Gladiator

 

Ya, saw the title?

I feel like I'm a gladiator…

Fight to make the audience happy, and fighting for my pride. ..

But…. I dun feel like I'm fighting for any pride, cuz I fight to lose my pride?

 

How does it feel to keep the sword under ur enemy's neck…

How does it feel to have being slashed by ur enemy?

How does it feel to roar and roar to get ur courage and bravery in the coliseum?

How does it feel to have ur enemy so strong and will just kill you in a split second…?

 

I dunno…

Yet, I feel like a gladiator…

Haha..

 

There are things that I really dun understand as a fighting gladiator..

Am I an entertainer? To entertain the kings and the audience?

Am I a fighter? To fight for ur pride and ur dignity? So that you are more respected in the community?

Am I just a normal human who only carries the name of GLADIATOR?

 

 

And yet….

After all the fights, after all the victories…

No one remembers you as a GLADIATOR!

You ask urself, you knw any GLADIATOR's name?

Those Who has fought for their family, their pride and their kings in the past?

No right?

 

Glad…glad… glad….

 

So, GLADIATOR, your name is mine.

 

 

 

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P.S : LC Tan, dun get "smoked" by ur problem… I dunno whether you are having problems with Daphy or someone else… anyhow, you knw you can always come to me. You may be shy to have this cousin sis to knw ur probs… haha!! But I am willing to help you.. remember? We are going to see each other every week starting from JAN???!! haha… I cant wait to pick you up every weekend though.. well, I knw u have the courage and ability to solve ur probs, so… be tough.

And… I'm sorry tht I cant grant ur Xmas wishes… cuz… hehe…. Tht's ur problem… and.. I cant buy a MAID k>????!!? sweat………

 

P.S.S : Dellynn isn't emo… just feel tht… she would be deaf, blind, or either autistic for now… thanks to the red wine, it retards her. Haha!!! She don't feel like posting the JOGOYA outing, so.. guess she will just keep the memories in her….

She wonders…. Why GOL has to be in alternate day!!!! She is drooling to watch the next episode!!!! Sweat…..

She will be on her one leg kicking one man show today. Wahahahaha!!! Happy… cuz it reminds her of her broken heart… a chance for her to sediment and think of her own mistakes. Yeah, SHIT grows in her body? And.. she thanked the food in JOGOYA, her dry cough subsided… 90%? Haha…

 

BoXes, Boxer… whatever shit… wait for her..

 

 

 

 

MERRY XmAs!!!

 

Happy Christmas!!!

 

Have a wonderful celebration guys!!! J

 

Summary of my day:

 

1. Meeting
   
2. Work
   
3. Fetch DeER
   
4. Bread Luncheon with DeEr
   
5. K song at home… alone?
   
6. Went LC to war with Kiat Kiat (happy!)haha!
   
7. Went back home
   
8. Received a bad news… owh…..
   
9. Had dinner with dad n mum in Vietnam Kitchen..
   
10. Shopped at JJBT
    
11. Bought some small gifts for my lil siblings…
    
12. Stickers…haha.. I cant get rid of you..
    
13. Then.. came home.. mummy is wrapping small boxes to deco my Xmas tree..
    
14. Muah, editing slides again..
    

And of course, the sweetest thing is u get replies from all tht you've sent MERRY XMAS!

Tht's the happiest.. J

My siblings replied.. in fact, they are the first.

Friends…. Haha..

Thanks..

 

Merry Xmas!!!

Fifi just took her Xmas Bath! Haha!!

 

Well…

 

Have a prosperous celebration!!

 

Muah… feel sleepy cuz I've sucked on the Cough DM again… well, Dextrometophan and Promethazine, drowsy.. J

 

Jogoya!!!
Chotto mattei!!!

Iteki-mas!!

Haha!!

 

 

P.S : Another level, yes.. there we are.

P.S.S :
Raey!! I love you!! Muacks muacks muacks!!!!!!!! You melt my heart by calling me sis….. J

 

Sleepy sleepy….

 

Bloody shit.

Another stupid fler who wants profit from a non profitable camp.

Shit… I was really pissed off… but thanks to SA.. she defended the purpose of the camp.

Yeah… I was elected as the Ass Head? SA is the Head?

SA was reluctant… but…. She took up finally…

SA, I will "chang" you!! No worries!!!

Just like old days…

 

Yeah, you… you are included too.. but, not holding any posts yet. J but.. we still need helpers.. L

 

Today,

Not wonderful..

