Incoercible LoVe

valentine's day.. it's just 10 hours away..

know what i do every year? i'll go countdown with my friends so that i send away the day...
know what i'll do on every valentine's eve?
i'll just dose of to sleep...
crap. nothing to do with me le... what for i celebrate? haha!
well, tonite, maybe i'll just study to sleep... seriously, it has nothing to do with me..

anyway, valentine's is coming soon, and it is going off soon... i cant wait actually what will happen 2mr... hehe.... cuz everything will be explained... if he shows up. Right, IF he really turn up la.Well, valentine's day is just a date.. i can also say my bday is a valentine's day also mah... so, cant really see what's great about this day.. well, maybe i say this because i'm still single and not available... yet gua.... haha!@

whatever it may be...

we call valentine's day A DAY, so just live the day happily... cuz the meaning of this day is :' love yourselves, then others will love u."

whatever the outcome is, be happy. As these will be over. cuz t's just a day out of 365 days. haiz... what or wanna curse this day le??
Human can live happily...and independently..
that's what i believe..


i know i sound like a mother... hehe.. but i care.

again, i'm very excited now!!!! haha!!! cant wait for everything!!! I promise i'll met Her once i'm back!! cuz i cant imagine weekends witout seeing her stupiak face....
kaka.... i'll get screwed.. ha!

Anyway, i hope that....
after 16 days, and after the decision has been made, i hope that she'll go through her life bravely. Leave those unhappy things behind.. cuz i think no one wants any 'residue' from ur past chapter to 'contaminate' ur new chapter of life.. right?
i hope that things will be smooth for her...
i hope that she'll be safe anywhere, everywhere..
i hope that she'll be good....emotionally..
i hope that she can hold on with what she wants and what she'd decided..
i hope that she wont give up easily.. as life in the future will be tough.(i'm a good example)ha!
I hope that she'll learn grom every difficulties, as it'll make her grow wiser( anyway, stupiak girl is always stupiak rite?)hehe..she'll kill me..ha!
Lastly, i pray that she'll be successful in everything she does and she'll be doing.. but not the stupid things lar...

I mean what i say.

May God bless her. I know it's tough for her to decide, but the time will come..eventually. She'll have to choose.
I pray that she'll hv the strength to carry on with her choice.. cuz i always believe, whatever her choice is, she'll be successful.
don't underestimate her..
she may look stupiak physically,
but she is not...

It's only few steps away to ur dream.. remember, only FEW STEPS...
dont care about the stumble and fall, cuz that's a process to be success in life.

(thanks to the stupid keyboard... cuz i unno how many times i do my corrections..)