PAss!!!! =)

First thing’s first, i get 80% for my JIVE EXAM. I’m happy!!! hahaha!!! ok la, DAtin was 86%.. I’m the second highest! LOLs!!!

I was kinda like in a “nub” mode today. I dun feel like studying.. maybe due to non-stop class from 930 to 5pm.. I feel kinda lazy and saturated though. =)

DAnce was the moment i enjoyed the most! =)

 

Had dinner with Sher, first time ever that we sat in BABA and talked for almost 1.5 hours. haha!! we gossip and talk…

I wanna thank her for “opening” up the issues and “opening” herself up to me. muahahaha!!! hello, there’s a price to pay for her “opening” k?!?!? I opened up myself! LOLs!!!

The conversation was a good one.  I finally opened up to her on what i opened up to Aeris only… yes, Christianity.

I knw what i want for long d. Lots of things happened.. and Christ answered my prayers.

I am praying that one day my parents will accept Christ in me. =) Now, I am still preparing myself on how to approach them. Owh GOD, bless me with the strength to really convince them.

Shereen Ang, You’re a good friend. =) Seriously feel glad to have someone who has the same frequency with me. She finally opens up the question that she wanna ask long time ago!!!! muahahaha!!!! I’m glad that u open it up and clarify it with me. There are lots more things that i really dunno how to say and describe. But one thing’s for sure, the relationship of me and HIM existed before I even know it. Thanks for all the tips and hints that u’ve given me! =)

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Today is KAyden’s second day of chemo. Still, i wanna pray for him. I want him to heal so badly. GOD, please heal him and let him see the joy of this world. If this is the test you’ve sent to him,GOD, plz guide him through.

Amen.

Kayden is one little angel sent from above to bring smile to the ppl around him. I am thankful to HIM that he is safe and happy when each day passed by. =)

 

I pray that KAyden will be safe each and every single day under God’s grace.  Just like i said, God is training him to be a fighter. HE is testing him to HIS love, and faithfulness. God be with Kayden, stand by him and his family along the way. Pain is no pain as YOU have already suffered everything via Dolorosa.

a-men.

 

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Somehow, what Sher said was right. Maybe i should expose my blog to them. =) haha!!! Still, the need of my own privacy is still there. I still want privacy. LOLs!!!!!

 

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Overall : Thank you DAtin Red, You are one lovely Siao Cha Bor of mine!!! Mmm… All the best in every single thing!!! *I’m still fantasizing how is ur future husband will be"* muahahahahah!!! Love ya! =) By the way, u’re a great partner for everything. =)

 

Here i share one master piece from ADAM LAMBERT. This is the song that he really sings.. and he sounded great. I like the beat of this song, and the melody. The tempo in the chorus is special!!

SOAKED- by Adam LAmbert.

 

I love the way he sings this song. =) I’m drown in his voice….. =P

 

 

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Activities!! here i come!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1

good day of mine. =)

Let me send my bday wish to Zi YUN.. glad to be part of the celebration gangs. hahah!

  

These are cool ppl!! =)

 

                         

this girl lagi cool… haha!

 

              

cool deco in FUN OK CAFE. haha!!! will go there once again though!! –=)

 

Happy bday ZY! =) God bless you in everything you do. =)

AH Kuen slept the whole day. Now, She can’t seem to concentrate.. She can feel that the weather turns colder and she doesnt have the urge to sleep yet as she had a very long nap today. In fact., she just woke up a few hours ago.

She is.. as usual chatting with her Pamelo. She doesnt knw why, messaging Pamelo has been a routine for her. She is not dependent. She just need someone to talk to and share things.

She had a great conversation with CAryn today. She does not realized that she has so much potential in understanding ppl and guiding others back to the right way. She does not realize that she has so much influence on other ppl. She was shocked that Caryn actually took ah Kuen’s words seriously. In fact, Kuen really made a deep impact on CAryn. She made CAryn’s confidence back, and pointed out the fact that running away is not the solution.

It’s a long conversation. Ah Kuen was said to be the E.coli in her body. Mmm…

Kuen is very Thrilled that she at least done her part as a friend. The rest, it still depend on Caryn. =) Of course, She (Kuen) wants her to do good in her life.

CAryn, face it.. or u’ll loss it.

 

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YAY! I’ll be the alarm clock 2mr!! =) Mmm… I wonder how many times should i “snooze” myself? haha!!! I’m so going to dig my PAmelo UP!

Mood is extremely good today. I’m stepping out from notes for a day. =) Movie, sleeping, and online. what a life. WEll, in an hour’s time, I have to buckle up and start studying for Friday’s quiz d. It’s time for sleepless nights and muggings!!!

