sick again.....

AH Kuen is officially sick.... again... anyway, she will be able to attend class later i guess..

will be back to klang quite early 2mr , cuz i'm not involve in the last session on nON-Rx class.. Mmm.... well, it still depends on my dad, what time he comes.. :-)


Gosh.... i think i better self cure before 11am....

can't resist myself to tk PCM, uz i dun have Ibuprofen... aiks...anyway, my body temperature decreased...
just left my flu and congested nose...

I seriously hope that i'll be okay.... i cannot sick at this time. A lot of stuff piling up and i cannot afford to break even one day...


\Stupid virus..... and i hope this is not an indication for me to rest for a while... have been working hard though... haha!!!
where got ppl praise themselves like me huh??? LOL!

no la, jus tht i admit tht i work hard.. i mean everyone worked hard too... and i cannot afford to flung any of my subjects.. so... yeah.


Being sick, staying at home,... it feels so.... i dun really knw what is this feeling. Anyway, i tk it as a chance for me to sleep more... yeah, i slept a lot since last night.

Mana tahu, i realized myself having fever this morning, and.... haiz.... this is where everything becomes chaos!!! anyhow, i think i'd better comply to PCM this time, plus multivitamins. Mmm....

Not to let my parents knw of course... later my mum will freak out.

well, IT doesnt feel good at all to be SICK!!! haiz.....

By the way, Dellynn will still stay positive, cuz as long as u are positive, positive energy will come together too. :-)

okay, time to sign off...


P.S : Thought of going to Greenbox... but... haiz.....

Should i quarantine myself????

Happy Birthdays!!! :-)

                               

HAppy Birthday Rachel Ngiam! (eh). haha!! i never really call her with her name, so it’s kinda awkward for me to call her Rachel. and trust me, it is super awkward to introduce her to my friend as RACHEL when they ask me who is she. Well, normally i’ll just told them she is RAchel.

Tri Scrolled my phone and asked me who is the guy and the girl.. well, let me show u the pic we took together….

                                 

Of course, Sher knows who is RAchel.. Aeris tak tahu who’s the guy and the girl.. Sher asked Aeris to guess….aiks.. tak dapat guess. Without any doubts, Sher took my phone and tell Aeris tht, She is Rachel, my best friend and the guy is my brother. Mmm….

I told her loudly :” haha!! they are my siblings la…” (I think we are more than best friend, i dont wanna consider her a Best Friend la… it’s so not right…macam tak kena aje… haha!)

And.. Raey actually looked older than me??? haha!! tht’s what they say looo… anyway, whatever la.. no one has ever identified us as siblings before, as we dont look alike!

So, Happy bday yeah! wei lee!!

yesterday, i blog before i took a nap. the nap was supposed to be a 30 mins nap.. mana tahu it lasts for 3 hours!! when i woke up, it’s already 11.30pm!!! gosh… Well, i still manage to send a bday wish to DeEr la.. :-)

happie neh!!! haha….

Today, kinda guilty cuz i did not talk to DeEr when she called actually…. stupid lecture la… aiks aiks….

anyway, when the talking mood is gone, means it’s gone.. :-)

I guess, i dont need to repeat my bday wish to her, it’s in my previous post. :-) haha!!!

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Min Yin celebrated her bday today too… well, let me update some of the pics la….

                               

Front girl, second from the left, in brown. tht’s Min Yin. HEr real bday is 29th july…. :-) so, they decided to celebrate it earlier… :-) as i am invited. haha!!

In this day, a day full of blessings for 2 person. One can be considered as my sibling, one can be considered as my buddy. Both, are someone related to me. so, i cannot be there to give my blessings to DeEr, but i am happy to be there to bless my buddy on her big day. Anyway, i really wish to be there for DeEr lo.. but too bad…… cuz 28th July needs Dellynn to queue up from North pole to South pole. hahahaha!!!!

                                  

Min Yin, turns one year older…. erm, age is just a figure!!!!!! haha!!

