Good.. morning. =)

My morning starts with a short chat with my parents. I knw i’m not going to meet them for this weekend. owh, they are going to Dungun. =)

My Pamelo will be there too.. aiks.. left me…. LOLs!!

 

Pamelo misses me and my money!! (he wants me to treat him meals when he is back) sweat… this stupid cute guy… haha!!!

 

I hope my day will be a good one! cuz…. no joke, 9 hours!!! non stop!

LOLs….

 

God has opened up someone’s eyes to get to search for the person who stole away some part of their life. Anyway, God will still forgive their sin, and open up their heart towards truth and ethics. =) i trust God for everything. =)

Well, lets just pray for the best to happen. Nothing in this world will go worse to a no way back. Everything depends on how u think and how u manage, and of course, have u follow His instruction? ask urself, have u heard the inner voice that speaks and command you? haha… deep think huh.

I’m back to Klang again!! Glad to meet Tim last night!! in Old town kopitiam. Definitely had a good chat with him last night. Sort of inspiring?? ha!!!

Okay, Time is almost up for me to prepare myself for my new day challenge. Actually i’m kinda confuse … am i like the free labour? or… merely stand there and start doing the talkings only? We’ll see then!!

Tonight’s the night! yay!!!

 

Sissy, Rae.. FIFI!! I miss u guys a lot!!!!!!! whole lots of love!!

To have them, it’s a bless. Why? all of us come from different background and…. WE’RE having this kind of bond where no one ever has!!!!!!! most importantly, we’re from different age group. LOLs!!!! I guess fate is something miraculous. ya?

 

Off i go, tk care peepz!! have a nice day and God bless! =)

end of today.

Finally, i’m done with my Dosage Form Design report!!! in 7 freaking hours!!!

gosh.. imagine, sitting in front of laptop.. writing report, creating graphs, calculations…. gah…. discussions…. references…argh.

Life la, as i said..this is life …

hahaha!!

I’m basically having a tough time in lab today. My group’s result was a disaster, blame the spectrophotometer! DAmn! it just malfunction on us. I don’t knw why….

but!! we get a good result too!! hehe….

It’s like a flash of light, the day that i’ve finally longing for is here! Friday! You cant imagine how wonderful Fridays are! hahahaha!!!!

Mmm.. long day. i mean my Friday. class starts from 8am-7pm. 11 freaking hours in uni. So, this is what happens when a school faculty is so pathetic that it has to be sustained by part time lecturers!!!

I wanna talk about something today. Something that i realize.

ok, if u notice my facebook, there’s a person who always reply my shout out. I realize again that the person understands precisely how i feel at the very moment!! surprisingly! i am not that close to the person, but yet.. our brain functions at the same wavelength. (frequency… erm, not that same)

So, i guess, wavelength and communication are proven.. once again on me! =) I’m blessed. =) And mind me, the person doesnt talk much and our conversation can be counted . haha!!

so, do not shut down those around you,They might be the ones who really understand what u’re thinking and how u’re feeling at that particular moment. =)

 

I’m always hungry at the wrong time. it’s almost 2am now. haha… Well, a lot of food crossed my mind now! Mamak, DaoRae, buffet.. bla bla bla… and my chipsmore+cheezels!

the fact is, eating at this hour gains FATS. so.. forget it~! :-)

 

Guess i’ll study for a while before i head to my LaLaLand. Today, not that productive, cuz i took so long to finish my report. Actually, it’s consider quite as i took 2 days to finish my Endocrine report last Tuesday. hehe….

 

I can’t wait for Saturday!!! Saturday….!!!!!

Life is so………………..

u think yourself. hehe…

 

off i go!!!

*adam Lambert-ing*

I just love him! <3 so much.

mood on the fence.

Well, what is this?

I’m staying in my room like a potato the whole day, listen to music, studying, onlining, reporting..

i guess this is so far that a student can do when they are studying.

