craving..

shout it out! Damn! The lab yesterday was sucky! why? ok.. u may not understand these, but just accept it!

At first, when we inject the adrenaline of different dose to the rabbit ileum, ok, the response was positive, muscle do contracts but... shit, the graph we get was totally different from other group. Others were wavelike graph but ours, haiz... square liked graph. see? not only that, then , later, when it's time to add Noradrenaline(NA) to the stupid rabbit ileum, we got no response AT ALL!!!! ok, it shouold be having a negative response when Noradrenaline is added... sweatnya... fine.

That time, ok, i wasnt about to give up.... so, i keep trying... until a high dose of 800microgram of NA, it shows only -o.2cm of response.. what the !!! u know what other's group reading when it comes to 800 microgram??? it was -1.2cm of response.. DAmn it..

I guess hv to create a set of data again... and i HATE IT sO MUCH!!

Then i was very very hungry.... plus the stupid experiment... and the sucky result... oh ya! i suddenly thought of bah kut teh... haha! wish i could eat it that time.. ha!

then... my group members decided to tk short cut.. SHORT CUT?? yeah, we finished the experiment, but without result! Pathetic right?????? honestly, we dont hv result cuz we didnt get any response from the stupid rabbit ileum....

No mood liao.... plus hungry...

so, we finished... and went back.at about 5 something....ha!

everything was not in order yesterday, why? our "BELOVED" PNS teacher.. she dont even know a single thing about the experiment! and we have to teach her how to calculate the dose... haiz.. so, rather than depending on her, we depend on ourselves lo...

sucky. sweat.

FIne. back to now..

I was wondering whether i should work on this saturday onot.... actually, i dont want to.. as i'm having med chem quiz next monday... but based on the situation.. i think i should work.. cuz, i dont want anyone to work i\morning in life care, then come in at nite again....

I need to see Sue and her baby this week.. haha! for sure! no matter how busy iam, i hv to!! ha!

well, i miss balitong.... think of getting it on Friday nite... ha!
of course, hope to eat bah kut teh on sunday morning.... (if i still crave that on that day...)
wanna eat tarts from Lavender...(maybe should ask my bro to belanja me....ha!)
Miss movies on Friday and saturday nites...(not enough time to eat, so.. cant watch movies... I wish to watch it this week.. but... no kaki.)

No kaki? why? i dont wanna watch it with my brothers! really sien... that's why i hv no kaki.. if got, kaki is not free... dating...

anyway, i cant be selfish rite? ppl hv their own life, hv their own activities, hv their own dates... so, i guess i'll 'eat grass' again for this week lo.... ha! sleep at home better la.. dont expect much, the more u expect, the more disapointment u'll get.

so, basically, i expect myself to sleep at home la... hehe... watch the cartoons which i always repeat to make myself asleep. haha!@

Anyway, mum and dad are going to China this weekend, so.... haiz... dunno la... it wont affect me much cuz i'm not in klang.. well, i think it affects my brothers more. haha!'

I wish they could buy the whole China food back to me... ha! well, anyway, i'm going to China also... soon.

Wondering how's everyone back in klang? are they ok ar? I wonder how's Fiona? is she ok? healthy? enough to spend? i hope she'll be good la... hehe...

dunno whether Rae has recovered from cold onot... hope she eats well, sleeps well, takes medication well la. haiz... padan muka, sick again... (i know it's due to the medication she tk normally.. but still... hv to bear it.)

know what? i really feel like eating bah kut teh now..... haha!!!!! i want a lot a lot a lot of 'you tiao', eat together with bah kut teh!!! and drink a lot a lot of soup!!! (i miss soups......) really... mum will usually cook , boil express nice soup.... only if i requested..
but if my grandma is around... i'll be sick of drinking soup.. ha! i miss soups from her... and all the food that she cooked. It's nostalgic now, as the taste remains in my brain... forever.

Dad has attempted a few times to cook grandma famous dishes... but none of them taste alike... haiz... haha!!! anyway, good try also la... I miss the Fried bihun my grandma used to cook.. and it's been a long time since i ate bihun.. haha! Pathetic..

I think my life in Cheras is pathetic la.. so? i'm used to it d.. haha!

that's why mummy so worry about me... cuz she knows i lied to her... cuz sometimes, if i'm busy or tired, i'll just sleep and get up to study.. i wont cook.. bad kuen huh?? sorry mummy....hehe..
and my mum even offered to come down here to Cheras when i'm stressed and when i dont wanna cook. see? that's what a mummy do...(that's why i dont show any stress anymore in front of her..)haha!

I know they'll be worrying about me and my brothers when they go to china this weekend, so... better act good and cute before they leave... then i can be a monster out of it! ha! well... do u think i may do that? is there any possibilities?haha!! will see then...

k la.. gtg study...

BAh kut teh............. sob sob...