                              

Fellow Classmates… :-) Carol, we are fine here..:-)

                          

AI yo yo,….. DAtin tak habis-habis pose….. :-)

                       

this is my SAlmon!!! nice!!! and cheap!!! haha!!

             

another nice one…. :-) Black Cod!! :-)

                   

All of us.

Happy Birthday Min Yin..:-)

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DeEr, hope u had a wonderful celebration. :-)

Have FAith, HAve Strength, determined, be brave.

 

Random writings, i just write what’s in my mind.. so, it’s a order-less post. :-)

Tiredness conquered me..Gosh.. i was super tired today.. tht’s why u see me online at this time…

I slept quite late yesterday.. I forgot to bring my notes back last Friday.. tht’s why, I studied to reduce the feeling of guiltiness in me.

Weekends… Aiks… something to be happy? or something tht u can sit in a corner and mourn. I have class EVERY SATURDAY starting from next week.. NON STOP!!! aiks aiks….. anyway, it’s something tht i have to go through.

I’ve spent my weekends thinking of my future.. alone. No one to share, no opinions given by anyone, just merely my own thinking. It is scary to think about my future,as it is very uncertain to me. Somehow, it makes me wonder whether is this the path tht i’m supposed to walk? My faith isnt deteriorating, just tht tiredness somewhat conquered me. Yeah, my weekends are tired.. Tiredness got amplified if I have class on Saturday.

Well,i don’t wanna think anything now. .. Plans never work. haha! nah.. just tht.. i feel it is useless to think of it, my mind is saturated, my eyes are tired. My mouth, cant even afford to hum a song.. My brain is full of imaginary images..which makes me even more depressing.

Anyway, Me, as a student.. has to do what i’m supposed to do.:-) The most important is. never ever GIVE UP.

Yet, my spirit of studying still at the highest point, highest level.. Nothing can stop me from doing what i want… just tht, i cannot decide what i want now, as the PATH is still unclear to me.

I am pretty sure that what i am doing now is right, and i believe that if i strive along this path, nothing is impossible. haha… who knows GOD suddenly enlighten me with something? some thoughts? or … erm.. i dunno…

DeEr’s birthday is coming.. Not being able to celebrate with her on the actual day is something that I feel sorry for. haha… no ones celebrate it late. Well, i guess… and i hope she knows that no matter when and where she is, my blessing, love, care, are always with her.

haha!! someone actually asked me about a few POPULAR CHARACTERs in  my blog.. Aeris told me before tht she knows i’m close to a guy ad a girl.. but she doesnt knw their names.. and she just knw them as D&D. LOL! funny la… haha!!

Erm.. guess i dont need to repeat who are they… right?

I think my mind is super blunt today… and I act like a slowpoke. Mm… guess i should nap a while to clear my thoughts.

It applies.. yes, PETALS SOMEHOW HAS TO FALL BEFORE THE FLOWER CAN BLOOM AGAIN.

just like.. Dellynn has to collapse before she can shine again… haha!! what kind of theory is that??!!?

haha!

Currently, the person who conquers my mind now is running around my imaginary picture.. Who else? I miss her lar…

Time is so DAMN hard to arrange.. i tell u, it’s true. If u want me to choose? i can’t.. cuz i am the type of person tht tries to satisfy all parties. and.. sometimes, i wil just sit and do nothing.. hah!

Trust me, the best feeling is just sit there, do nothing, sink in my own bed, curled up in my own blanket with the lights off, with the air conditioner switched on.

Aww….. one week is killing.. so, can u imagine how much i miss Raey?

MY siblings…. i knw.. we’re close heart to heart eventhough we’re far apart. I love you guys lots.

DeEr… HAppy Birthday in advance just incase i fell asleep. May God bless you and all ur wish come true. May u see the way you wanted to lead, May the sun be bright forever so that you can shine in all aspects.. May your academic life being filled with wonderful colours, May you and your loved ones walk hand in hand till the eternal of life.. May you and.. those whom u love and love you have a wonderful celebration on this beautiful day,… the day where you shed your first tear.. the day where you tasted air, the day where you experienced pouring of love. Happy Birthday.