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I wanna say this very long time ago… I wish i can shout it out loud…  In fact, all the “LOLS” made me even sadder. All the text made me moodier. The fact that you are gone is getting clearer in my head now.

For once, i wanna shout it out loud…

NOT MINE ANYMORE!!!!!

U have left a part of you in me.. how not fair it is. You came, You conquer, you hurt, and you go.

SO good of applying what Alexander the Great has done.

 

Can you feel the cuts in me?

 

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woohoo!! 1am! okay, time for DRUG ABUSE! =) ooops.. it’s a subject name k? It’s not that I’m abusing drug!! hahahahaha!!!!!

 

P.S : AL! AL! I wanna meet you lar………. thanks for all the good nights u’ve given me. Thanks for all the loves and misses you’ve sent me. I received it and i knw it’s frm the depth of ur heart.  You’ll never be alone when there are no more heroes… Girl, me luv you! =) You knw how to get me when u need me. =)

 

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Through it all, through it all, when u’re tired and you stumble, I will carry you….

Be haters of evils and lovers of good,and let right be done in the public place--Amos5:15

Monday REd. =)

Aiyo.. my progress superbly slow!!! i target to finish at least 4 sets of notes by 2mr.. but… i am only done with 2 sets today. Quality Assurance,it’s a subject with tough understandings…. GAH!

Thank God Pamelo’s first paper was okay. =) Hey, i knw u wont be reading this.. but i still wanna write it. U are great, you did your best, and you will score. okay!!! I love you lots!

Well, Stayed in the library till 9pm. erm… Stupid library, so damn cold!! and noisy….

Spent my day contentedly. I was really frust at myself cuz my progress is slow.. very slow…. sigh!

Thanks Wei Kit for accompanying me till 9pm. =)

 

I am pretty grateful that today is kinda good day to me. No blues, no greens.. =) It’s red, passion.

Somehow, i miss my mum a lot.. we’ve met yesterday, and now, i miss her cookings. YEah, hunger always probed me to mummy. Thanks to her that she really fed me like a tong sampah over the weekend. 3 of us had 0.5kg of KING’s BoSton Cheesecake, and i finished 3 quarter of it. WE had murtabak in Pandamaran, yummy!!! She cooked rice and veges, which i had finish all the dishes.. She cooked Tong Sui and forced me to overdose on Eggs in the Tong Sui..She cooked Soup again, and i refilled 4 times, moderate bowl size. She fried pumpkin, which i requested her to do so… end up, i finish half of the dish.. what else?? Mmm…..

I ate like a monster…. GOSH!

well, she was smiling when i refilled the soup, and vege. She knows i love soupy stuff, and i love to drink soup, tht’s why she tries to cook every week, just for me. =)

Geez…. my mum is great. She’s the only one who can chunk so much of food into my stomach in 1.5 day’s time… hahah!!!!!!

 

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Chatting with Debbie, someone whom i admired long ago. She is a great senior of mine. Tough, nice, beautiful, and friendly.. haha!!  hope to see her soon!!

 

Pamelo is making me crazy!!!!!!!!! haha!! came out with all sorts of craziee suggestions!!!!! Feel like knocking his head! haha!!! Perhaps, i cant, i still need to rely on him on waking me up! muahahaha!!!! He is the best alarm clock with the best service!!!

 

k la, i have to go now. sleeping early today i guess…. wake up earlier. =)

 

my legs are pain, disastrous. 3 blisters on my sole, and a bruised feet. Thanks to Yi Qian la…. owh, she’s my cute friend, a.k.a junior. SHE CAUSED THE BRUISED! and.. she INDIRECTLY CAUSED BLISTERS on my sole!!! hahaha!! will hantam her kau kau next SAturday!! =)

At certain time, i realized that… i feel safe with them, my fighting mates. They are the ones that i’ve known for more than 5 years… EAch of them.

 

P.S : I feel like leaving….

 

P.S.S : WAke me up when everything ends……

My Sunday... =)

I like to make myself believe, that planet earth turns slowly....

Life is just so filled and meaningful without hunger. owh, i ate the whole day.
mummy keep asking me what i wanna eat... and end up, she cooked and bought everything that i wanna eat!!!

haha!! That's what mums are for??

My mum certainly love talking. I was studying in my Pamelo's room. So she came in... Both of them just came back from THe STORE SALE, well.. she bought a lot of clothes. So, she came into the room with big packets of clothes and model it to me. Tell me stories on how cheap is it, how this.. how that....

