dedication to ah Char, and Angeline.

This blog post.. I dedicate it to Charlene Lim and Angeline Wong.

Firstly, thank you both for making my year in UCSI wonderful.  Guess its fate that brought us together.

Charlene Lim,

U know how that you are a low profile woman, honestly, I get to know you personally only starting from last year. It was a bliss knowing you.

I learnt a lot from you though. and I wanna apologize for everything that I’ve done wrong, and please don’t keep it in your heart. =)

I am so touched to have your friendship. Yes, you are definitely a great accompany, a great friend. I wanna thank you for the Dr. Dre BEATS. You know what I want. =) Honestly, I opened the gift a few minutes ago only, after so many days. I went to Sabah after graduation, and didn’t have time to open it. You knw what? many times I wanted to buy an earphone but somehow it just didn’t occur (though the price is cheap there), somehow a force asking me not to buy.

when I came back, I still didn’t open the package, until today, 24th july. I was so touched, and somehow my small little prayer is answered. Thanks to you, Lim Hong Wei. haha.

We’ve been through finals together, and yes, we all did worked hard.

To Angeline Wong, God has been good to us. isnt He? Thank you for everything. you have been helpful for the past years, and knowing you more is one of the gifts that is blessing to me.

both of you really coloured up my days of stress!

thinking back all the outings, meals, discussions, assignments that we have, gosh… I miss all of them. Its bittersweet, but I appreciated it.

I guess we really support each other in our stress days.

 

Graduation ceremony marks an end. I am glad that we will be entering another phase of life. Especially both of you, getting married really really soon. =) and I am glad to have you guys as my colleague. Maybe somewhere in the future, we will intersect in our working life, who knows? right?

well, once a colleague, still a colleague, forever is a colleague.

 

Thank you both for the wonderful time in PBL room C. we sure have each other’s back up in each of the “shooting” session. that’s where we grow, and learn, and get to know Ms Tan, and each and everyone of us better. such a blessing. =)

 

I am very sure that we will keep in touch. very sure. =)

 

so, lets buckle up, and get ready for the next upcoming challenging life!

God be with us! =)

 

Ps: you knw, words cant describe how I feel. I am blessed by both of you. =)

Haze + day

Have you greeted Holy Spirit when you wake up?

Hi good morning all, just came back from jogging, and it feels so unhealthy jogging in the haze. It has been on and off since 3 weeks ago, and sometimes, it got worse at night, till the extend that the resolution of the vision got reduced to just 500meters.
owh, port klang is most of the time in the "unhealthy level" of the haze index (what's that call?) haha.

I can't wait for the mobile clinic this Saturday. Its a day to give back to the society, especially those Myanmar Refugees.
I can't wait for the tuition this Saturday too. Well, my Saturday is always occupied and contented. Its cool.

Was really tired for the weekend, with lack of sleeps, drivings, and.. outings. Its not easy to drive in KL, 3 days in a row. Tiredness level shoot up to level 10/10.

So, this week, its a resting period.

Contented still, cuz i've been occupying myself with dramas and outings with my brother. yeah... cuz he pays. haha.

He is such a nice guy..... too bad, he is attached. =P

I am still struggling in recalling the melody of one of the songs lead by one of the speakers in FGA. yeap, memory loss, i only got pieces of the melody... without lyrics. so, hope that i get to remember it as soon as possible.

My sweat almost dry, its time to wash up. Today Subway is having promotion of buy 1 free 1, guess i'll just stay home for bread. cuz.. its buffet. (eat all you can at home). =)


Have you give thanks today?

=)

prayer.

Dear God,

I am sorry for my temper and all the wrong doings i've done.
I am trusting you in all ways, and at this moment. i have this vision to study your words everyday.

God, i pray that Lord will make a breakthrough for me everyday, with Your mighty power. Lord, bless me, my family and friends a great weekend ahead. May Your light shines upon them and May your light be the lead of their life.

I pray that Lord will bless me with Your words daily, in the name of Christ. Lord, speak to me and grant me day with more of you. Mould me into a christlike person, Love and show more love.

Thank You. In Jesus name.
Amen.

so, what?

looking at my dripping sweat.
yes, i love sweating, especially after jogging.

Have you ever had friends who talked to you because he/she wants to know another friend of yours?

Ponder about it. well, unpopular people like me always get this. Erm, I'm sort of a friendly girl, a bit bias. haha.. but overall, i talk to everyone.

Well, I don't really mind the talking, but the intention is a bit..... bended. ain't it?

Yes, i am still single, wanted a relationship. but i know, With God's grace, things will fall accordingly.
but i still don't really appreciate myself for being treated this way. err... kinda felt cheapskate.

however, dont mind about that view of mine, its just a random thought.

I'm on my holidays, while waiting for my posting. Life is all about rest, travelling, and hanging out now.

My resolution these few months,
-live contentedly
-be nearer to God
-Live everyday like Easter
-build my stamina
-generate income without working.

haha! the last one.... erm, sounds impossible, but NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE! =)

so, my sweat is almost dry..
Its time to clean myself up, head to the immigration, and collect my passport.
yeap, i'm travelling, and bumming around these few months. Don't really wanna regret for not having my days at home when i start working.
at the same time, I try to build some sense of being sticky to home these few month which i know its kinda hard.
cuz.. i dont like being controlled. =)

I sounded like a pagan huh?

yeah, i am guilty of sin today. very sinful one. i guess my PMS is taking its toll.

and.. i shall not worry about anything and everything because today's has its own worries.

Tonight's gonna be a great night. i knw.

owh..

Just when you are too free,
well, you will think of going back to blogging. That's my intention. owh well.. u bet.