My throat became more itchy….

Gosh…

Dextrometophan plus Promethazine…. Drowsy… but… AL's existence in my house this afternoon forced me to fight against the side effects of the 2 medications. Gosh…

I've made it through. J
cheers!!!

She gave me a bar of dark choc, 75% cocoa…as Xmas gift. Wrapped nicely with present paper.. haha!! Yeah, I did told her before I love dark choc, with high % cocoa. J

 

Will eat it 2mr… after my meeting. J

 

She is going to NS on 28^th Dec, 3 am!!! See the time!! 3 am!!!

Gosh….

How am I going to send her???

Hell…

 

Anyway, I showed her to my mum… J haha!!!

Mum was bothered about me being in love with a girl now after Last Saturday's conversation… hahahahaha!!! I love to see mummy's reaction on that!! She is so cute@! Mum, it wont happen to me k? I wont make you sad…. J I have lots of frens who are younger and older than me because…. (mum, I really dunno…)

Haha!! Fate gua…. J

 

And… I do hope to have a Cinderella story of my own, k? hehe….

 

So, my msg tone rang again. I hope I can assign my msg tone instead of ring tone…. Hehe…

So tht I'll knw who msged me… cuz there are some ppl tht I hope to msg everyday, and there are some ppl tht I hope they will stop msging me.

Anyhow, once I saw the photo and name tht I like, hehe…. I will be happy la. J

Yup, most of them tht I love… I have their photo assigned on their contacts. Wahahaha!!

 

 

My so called only entertainment is not updating. I think the owner is fainted somewhere… or maybe drown in the sea of love, or sea of laziness, so.. leave it la. Anyhow, I'm never sick of the owner. And… tht's a kind of fate too.

Fucker TC has becoming so fake. Hate it.

Bro has becoming sarcastic… ONE PIECE!!! Hate you for not copying it to me!!! I want tht Cartoon!!!

Mum… like I said..she worries tht I will fall into the sea of wrong love. Haha!! Which is impossible!!! I guarantee… :-0

Dad… sleeps like there's no tmr…. And said tht he needs to make an appointment to see me…. Sweat….haha….

Me?

I am at home this whole day… except for 9pm…

I went for a meeting in JETH at 9pm, after watching "Wei Xiao Pasta" on the China channel.

So…

Turned out… there's something.

It's good to work with my partner again. SA. She is a good partner. But I hope she wont eat me up. Cuz I just confirm a thing that I doubt about her. J

 

Ok, GOL has me spinning around.

I'm going to suck the cough DM again, to feel sleepy.

AL…

I will try the sleeping "technique" tonight… hahaha!!! I just hope tht after I try, my cough wont become worse….. or maybe I'll wait till I'm healthy again. J

 

I'm really sick of the suckers who run our country….

Guys, there will be another 4700 ppl losing their jobs in next 3 months…

So…

Plz spend to help the economy…..

 

I love,

So I laugh.

I hate,

So I grump.

I'm sick,

So I whisper…

I'm happy,

So I teased her.

 

Dad seems to get used to her voice, so bising, so funny….

Yeah, you pinned my dad! Hahahahahahaha!!!!

 

P.S :
what do you think of having magee for lunch 2mr? well…. I dun junk… so, should I junk? For once?

 

 

 

Random Feeling.

 

Ooh… I love my Xmas tree more…thanks to ME? Haha…

Ooh.. I love Kiat Kiat more….

Ooh... I love my bro's bed more..

Ooh.. I love myself more…

Ooh.. I love my sleep more..

Ooh.. I love More more…

 

Haha!!

 

This morning, I woke up. What I saw? Yeah, my alarm clock, rang at 7am. I was reluctant to wake up, but… due to the meeting in Cheras, I have to, so tht I could avoid all the jam. Thank god, I drove at an average speed of 90km/hr. so…. I was safe. Yeah, took my sweet time to drive… enjoy the loneliness of driving, without anyone by my side. Well.. I am not used to it.. but, I have to. Right?

 

The talk Show went on well. I cant be more proud to hear that. I was really thrilled! J

Anyhow, Good luck in upcoming test. J

 

Today, received a call from LC… and… I am regret to have taken up the call.

Kiat Kiat…

Thanks a lot. I love you more now!!! Haha!! If it wasn't you, I will have to be a dry corpse once I reach StarHill.. Kiat kiat, I will do anything for you!!!! Haha!!