After she talked about shopping, she talked about yoga... she even demonstrated the pose to me.. i was lying on the bed, looking and listening to her...with a smile on my face...
At the very moment, i found that... all mums scared of loneliness and they are thrilled to knw that their kids are at home cuz they are like a hen, which will get panicky when one of the chicks went missing. I TOTALLY AGREE ON THIS!

She talked and talked and talked. I wont cut out conversations with mummy.. This week, she couldnt be bothered about what i'm doing. I was studying and she still wanna talk to me. LOLs!!!!

Mums are cute!!!

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I realized that i've evolved. I take things very positively now. Especially comments, criticism, and suggestions.

I-City, Greenbox, LOVELY BONES. PALs, Love you guys lots.

Somewhere that i feel safe.. it is home.

It is a place where i can burry my head in it.

It is a place where i can mourn as long as i want without anyone bothering me.

It is a place where i can hide from everything.

CAn u name me a better place than home? haha!!!

I had a busy Thursday and friday. That is why my post was on Wednesday… till now. I was busy with Quizzes and outings. ya!

I’ve posted muh album on FB, so.. i will describe a bit bit.

Went to Greenbox, Movie, and I-city. hehe… this time, it’s with them…

                                       

Mmm… this is the very one which i acted normal in it. haha!! =)

 

yeah, went there with them, and we had a great time!!! =)

 

                                 

not forgetting my K-song session!! I dunno apa berlaku, i think i was very tensed up due to exam… cuz i was very “SOT” that day. Sang my heart out, jumped like moron, and… had fun taking shots! =)

 

                                 

this is what we do when Josh was trying his shoe.. Stupid him, formal shoes kena stollen… hahah!! WHy on earth ppl wants a stinky pair of STINKY shoe????LOL!

                                    

I love our smiles. Thanks to Tri that made us so beautiful in this pic. =)

Shereen Red, the Siaw Cha Boh! =)

 

                             

Geez….. this is my first time hanging out with PS, the one in Yellow. =)

Gosh, i had fun. YELLING! =)

 

                                         

Mmm…. LOL!

 

                             

I got the feeling…. woo hoo!!! =)

 

                                             

Likes….

 

 

Mm, the photos are not in sequence ya.. For once, i wanna jumble everything up. =) Shereen Red ChoKED on RICE BALL!! haha!! brought them to the best Tang Yuan! =)

 

                          

PS was excited. =) haha!!! Shock Sendiri… hehe…. =) obviously, Sher was the photographer! =)

 

                                                

What’s with Joshua’s gay bag??? LOL!! so gay…..

 

                                                       

We’re just so cute…. =)

 

      

In short, YOU GUYS coloured up my day!!! =)

Love you guys lots…. =)

 

We’ll have more outings…. hehe…

 

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owh, LOVELY BONES was GOOD! Love this movie!!!! touched me! =)

 

P.S : I am receiving my 3rd DAn certificate 2mr!! YAY!!!! Mmm.. got to go blood test 2mr.. sigh. Owh, will not drive to birdnest this week…. cuz i think I’ve injured my leg during training just now. I kicked my mate’s hand and apparently, my leg is bruised and SAKIT. =(

 

GOD bless my students 2mr who will be sitting for black belt test… Bless them with determination and confidence.

Amen.

Jovial day

okay, i am happy cuz last week, I've finally completed the JIVE steps!! DAncing is good, it helps to relax., I can feel that i am not so tense now. =) hahaha!!!!

Next week is Jive Exam. Well, Anyone wanna come and watch???? WELCOME!!!! =)

6pm, Next WEdnesday, Block A 1st floor. Beside BoardRoom. =) LOLs!!!

I've not eaten anything since morning. Now, I'm drinking pre-packed soup and it's my second packet now. I am hungry yet i do not wanna eat solid food. sigh.

Today is BR pinks day!!!! haha!!! not going to any Baskin Robin Outlet though, however, Pink is a jovial colour.. and i am jovial today. =)

I have satisfaction in dancing, had fun dancing with my mates.. (got crazy with Sher and SALSA) LoL!! I like SALSA!!
Next Sem!! SALSA! hahahaha!!!

Mmm.. Tesco soup tastes better than Campbell's. Ya, how sweet of mummy that she bought a lot of soup packets for me. She knows that i hardly have time to eat plus she is not here to cook for me. =) so.. yeah la. I LOVE my MUM!

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There are ppl who is just so stubborn. Sigh. I dunno what more to say. So, i'm not going to say anything. I've show them the way, yet... they wanna bang wall, so.. be my guest la!

