relieved.

i am relief..

My aunt discharged d.she’s on insulin injection, long acting and short acting. Well, I’m glad that things are fine and i dun need to go in and out of the hospital again.

Actually, it reminds me of grandma and its a place full of bacteria and viruses. Gosh, will i get OCD? cuz i will bath right after i come back from hospital.. gosh…

owh, i’m heading to Subang 2mr!! yay! fetching JEssie back!

Yeap, going out with Queenie the pig, so.. i guess its another fun day for all of us.

I am having headache today, i guess it’s due to lack of sleep. Yeah, when i was napping, i received call that my aunt can be discharged. Well, i jumped out from bed and went to hospital straight away. Sigh.. then the burse said she can only be discharged in the evening. Well.. i went home.

Here i am now, at home… blogging. Doing things that i wanna do. Owh, i do wanna sleep early after some readings. =) despite of my headache.

I wanna blog about how i feel today.

yeah, most of my frens dunno that i have cousins from my dad’s side. I’m closer to my aunt’s child, yeap, my dad’s younger sis’s kids. They are now grown up… but.. not as educated as i am.

Even since i was lead by HIM, I really learn to love more. I accept who ppl are. Who they are… I stop having prejudice for them. Yes, i am proud of myself by transforming into what i am today. I still have more to learn.. I will learn to love more, cuz everyone deserves to be loved and everyone deserves to be treated like how they want others to treat them. =)

WEll, i guess ppl do grow. =)

Me? i grow a lot too…. This semester, its my shooting up moment.

 

i have a date with Sue 2mr. =) it’s been long since we sit together and eat. For 2mr, we will be sitting down for real business… ya, i still owe her a lesson on blogging.LOLs!!!!

Will be heading down to Subang to pick my Jessie up. This stupid girl… hahaha!!!

I wonder whether i have time for movies? Mmm… i guess i better come back and have dinner with mummy. I miss private time with her. ha!

Dad’s heading down to Kuantan for his “OLYMPIC”. that’s what he always say. He’s been practicing hard for his DARTS competition. Wish him all the best!

I was writing and scrolling pics… i saw this.. hahaha!!! ok, i have peaceful days at home without him interrupting my life. Just one bad thing, no one accompany me for movies, that’s all. hahaha!!!!!!!

 

                                

gosh, both of us looked so cute…. and it doesnt look like we’re both form the same “FActory”.. hahahahahhaa!!!!!!

 

Ngiam Ngiam!!! I miss you nei!!!!! i got gifts to pass to you….. bila boleh kita jumpa?!?!?!?!?!?!? sigh… by the time i see you, ?My janggut sudah keluar lor…..

headache…. off earlier.

till the next post!!! ta!

answers found. =)

All of a sudden, listening to Hillsongs gave me the answer. haha!! i dunno, maybe it’s another message from HIM that he wants me to knw???

I was very tired, drove in and out, walked in and out hospital. Glad that i have Ms Ang, she takes care of the wad my aunt is in. Actually, nothing big la, she can discharge as long as her glucose level remain below 10mmol/L.

Everything looks so messed up in me. but now, nothing to be afraid of. Nothing to lose.

Forgive… and forget.

Ever Since I grow with him, I learnt to love everyone. In other words, to be more like him.

Owh, i woke up this morning with a blur mind, went to hospital, saw Ms Ang.. and… came back, then went there in the afternoon, came back, and going there later, and going to pharmacy to “bargain”. hahahaha!!!

owh, i think Ms Ang is working today, I definitely miss her HAIR. *wink wink*

I am enjoying the ROTTING process at home. BEsides blogging and facebooking and checking mails, i listen to my new toy!!! all these while i’m not around, i miss my Pioneer HEadPhone the most. Dad told me he wants to get me a LG headphone, then he saw the headphone i’m wearing now.. owh, Pioneer brand.. then i told him, “no need la, i got one d, it’s Pioneer.”

Clearly, it is better than LG… right??? haha!! i hope it wont disappoint him la.

I’ve accepted the offer to work for one month next month. (owh, back to SUnday shifts). Just for one month, due to…. some reasons la.

Definitely not my financial problem la.  hehe… cuz i have one and i dun look like i have one. =)

 

I wonder whether Rae wants to take over me onot?? cuz she needs job and money, but i doubt she wants to work in pharmacy la…..Mmm…..