Love you lots.

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this is the MINIMUM SIZE of the photo… haha!! LAu YUN SI , SAMPAT GIRL!!! i knw you wont KILL ME!!!

SHe was sleeping in DnC class… which i almost did too. LOL!!!!! :-)

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Off i go…

really tired.

P.S : FAte…. that’s all we have.

 

Read till the end, it’s a long post. It’s about me, HArry Potter,and Y.A. :-)

YO!!! came back from Harry Potter with my beloved cousins!!!! haha!! it was GREAT!!!! haha!! I really dun understand why ppl said it was so so only lor…. IT WAS GOOD!! and i cant wait for the HALF BLOOD PRINCE PART 2. wELL, fyi,THE hARRY pOtter in cinema now is only the part one… haha!!!

Satisfy!!!

Well… I’m starting to feel that i have lesser time for myself during weekends now.. I have lesser time for my family and sibling… Saturday afternoon I’ll reach Klang only.. then sleep awhile then time for Training. Then At night, tired… sleep pula.. Sunday work, half day gone.. then afternoon… is the only time i have for myself and my sibling….haha!

so, my Saturday class was.. okay.. i had not enough sleep…. well, u see the pics below u knw why.. i almost snored like Aeris do….haha!!

 

                         

Aeris.. sleeping… haha!! sorry Aeris… i still love you and i will keep snapping….. haha!

                      

Aeris, i am really really sorry….. haha!! i cannot resist to snap ur sleeping pic!!! haha!!!

see la, tht’s how she sleeps..

haha!!

so, i wanna upload my pic with my beloved cousins…. :-)

                                   

there they are.. Ah Song,.. haha!! he was moon walking all the day!! haha!!!

I wanna confess… I am very happy to have more conversation with Ah Song!!! I am very very happy!!!! he can talk to me d.. and the best thing is he can really joke!! hahahahahah!!!!

Well… my dad says he was kinda regret… anyhow, when we were on our way back from Cheras, i kinda like talk to him, and make him see the changes of Ah Song. As u knw, adults sometime have very high expectations towards the kid and they tend to expect the kid to act according to their will.

Let me tell you… Kids, they learn through visual and experience. just Like Song.. He has improved a lot since he came here. He was very very quiet when he came.. and hardly talk.. and manners wise, he sucks.

now, he knws the basic manners.. no doubt, he still have a lot of room for  improvement but.. we cannot see things macroscopically.. especially when u wanna judge a person.

Let’s just flashback.. I told my dad to flash back… ask him to think back how was he like when he first came, yeah… i told him, from nothing he became something like this now. it’s a lot of improvement to Song d… seriously. I personally feel tht he changed a lot. :-) Well, i ask dad not to judge his result.. I ask him to judge his attitude.. then at last he realized tht Song really changed compared to the day he came. I told him tht u cannot expect a person to change till where your expectation stands… u have to see from his point of view. A little improvement is considered big to him.

Yeah, i straight told my dad that… then at least he realized it..and told me.. “ yeah lo, at least now he knws how to call ppl…”

tht’s why, we cannot see a person macroscopically, we need to see the small changes he/she had made.

Different people, Different style, Different personality.

What i can say is, My parents really did a great job in transforming my cousin brother. I am proud of it.

Song is a caring person actually… when he knows tht i will be home alone or drive alone, he will msg me and ask me.. then at the last msg he will add on “Tk k”. haha! it’s short form of Take Care la.. :-) As her sister, can u imagine how glad i am?

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YaSmin Ahmad passed away. I’m sad.. cuz Malaysia experience a lost… She was and still is the GREATEST director in Malaysia who tries to increase the awareness of National Integration, and.. there’s no boundaries to love, friendship.. and daily life..

Sepet, Talentime… Both movies are brilliant!!! and she has brought up a lot of talented actors.

Yasmin Ahmad, she will still live forever in us. Her spirit will not die…. I really respect her and admire her production.

