and muh Sunday

U might wonder, why am i not taking the candle??? haha!! nah… SS-ing? not always.

well, as i said, we ate our dinner beside the pool.. on a small table. can u imagine all of us, (big SIzed) surrounding the small table???

That day, it makes me miss the days we used to BBQ almost every weekend.. :-)

Just wanna show how dark it is actually that day without flash from my Xpress Music. :-) yeah, it was dark.

Straight at 8.30pm, Me, the manager… haha!! switched off all the lights and air conditioner!! then, start our dinner outside!!

Right is the pic i took from outside. cant imagine eh? haha!! come to my house one day, then you’ll knw how my house looks like. :-)

Basically, Like i said, i enjoyed the Earth Hour a lot.

haha!! Kudos to Ju!! She supported by switching off half of the shop’s lights!!! haha!! unbelievable!!!

ok, back to my Sunday.

I was working with Doreen today.. yeah, again. Well, I kinda work well with her now. Ermm…. actually right, Dellynn can really work with anyone else eventhough she doesnt like the person….

To me… Mmm… work is Work, Friend is Friend.  There must be a clear cut between them. yes, For sure!

haha!! I’m kinda independent without Kavitha or Ju’s existence la.. cuz everything has to be done by myself. so.. yeah i learnt a lot.

and i really like to share the hospital pharmacist’s life with Doreen. She taught me lots of things indirectly.

and She is true, “ It depends on you whether you wanna learn or improve yourself onot, no one can force you. “

Yup, this is what’s happening to our Seniors who are doing housemanship. They suck like hell. Sorry to say…

My senior is under her now.. and she said that they did not perform well..

They spoiled the image of pharmacists. Come on la, we deal with life and lives!! can u guys please be more responsible??? ask if u dont understand!!! dun shut the fuck up and keep everything to yourself!!!

Admit if you’re wrong, take the responsibilities, be a true human!! not a coward!

and… Dont jeopardize the future pharmacists’ image.. which is US!

wow…

I seriously dont want to be one of them…

Like what i confess before, i love clinical pharmacy, I want to learn.. and i wanna give the best to my patients, and my community.

well, yeah.. let the time proves? who knows what may happen 2mr right??

I am grateful that i still have my heart to beat today.

Received a call from Aunt Jackie. Gosh, She is… i dunno how to explain her existence in my life, like i have so much fate with her. Yeah, FATE.

She is a mother of two, a mother who improved from a ZERO to HERO. I respect her much!! seriously..

yeah, i picked up the phone when she called, we kinda like had a short chat. She is always concern about me. My studies, My personality.. my weight? LOL.. nah..

She asked me about my studies, so.. i told her that it was ok.. then you knw what she told me which really really touched the deepest me?

she said :” Gwen, be positive.. come, let me teach you something. Every morning when you wake up, tell yourself that you are going to do your best, and you are going to pass with flying colours. Tell yourself that you are capable of doing all the questions and face everyday positively. When you say it out to the UNIVERSE, indirectly the positive energy will come on you. You will get what you want, and.. you will pass your exam. Dont be negative, Life is suppose to be wonderful. “

can u imagine someone other than mummy spoke these to me? I’m seriously touched. owh ya, GWEN is what she called me.

She is one of the people who opened up my positive thinking. haha!! thanks to her, my mum has been more positive than ever too.

that’s why my mum would never force me on anything. cuz she knows and she believes that i can do it.

but.. u know, as a child, I really feel bad to disappoint them.. especially with my academic field. Anyhow, what touches me the most is, both my parent told me to keep moving on. Take my time, and finish everything. They even asked me to be relax in my exams and dont be panic, tk it as doing some exercises, and believe that you can do it. No need to stress so much and end up blank minded in exam.

Owh.. yeah…. I cried terribly after one of the papers last Sem.. haha!! guess who saved me from depressing? books.. mum and dad.. plus GOD.

well, I think my life has some extra credits compared to others.. hehe… no one ever failed, stumble and fall, and climb up in split seconds like i do? LOL.. not praising…

hehe… I’m still learning..

