To be or not to be??



Love doesnt matters where you are from, who you are? how old are you? or whatever shit it is right?



Got a bit pissed of by the way Government handle things and issues, especially on the most SENSITIVE, BOMBASTIC issue now, which is our dearest petrol price.

Do you know tht... we are actually paying more than the full cost of petrol????

Guess how much the real price is??

it's RM 1.63!!! @$#%$#^$^$@#
What the F**k?

and yet, we are paying RM 2.00 now per litre... and INSTEAD OF GOVERNMENT SUBSIDISING THE PETROL, WE ARE SUBSIDISING THE GOVERNMENT NOW!


ok... cool,
I know Government shouldnt hv subsidized anything on us... (tht's why it spoiled the people?)

but...

hello....
we paid our tax every year, and yet, we need to subsidise government? our tax is not enough??? You want more? HEY! HARD EARN MONEY ok!!
and you want us to subsidize YOU????!!???.....!@#$@%$#^#


sweat...

I am speechless.

I am not a politician, I'm just an ant, crawling in the land of MALAYSIA!

Well, I just feel unfair for all of us, especially those who family who has a lower income.
that's all.

so, i am still reading on my E-News.

Again, all the politics are never-ending.
DArk, DArk, fake...some sickers who are hiding behind blue lines.

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Peoples are laughing.... smiling, living....
but...

is that the real them?

are you really happy?

or... laughter is just an iron mask on you???


Well...
below is a song, from MayDay, .
Every word in the lyrics hits me through thoroughly....

please let it load first before u play. and... if u dislike it, just click close. thank you! :-)



Here you are, MAYDAY.

你不是真正的快樂

are you?

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I dont give a damn what ppl say, I dont give a damn what ppl do..

I am me. I wanna be me.

So what if I fail?

Pick my ass up and try again!
beb, you know what? that's STRENGTH!! that's STENGTH!

(It looks more like i am saying it to myself. yes i am, based on all the "occlusions")



P.S. Politic sucks. As rakyat, dun be a sucker though all the Pool players suck!

不夠成熟

16 yrs old, but talented in singing?

nah... i like this song simply because of the melody.

I love the lyrics of this song, especially the chorus part.

(the range is too high... i mean the key of this song, but i still sing it. :-) )

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Yes! petrol price is going down 15 cents starting from 18th Nov, Tuesday.

The petrol price keeps dropping....

It's good or bad.?

I know most of u will say good.

think deeply, behind these cheers for the decreased in petrol price, hv you guys ever thought of what will happen or what's happening?

Means....
The petrol price drops,
The net earning of Petronas drops.
Malaysia's earning drops... as Petronas is one of the income of Malaysia besides us, the TAXPAYER.

Lot's of controversy will start.
Petrol price was RM2.70
now, it's Rm 2.00.
No doubt it lessen our burden...
but think of the industries, shop owners, consumers.

The price of good was increased due to the Petrol price,
and it doesnt decrease though petrol price decrease. what happened?

Fellow friends,
do u know industry involve a lot of ppl?

1. Raw MAterial,
2. Manufacturer,
3. Exporters, Importers,
4. Stores,
5. Distributor,
6. Sellers,
7. agents,
8. consumers. which is all of us.

can u see how many stages it goes?

If you've increased the price, will u decrease it since you can earn more from it ? eventhough it is prior to the decrease of petrol price?

The answer is NO.

What's more if it involves so many ppl.

means...

inflation rate will increase.

Rakyat suffers.

but thank god...

(u guys can think from this way)

thank god, petrol price has decreased, at least it lessen our burden?

ya...
it's a selfish kind of thinking...
but... who careS?

so, let's just see how ugly Malaysia can go. :-)

haha!

I'm sure, no one wants that.

Government is forcing sellers to decrease the price. How is it going to work when the levels above do nothing?
Of course, who wants a business who doesnt make money? right?


so...
Government, it doesnt work tht way...
there's no law and constitution which can control it.

Save it.

Think of good strategy on how to improve Malaysia or defend Malaysia from another "lovely" economy crisis...


A-men.


P.S : Above is only my humble opinion. Sorry if i hurt any of the party.. cuz... it's just co-incident. :-)

P.S.S: on d list again? still, I feel weired... I wonder why it is fluctuating... I'm ON sometimes, I'm OFF sometimes.. so, I'm ON or OFF?