Well, people come, people go…

Although there are some minorities of people against her, but.. she really had gained respect from various races… such as me. I love her production alot. It somehow made me aware that we have to love unconditionally.

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Its 8pm now. My cousins are with me… so, i guess i better appreciate time with them. So do my parents. :-)

I cannot resist myself to love and spend time with them.

Well, i guess my plan will never work.. especially to create something special for my sibling. Mmm… maybe it’s a door to another alternative way?? i always believe tht God will open a window when he shuts the door.

I guess. tht’s what life is??? haha!! ups and downs… pros and cons.. they never escape from our lives. Stay positive, have faith.. Everything will be alright.

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I was chatting with Doreen while working.. i guess she was impressed by the way i think..

i was asking her about the way to start my career overseas… and i told her tht i start to wonder about my career..

I’m going into Research next year, for sure.. to fill up my one year. Graduating one year later than the others actually serve as an opportunity for me to rethink where i wanna go..

Maybe i’ll be in love with Research??? or maybe I’ll be in love with Sales?

I dunno, somehow i seem lost and i am still searching. I dunno who else can i talk to… My parents give me the free will for me to do anything i want. I knw I knw, i still have few more years to graduate… but, Graduating seems like it will happen 2,mr. Time will not wait, and everything seems very rush to me.

If i don’t think it now, when? after i serve the government for 4 years? then everything will be too late.

Somehow, this year.. I feel tht everything is coming too soon. I knw, once my sem start, i will be busy till the end. Everything happens in a speed of light.

I have no time to waste, i need to decide where to go from now on… and i have to start looking for ways to make my dreams come true. I dont wanna be so short sighted and just see things in front of me only…

Now, if i feel like doing something, i’ll just go. I really understand the value of life now… The feeling of being at the edge of life is scary.. especially Heaven was only a few centimetre from me.. No one understand the feeling i guess.

I tell u, ppl changed. I was so confirmed tht i will most probably be in retail line when i first started pharmacy.. but now, haha…i think I’ve changed my mind and maturity makes me think more.

Erm.. can say that i am lost… once again. this time, it is lost in the middle of Pharmacy life.. hehe… Well, i still believe tht, God will somehow show me the way and the path tht i’m supposed to walk.

It is in-ordinary for a person aged like me to think this way?? haha!! tht’s what Doreen told me.. and Ju once told me tht i think very very far.

I personally feel tht.. if you don’t plan for yourself, who do you expect to plan everything for you?

Small bird somehow has to fly, soar, and find it’s kingdom. Me? I am still learning how to fly…. poor bird… haha!!

God, i pray that the path will be shown.. by you.

P.S: RAchel Tan!! Give me five!! and Ten!! Gosh, i love the way she is now!!! ahha!! CUte!! and she recognised me! in JJBT, she saw me and called me Aunty Kuen!!!hahahahaha!!!!!!

P.S.s:  I miss you… when can i see u again?

 

JackPudding's night.

HAppy Birthday CAROL!!! Muacks!! muacks!!
I miss you lots la!!!! :-)


Well, It's Saturday.. if i'm lucky, I will have to send Kimmie to KL Sentral.. cuz she is qualified to the 2nd Air Asia Interview!!! yay!!!
so.. I'm still studying and i'm bored.... Mmm...

OWh... some more pics tht i get from Trish. hehe...

Yo.. Datin and Half of Trish??? haha!!! we were happily playing with the VIBRATOR... haha!


see? SS-ing... no no.. cam whore!!! haha!!!


So, this is something tht i've already predicted... YOOHOO!!! haha!!! i guess Woman's intuition is always right!!! Trust Me!! it's true!!!

Aww... it's kinda sad when the LOOKOUT POINT trip doesnt work.. but think it in a way, i have more time to sleep??? muahahahaha!!!
No worries, I'm okay with it.
Just tht.... When can i have the chance to go there le??? Mmm... prolly next week or next 2 week's weekdays... who knows???