Time flies, and it reminds me of something that my friend said :" i dont wanna face the world, it’s too much for me"!!”

so… is it too much for me?

well, some times i guess. When i feel stressed and down, i feel like disappearing from this wonderful world. ah-ha.. mind me, it’s just a short feeling.

I was really really pissed and i messed up myself yesterday night. Did something bad and harsh… Sorreee my P… =) knw u dun mind, but sorry… still.

 

My day,normal. Loneliness seems to be adapting well in me. Sooner or later, i’ll get used to it. =)

I’m feeling fine today, a bit sleepy now, but yet determined to answer and finish up my question in the lab report. =)

2mr.. another lab session. sigh…

The cycle is always there. Everytime when i start to be busy and have lots of things on my hand which i need to settle and complete it, i will stop a while and think… is this my life? or is this what i really want?

Somehow, i’m tired of thinking of all these. Yet, i cant help myself. Friends are missing their study life after they graduate, some eager for working life. Me.. want the time to pass slower. yeah, i have this ANTISOCIAL syndrome now. =_=

You knw what i feel now?

I just feel like going back to Klang! i hope that Friday will come as soon as possible!!!

owh, when i have reports to do 2mr, i think i will not think that much. hahaha!!!

I cant wait to meet Kiat Kiat, Rae.. and i cant wait to get rid of my attachment!

Lots of complains huh?

 

I miss my voice. I din talk for… hours?

its just so saddening that… I’m back to square one.

 

Well, Nothing stays forever! this is life, right?!

 

 

Ciao. Report-time.

recovered.

My mood says i’m ready for today’s challenge.

okay, I feel good after 10hours of sleep. haha!!!!I couldn’t help it. Dad called yesterday night while i was sleeping and i can only rmber 50% of our conversation. LOLs!! he was supposed to be my alarm clock, but.. i slept again right after we hung up.

Today, i have lab session. Well, this lab, i wish to finish it by today, latest by 2mr. hahaha!!! A lot of questions to answer… sigh. Anyway, i knw i can overcome it.

Knw what? the emptiness filled me in again. Aiks…. i dunno… i still can’t get used of the situation now.. but, i knw i have to. no matter what.

It’s really a challenge to me though. =)

Me, on the other side, trying to seek God as the only one that could Fill my emptiness. HE knows my path, He has a reason why i am here. That’s what i believe.

 

I’ll be going to gym again later, for an hour… then come back and catch up my notes. I seriously have lots to catch up and i slept so much yesterday. sigh…. I was tired and my head was heavy. I tried to study but nothing entered.Best solution--> sleep. (even comedies cant help my condition yesterday.. cuz normally i laugh and i’ll be good)

 

challenge for today-->to finish studying before lab. =) hehe……. I guess coming weekends will be a tiring one, cuz i have attachment, and i need to do revision. This sem is a determinant! cannot play play!!!haha!

now, i’m off. Time to study a bit before i head to gym. =)

 

Mummy, i think i need Ginkgo + Neurogain + memory pillow!!!!

toodles!

you’d be the only thing that i ever need.

I’m so blue today… hardly have mood to study. yeah, i have this kind of aura in my head and it indicates a mild headache.

well, i guess i’ll just nap for a while.. cuz.. i need to.

Somehow, i feel down too. However, i knw it wont last, i mean this feeling.. it wont last. Still, the idea of being alone still haunts me. I have lots of things to cover, i mean my studies, so.. i guess i’ll just sleep a while, and get up.. and… prepare for my Wednesday’s class.

I just feel like going back home now… I miss everyone.

P, started missing you…. How i wish our 2 hours yesterday could pass a lil slower.

Mum and dad, i love both of you. Weekend without you…. argh…. what a torture….

I just wanna talk.

 

share another song from Adam Lambert. Love this song a lot!

Enjoy.

 

back to grieving…. =(

My SUnday.

crap.. A-team in on PPS d. haha!! okay, i’ll watch the movie after i post my blog!

yeap, came bck on Friday night.It was a tiring day, cuz class started from 8am to 7pm. Hell.. i was so tired and my mood wasnt that good. Tiredness?