This Friday DFD quiz, how well I've prepared? nah.. not well at all. Still have few more chapters to go. =)

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okay, I'm studying soon! Just to relax and check out my mails and FaceBook, nd blogs =) After all, A student's responsibility is to study, and not to let parents down. =)



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Owh, I've just registered for NO GAPS this coming MAY! YAY! 23rd to 27th MAy, in AIMST, KEdah!! I can't wait!!!
and... the MYpSA MArathon!!! hahahahaha!!! 16th May!! anyone interested? cuz its an open event!!!
Then, might crash to Public Health Campaign which will be held in Melaka i guess.. on 29th May!! =) woohoo!!! another one day trip! YEAH!

Mummy and daddy planning a trip to Thailand..Even if their plan fails, I might go Thai to Hunt for my DArling Cheryl. =) hahaha!! she will be posted there, TOPGLOVE, for her CHemical Engineering internship! =)

Mmm.. lots of plans...

well, Where to go with DAtin REd har??? cuz apparently she is kinda choosy... muahahaha!! as usual la, DAtin's character! (Tao Kei!)

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Ciao!

P.S: My holiday starts on 13th may.Last day of finals is 12th may. So, u plan la... cuz my time is always there...it's "pemboleh ubah dimalarkan", Your time is the “pembolehubah dimanipulasikan" hahahaha!!! . Mmm... I'm sure we can work something out. =)
For now, u CONCENTRATE ON YOUR STUDIES! =) OKAY! we'll think of plans later on! =) I'm so wanna sing all day and watch movie in the cinema till i'm blind!!!! hahahaha!!!!! =)

No easy way out.

I would never ask for more.... than an iPOD? plus meals, plus K-song??? OWh gosh, I'm bad...

Studied till i slept and i forgot to turn off the lights.

I guess, this is what's good about me and my condo unit. Lesser ppl, and i can do anything i want. =) hehe.........

Mmm, My place is a conducive place to study, especially with my big table in my living room. =)
Well, I am making full use of it. but yesterday, i made use of my half carpet, half bed's bed. hahaa!! so, the outcome is... I slept on it, but i studied.

I always believe that there's no "No i cant.." "i can't do this, i can't do that..."
well, People sometimes convince themselves, "I just can't change. It's too late. Besides, I'm only human." They are not just belittling themselves;

ppl give up easily because they do not have the strong will and determination. I always pray for others so that they will have the will and determination to accomplish wht they want in life. =)

I've been through a lot of failures .. especially in my study life. Yes, Life is so meaningless when i knw that i failed and God knows how disappointed and down i was. Yet, I would never give up. It's not because it's too late, its because this is what i've chosen, this is my passion.
I failed, yet i found the meaning of doing what i'm doing.

In life, there are no easy way out. As a responsible human, we can't just take all the easy way out. For instance, if something is not working according to your way, you will just give up and say.. "argh.. it's not working and i'm gg to leave it and give up..."

NO! this is totally truly definitely a wrong thinking!!! Why wanna live in a state of denial??!!? Instead of saying.. "no i cant do it, and even if i do, i will do it my own way.. and even if i fail, what's big deal of giving up??" Instead of saying this, a person should find an alternative to pursue what they want.. if you see a wall and you already bang it, will you keep banging the same wall??? bang till you bleed and you still banging??
You knw that this is not the right way, COME ON!! CHANGE!!! You knw you cannot follow your way, why not open up your heart and options to try another way??
Route A leads to no way, of course you'll try route B?!? right??!?

Stubborn leads to "death". I am stubborn, and i am trying my best to open up my mind for more options!!!!!

To me, there is always no harm to try....
If there is a chance to improve myself, i will go for it.

Life, there's no easy way out. Some has not come to a realization that he/she can still achieve more in their life. Actually, they can.

The opportunity is here, what are you waiting for??

Don't be like our "Politics" ruler... because of their short sightedness, we became a 3rd world country again.
Broaden your will and your sight, accept changes in life. God knows that you will like they way HE arrange for you.

There are many many, even thousands of reasons that you can give just to deny the fact that "changes doesnt work for me, I am like that, unchangeable...". To me, why not give it a shot?

"leceh, ma-fan, susah.. troublesomes" are just lame reasons.. and if you're thinking that way, yes trust me, you are giving yourself an easy way out and it will not lead to to where you want.

BE able to accept changes and practice the change will definitely be rewarding in the long run. I am doing it now, accept changes, be a versatile person.

What are you waiting for?

Let the past passed, nah, dun worry about failure.
The moment Thomas Edison failed the 99th times of making the light bulbs, he said to those who discourages him.. "owh, I just found out 99 wrong ways to make a light bulb. "

If you fail, you just found a way that you shouldnt take, instead, you find a new way to succeed. =)


All the best.