I'll still stick to DATIN's and MY principle.. Never Plan cuz PLans never WORK! so.. just go if u feel like going.. don't go if you dun feel like going.. Mmm... sounds good eh??
haha!!

tell you guys about a truth... My mouth agrees.. but my heart is trying to tell me tht it's not going to happen... My dear heart actually says :" Dear master, be ready for a turn down.. be ready for a turn down.. and my heart feels uncomfortable AT ALL!!"
the worse is.. i dunno why... cuz everytime if i have this feeling and i knw everything is not going to work:-) well, now.. i knw... I'm used to it d.... :-) oooh.. trust me, I'm really used to it.

I guess tht's how the saying " FOLLOW YOUR HEART" comes.
ain't it?

My heart told me to be happy cuz it wants me to go for movie... hehe.. this is TRULY from my heart.
and when i knw tht the plan to LOP did not work, i actually feel a bit bit heartbroken.. BUT BUT!! i feel relief cuz.. WOMAN's INTUITION (my intuition) is right!!! haha!! can u imagine tht i actually feel relief from not going??? what's wrong with my heart??? MMM.... haha!

so now, I was actually studying.... like i said.. kinda bored.. but still determined to finish my notes.
Tht's cool about Friday night in Angkasa.... no Bed, No Patrick, No Sheepig... just me, Girlfriend, and my NOTES. hehe...

So, Dellynn wanna conclude...

"FOLLOW YOUR HEART".. cuz your heart speaks the right way... Yes.

Nvm.... all we have is time.. :-)
Don't mind my tone, Don't mind what i've sent. :-)


P.S :CAROL!!! I seriously miss you a lot lot!!!!!!! HAppy birthday DArling!!! may your wish come true!!! and all the best in your future undertakings!!
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Aiyoyo..... when i think back.... HIstory Happens again.... sob sob... haha!!!

Guys, Good night!
I still love the Condom pics!!! LOL!!!

Signed-off....... haha!!!

owh.. Bak Kut TEh... NO MORE!!!!!!!!! muahahahahah!!!

VIBRATOR CONDOMS! :-) YES! thanks to NON-Rx! hehe..

                                 

I LOVE HER!!!! VERY VERY MUCH!!! BESIDES CARRYING MY PENGRIVE, SHE BRINGS JOY!!!

haa!! yeah, it’s the Woo-doo tht makes me happy. why? can u see her smile? and her eyes?? hehe….

So, today’s class… FANTASTIC!!! I get to see CONDOM PLAY!!! VIBRATOR CONDOM!! yeah, i worked every Sunday.. for a few years d…. just tht, i dun have the chance to see how it(CONDOM VIbrATOR) looks like… :-) now.. I finally have the chance!! THanks to our lecturer, Ms. Penny WOng!!! she is our Non-Prescription drugs lecturer.. She’s cute.. sweet, nice… but i think we always bully her… LOL!

anyway, she has really improve in teaching… I think i am being nasty in her class.. which i dun feel so la… haha!! I am superbly interested in Non-Rx drug!!

I love this subject so much!! cuz the drugs name are the first thing i learn before i studied pharmacy… :-) so.. i have special bond and interest in them. :-)

dont believe ar? ask Ju la, see how my curiosity conquered when i first came… hah! sampai Ju said :” u nearly ask everything hor?? you really interested in drugs?”

haha!. yeah yeah… for ur info, yes… I am a curious person.. and a lot of things i will ask the reason why.. unless i switch myself to ignorant mood la…hehe…

                               

Guess Guess what is this??? this is the VIBRATOR in the CONDOM PLAY with VIBRATOR. haha!!! you insert it like a ring after wearing a condom… and it will vibrate when you turn it on.

this vibrator is elastic.. haha!! we were playing with it after class… LOL!!!

                                            

These are all condoms… haha!

In this Subject, we’re being exposed to all OTC products, Poison B and Poison C items… For example, eye drops, cough syrups, OC pills, Analgesic la.. etc..etc… A LOT!

things tht you can see in a pharmacy, then we’ll learn it in Non-Rx drug. :-) owh.. I get to see a lot of things.. for example the Vibrator Condom.. it’s super expensive.. tht’s why i couldnt afford to buy it and just to see it.. haiz…. Thank God.. I’ve seen it today!!!