Mates, lets learn together.

knowledge is to be shared. All of our aim is to pass exams. so..dun be stingy on TIPS ya!!!

WArn you!! if i caught you keeping all the shit to yourself… haha!! CUrse u fail! LOL…

Dellynn felt lazy the whole day. Aww…. yeah yea!! something cheered me up though… hehe.. She personally chosed the key chain for me!!! *glad*

cant express how happy i am though…:-)

Okay, I’m kinda frust with PPS.TV now… i cant seem to crack it!! aiks…

and… IT SEANG, why the hell am i a “cracked head”? because i always crack on my practical result and report?? LOL!!

You are a DEAD MEAT when i see you!!!!!!hehe…

well, it’s kinda late. by the time i post this, it will be 12.40am. Back to my HEctic life. :-)

and.. i cant be more proud of myself that… my sENSE of FAMILY has increased a lot now…

whatever i do, I wanna be with my family, including you.

so, i hope DeEr is alrite now. :) Proud of her sometimes.. angry? erm… cant remember when i got angry of her…. hate? yeah, everyday. haha!! Love? NEver always. LOL. what an opposite idiom.

I hope she’ll be fine and in one piece la.. dun wanna see a cracked puzzle… even if she’s crack, I’ll put it back even though it takes time. hehe… yeah la, easy rite?? just put some superGlue and stick it back! LOL

I’m crapping…

Ciao!

Time to sleep??? will see then….

Tired Saturday... EARTH HOUR!! :-)

I am seriously worried about DeER...

Though she'll say nothing happened.. but.... i am still worry about her.
yeah la, she wont commit suicide or do stupid things to herself... but ... aiks..

yeah, u wont understand the feeling of worry.... It's like how you worry about your Final exam result.. takut kantoi..

haha!!


Today, I supported EARTH HOUR!!!
me and my parent were supportive... hehe... what we did?

We took dinner in the dark, beside my fish pool.. despite swtching off all the lights and power supplies....
Yeah, I actually MAKAN NASI TEPI Pool... haha!!

it was a last minute decision though... :-)

anyway, i did not know that having dinner outside, near car porch ...can be a memorable moment to us....
i din knw that i can really chat with my parents... haha!! we talked about stuffs, life, experience, relationships..... Aww...

can we have another EArth Hour 2mr?? haha!!!



I am tired today. really tired.... I took my nap but... haha!! it doesnt last me long.


I Will upload the photos i've taken..on tomorrow. cuz i am tired.. i need sleeps.


Doreen!! here i come 2mr!!!


Confession of a SHopaholics... 4.45pm...? anyone? this is the last week i can go for movies actually..... haha!!!

but Sunday's plan is still an unknown... :-) so....
yeah...


P.S : DeEr....... i feel sorry too if i cant help you.. Give me the chance if you want, u knw i can do it most of the times. :-)

I’m thankful…

 

That's what you get when you let your heart win…

 

Haha~!

This song of Paramore keeps playing in my mind. Yeah, their album is not bad too… J

Can you believe that I'm stucked in Cheras today???

Today is Friday…. Haiz…

 

Anyway, it is a good thing also. Friday.. There's no time slot or free time that others can have for me on Friday except my dearest family. Haha!! Or should I say, I play as a SUBSTITUTE on FRIDAYS among my friends. LOL.

Nah, it's not true though.

Just that sometimes I choose to be at home.. well,most of the time. J

 

I cant wait to go back 2mr!!! why? Nothing special.. just that the idea of going back home got me so excited. Believe it or not, it happens every week,and It has been happenning for 2 years already.

I did not say that I don't enjoy my life in Cheras being a Full Time student. Yeah, really FULL TIME.

Haha!!! Just that.. Life over here is nothing much.. but Friends do lift me up.

Yeah, You!!
YOU!!
And YOU!!!

J

 

Today, I was normal. (duh, I am always normal??!?)

As usual, lack of sleep haunts me everyday. Thanks to my reports and my PHC stuffs. J haha!!! Erm.. kinda "enjoy" it?