 

Today, good day.. besides tiring trips, i think things are fine.

 

Let me share something,

There is no short cut in life, no short cut in studies. Just walk the road u are supposed to walk. people always say that future is in your hand, YEs it is, but when u think back, wouldnt it be fated that you will walk the road that you are going to walk?

cuz in your point of view, the road that u are going to walk is in your hand.

To me, that’s the FOREVER FATED road that you have to walk.

So, no need to struggle in some emotions or some difficulties, do your part. Everything will be fine.

 

No more yum cha session, I am invaded by bacteria/virus again…

 

hehehehehe….

 

I do hope for Karate Kid session la!!!=)

 

Till the next blog post of mine, Ciao ppl!

about my holiday, but yet, it’s a short cut version. =)

I sent a text to my lil Pumpkin, i hope it doesnt scare her. Yeah, when i think back, it feels like I’m commiting suicide and I’m sending my last wish to the ones i love.. haha!! nah, no. I wont think of suicide k…a stupid thing to do. =)

Just that, talking makes me feel how lucky i am and how great to have my Pumpkin as my guardian angel, someone who is so far yet so near. Oh, i dunno whether she feels this way onot, but deep in my heart, i knw i’ve got her. =) I wont hesitate anything… Still love her so much eventhough we only meet.. once a month now????? (this is sad….) by the time she is free to meet me again, I will be in Singapore d. hahaha!!!

Finally, I get to blog my heart out and blog about how i feel. =)

My parents.. Mmm… AUnty JAne and Uncle Yeoh has been our topic these few days. My parents definitely like their company in travelling and they love to travel with them. My parents bursts into laughters when they talk about their GuangZhou trip with them. =) Yes, Aunty Jane, someone whom i love and respect… a person that i can talk to compared to other aunties.. (i guess it’s because she is AUNTY enuf to talk??? hahaha!)

Surprisingly my parents have all the good words on this lovely couple. =) oooh.. yes, they are cute and lovely.

Things are good between me and my parents. LEt it be?? haha!! somehow, i still need courage and time to face everything that might happen in the future. Life….. as the only odd one is not easy.

I’m back in Klang. Spent these few days with AL, mummy, and my girlfren. I miss my Girlfriend a lot till i caress her every single minute---my lappy.

hahaa!!! I’m just glad that i get to press her and kiss her sexy lips again!!! =) cant imagine how i miss my keypad.

 

So, I’ve finally uploaded my photos on FAcebook. =) HEre are some of my TIoman Picture. Let me share with all of you. My buddies, Aeris and Sher.. Love their company!!! the SorPor club! hahahaha!!!

                                  

we had fun… we love beach. Tht’s one of the similarities we have.

 

                                     

sexy name.

 

                                           

see? this SOrPor jumping in water… =) haha!

 

                                      

View from a big rock.

 

                                     

 

                                 

this is a special place in Tioman island, it’s called GUa Kelamin. They believe that those who dont have boyfriend or girlfriend, they can come here and sit here for one night, then their fate will come.

 

                            

yes, a big tree is living on the big ROck  of Gua Kelamin. =) miracle

                             

ok, Sher was acting kinda stupid…. hahaha!

 

                              

ugliest shot of them ever.!!

 

                                

she loves swing… =)

 

                                

night view, right after sun set.

 

Holiday in TIoman was relaxing. I forgot what is stress…. =) Yeah, before i went there, i was still awaken by study stress and woke up in the morning thinking that i have to STUDY again….

phobia till this extend…. haha!

 

                           

we stayed in Damai LAut REsort, satisfying boss!! Satisfying service!!! i think we were the only one who dare to tk the whole bottle of honey stars back to our room to munch!! hahaha!!!!

 

So, i head to Penang the next day after i came back from Tioman.

 

                                 

Best hokkien mee ever!! thanks to my babe, TRI and her dad for bringing us there. Lots more photos actually!!! hehe……

the TOdi!!! fresh Air Nira!!! yummy!!! too bad, i get hangover a few hours after i drank it.

Thanks to GRace YEn too, she brought us to the Ferringgi beach, a place that i love to hang out. =) have some drinks there, relax, listen to the waves, and sun tanning. hahah!

Thanks to Ela whom had us in her house. =) she is a brilliant host.

