Incoercible LoVe

DARN!!! I've caught flu....



start sneezin yesterday and i thought i was just having mal-vitamin C.. and it may due to the lack of sleep i'm having since i've started school. Yeah, u can msg me 4 in the morning... cuz i'll reply u 100%! everyday! haha!



Now, i'm having a mild block nose now... Aiks! hate it! i hv medications, but i dont wanna take it.. cuz it makes me sleepy.. which i dont want to.. maybe i'll tk it 2mr.. Screw me! haha... i'm that stubborn!! and i'll cure myself as soon as possible as i dont want my mum to worry..cuz she'll bug me and ask me not to sleep too late.. bla..bla..bla.. nah, she's just being caring... haha!

know what? i almost cried when i read Her blog..yeah, the stupiak girl's.. haha!! anyway, as my tears started to drop, my friend approached me.. ha! damn, hope she didn saw me.. hehe.
Damn happy. i'm speechless and i couldnt believe that she reads my blog... feel so pai seh now... my cheeks turned red..shy.. of course la, when i read my blog back, gosh... cant believe i wrote all that.. some yok mar, some so naked... gosh... hope she's not 'SHOCKED' after reading lar.. haha!

the feeling after i've read.. i dunno how to explain.. Thanks, really thank u..for everything..
no one ever made me so TOUCHED like this before..
cuz i'm the one always making ppl feel touched.. haha ! (muka temboknya)
I think i've found someone which is compatible... with me... hehe..
maybe it has got something to do with the past life and present life thingy...
i dunno... Life is based on KARMA, right?>?

i'm excited!! cuz she can join me to Fiona's house this friday!!! HOORAY! well... the taking off day part was just a joke actually... just that i couldnt believe that she really find someone to ganti her.. hehe.. sorry if i caused loss of money for making her OFF that day.. anyway, what is more valuable that beinmg together with friends?? right?
i just love spending time with them.. cuz the feeling is so so so different..
cant wait!!!! cant wait!!!!


anyway, sorry to say.. i wont turn myself up in KLIA this Sunday though she told me that i'll regret. i know i'm working, i can tk off.. but i dont want.. i'm sorry.. i just dont want this memory to stay in me.. as it will be painful for me to see someone leaving...
sorry...
and i couldnt type the msg that " i'm not going' to her as i'm scared... maybe i'm scared to face the truth.. but reality is always reality.. and it is so cruel.

oh ya, eventhough i know someone read my blog.. i'll still write whatever i feel, as i mentioned before, i wont cover up my feelings here..
just wanna be true... and that's the only thing i can do here.. cuz i know i cant open up myself here....especially in Cheras..
it's not tht i dont want, just that.. i cant.. gimme more time..
yeah, i'm not very sociable.. among them.
i guess some of them really feel that i'm pathetic cuz i'm always alone.. i guess.
oh ya, i think my classmates hv new impressions on me..
"kuen ar? oh... that one always with the earphone, right? always alone one... can find her in the library always, right??'
bad huh? it got worse.... anyway, who cares!!! they're not me and it's not up to them to judge who i am!! hehe.. the earphone thingy, i just found that my stress level got lowered when i'm with my Mp4, so i've decided to listen to it lor.... haha!@!

my nose blocked... and i feel like sneezing.... my throat feel dry..
damn...

Oh ya, just got news from the lecturr that my lab today is canselled... know why? it due to....NO FROGS!!!! stupid right? whole thing has to be cancelled because the lab got no frogs... haha! sad, lab session will be delayed one more week! hehe...

gotto go now.. hv class later, in 5 mins time!

I love the way i am now!!!(not the flu part lar..)

glad....