I think it's because of my lack of sleep, people got my nerves on easily these few days. I dunno why. I am a PATIENT person. My threshold is quite high. But these few days, I admit that my threshold for Patience drops. I get angry and frustrated easily. Mmm…. PMS? Hehe… I'm not at the age of PMS yet! J

Anyway, self control is still there. Owh… I am well known for my self control haha!!

 

Time flies, it's almost end of sem. What have I done so far?

I wanna confess that I cant be more proud of myself this sem that I really
really live my days to the fullest. Yes, I did. Days are spent in the library, my free times were spent with my friends, as you all can see, my photos with my friends during K-song session, lab session, Friend's night… and FGA church night to come.

 

I am a slow learner.. bear with me. I realized things fast, but I learn it slow. So, am I consider stupid? Hehe…

That's why, I can never learn things in an easy way. J Things come hard, and I learn it hard. Believe it or not, ME, Dellynn, KUEN's way of thinking exist because I learn things through hard way. And.. incidents after incidents happened, problems popped up, owh… lots to name….

These are the obstacles I've went through and it shaped who I am now.

I dun expect people to be proud of me, I dun expect my friends to be lucky to have me. I only expect myself to be me, do my part, and be myself.

 

Life is short.

You don't need to change yourself to fit into others. (this is stupid, and can be money wasting too.)

You don't need to spent money just to please others.

You don't need to lie to get what you want.

You don't need to try hard to blend yourself into a group or community.

 

No..

These are not necessary. To me, yes, friends are important. But what's more important than being yourself and not to lose your own identity?

Right?

Of course, life is great when you have friends who have the similar interest, similar thinking, SIMILAR WAVELENGTH as you. Right?

But remember, every individual is different. You cannot expect and you cannot demand what you want exactly from the others. Why? Cuz the others have their own limitations and capability to give and to receive.

In short, just be who you are.

Tolerate, give and take without losing your own dignity and identity.
That's the most important. Humans have their own limitation. I feel that it would be suffering if you try your very hard to be close with someone who is totally Uh huh not your world. Yes. I learned this by hard too.

That's why, I don't care what people say about me. You wanna say I'm dumb, I'm fat, I'm an idiot, I'm bullshit, I'm fucking rude.. whatever shit. Go ahead. J

Nothing can pull me down easily. Seriously… J

 

Haha!!

 

I think, No one can ever feel what I am feeling now.. It takes me lots of barriers and obstacles to develop the way I think now. If I wanna elaborate, it'll take forever, so save it. Haha!! Cuz some ppl say I write crap. J

 

Owh, u can ANGGAP that I'm crapping… hehe… those who care, they'll finish this post. No worries. J

 

One advise :
Friends, be yourself. If you feel uncomfortable, just say it. Dun need to lie and give excuses to hide it from others.

If you're comfortable, well.. keep it up. If you're comfortable with someone, say it. No harm. Like I say, Life is short, by not saying the true feelings inside you, you are making the stupidest mistake in your entire life.

 

Lastly, I truly appreciate those who stepped into my heart even though they step, scar, and leave,... well, Without you, there's no me.

Be thankful for everything, my dears.

Including enemy, sadness, disappointment and failures.

 

If today was your last day...

If Today was your last day? Tomorrow is too late? would you say goodbye to yesterday??


I wouldnt ask this question to myself again.. since the incident which had happened to me.
but after yesterday, I asked myself again and again...

Why?

Someone died in Angkasa Block B. Why? reasons still unknown to me.

Actually, death has been related to me quite close. First is my beloved grandma's dead. I took a long time to get over it, cuz she loved me like no one else.

Second is myself. yeah, I'm quite close to big D last month. not once, not twice. That's why the Big T is in me. T--->Trauma.

If today was my last day, 2mr will be too late.. well, what will i do?

I'll live my day as the last day of my life. When 24 hours has gone, I'll say goodbye to it. Then i'll die in peace cuz I've lived the best day of my life.

Mahatma Gandhi once said :" Live as if you are going to die 2mr, Study as if you are going to Live Forever."