Dei, I am not cheap…

No one could understand how thankful I am to him … cuz he got us out from THE CAR!!!!

Gosh… he saved my lung's life…

I promise I'll be there on Wednesday night!!! Promise!! Promise!! Promise!!!!!

 

Ok, tht was my afternoon.

Julene did msg me… and said tht she cant do anything when Kiat Kiat said he cant drive the Naza… haha!!

Anyhow… it's ok…

She understands how I feel.. J hehe…

 

Well, things are settled now. J

 

So… cheers!!!

 

I'm picking my ass up on studies.

At the same time, I cant wait for this Thursday's Jogoya.( Reminds me of the Fucker TC.)

Well…..it Means….. WE CAN SHOP!!!!!! Cuz kiat kiat is driving his private car!!!!!!! Haha!!

Muah,

I've learnt something from Aunty Jackie last Sat, when she stays over in my house. She taught me the importance of the state of mind.

She told me….

" If every morning, when you wake up, you tell yourself that today is going to be a good day, it will be a good day. If you keep a positive attitude throughout the day, positive things will come your way. "

 

I personally feel it's true. Live simple. Cuz happiness is simple. My happiness is… the happiness of my loved ones. Tht's all. If they are happy, I am happy.

If they are not happy, of course, I will still laugh and be happy in front of them, so that… they can see my happiness and be happy.

(you'll be happy easily if…. Your happiness is simple. Those who knw me long enough, they'll see my transformation..)

 

It sounds easy, but.. try it. U'll knw the level of difficulty. J

 

Okiez….

Cassie is darn Cute.

Hong Li looks handsome to me (stop vomiting)..

I wish I have a boyfriend like Raey..

I wish I have another sister.. (mummy, why??? Why??? Nehee……..)

I wish I have an elder brother to protect me… instead of me taking the elder brother's part now. Haha!

 

I think God is fair.

I may not have a boyfriend like Raey now… but.. I have a brother named Raey.

I may not have a sister now, but I have a similar one which bully me everyday.. Yeah, she always spanks me. Kakakakakaka…

I may not have an elder brother now….i knw I'm not going to have one… tht's why… I am the "elder sister" now.

Hehe..

 

I'm glad tht mummy love the purple light i've bought to decorate the Xmas tree... HoHoHo….

Merry Xmas!!

Yeah… though she said it's a bit expensive, but she was totally shut by the word "long term investment"…. Yeah, I was the one who shut her down.

Anyhow, if it gives happiness, who cares about the price??

I am willing to pay even for 10 buffets.. As long as all of us are happy, so….who cares?

Cuz…the memory will only be between us… so special, so true…

I still love buffet with my parents and siblingsSsSs (dun look left and right, you, yes you, included)…. Can I have it once more?

Haha… maybe next year. It will be in……… The Legend, KL. Haha! Another nice place I loved!!!

 

Stay tuned for another buffet outing!!!!!!!!

J

 

I wonder what are my darlings doing now…..

How about my dears?

My sayang?

Guys, I miss you all so much…

 

 

P.S
: I should've pass my girlfren to you… cuz… I will not need her on Wed…. sigh….

P.S.S
: Raey, padan muka…. Love you muacks muacks!! Miss you so so
so so
so damn much!!!! Come back faster la…. I miss your shoulder…and your butt!! hehe…

 

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Lee Chong Wei, you 've made Malaysia proud…

And ur uSD 60K….

Gosh….. you can retire anytime!!! Mew Choo will be a hang fuk
wife!! Haha!!

 

 

 

 

Night… tonight.

 

 

"coughing"…

 

Yeah… my dry cough… bad.. bad…

Is it good to keep a distance from both of them?

Apparently, I did not receive their msg anymore…

Probably one has return to Cameroon for her Sem holiday and another one has got me forgotten… "cheer"!!!

Me?

Free girl again!haha!!

 

DeeR is having her talk show on Homosexuality in less than 12 hours time. So…. I really wish her luck on tht!!! I knw, she can do it. But…. I think the statement where her results will be bad on tht day when she sees me doesn't really apply anymore…. Haha!

Nah… I dun wanna be the culprit.

I'm half deaf, half blind, have only half of my voice… ooooh… I sound so sexy these 2 days… haha!