*hugs*

 

then, headed to NoGaps, Aimst the next day, 23rd May. I’ll upload some of the activities we had there. =)

 

                                       

nametags design. these are my buddies. =)

 

                                        

played with the corpse.

 

played with the hands and legs!!! yes, i get to learn how to recognize veins, arteries, and nerves. They feel different. =)

 

                                 

Went to RUmah Amal.. to foster special kids.

 

                                  

they are adorable…. they can talk normally, and perform dances perfectly. =) I feel sad and i shed my tears while i see them dance, I was like “oh Lord, they deserve more than this….”

 

                          

                                          

 

the one that i foster, Yi FAng. a cute little girl who loves attention, and she cannot speak well, and cannot estimate distance well. she cannot even hold something well….

that was my card to her….

I almost dried again when i drew the card. haha!!!

 

we had story telling session, and they were listening to us happily…

The one that FAlah carried in the first pic, the little child cannot walk, he can slide and crawl.. and he cannot walk for his whole life. BUT!! he can crawl very very fast…. and he is adorable.. cute!!

 

                              

this dance…. was great.! they remembered the dance steps well!!!

 

                         

owh, this was our Show Time performance.

 

As for the Rumah Amal, we had prepared a dance for them, the dance video is in my facebook video.. haha!! i felt funny when i watched it again.. LOLs!!! I love Shah, Sher, Sakai MEiYin, Miza and the rest’s accompany!! we make a great team!!haha!!

 

Life is so contented…. =)

I flew to JB from Penang right after NOGAPS.

                                       

yes, to see this little angel of mine, JEslyn, my niece.

 

                                

had fun in driving range… Enjoyed GOlf!! thanks to dear Uncle Yeoh!!

 

                                         

hitting the ball!!! addicted to it…! =)

 

went to YogYakarta.

                                 

                                   

                             

went to JOgjakarta, had fun!! loved Borobudur temple… it’s magnificent!!!! =)

 

                    
                   

went to Borobudur with them, haha!! the 2 jokers!!!

Yes, LEft—> AUnty Jane, Right---> Uncle Yeoh. Nice loving couple. =) too bad, DAph wasnt there.

They are really really cute.

 

                                      

Had durian feast!!!!! yummy!! my sore throat was cured right after i sapu the DUrian!!! LOLs!!! thanks to Uncle Yeoh again for the durians!! =)

 

                                     

he was decorating shirts with fabric paint. =)

 

                                      

Bro helped my aunt, Song’s mum to wrap dumplings. =)

Aunt won 3rd place in Dumpling competition last month!!! and she is famous in DUngun now. =)

 

Jeslyn’s fullmoon picture. =)

 

                         

Cousin sis had party to celebrate for JEslyn’s first month. She is so adorable!!!

 

                                    

went to Kinsahi to celebrate my result.

 

         

Lots of food ordered… haha!! we had fun there, laughing and eating. =) bro looks stupid, i knw. Miao Xiang Si is a very cute nun… hahah!!! =)

so, i had a great contented holiday.. actually there are lots more pics!! but i’ve uploaded on FB d…. it’s kinda late now, time to sleep.hehe…..

 

 

                                            

owh gosh, this is a good shot. RAy Ray and me. =) love him lots!!! =)

 

                                      

let me end my post with Salmon Ryu. I love Salmon. =)

 

I had contented holiday, and more to come!!! I’m going to Ayer Tawar on 26th June, and going to JayBee and Singapore on 28June till weekend.

When i’m back, it will be a new challenge to me, as my class commences on 5th July.

 

Special thanks to AUnty JAne who listened and gave her precious advise to me. I will be good.. as i promised. =)

 

Thanks to my GOD who protected me well, all these while, my heart is protected.

Thanks to Miao Xiang Si, she is a cute nun, who shown me indirectly some of the life’s philosophies. She might be directing what she said to someone else, but.. i learnt a lot from listening to her conversations to others. =)

Owh, Dellynn is a person who loves to listen and observe. =)

 

ok, off to bed.

 

P.S: Pumpkin, i miss your voice.. i miss your smile, i miss your vitiligo. hahaha!!! love and miss ur presence BADLy….

 

P.S.S : thanks to AL.. for the accompany, love you gal!! u definitely showed me lots of things these 2 days.

 

P.S.S.S : Bro, u wont read this, i knw… Hei Ren!!! u stupid lar!!! forget home d ar???

 

Singing praise to you.