This is one of his teachings that i implement to myself.

As a living human, there's no time to waste.. Even though u've wasted your time, make sure you waste it for a good reason. :-)

Human should always try their very best to live their life. Life doesnt need to be surrounded by branded stuffs, branded outfits, or watever..

To me, as long as life is surrounded by the loved ones of my life, my life is richer than anyone else.

No Gucci can buy me love, No Prada can buy me family. Of course, No LV or Burberry can buy me my loved ones.


As to those at my age,
Study is only part of our life. What we do is, we study, we try our best, we have no regrets.

this is my principle.

As to those who are working,
I knw that it is shitty sometimes, but.. fit your job to your life, not your life to your job.

AS those who are still in Secondary school,
Appreciate secondary life, appreciate all the commotions. Appreciate all your friends.. cuz you hardly have these when you're older.


Not an emo blog..
just wanna Thank DeEr for letting me release my stress on her msn window. I dunno how am i going to pass through yesterday night without all the "boms" i release.

Thanks for bearing with my vulgar words. I knw it is inappropriate.. but... I couldnt help it.

Linkin' Park saved my night too. :-)

Life is ...

I get this title from Sher. haha!! while we were on our way back from library, we sort of like talk about our life.

Life is ...

a rollercoaster?

no, according to her, out life is worse than a rollercoaster. Come on, Rollercoaster is so FUN and exciting!!!

our life?

is worse than that.. more to fear, stress, depressed... haha!

Life is...

better when we are in our working life?compared to study life?

nah.. according to her, Working life is Shitty.. and studying life is shitty too.

well, i told her that i enjoyed both actually... (well i doubt it now)
then she added : " you shoud say, you can enjoy and it is not shitty when the salary is high"

owh, i cut in:" haha!! come on!! Ms. Anu said that a pharmacist can never be poor! and she is true!! "

she said:" no!! a business man can never be poor too... but.. some of them are poor.. "

haha!! :" well, i mean, most of the pharmacists cannot be poor lar dear..."

so...our life?

our life is ...
SHITTY FOR NOW... and MIGHT BE SHITTY WHEN WE WORK TOO.

Dun laugh.. dun laugh..
i have seniors who are doing their housemanship in hospitals, they dislike it much.. :-) and i dunno why.

I love clinical pharmacy, i dunno why. Maybe it's because i like to APPLY rather than to EAT and VOMIT all the facts.
and.. it is partly because i've worked before. so.. i knw each patient and customer is different, they will have different draw backs from different treatments.. :-)

Just like how different ppl respond to different situation and make different decisions.

human... they are unique, just like you and me.




so.. Life is.... definitely not a rollercoaster to me now.
It's not exciting, it's not Fun.
haha!!

so, if i were to ask you guys to complete the slogan starting with " LIFE IS....." no word limits, what will be your answer?


:-)


feel free to reply me if you want to.


P.S : this is me.. at night, munching Chipsmore as my dinner after my library session.
By the way, Anyone knows who died in the Toilet near the swimming pool in Block B?? I'm curious of the reasons why the person died..

PMS for a while...

Kuen is on hibernating period now.


haiz...

tired...

Anyhow, thank god 2mr's class at 1030am.

Today's last Aseptic lab... Mmm....everything's fine i guess..


Another funny thing,
someone asked me " are you a Christian ??" AGAIN!!!

haha!!

well, mates, do i look like one????


LOL


Today is such a mess to me.
Meetings, ASS, CLass, Study...

At least , I get to have dinner with my juniors. :-) or i should say, my friends. I kinda dislike this Senior-junior relationship. I prefer them to be called as my friend. :-) Sounds closer.

that's why i always name my siblings and family&friends my loved ones. :-)

cuz i really really love them!!! ;-)

Well, kinda moody + PMS today.. cuz i feel like i've wasted today for nothing...
dun mind me, I'm trying to balance up my mood now. :-) hehe....