Yeah, my nose blocked… causes ear stucked. Eyes get tired easily… due to lack of rest…

In short, I'm sick because I have lack of rest. I failed in taking care of myself… sigh…..

 

Met Alo last Saturday for Lunch!! I had lamb steak and Earl Grey!!! Hehe…. Satisfying….

Nice to meet all of them again!!! Really!!

Later at 4pm, I went to my little RUGRATS!!! Haha!! Gosh…..

I'm taking the most senior class…

Was torturing them though… hehe… I am famous in torturing ppl… tht's what I am known for.. haha!!

It's good to meet them again… my juniors, my seniors? (I'm the most senior one there… the last girl standing among the BLACKS! :-p

 

Muah wasnt feeling good this morning….

For the 1^st time of my life, I'm feeling blurrrrrrrr…… like a blurrrrr cat which keep knocking it's head on the floor!

I was really a blurrrr HomoSapien this morning….

But thank god, I picked up.

 

CheerS!! The CaBBAGE is CaBBAGE again!!! Yay! Cabbage!!!

DEER looks more like a patented cabbage now… wahahahahaha!!!

She looks cute… more mature compared to curly fries?

 

Anyhow, it is a nice try.. as it turns out….. quite presentable… mind me.. it's only "QUITE"..

Just came home from her home. (what a sentence!!!??!)

Ate her mummy's Tang Yuan… owh… I feel so homie there… hehe…yeah, normally my late Grandma was the one who will make it…. She never forgets to buy the Rice powder…

Honestly, it has been 2 years I'm eating the pre-packed ones…. And I dun really like it.

Tht's why, DEER's mummy 's Tang Yuan is…. DELICIOUS!! Muacks!!! muacksSS!! Love it!!

Can I kidnap mummy forever ar??? Hahahahah!!

 

Nah, her whole family is friendly.. treats me well? I guess.

Sometimes, feel sorry to keep her till late night. Haha!! (not my fault, it's DeEr's will!)

 

Bro has been back to KT for a few days.

I am alone?

Yeah… it doesn't feel right to not have a big half naked guys sleeping beside me now… cuz I was always playing with his bush on his armpit…. Hahaha!!

J

Anyhow…

We will meet again in one month's time.

 

Dellynn hates travelling everyday… she don't mind travels to somewhere nearby, but not to the Stupid Cheras….

 

Dellynn is broke. So…. She'll mourne in the cave for at least a month.

Haha! You believe it?

Hehe….

 

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Just read the Khir's blog in her house. The KHINZIR who wants to transform Maths and Science to BM again.
Fuck you KHINZIR! Are you having the right mind now?

IF we do not change now, how are we going to advance?

I really don't understand why all the suckers are so short sighted….

Can you all just wake up??? From you slimy dreams???

Face the reality!!

The Law of Natural Selection, from Charles Darwin still applies k? If we become the extreme ones, which stays undeveloped for a long period of time, we will be eradicated!

Understand that!!! Where is your stupid common sense!!!??!

Eat Dung.!

 

 

I'm sick of politicians… BN la, UmNO la, whatever shit la… (I actually dislike the "shit" at the ending…)haha!

Ya.. whatever la…

I'm sick of it. I want change!!!

Politicians governing are using their butt hole to think!! Tht's why all their ideas are shit!

 

 

k.

 

wanna sleep.

 

 

P.S :
The Qs really got me thinking. Am i? or am I not? I think I have problem answering in tht….

SA, has the courage…. But… I dun…. Hv… it…… yet…….haha!! sampat la…. I have whole family to jaga… so, mummy, keep it up ur simple mind!! J

 

P.S.S :
Fuck TC. JoGoYA ur butt head! You are another CC.

 

P.S.S.S:
don't hesitate…. Don't doubt…. After all these while, you still don't understand the fact???

DArk Eye...


What a short night to sleep. Thanks to Me and Rahell...
Blame me cuz i slept late?
nah...

was at home resting...

having bad sneezing....

haha!!

yeah, loading GOL epi43. Gosh....

My mum and i had set up a small Chrismast tree... Well... It was a good experience with her i guess?

Things... has to be give and take sometimes.
I've given up something. but i've got back some things that others might not have for their whole life..

Yeah yeah...

Mummy is the most simple person in the world.
maybe only to her children?
haha...


I valued my family time more.. erm, including you i guess. Tht's why i said tht on the other day.


okiez... Cheang and Yolk commented on my chats. well.. I may be ganas, but only in blogs. :-)
I'm still an innocent girl........ (imagining the cat in Shrek with the innocent, bright eyed look) haha!

