September ends.

September is ending is a few hours time. So, flashing back, what have we done for the past one month? Past year? where we sing the same song 'wake me up when September ends' last year?

As for me, it's fruitful. I have gained blood, sweat, and tears. Owh well... Yeah. 

Past year has been a blessing. 

Getting closer to God, people, values life, and gaining maturity and wisdom.

Mmm.... Somehow I still wonder what will happen of I was not being sent to Sabah. What will happen when god retind me in peninsula?

Chatted with Yin yesterday regarding homosexual matter, she asks 'dear girl, u don't miss church? Us? And your cg mates? When are u coming back for good!??'

Me answered without hesitation...'jie, I am meant for greater things here....I know^^'

It was a fruitful chat. I missed talking to her .

Listening to my heart while listening to 'wake me up when September ends'

Where will I be next September? It's an unknown.

Sometimes I hope life is just a dream, let it be a vague one, so that memories won't be that clear, and people don't hold on to each other, BUT! That doesn't happen in reality.

God has blessed me with talents. Gifts. Love. Spiritual eyes.

I am sinful, did lots of sinful things these few weeks. Sigh......

If I could turn back time, I would have did something else, instead of doing what I did.

September ending soon, my last day of September were spent with patients and sister. 

I guess she has done things which I don't know that she will do. Hehe. Eee..... At least in the whole wide world, besides my pumpkin, my pamelo, my sor por and A LO. I know she cares.

How do I carry on without her presence?

*moody*

I have a few testimonies to share, but am too sleepy to type. So, I will type it when I am free. I still owe sorpor a phone call. Haha.

It's 11pm. Ending soon, welcome October!:) it will be great!

And I am not ready to leave...,.

Blessed night.