I'm happy today, cuz I've completed DeEr's ASS. it's about leadership thingy la...
I'm kinda proud cuz I did not squeeze my brain for such long to think of something practical. What I have in mind and in my brain is all the medications, mechanisms... bla bla..

So, lower level of studies are better than higher ones. I have always love my secondary years. ... people look back but there's no turning back in life. haha!!!

I am happy with he way i am living now.. (ceh, sounds like i've lived for 80 years) haha!!

seriously, i am happy la.


-----------============--------------

One conclusion i have for today. I HATE FAKERS!!!
FUck Off my life!!! i've had enough of all the things you've done!!

why on earth people need to fake? even for a smile?


ok la, enough of this.

I'm going off now.



Tired.

Hipo-KRIT.

What hurts the most??

haha!! ignore me....
nothing hurts more than a strip of unwanted memory haunting on and on. so, just leave it.

Yeah, i thought of a sentence that i told It Seang when i was doing ASS in Trish's house. He asked me what happened to my MSN PM.

well... i did not want to pick the memory again,s o i told him that i appreciate life better than before.

and.. I see Failure as a blessing cuz only those who live gets to FAIL.
:-)


yeah, this will only come from a person who really survived death. Trust me, you wont wanna know the story.

:-)

so, what hurts the most??

As long as you are living in this world, nothing hurts..i guess.. Just enjoy the moment of you living, being young, and have the chance to soar.

Think back, how many person have this chance??

I am lucky.
cuz i am alive.
thinking back, not many have the chance to do what i am doing now, Mates, agree?


yeah yeah, DeEr will say let the memory pass, dun let it Haunt me and make my life miserable..
i truly appreciate her advise, seriously.
Like i said, time is the best medium for everything to fade. :-)

so, people would say Time will fade the scar of break-ups.
Time will fade the sadness away...
Time will this... this.. that.. that....

I can't be more agree than this, cuz to me, Time is helpful. haha!! as it grows, bad memory gets further from your mind.

erm, not sure whether it works for others, but it surely works for me.


ok, enough of craps.

back to my day.

This morning, My meeting with the Chancellery ended up to be a "good" one. It serves as an eye opener to me on how "twisted" can a person be, and everything can sound so true, so real and so right.

Anyhow, the BIG PERSON still refuse to give us a FULL ASSURANCE on our main concern. So, FUCK THEM!

I did not knw that Pharmacy Student caused such BIG TROUBLE to YOU!! big person!!

Anyhow, one thing tht can be assured that our problem is solved temporarily.
I still wanna be vulgar to them...

haha!!
it's true that a person can really smile and tell you everything is fine and nothing's wrong. such a Hypocrite!


Well, at least today's meeting opens my eyes that our money is being dumped to built such a nice office....

So, i was really tired today. Thank God, gracious Dr. P released us earlier... i think he probably sees me closing my eyes.... haha!!


Mmm... no photos today.


I just came back from meeting my DArling SIS!! dinner with her!! chatted...!! :-) she did good in her test today!!! so, i insisted her yesterday to meet me today!!! haha!!!

I'm so proud of her actually!!! haha!! i hope she will be successful in her future undertakings!! :-)

Love her muackS!!!


I have a problem here.. I think i am dependent on my ear phone.... and i keen to get a nice ALTEC LENSING clip on ear phone!!! gosh!!
I'm still waiting for someone to buy me the ear phone.... hahaha!!!!

Hmm... that will be on my Birthday wishlist. one and only.... :-)


How to get rid of dependent-ness on music?


i think i am seriously addicted!! you cant see me alone without my earphone.. Gosh...


60 EARTH HOUR, anyone has any activity? i dun wanna spend my Saturday moaning in darkness!!!!!
take me away!~!

haha!!!


okay, time to touch up my report and aseptic lab reports... and i have to complete DeEr's ASS tonight....
what a burden....


haha!!!


P.S : Cool but warm hearted.

parents, siblings, and i. What a Sunday. :-)

This blog is about Me, My family and I. hehe.. Actually, I’m using WLW to upload my pics and update my blog, so.. it’s kinda like paragraph-less when i upload it. hehe.. so, plz bear with it. :-) Let me start from Saturday night,

Thanks to Darling Sis!! she treated me and her lil brother, who is Song a good meal in Vietnam Kitchen, we surely did not care about her pocket though.