P.S.S.s: Fifi has another interview 2mr, wish her best of luck.

P.S.S.S.S : about the gay debate.... I kena bomb quite serious today, so I'll just think of how to strengthen my view. cuz it's a subjective topic. The only question is GOD.


Lastly, Good nite. My back is having war with me, and my eyes...
thanks to both of them, i slept 5am this morning. I think it's because of the long hour, tht's why they are not peaceful today. They are straight to me... so straight....

Lezzies, Gayism...


They are whom i respect.
They are whom i support.
They are whom i am proud of.
They are who they are.

Let me present. a vid from You Tube, which shows how wonderful homosexual love is.


P.S : I love the song!! and i only realized that the lyrics is meaningful, on this vid. haha!!

I am in favor of supporting Gay Rights all over the world.

Stupiak Girl inspires me on this blog. :-)
and....
because of her, I've read a lot of articles about homosexuality in this 3 hours time.

:-)

Here you are, enjoy.





the debate, it will on my next blog.:-)

Friendship.



Came across this in E-Newspaper, Sin Chew daily, which makes me think of....(^.^)
Read it, click on the link and read the full interview

真正的朋友是……
把手機電話簿打開看一看，大部份的人名，是“認識的”，還是“朋友”？跟你認識了5年10年，就是朋友了嗎？朋友之中，又屬於哪一種朋友？

甚麼樣的才是真正的朋友？

先秦哲學家莊周說：“君子之交淡如水，小人之交甘若醴；君子淡以親，小人甘以絕。”而英語中有句諺語：“A friend in need is a friend indeed”，意思是患難朋友才是真朋友。

有的人，你盡可以將自己生命中的一切托付給他；有的人，你可以與他共同度過生命中的一些歷程；有的人，你可以把他作為某種利益交換過程中的合作夥伴；有的人，需要你用嚴密的法律合同條款去緊緊的約束住他。

你與周圍的人們和睦相處，但是，你很明白，在你願意為別人真誠付出的同時，願意為你做出同樣付出的真朋友是可貴而稀少的。

擁有了，就要珍之惜之。畢竟人生中許多事情，是父母家人老公老婆孩子插不上手的，這些事，你只能對朋友說。

http://www.sinchew.com.my/node/86040?tid=14

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好朋友是……
所謂好朋友，就是你痛苦了我打心裡來安慰你，讓你感覺到我給你的安慰是如此真切，如此同理心，我的安慰，化解了你積鬱心中的痛苦；我快樂了你跟我一起分享，分享得天真、分享得無邪無私，好像是自己的快樂；你成功了，我心裡不能毛毛的，怪怪的，一副酸酸的樣子。

http://www.sinchew.com.my/node/86039?tid=14

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好朋友是……
所謂好朋友，就是不必為半夜打電話給對方而心懷愧疚，因為他會清楚這通電話一定有它的必要性！生命一路走來，愛情、親情、工作等等遇到各種挫折，經歷著生命裡不同的起承轉合，每一回，都會轉頭去找頻率同調的好朋友，唯有他，才能舒緩心靈的創痛，找到重新面對生活的力量。
好朋友，就是你自己找回來的家人。你出世在哪個家庭沒得選擇，可是好朋友可以選，好朋友就是後來你為自己帶進來的家人。我會珍惜好朋友，相等於珍惜自己的家人.

http://www.sinchew.com.my/node/86038?tid=14

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好朋友是……
在多夢的荳蔻年華，最好的朋友就是一個可以訴苦、可以分享心事、可以對著他淚流涕落哭得很難看也不會覺得難為情的人。在這個生命階段，我們完全知道朋友是 甚麼一回事，並且在一把朋友中尋找知己。知己，一個體己而溫暖的朋友，在愛情的欣喜還沒有降臨之前，這樣的友誼，給我們的便是一種安定。

http://www.sinchew.com.my/node/86032?tid=14

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好朋友是……
在童稚的世界裡，跟你喜歡同一齣卡通片、天天跟你在一起如膠如漆、不會跟你吵架的那個人，就是最好的朋友！

http://www.sinchew.com.my/node/86029?tid=14

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THe articles inspired me, and sort of like hit me through.
Who's the first one who crossed your mind...?

hehe...erm.... who's mine?
curious?