Trish… with the Vibrator Condom…. haha!! tht’s how Guys should use it.. :-) haha!! (erm.. i dun mean to put the condom up and pose la… i mean u should wear it the way assuming the finger is ur penis.)

So.. yeah, tht’s my day. :-)

I just came back from Bah Kut Teh buffet… near my place. Well, it’s only Rm8 per person and you can eat all you can. haha!! So DAMN FULL MAN!!!!!

anyhow, Mr Lim VuangHao Joined us too.. he’s a nice guy. :-) a good lecturer. :-) well, the gathering went out cool!!! haha! eating and talking with all my buddies…. hehe..

they are a bunch of beautiful people… :-) It’s cool to have them as classmates,coursemates, colleagues.

So, i think.. although it’s Friday night, no break la. Gonna study later..

DeEr..I miss seeing her la…. haha!! dunno why.. Time is just so hard to be arranged for a meeting. tht’s why, plans doesnt work for us always. the best is.. if she feels like going out, then out we go. If she feels like sleeping or staying at home, then.. sleep i go. LOL!!

I am glad tht she finally overcome her FLUID MECHANICS!!! and i hope she “fucked” kicked down her THERMO too. haha!! i understand the toughness cuz i learnt some TherMo during 1st year too…. and will be learning it next Sem again….. haha!

Proud of DeEr!! muacks muacks!!!!

I miss FIFI, but.. she seems like SUPER busy and dont even reply my msg.

Sissy.. being booked by others d…

so… left me and her. Mmm… To me, the plan still works!!!!! i still wanna go!!! i’ve asked It Seang about the direction and i hope i wont get lost…… haha!!!

Chatting with DarLeng now.. I miss DarLeng la… miss DArLeng’s Dumb Dumb face and body… We’re chatting about future… and i can be more honest with him now. I find tht i can really talk to him and.. He gave me lots of encouragement when i’m down… (which i hardly have it now…cuz i am full of semangat and confidence now)

tht’s my DarLeng la… then DarLeng will also tell me his problem.. and share la.. so basically, we’re a pair inseparable people. Dunno le, maybe we really really love each other and we’re bonded closely. haha!!

Basically, my siblings are AMAZING PPL!!!!! Introduce them when i’m free la… haha!!!

okay.. time for TYPE-OFF ( not “pen-off” cuz i dun write, i type) haha!!

see you guys again 2mr? haha….

P.S : i need 2 hands to clap…..

 

DATIN’s Dumb DUmb look! haha!

                  

as i’ve promised… haha!! i’m going to upload the photos I owe.:-) so, this was yesterday’s pics. Datin with her DUMB DUMB LOOK!

                                   

Just before the Presentation… :-)

                                    

I like this… :-)

                                  

listening to the Presentor attentively…

                                 

Cheese~~!! Wei Kit, the pretty boy, Yun Si, the sampat Girl…

GEt to knw tht day Wei Kit is a big fan of Linkin’ PArk!! haha!! yay, i’ll ajak him if Linkin’ Park ever come to Malaysia for concert again!!! haha!

they are my dearest cute friends!!! talk about food and outings, they are my kaki(s).. haha! oooh… ooo..lurve them muchie…. :-) Yvonne Chiu is not in.. she’s another kaki of mine… :-) hehe… next time la, will upload her photo and introduce her. :-)

Well, I’m saturated today.. dunno why.. baca apa pun baca saja.. tak masuk otak kepala pun. Mmm… prolly i slept too much? yeah, slept for 9 hours!!!! and still… macam tak cukup je..

ok la.. i wanna try to touch on Endocrine now… cuz i was really saturated this afternoon…

P.S : How does it feels to be loved and to love? Mmm…. dad and mum, u guys truly show me how it feels.

P.S.S: Love me the way i am…:-)