We’ve ordered SET A, which is 4 dishes, and Song ordered a whole chicken.

                                 

see? the dishes…. mind me, my dear Song finished the WHOLE CHICKEN!!! I only ate a pathetic small drumstick….. haha!!!

                                   

Foo Yoh!! we really finished the dishes!! and mind me, only 2 of US EAting!! ONLY! I really salute Song!! cuz.. he ate 3/4 of my rice, almost ONE WHOLE CHICKEN, and.. most of the dishes..

My sis wasnt eating cuz she had taken her diner with my smallest aunty. :-)

       

Left : Song, who lives with me. Right, My darling sis who loves me like her own sis.

yeah, both of them are biological brothers and sisters.

owh, see the bill? haha!! that was for 2 person!!! LOL! sorry Sis, we spent, but we still love you lots!!

hehe…

dun ask why i’m not in the photos.. ello! I was the photographer k!!! haha!!

This is me and my Hong. we were kinda like SS-ing in JJBT. owh, I am not on Specs, dun worry, just thought that i’ll look old in Specs. ermm … I do look good in specs rite? haha!! nah, just for photo purpose, by the way, it’s Queenie’s spec. :-) Queenie is Hong’s elder sis.. my loved ones. :-)

So, that’s all my Saturday night after meeting my RugRats.

Now, Sunday.

As usual, my morning is spent with Life Care and Doreen. erm…. There’s something i dun understand. why Abbot usues Fish Market concept to promote their Fish Oil.. haha!!!

                       

Yeah, it shows how good the product is. :-)

Well, thanks to my cousin sis!!! I dun have lunch… haha!! actually, if it wasnt because of cousin sis, i wouldnt meet another sis of mine…

look at the pig… laying widely right after our lunch….

                      

Kinda miss her mummy.. so went to her house a while just to see how’s mummy. and she happily lie there… haha!!! erm.. i hope she wont kill me after this., haha!!

she should be proud, cuz she looks fair in this photo… hehe… She GROWS DARKER! LOL!

Mum and dad reached home from Dungun around 5 something i guess….

I only knw that i was busy listening to the PRODUCT TRAINING!! My cousin sis is having exam 2mr and she is SUPER NERVOUS!

anyway, i felt so tired listening.. haha!! well, I slept right after my parents came back… again, i lie widely between my sofa and the table… haha!!! i just dozed off there…

so, when i woke up, it’s dinner time!! haha!!

It is happy to meet them again, weekends without them, feels different. but.. I’m happy… :-) to eat with them.

see all of them? makan till kenyang…. LOL.

Muacks!!!

dun ask why am i not in the pics again…. haha!!

so, right after dinner.. I came back here, my dearie bird nest… :-) it doesnt feel like “home sweet home” though.. anyhow, existence of housemates made my Sunday night kinda Special…

She was doing some project and asked me to do some biscuits evaluation. so…

these are the 2 types of biscuits..:-)

so, this is the evaluation form. :-)

owh, i love teddy 591 more.. haha!!

ok, that summarize my day.

basically, i am glad to spend time with my loved ones.. but one question kinda like popped up in me, my time slot is only on Sundays? haha!!! I knw it’s not true.. just that.. it sometimes popped up in me. well, my fault also, cuz basically i dun really feel like going out eventhough i have lots of plan on weekends.

haha.. stupid eh?

this weekend is definitely a special one. with Colleen’s existence, and a lunch but doesnt look like lunch with DeEr.

I wanna wish my cousin sis all the best in her ProDuct Training test 2mr. I love her lots!! I just wanna let her know that It’s not the end of the world no matter what outcome it is. We will still give her our full support and still love her like we are doing it now. :-)

owh, something happened in work today.

Ellen and the gang came back from church and drop by Life Care. I talked to them, asking them and telling them it’s a small world to go to church together with the other friends, who is also our customer.