So, i went home after my parents came to my birdnest and set up a larger table!!yes! i now have a comfortable table to study. I think it is sufficient for me to survive it without my study mate… I miss you!!!!

owh, went to Treasurer book store, spend almost an hour over there, looking at books… fuyoh! i just cant keep my eyes off from the books they are selling! =) Well, i bought 2 motivation posters from there and planned to stick it in my birdnest as a motivation to me, to knw that God is with me and i can do anything if i am determined. =)

I cant wait to lay my butt on the chair and decorate the table tonight! =)

 

woke up at 5am this morning, sent my cousin to airport.. and had breakfast in Sri Petaling, came back, now waiting for the cleaner to come and clean my house. So…this is my Sunday.

Starting from next weekend, I’ll be doing my attachment in LC.. again. haha…. so i wont be available for during the day.. but i’ll be available during the night, and Sunday after 2pm. Last day of attachment is on 15August i guest. well.. gotto finish my attachment before end of August as i have quizzes coming up early September. Have to spend my Merdeka week to study though. =)

Well well…. I did not bring any notes back to Klang and i am not regret. Why? that Friday, i was so pissed and stress and till the extend that i am NAUSEATED when i see notes. So, i purposely refuse to import any notes back from Cheras. Just let me enjoy my last weekend of freedom. Mmm…

Later, I’m going out. ha ha ha… going to buy something though. Something that i can used to deco my table.I need a wrapper.

I think i have to come out with a master plan of my own to ensure that i grasp my studies well this sem. My next master plan is to work in overseas for 6months. =) I’d do anything there! =) LOLs!

This morning’s dim sum as great!!! i just loved dim sum, especially having it with someone who PAYS for everything! hahahahah!!!!

wookie…. i’m going to spend my day sleeping, shopping, watching movie and sleeping! class at 930am 2mr! so.. gotto get my ass up quite early.

 

Toodles ppl!! Time for online sermons! =)

Ciao!

Great night!

wanna write before i sleep or before i study. =)

 

I went to a preach, conducted by Ps Lim from HK. In cantonese.. that was a challenge for me… cuz worship session was in Cantonese, preach was in cantonese. haha!!! surprisingly, i can understand the preach!! but.. the worship session…. haha!! i cant follow as my chinese reading is slow!!!

Overall, it was a good preach!!! Funny and inspiring!!

concentrated on John 2:1-6 . How Jesus turned water to wine. Water is something tasteless, Wine is something that we drink and we feel good and happy, in a way, happy and satisfied, something tasty, something fulfilling.

It’s like relationship with God. Once we accepted Him, our interesting life has just begun. Knowing him is like transforming from water to wine. Life becomes tasty. Life is happy and fulfilling with HIM.

honestly, i feel so.

My life has never been boring ever since. I am more cheerful, and i see things really differently. Really different. What i do,i see Him as my guidance. I always knw that HE knws what we want in life and HE will give you things at the right moment, at the right time. Still, faith have to be strong. Cuz.. He doesnt give everything that u ask! if He did, then…. no one will work for what they want d. =))

HE is faithful to us. I find it miraculous as HE always speak to me through different media. =) Hallelujah.

Well, GOd is great, the greatest.. and Greatest among the greatest!!

 

Wondering, when can i really commit fully…? =) I knw this day will come. =)

 

Alright, time to bath, and study a while.. then…. SLEEP! class from 8am to 7pm 2mr! =) WHAT A GREAT CHALLENGE huh!!! =)

 

Toodles ppl!!

special thanks to my SORPORS for the wonderful night!! Aeris, because of u, u’ve made the night possible. Yeah Show is definitely a good one! =)

Another SorPor (Cha Bor), said that she owed me. sigh… haha!! anyway, thanks for the Tosai and the talk! =))

Pumpkin ar~~~.. GAmbatte! I will definitely pray for u!! later, before i sleep! =)

 

One step closer… i am. Amen.