Midnight struggle.. on monsters.



It feels strange to be deleted from the list.

been checking on Malaysia's news on Malaysiakini.com

something hooked me on.

A letter titled : "Malaysia, boleh kah?" means, "Malaysia, can you?"

"Change we can," said Barrack Obama. Change they can, and, I believe, change they will. He also said, "We are the change we want." And change they did, for only the second time in more than 200 years, Americans have taken the risk again in electing a young and unfamiliar non-pedigree for a president.


"change for good!"


yeah, Malaysia, can you?

Sometimes i do feel like i'm living in the STONE age. People still think like the stone age ppl,i mean politicians.
Sigh...
why cant they be a little bit more "far-sighted".??
cant they learn how to forsee the future further?
not just see everything infront of the nose..?

That's what's happening out there.

Regarding the letter, yes, Americans has made their choice. That is their choice. I believe, US will be better, i mean they will improve even more under Obama's leadership.

Well, can you co-relate that with Malaysia??
yup, tht's exactly what i wanna say.
Let us just put some analogues.

(those below are not the real person)

Pak LeH---> George Push?
AnhWA Iburaheem----> HoBAma?

is it clearer? the situation? can u co-relate again?
haha!

yeah, the only difference between left and right candidates is..

Left side, no peace between them...
AnhWa is still fighting on his GAY SEX..
Pak LeH is going to give up as the Prime Monster to be the Finance Monster?

the right side..
HoBAma has a clear record.
George PuSh is going to step down from the WHITE house and be a normal citizen?

See?

Summore, our future Prime Monster is said to be involved in TANTANTUYA bomb murder.
Mr. NacheEEb
can u imagine such person becoming our leader?

Feel like singing LeeHom's What's wrong with me.

Anyhow, this makes Malaysia's future a mist. As we still dun really know what is ahead us.
Of course, as a samaritan, I hope for good.

No more fights between Monsters... Come on! be civilized!
In reality, we're not from Stone Age, ok?

Don't make us live as if we're living in a StoNe Age..

please...

Again, it's politics that is... bothering all of us?

and.. once the damage is done, it is over. You cant repair it easily.
right?
it's something like cardiac muscle..
once it is torn, no doubt it will regenerate,
but the muscles regenerated are non-flexible anymore.


well, Leaders! Do not generate the non-flexible heart cells of the so called "StOne Aged" good samaritan!
It's not worth the surgery.

At the end, you will gain, but.. you will lose more than u gain... unless, you can make a change to the entire body which can give the signal to regenerate the FLEXIBLE cardiac cells.


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I wonder,
is my decision correct?
I'm just doing what my heart desires.

Sometimes, my decision haunts me.
but i just ignore it most of the time.. believing tht i can get over it.. someday.



Me Feeling good again?
Well, i dunno, you judge.



great day everyone.
i wanna stop fighting with my eyes, as they are "complaining " tht they are dry.
I wanna have peace with my body, so decided to take and give.

Good nite.


PS: There will be less private appetite starting from now on, not tht i'm on diet,just that private appetites can lead to disaster. so, will just be on a slight diet. :-)

P.S.S: I am glad to meet Linda, she is gorgeous. I think she will be a great friend.

My mind is full of riddles now. Papa, thanks to you.

Break break!

Was really stressed, but dun mind me...

Sometimes, really feel like giving up, cuz of the miserable life.
but... what's life without all these?

so, i hope there's no DOA for me...

I was streaming vids on Youtube, watched my long longed movie, Saving Face, directed by Alice Wu, and watched DEBS too.

Saving FAce was a great movie, at least, i enjoyed it. Because the issue is that you cant find it in Malaysia. Thank God, they are AMerican Chinese who acted in this movie.



There you go, Starring Joan Chen, as the doctor in this movie, and her life, her story. How she deals with everything, and how she's been in between situations, to choose or not to choose. Erm.. I would say tht it's a dyke movie.
but... the moral value is there. That's why i watched it.
:-)

Anyhow, the story line is quite good. The controversy is.... monogamy is not being emphasized. Yeah, it showed that Viv and Wil are together at last, but Wil's mum... erm.. the character they potrayed is kinda like having a contrast.