Ellen told me that they are in the same CG. of course, I’m stunt. haha!!

one of them asked me :” are you a Christian?”

haha!!! when i heard the question, i was like… okay, kinda like facing the same question all over. haha!!

i asked them :” do i look like one? haha… “

she answered :” yeah.. you do.”

My face was full of questions… She added :” it’s because of the way you talk, you talk like a Christian.”

haha!! I told her.. :” haha! well, actually I’m not. :-)”

they were surprised though. :-)

well, i cant deny that most of my friends are Christian. and i realize that Christians have more friends compared to other religion.

What do you think??

P.S : GreenBox on next next Friday. Sorry DeEr i cant promise you that. :-)

P.S.S : Excited again cuz cousin sis is meeting me 2mr after her exam!!!!

 

SAturday!!! haha!

I’m bACK TO KLANG! Billion thanks to Colleen Fong, I love you so much!!! so so so much!!!! and thanks for the meal you are going to treat me tonight!! I’ll go WINDMILL then!!! haha!!

Although she fetched me back quite late.. but…. haha!!! I am so glad that i am back to Klang and sleep with my PJ here.. LOL.

ok, DellynnLim drove to school today. Obviously, i dozed off in class today. Fucking 5 hours class… shit..

First 3 hours, i was so tired!!!!

too bad, coffee doesnt work for me, i knw that..

so, i tried my best to keep myself awake. haha!!!

Ms Anu is kind enough to give us frequent break.. Mmm….

Ms Ly Sia’s class.. basically, it is a lullaby, but i kept myself awake by answering her questions.. gosh, it took me so hard to keep my eyes open!!

thanks to FRIEND’s NIGHT!!!

I seriously enjoyed myself!!! I went there with my study mates, Sher and Josh. Met Robin, Eddie, En ly, and Eny.

Robin is from Mauritius Island, Eny is from Africa. well.. haha!! Eny and Eddie are locals. Gosh, it feels so good to meet new friends!!

plus, i was bored to death yesterday, and was worried about transportation thingy…

so, basically i had fun!!! I will upload the pics:

Josh and Robin!! :-) Cute guy eh? yeah, he is cute. :-)

Me and Sher: hehe…

 

the first activity, it was.. erm, 30 person is required to tk off their shoes and put it in the middle, as the music goes and when it stopped, all of the members have to find their shoes and wear it, then sit down. The last group to complete the task will be punished.

so, this is the group which is punished. :-) the group leader was leading them to sing the National Anthem. haha!! that was the punishment!! lol.. see? all of the members followed!! :-)

they’re sporting!! :-)

see the crowd??? brilliant!!! haha!!

Second game : it was funny… haha!! foreigners are asked to sing Chinese songs through iPOD and we will guess!!! this is hilarious!!! haha!! trust me, it turned out good!!! haha!! can u imagine Indian and African singing Jay and LeeHom and SHE’s songs? haha!!

the left, African is singing.. ppl are guessing it!! haha!

See? the FRIENDS there are so sporting!! :-) so, imagine the Fun i had the excitement on that night!! haha!!

another performance. this guys is actually playing games, and he is hiting all the combos!!! haha!! i didnt know that ROck song can be performed in this way!!

FREE TO FALL. a local All girl band!! Gosh, most of them from KLANG!! haha!

 

one of the members, Adeline oh. She is cool.. but….I still feel that Jane, is cool-er.

Jane, her voice is brilliant!! Again, they are Free to Fall!!! gosh, i’m in love with them!!!!!!

 

ANthony Zheng Wei Kang!! his voice is SUPERB!

YAY! they signed me their Album!! haha!! nah, thanks to Josh, i wasnt bother to get their signature.. Josh get them for me..:-)

thanks Josh!!!

actually, there are other performances… it’s the BeatBox by Shawn Lee!! He is representing Malaysia for the BeatBox competition in German this coming June.

