September ends.

September is ending is a few hours time. So, flashing back, what have we done for the past one month? Past year? where we sing the same song 'wake me up when September ends' last year?

As for me, it's fruitful. I have gained blood, sweat, and tears. Owh well... Yeah. 

Past year has been a blessing. 

Getting closer to God, people, values life, and gaining maturity and wisdom.

Mmm.... Somehow I still wonder what will happen of I was not being sent to Sabah. What will happen when god retind me in peninsula?

Chatted with Yin yesterday regarding homosexual matter, she asks 'dear girl, u don't miss church? Us? And your cg mates? When are u coming back for good!??'

Me answered without hesitation...'jie, I am meant for greater things here....I know^^'

It was a fruitful chat. I missed talking to her .

Listening to my heart while listening to 'wake me up when September ends'

Where will I be next September? It's an unknown.

Sometimes I hope life is just a dream, let it be a vague one, so that memories won't be that clear, and people don't hold on to each other, BUT! That doesn't happen in reality.

God has blessed me with talents. Gifts. Love. Spiritual eyes.

I am sinful, did lots of sinful things these few weeks. Sigh......

If I could turn back time, I would have did something else, instead of doing what I did.

September ending soon, my last day of September were spent with patients and sister. 

I guess she has done things which I don't know that she will do. Hehe. Eee..... At least in the whole wide world, besides my pumpkin, my pamelo, my sor por and A LO. I know she cares.

How do I carry on without her presence?

*moody*

I have a few testimonies to share, but am too sleepy to type. So, I will type it when I am free. I still owe sorpor a phone call. Haha.

It's 11pm. Ending soon, welcome October!:) it will be great!

And I am not ready to leave...,.

Blessed night.

Blessed

No one will understand how much I love this junk except for someone. 

It makes me feel loved.;)

Time lies, flashing back the days when I first step into tawau, with sister, met Ganesh in htwu. ^^

If I had the ability to freeze the time, I would freeze it now...at this moment...

Yes, this moment.

我将会很想念的背后，背影。

Living with these two sisters of mine has taught me to be a better person.  

What will tmr brings? Where will tmr leads me to?

I don't know.

But i know, I love this girl, this sister very very much. She has taught me lots of lesson, 'letting go' is one of it.;)

Where will we be? 

God, u know well and your plan is always great. I know I am in Your safe hands.:)

Just gonna live everyday to the fullest, loving those around me, with God's grace. 

And.... Fulfilling god's vision. Yes, lots of visions.... Haha.

Hebrews 3:15-17

Thank you lord for a great year!;)

Touched, pressed, loved.

今天，她哭了。感动得哭了。

This day is a special day where all the confessions happened. 

God is working miraculously in my life and I am so amazed how He reconcile and solve 'stuff' between us. 

Sigh....

Sometimes I don't understand why am I made this way, but I guess god has a perfect draft on personality on each one of us. So, it's god's gift that I am made this way.

I still cry out to Him so that He reigns in everything I do. 

What I cried out. And know what? God always has His own timing for everything. Just like last night.

^^

Maybe my days in Tawau are gonna end soon. I would not know, but I am definite that I treasure the people here.;)

Thanks you Lord Jesus for your great love.

I will keep on loving people and show Christ -likeness in me.

The light.

There are things that better be avoided, better not to feel it, and better not to think about it.

Makes life more comfortable and less burden....,,,

Follow the light? Yes, serve with joy and peace.

Who's the light? We are the light and salt.

God is the way.

Thursday, time flies.

For You are God.

Surrendering to You. 

Sunset with her is just....awesome. 

I can't wait for more, with her.

Touch and go

In the end of he tawau days, I m still longing for god's voice to maneuver me.

I have no words to describe but to say..."Tawau is a nice place"

I have grown a lot, seen a lot. 

But, am I ready to move on??

I guess she is my only reason to stay.

To let go is a skill that one needs to learn and go through phase of life to acquire it.

And let go is not an easy act. 

God, what is your will in me? 

With all these that has happened, I just wanna be more sensitive to You. Yes, You....

Help me to find peace in you no matter what u decide.

(;

Love

so, Love from above is the greatest.

I am just blessed with all the heart to heart session that i had, with her, and with Him.



"I'll be by your side, wherever you fall in the dead of night, whenever you call and please don't fight, these hands that are holding you..... my hands are holding you...."

thank you for singing this to me.


God, you are awesome. =)