A short update

How nice I can see everyone everyday?! Huh?
I feel a bit better today.
My uncle brought back thymol gargle for me,and guess what?I gargle 30ml and then I realize 'dilute one part with 3 parts of water'. 'do not swallow the solution'

Shiat...I did not dilute it and I did swallow a bit due to poor control!hahaha! I was like, 'screw it la, already gargle without dilution and swallowed a bit.. Won't die la!' worse still,I drank water after gargle,which made me swallow even more thymol gargle indirectly!haha! Then I went to sleep!

Miraculously,I woke up with my throat feeling quite good! No more inflammation!! Unlike yesterday morning when I woke up,I feel like I'm gonna lose my voice. With my throat bengkak!!! Still,I feel Heaty this morning. I still need to take care of myself so that it won't get worse.
By the way,I drank coconut during supper yesterday!

Today,I'm gonna drink tonnes of water!haha!

I still feel like isolating myself though. I need sleep! Seriously need sleep!
See if I am able to hold on till next Sunday!ha!

Pumpkin!! Fetch me on Monday??!!

My day was sucky yesterday, got a stupid customer whom ruins my day. Anyway,I've learnt a lesson!
Today will be good!!! Yeah!!!!

I wanna sleep whole day if possible....sigh.....

A lot has been going on in my workplace. Anyway,I'm over it in a week's time!hahaha!! Just that I will miss my colleagues here... We practically fought together for sales everyday.

Time flies huh!? Now,it's time for me to proceed to another journey. This 4 months is a great lesson and expensive for me. Knowing Raine, Ivan, John,Candy, Wilson my Lao da, Dan, Wayne,Sunny, Harnes, Sia Chun Wei.. And the kiddos, Benjamin and Daphne! I'm gonna miss all of them!! Not gonna miss my boss.haha!
Thank God for them!

Ok,time to work! Ciao!!!!!

Loves,
DEllynn Ah Kuen.

Hidden away

For the first day,I feel like plugging my ear phone for the whole day, to cut me off from all the noises. Erm..probably because I'm not feeling that well. So,I'll still try my best in my work!

I believe that my illness will go away very soon!=) being positive here! One more week to liberty. I'm happy that this life is over soon. Means it marks my one month long break. Away from my country... Away from the place I once knew.

I still believe that there's a reason for everything. I have to give up on something I really wanted for something more important. Yeah, it doesn't feel good though. Anyway,life goes on. I'm okay if I don't think and talk about it.=(

Life here is marking an end. Is it really the end? Or the beginning? I see it as a new start. New life ahead. Like I mentioned before,I would not come bck to my life now. I would never have a chance to work here as a sales assistant or selling CCTV anymore. I enjoyed my freaking life here though. I start to miss my buddies here but I know life goes on.

This 4 months trip here made me realize a lot of things. One thing I know, I can do whatever I want if I have the determination. And... His mercy.

One more week left for me. I will definitely enjoy it before I leave this life. The end of a journey marks a beginning of another journey. I think my Life Book will be a contented one!

My throat is not feeling that good. Gosh.....

And my hearing sense is still in a mono world. I still refuse to unplug my ear phone. It feels so good to have a peace of mind. Gah... This is the first time I feel this way!

'please don't keep your heart hidden away ...'

The voice that was sung by an angel to my head. Perhaps, tht's the message.
=)

Time's up for me to work.

Write more if I feel like it!

Ciao.

Easter...i'm at work.=)

Ms Dellynn Lim Ah Kuen is very exhausted. Still at work, closed a few deals and I am mentally and physically exhausted.

Today is Easter!I'm so happy!though it's not possible for me to attend the prayers and celebration today ,I am still happy bcos it's Easter! Owh,I had a bad one last year...yeap,some family problem. The problem still exists,but all I can do is just keep it to myself.=)

I had a great day yesterday, it was my off day! Went out for lunch with uncle Yeoh and Aunty Jane! They are like my parents here. So we went out for duck meal!wow,it was fantastic! I enjoyed it very much! And I ate a lot! Haha!
Right after lunch, they brought me to Tun Aminah for tea time. Lol! Tea time right after lunch!ha! The kuih-muih was fantastic! Thereafter,I met Uncle Chen!we had a great chat there! According to Uncle Yeoh,Uncle Chen wouldnt have talked to me the way he talked to me yesterday if he doesn't like me! Haha!! I was like:'OKAY....'. Cuz I was just being myself. Hehe.