His performance is in video form.. haha!! so, no point upload here, wait till i upload it in YouTube la… :-)

so, I had fun!!

well…

Mmm….. do i look like a Christian? or half half? haha!!

i am a typical buddhist, but i am open to any activities organized by any other religion. :-) cuz i keen to knw more about other religion. :-) no worries, I’m open in religion. :-) Those who knw me, haha!! you’ll knw!

one thing, i wore tudung before… well, how many knw about that?? haha!!! :-0

ok, this is something insulting i guess? haha!!! no, not insulting la, just that some ppl may feel that i’m wrong.

Let me define LOW COST and Low Budget :

Means the cost is low due to the low budget. Hence, it produces a low quality film.

Slumdog Millionaire,well see the quality of the camera and the style of filming… it is so LOW COST! It is LOW budget summore!!

and the equipments used.. not high tech also.. and.. i dunno, Oscar ar? I expect something like The Lord Of the Ring?

No computerized thingy.. all the unknown actor and actress..

Anyway, like i said, i like the story line…

Jamal is not handsome, but still okay looking.

:-)

so, my next is Benjamin Button!! still watching it, Half way only… haha!!

Yeah la, I am out dated, in movies!! but not in Musics… remember? i have quizzes!!! I had American Suiteheart long ago!! just tht i dont have the time to download songs haha!!

I’m safe in one piece today. Feel proud neh, cuz i can still fetch Sher back to PC. haha!!!

erm, my Saturday is only sufficient to fetch her back, means my time allocated is just nice!!

Too bad, i still cant recognize the road.. haiz.. but, I am still not that bad!! haha!!

Eliz, u did not catch Flu from me!! haha!! cuz… like i told you, I did not kiss you!! haha!!

The virus is monopolizing all those around me.. Gosh…

My days with my RugRats is more than brilliant!! :-) I enjoy seeing them though they “kek” me every week. haha!!!

I love shouting and sweating myself out.:-) it’s a way to release stress. :-) haha!! i put in my full power, full energy, full heart.

Training is just like Working. I see them as the same. cuz i have the same interest in them.

Training is something i love, it’s something that i’m passionate in. Same goes to working.. cuz i get to know more people and improve my talking skills. haha! nah, communication skills. :-)

I enjoy talking to ppl. :-) seriously.. i have more to learn. well, learning is a whole life process. aint it?

eventhough how much you dislike one subject or one course, you still have to go through it. This is Life.

One phrase which keeps me motivated when i failed in my studies . “ Always admire things that you dun understand”

My motivation.. not only from books,siblings, friends,but from Family.

Some ask me, “you have time to work? why you wanna work?”

I think i’ve answered it indirectly… ;-)

I like working because i like to communicate with different type of people. Besides, I wanna keep track on the latest biotech products, latest drugs, latest technologies, and… latest Pharmacy trend.

Some ask me again: “ you have time to train summore? and teach?”

haha!! yeah, those who really knw me, they’ll know that Training is my “meng kan”. why? cuz i will not sacrifice it for anything. This is for sure. No matter what time i reach Klang every Saturday, i will not miss my training. For sure…. cuz this is the only time i get to lead, get to teach, and get to learn something outside my studies.

Clubbing?? Pub-bing??

haha!! i was once addicted, but no more… my life now, hehe… better than anything! :-) To me, CLub, yes you can.. but.. not too often that you go every week or everyday.

Anyway, these activities are not my type, normally i will just turn down those who asked me to club. hehe… expected. I dun like it. Dun ask me why.

eh, i’m decent k. haha!

P.S : Things that has happened, no point looking back. Just that the scene is still HAUNTING me. I am trying my very best to to regain my confidence. Anyway, i feel comfortable to live in fear for now. haha. i dunno why am i becoming this way, i’m becoming more dependent.. in that sense. I hate to do things that will remind me of those bad memories or stigma or the thorn in my heart.

but but.. i knw the ori me will come back. Just give me some time. I need time make the scar fades..  It doesnt feel good to live in fear.. seriously.

Anyway, I’ll try my best.

and trust me, dun underestimate my bad luck… seriously..

P.S.S: Movie-ing 2mr. yay!!!