Currently bumming around. I am more of a girl trying to kill time efficiently.
yeah. I am being non productive for the past few days. as i am trying to learn how to solve my internet problem, which it doesnt work for me.

I thank God for graduation. I mean, for my result.

I can't, but You can.

Thank you Lord.

short post, my week.

Taking some time to write.

haha.. writing this cuz I’m inspired by Ganesah. lol.

 

Let me update about what is happening to me this time.

Last Friday, went to CG.

What happened? we were having an audio sermont on Defining Moment.

this is a good session, it makes me reflect on the things that had happened to me and everything I knw about God.

Well, after that session, I feel that my life is just….

nah. perhaps I’m not that expressive.

I’m an young adult, which my career hasn’t started yet. and… I feel that my knowledge in life is still so shallow. Somehow, I feel that I have so many things left to be explored. =)

 

ahh.. life isn’t easy.

but.. Prayer and God makes things easy.

 

I feel so bold and young that day. My CG members are all btween 26-30plus yrs old, and I love hearing their sharing.

what can I share?

Just studies?

ahh… so bold.

 

but I cant deny that God has worked tremendously in my life, yet I am still a sinner.

 

I am very very blessed that I have a bunch of great supportive friends and family around me. owh well, its God’s grace.

 

I am currently eating my reports. haha…

this week, I was in Surgical Department. Owh well, its an eye opening experience where u can see lots of wounds, surgery site, and bone fixation instruments jutting out from the skin and penetrating into the bones.

looked scary? yeah, it is.

anyway, my purpose there is to learn, and it fills my learning gap, and I knw that I have many things to catch up if I want to follow up as a clinical pharmacist.

Mmm.. I am looking into investment now.

hahah.

yeah, not money investment, but I am interested in Nursery. Don’t ask me why, but yeah.

 

This week, till end of this month, I will be extremely busy, with clerkships, reports and assignments.

ahh, I wish I have to to slow down, and look around what’s going on around me.

 

Well, I hope all these will be over soon. with God’s grace and mercy. yeap! amen!

 

So, I am handling real patient case report now. Mmm… very challenging, I wish I have much time to prepare for each case if I were a clinical pharmacist.

hahaha…

 

I think I am suffering from the consequences of my sin.

Somehow, God is showing me something, some sign that I need to focus fully on my studies. yeah… havent been focusing fully these days. Distractions are everywhere.

I get the message this morning, and He just speaks to me.

 

Guess I’d ought to be obedient.

 

ok, I still have to continue my report for my second case. =) so, write again! =)

 

Proverbs 3:5-6

Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding; in all ways submit to him and He wil make your path straight.

 

 

Amen. =)

such a long time since I wrote a proper piece.

owh yeah , I’ve been told that I’ve not been blogging for quite a long time. Reason?

I am occupied with techs. haha! techs? Phones, movies, laptops, games.

well, my boss once told me…”24 hours is not enuf for me.. could it be because of technology? ppl are now occupied with TVB dramas, iphones, ipads, games.. etc etc… tht is why 24 hours is never enuf.”

 

what do you think?

to me, its partially true. Firstly, I’m occupied with my workload.

Secondly, I focus more on “f2f connection” this sem.

Thirdly, I’m just lazy to write.

 

owh well, third reason is the least common one. I love writing, just that I feel that I should stop complaining about how pathetic my life is. haha.

my life now is contented.

I took up a challenge in commitment in Prayer meeting, cell groups, Sunday Service.  These are the things which I once felt burdened to commit. now, I dedicate part of my life into it. That is why I say, I focus on Face to Face communication these days. Probably I feel sick and dull of facing notes, laptops, movies, and games daily. I need some real chats, and conversation. =)

This period of commitment has been an eye opener to me. Well, I’ve been living week after week godly. Godly? means I learn to put God first. No doubt I face challenges everyday, and its getting tougher and tougher. Thanks to Clerkship. I am still cracking on how to finish studying this subject in a few day’s time.. which is kinda impossible.

however, I’ve learnt to see possibilities in every problem, nothing is impossible. Its just perspective, and faith.

 

So, back to my blogging. yeah, I admit that I have lack of time. but I still take time off for myself.

 

My last few months as a student, gotto enjoy it man!

honestly, I cant wait to graduate actually. haha. I wanna start venturing my travel-hearted-soul. owh yeah, I plan to “go out” again. =) this time, it will be somewhere near.

To me, its always a satisfaction to work for what I want. Things don’t come easy. Gotto work hard for it, especially I come from a Okay family, not wealthy, but comfortable.=)

 

This coming week, I’ll be in Surgical Ward. gah…. clerking case. Somehow, the lifestyle in hospital always makes me wonder whether am I suitable to be a clinical pharmacist?

haha… yeah. my future is uncertain.

lets not talk about it. such a heart broken profession now. but! I believe, there’s a will, there’s a way!!!

 

Waking up at 530am everyday is a routine. gotto be in hospital early though.

 

I’ve been doing something “illegal” these days, which made me heartbroken. I wish I could never knw the truth, but somehow… God showed me the truth through an unwanted way. I need to see it… and I am praying not to be disappointed by it.

The light will be shown.

 

BoWin once told us in CG, as we dig deeper and deeper, we thought we cant see light, but somehow, when we reach the deepest core, there will be a stream of Running water below.

Yes, God is awesome, isnt He?

 

Life is just awesome.

 

I am glad that I have a group of friends who are not only growing with me in terms of friendship, but spiritually, I am lead by them. Growing together in Christ is something really really blessed to me.

 

Reach out your hand to Him, You will see miracle happen on you.

All you need to do is just ask.

knock and the door shall be opened to u, ask and it shall be given to you.

 

Challenging week ahead. Good night peeps!!! =)