Went bck home right after that as Uncle Yeoh still needs to coach. I slept with kakak,we napped together la. (sounds so obscene) ha!

Called my mum before I went for dinner. As usual la,she was happy to heat from me! Same as me! My mum is an angel to me. And she is going get a complementary cake to celebrate my bday...sweat...=_='. It's FOC....haha!

Went out for dinner with my uncle! He brought me to a restaurant which serves good food! As I've posted on FB,San Lou mee fen was the best! And the fish soup!! I love my dinner too!

Ah kuen is A person who enjoys food a lot!hee... Tht's why I'm blessed tht my off day is just once a week!ha!

Talked to muh pumpkin before i sleep. As usual la,I was so excited to talk to her! I hope I didn't bore her with my grandmother stories la!hehe....

Going bck on 16may! I can't wait to start study!!!!


I can't wait to smell klang's air Wei!!! Though the air back there is a little unhealthy...=p

I can't wait to see everyone!!!


Ok la,pen off k! I don't Like poking on my poddie... It gives me muscle lethargy....lol!


Ciao! Continue working!

eeee…. happy day.

haha…. ‘im so happy to see my RAchel Ngiam Pumpkin update her blog. I guess she’ll expect hearing my voice tonight.=)

Being kinda emo due to sickness huh? but still have a clear mind on how many stuffs I owe her… LOL!

I miss her that much, yes.. tht much.

*showing 1cm of gap with my thumb and second finger* =)

 

I am tired, but happy at the same time. It is a holy week therefore it’s a happy week.

I will pray for my siblings because they will be having finals next week. Mmm…. too bad, the boy of mine is not coming back till july. His exam ends on 3rd May.. and… HE IS NOT CELEBRATING MY BIRTHDAY THIS YEAR! sobs…

My Girl… I hope I get to see her a day before my birthday! I got so many things to do with her yet so little time! yeah, I’mma jack-ass… haha! I miss my beautiful voice!! and… our K-sing session!!  (btw, I tot u found my substitution?? haha! see! told ya! I will never get substituted! for I am so deeply carved in your heart and I’m irreplaceable! Muahahahaha)

happy for that for a million times, I am right! HA!

Its not the gifts that matters. Its not the money and value that matters, what matters most is to have someone close to heart to just sit and listening to each other in silence.

Like every women has, Bra is the fittest stuff a girl can have! ooi! muh BRA! hahaha!

eh eh… get the CAMERA! no need to think too much! the rest, leave it to 28th July! hahaha!

 

I’m now paying my debts and earning back the money I paid!

 

owh yeah, I got so much to tell my pumpkin! hehe…. I think I will be a distraction to her during her study break. =P

Well, its almost 11am. going out……with AUNTY JANE and UnCLE YEOH for lunch!!! muahahahaha! both of them are like my third parents after my aunt yoong and uncle Tan.

 

Time to go off and wait for the king and queen to come!

 

Pumpkin… shopping for facial and eye bag masks is a must when we meet!

Love u babe!

 

my stupid bro, all the best in exams! love you lots bodoh! =P

 

ciao!

Sunday,not a sabbath.

So,another new day huh?

I had a great off day yesterday,glad that I slept till 12pm and had great lunch plus dinner.

Sometimes I just don't understand why people can interpret things differently, they tend to live in their own world and refuse any helping hands reached out to them. This kind if life is saddening huh?ya,this kind of people just don't wanna face the truth and situation. I have no comments if they wanna continue to live in the dark, thinking that no one understand them and no one cares for them. I pass no comments at the moment,just hope that they will find peace within them. If this continues,they'll live in suffering and sadness.
Ignorant is definitely not a bliss to this kind of people.
However,it's their life,it's up to them how they wanna live it. Helping hands has been offered,turned down,and what's worse is...stubbornness!

Anyway,life is to be enjoyed without guilt.

Personally,I'm being happy for who I am. Though I knw currently,they will accept me as who I am yet,I will hold on and be who I am.

It's a Sunday,Sunday is always a sabbath. Haha...but in my case,it's not.






Friends are having exams,all I can do is just to pray for them and wish them all the best! I don't believe in luck because it's hardwork which determines everything. Right?luck is just 1%. Haha!

I pray for a peaceful Sunday and and peaceful weeks ahead!

I can't wait for everything to end...

Lol. Listening to 'waiting for the end' by Linkin Park. So,I'm waiting for the end to come,wish that I have strength to stand.....