I may be suppressing my condition now, which is flu, cough..fever... yeah, I hvn been sick for almost half a year.. guess i wasnt able to keep the record of not getting sick?

My cough is getting more often, yeah... dry cough. thanks to the "Xiang pian" i had this morning? makes my dry cough even worse. Anyhow, Chicken doesnt worsen my condition, cuz i still tk them. :-)

Erm..... but not bananas? hehe...

It's a Saturday, I can see all my darlings today.... "CHEER"

I miss them!@ a lot@

Owh ya,
AL said she wanna learn some self defense trick from me lately... haha.. yeah, there was one week, she followed me to my class. so she said she was interested. haha!! co-incidently we were doing some throwing technique.... (wait till you see how to roll on the floor... it may probably kill your interest) "wink"

Yup, teaching small naughty kids is part of my life now.. Gosh, they are cute!@
owh ya, I hope AL and Elsie did not get scared of how strict i was in my class, when i am teaching.
I am totally a different person there?
hehe... of course, i have a discipline to keep.:-)

I guess I am being accepted more now. erm... should i say that we are accepting each into our life now better? haha!! You knw, it's hard to crawl into a person's life.. and it's hard to crawl out too. :-)

hui Shin, yeah, Her sister! totally different from her. I think i'm crawling into her with a snail's speed? dun blame me.. blame the scarce amount of slime i hv!! ha!
ANother gone case... I hate Sue for always reminding me that he is my KO KO!! gosh please!! I dun want a KOKO like him>?!? I'll rather kiss a frog's butt for that.

Kavitha and Sue... well, i can see how helpless they are on Vick. dudes, i understand you guys... probably ur patience has reached the maximum potential.. Sue, I did remember tht i asked you to be patient... and i knw.... you are going to burst anytime soon from now.
mind me....
when both Kav and Sue asked me how's Vick, I said :" erm... a bit slow... cant really let him do all the things, simple cashiering... well, forget about it, I rather do it myself. cuz he takes forever to key in simple stuff."

yeah, tht's my answer...

then....

"booms"

all the stories come.

basically, i just listened... listened....
cuz.,.
I love to listen. Don't you know?????

haha!
Anyhow, They dont have the patience, it doesnt mean tht i dont have it.
Remember?
My patience is well trained, i guess?
after all these years of teaching little Rugrats and facing DeEr? (nah, DEER has not gone me into any trouble yet.. so, basically... my patience was trained not because of her) "LOL" +.+''

Means, VICK! challenge me if you can!! hahahahaha!!

gosh, i laugh like a witch....... =.=''


I will be going to a performance conducted by Yan tonight.... in Sokka Gakkai. Erm.... still finding a person to accompany me...
well...

You interested to knw someone important to me? which helped me through hell?

I'll be going there as a support to her.
cuz.,. it's her very first chinese orchestra performance.

and.... i guess, most likely... i will have to go alone. :-)

I dun think my "siblings" are free though... one in KT.. one in nowhere? one may date? so... haha.. i dont feel pathetic k?

Parents? no need to say... let mum and dad hv their reunion.... (owh... so sweet...)
hehe...


Today is Dong Zhi festival. well... I wish all of you have a prosperous celebration. After today, we are all said to be 1 year older. so, eat some rice ball, follow some tradition.. have a great reunion with your family... :-)

tht's why i said, most probably i will be going to Yan's performance alone. :-)
haha!!


P.S : As usual, i am not sorry for the ganas-ness of my previous blog. If you tak suka, Click [x], cuz we're not meant for each other. wahahahahaha!

P.S : Nice Dim Sum, but... I'm hungry again.... T.T

George Bush was thrown with shoes by Iraqis Journalist.







Erm....

I personally feel tht he deserves it???

2 throws.. bingo... none terkena...


Bush... has caused enough pain to the Iraq nation. It should be put a stop. He attacks for nothing... i mean, attacking Iraq. Yeah, Stupid oil....
but he said Iraq has some stupid nuclear bomb.. so they need to be attacked and vannished... as USA is the World policeman?? said to be?

FUCK!


Bush...
step down faster...

You are....
helpless....
useless to me....

and You are one of the Worst president EVER!!!


Go back and suck your mum's nipple!
you still need to learn.. so.... learn from sucking...
You Suck!