I strongly recommend this to mummys.(not the dead body in formalin), it's mum!MUMS! Well, don't do what the mum did in the movie, which is getting pregnant in her 40s without telling who's the father. but learn how she accepted the way her daughter, Wil is.

I recommend this though!


Another one, which is DEBS.


The story kinda like... doesnt make sense. It describe 4 girls, in this DEBS academy..in training to hunt enemies down.
it's normal movie i would say.
but... again, the moral of the story is the worth watching part. :-)
Girls, fight for what ur heart desires.

I love Lucy, starred by Joanne Brewerd . She's gorgeous, looks like Mia Kirshner who starred as Jennifer Shecter in the L word.
but Jenny Shecter is a bit more wild than Lucy.
:-)

Again, watch it if you have time!

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I really hang in You tube for quite long.
Streamed vids about Wedding in Birthday Suits,
my goodness, I really admire their courage to do that,as it will never ever ever never ever happen in my beloved country, Malaysia,

Can you imagine, everyone being naked in your wedding day... including you and ur husband!

I mean, for now, it can only happen in other country but not here, definitely.
It is happening in other country though.

here i share a vid about it, Wed in Birthday Suits... and... for more info, stream YouTube for more. :-)




ok, that's all for today.
It's a dull Saturday without my buddies...
:-)


I'm back, for reasons.
well, you judge.:-)

I'm gay today. Gay enough to live my day.
Hope this gayness wont fade, so tht i will have the courage to carry on.
I need courage, yes, i do.

PS. I miss you baby!
P.S.S : I miss cheesecakes.

Back


After long, It will be commercialized again.

Claps claps claps....

" I wanna thank my mum, my dad, my bro and my friends for....."

I guess there's no need to give this kind of speech when i'm, commercializing my blog again?

LOL.

Let me Introduce myself again here,
Blogger : Dellynn
Age : Unknown
Live in Malaysia.


Things are changing...
cheers for readers!! you get something from me again!!!!


MY current news update:
I disagree with the FATWA against Tomboy which was rised.

"The National Fatwa Council of Malaysia issued a fatwa saying that tomboyism, where a girl behaves or dresses in what is seen as a boyish manner, is forbidden by Islam. According to the council chairman, Datuk Dr Abdul Shukor Husin, this decision was made because — in their reasoning — young women who behave like men will engage in lesbian sex."

Come on??!?
and it further said that it can cause some shit of social problem, increase rate of divorce..bla..bla..

I was really pissed off with the statement above.

I have friends who are tomboyish, but... they are straight. They dress that way simply because it is easier to manage.
so?
What the heck??!!? How can they claim that they are tend to indulge in Lesbian sex?

anyhow, You cant just stop someone, especially Muslims girls from wearing pants, and having short hair, right??

If they are tomboy and they are lesbian, and why care about other ppl's life? Our bosy, our responsibility, their body, their responsibility, right?

I mean, the Council wouldn't know if a Tomboy is eating other girl out? right?

Plus, according to RobbyZai, it is not illegal for being gay in Malaysia, people are only prohibited from kissing, hug, and have intimate acts in the public.

Appearance is not an indicator of sexual orientation
A person's outward appearance and his or her sexual orientation are distinct and separate. The council's views are misinformed and based on outdated stereotypes. A woman who has short hair and [is deemed] "masculine" may be a married mother of two, and a feminine woman may be a lesbian.



from the nutgraph.

ARe we still living in stone age??

My gosh...


Today, about me....
Despite of whole day having war with my body, i am extremely tired. yeah, i am. My waist muscle is aching, and i dunno what happened to it.
I am reluctant to my CVS... but yet, i have to burn and drink it.

Life is kinda depress, but Kuen is not.

One thing good about Kuen is.. i think she thinks positively..
LOL.

Well,
I heard that the petrol price will drop to Rm 1.92/Litre in this 2 weeks time.
It will be announced soon though.
Praying hard!

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Emo is said to be a culture that emerge from a style of music particularly hardcore punk or emotional hardcore. Some said Emo refers to people that are "emotional". Some said emo is just an expression of oneself. And there are still many definitions of Emo out there. But, despite the fact that emo means different things and vary from person to person, Emo remains a good image of a real and true human person expressing his/her self.




Kuen sometimes feel emo... and...
it's one of her way to express her feelings at that time.


Good to be back?
you judge.


Good day.