How's everyone in klang???doing fine??? I miss all of u so much!!all the aunties,brothers, and sisters!!and my friends!!!

I'll be back very very soon! Will be a short trip back home!! After that,I'll be on marathon again!haha!

My Lord,hold my heart.


Short post though! I miss talking with my pumpkin and pamelo. Both of u!!tk care!


Gotto go! Work... Ciao peeps!

Here withou you

So here I am,sitting,blogging with my poddie.

I am counting days,well... I tell myself not to count days but...my eyes are glued to the calendar unconsciously.

I dunno what am i doing.sigh..

Anyway,I promise myself to give in my best!!! I can't wait to start my classes!hehe...well.I can't wait to do something I love! For now,I am happy for what I have. So far,besides my personal problems,I am doing fine.

Life as a nobody is so good. I can't imagine my life as a VIP somebody who deals with life and death in the future.

So I say,life is not to be wasted . I am glad that I took a step out of my comfort zone, although I am scared,now I knw tht I can do anything I want,I can definitely achieve everything! Just the matter of time.

I'm listening to 'Here without You' by 3 Doors Down, I love this song a lot. Reminds me of good memories.

Frankly,I miss singing a lot. Singing reminds mr of my ambition.haha! Once in standard 3,I was bored of the same ambitions year by year..teacher,doctors,gardener (yeah,gardener!!haha).. So I decided to do something different tht year. When I was called in front to the teacher's front desk,she asked me what's my ambition, I said 'singer!' her eyes popped out,still rmber I was in Pui Ying school,Mrs Fan was my class teacher, she stared at me and said 'u??singer??' I was so innocent,I nodded and said 'yes!'

Hahaha!!

Those were the days!!, well..I think my form teacher popped her eyes out because I don't look like I can sing.haha! Cuz I was fat and chubby that time,and I don't have any talents in me...haha! Erm,if I get to see Mrs Fan again,I will sing infront of her!!! Though I am not a singer now,but I would like to sing to her...cuz I got a 'not bad' voice!!lol! Probably i will sing a 'thank you' song to her... FYI,I sing badly...ha!

It's true tht it is hard to imagine me being a singer when I was young cuz I was not a spotlight in class. Even now, I prefer not to be a spotlight.

How I wish I can attend the Gala Night on 14th May. Anyhow, I shall think of performing next year,hahaha!

Thanks to my poddie that I can blog anywhere now. I still cannot live without blogging!

Continue listening to 'here without you'.. Cha bor's Favourite-mavourite song! It became mine now.

It gets harder but it won't take away my love and passion.

Klang!I'm coming! soon!!!!!!!!!!!


Pray for me....k??

Sick of it.

I am tired. Very tired. Physically and mentally...sigh...

My cousin bro confirmed dropped out from uni, cousin Sis tells lies and we all still dun understand her..

I wanna take a break from what I'm doing.haha..yeah,can't wait for my D day.

Went to a talk to get my cousie's registration done. Went for great lunch,great tea time,great dinner!

I'm tired due to lack of sleep.....

For my health's sake, I need to go. For my spiritual health's sake,I have to go off .


Feels so dull though.

Week by week,time flies. I just can't wait for the month to end! 20 more days till end of this month and I'm getting what I want!

Ppl take things for granted.

Here,no matter how good u have tried, it's still not good enough..and I'm starting to feel sick of it. If I hold on any longer,no one will recognize me anymore. Somehow,I am experiencing and feeling the metamorphosis in me. I think I've changed to the worse...

I've been away for too long. Long enough to be disappeared from everyone's memory. I don't want tht to happen.

No one to hang out, talk, and socialize. Thank god for my family here though!

I'm keen to go away as soon as possible,from HELL SG.
I'm not running away,but study life is still the best.

I can't wait to live as a backpacker in Melbourne.hahaha!!!

Basically, I crapping a lot cuz I wanna talk. It's moody to work on Sunday! Which is my God's day and family day!

I am seriously sick of the so called military thingy here. I don't mind working silently.. It is getting more and more tense in me. However, there's a reason why god put me in this situation,I know. HE wants me to learn something invaluable from here,I know.


I miss my smile...haha.


I need to give out my best for as long as I am here! I can!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I know I can!!

I need a fire burning spirit..and I need woods to keep it burning.

And..I need a long term eye bag treatment!!I swear I'm going to nap every single day after all ends!

Pray for me......