Goosebumps.

I dunno what fate i have.. but i always come across with Nice English Worship songs. this time, it is LEELAND. a band from US. (click on the LEELAND, it will direct you to their main page) =)

I was in love with Bluetree, a band from UK. Now, the song, Tears of the Aints caught my attention. When i first listen to the song, i was like “ nice melody, and nice lyrics”.

Second time, i was like.. “ GOsh, it’s so wonderful”

Third time, was watching their concert version of this song, i was like “ Owh my, i’m having Goosebumps all over me, and i felt HIS presence… and i teared at the part where the sing.. SInner, reach out your hands..”

Fourth time, the song has more meaning than it portrays in the lyrics.

I cannot have Goosebumps and i hardly have Goosebumps. why? because i’m not scared of cold.. The only time i had it FULL BODY was during NS, u knw, all the “dirty stuff”.

Now, Songs with deep meaning can cause Goosebumps on me.. and not all, only certain songs.. Like Leeland, HillSongs, Bluetree..etc etc.. and IL DIVO. =) muahaha!!!

I will post 2 versions that i like… the first one will be video with lyrics, Second one will be the concert version.

Please, listen to both the versions… Leeland are a bunch of young adults who are dedicated to God. Trust me, no regrets. They are nice.. and their songs are nice!! =)

Above is the lyrics version..

 

above is the concert version.

 

I like this song.. the more times i listen to it, the more i like it.=)

Tears of the SAint. =)

Most of the times, Worship songs are better than all the pop songs… haha!!

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Thank God, he’s with me and all the prayers tht i’ve received. My paper was okay.=)

I slept the whole day when i got back from Uni, WK said i look different after i sleep, not as PALE anymore. haha!!

yeah, i feel so…

I wonder.. did i ever look pale before? haha!!

 

Well, not going to sleep tonight, I’m going to jeopardize my Liver tonight. I still have a few days to study before bringing my sword and shield and my armor into the battlefield again. So, now, it is time!! to prepare for WAR!

 

I think I’ve prepared for whatever the outcome is. I’ll be willing to accept it, and of course, to be blessed by second chance. =)

Raven has started her new job, I sincerely pray for her and hope she will benefit most from her work. Raven, will find you for lunch after my WAR! =)

DArLeng is going to Dungun 2mr, he will drive there. Well, it’s good to spend a few days with my grannys. =) I hope He will have a safe journey there. =)

DeEr.. lost of news. dunno what’s she’s been up to.. Anyway, whatever that she plans to do, my support will be there. and of course, my prayers to both siblings are always there!

CAn you feel that I feel different?

i wanna repeat again, without the stress tht i usually have, i am more Myself? hahaha!! i can’t wait to spend all my weekends with my darlings!!!

 

 

Loneliness knows me by name…..

 

night!

*back to carbohydrates and nucleic acid*

晚安。。 吧。

有时，我希望可以活得简单一点。。 毕竟，简单就是快乐。。而快乐就是幸福。不是我不快乐，现在的生活会让我不禁地想起 “如果我不在这里，我会变成什么？”

 

你说，我会变得怎么样？我还会有我现在拥有的东西吗？

我的生活还会有你吗？

 

我只是想发发牢骚。。。=）

 

已开始对你想念了。。。

 

 

First Mandarin post ever. Sorry for my Suck-to-the-max Mandarin.

Good night world, Dellynn is going to bed, she will be facing another challenge 2mr.

I lay my worry on you, it’s all i’m going to do. So that when i wake up 2mr morning, i feel brand new.

God bless all of you. Gd night.

 

晚安。。吧。

each day….

Ever since yesterday… I aws thinking about the screens and flashes of my life, which indirectly links me to GOD.

I am near to him, without me realizing it. It’s a lot of memory of me and HIM. I’ve seen it yesterday, and thought about it yesterday.

I only realized that my fate with HIM has started long ago.. LONG AGO….

It was since Secondary School… I transformed. From a RAscal, a person who creates trouble, to a studios one. Not to boast..

that time, Words flashed into my mind now and then..and it directly command me to do it… =)

tht’s why i have the ability to knw what ppl are thinking most of the times.

ok, confession time now. I have to admit tht I heard things and it indirectly changed me into who i am now.

The one that impressed me the most is.. when i was in my National Service. Me and Leha ( a good friend of mine), who always steels kisses on my cheeks.. haha! we talked in the TV room, it was in a dorm. That time, our company had lots of trouble.. and words came out from my mouth which i did not realize…

“God give us trouble to avoid us from another BIGGER tROUBLE..”

“our way, our future is determined by ourselves, dont you think that what we are going through now are plans of GOD? instead of US walking on it, IT is actually plans that GOD wants us to go through?”

Can you believe that a 17yr old Kid said that? Me?

 

tht’s why, when i saw Aeris’s blog yesterday, i almost cried. and i realized that I am nearer to HIM than i thought. I am happy… It makes me think of NOT TO GIVE UP anymore.

yeah, i was acting like a jerk yesterday… I sort of like gave up on myself for a few hours, thinking about things that had  happened and FEAR TO FAIL and FEAR to FACe what’s coming.

Now, I’ve awaken. again….

That’s why, AEris kinda save my day yesterday. I dunno it’s a co-incidence or what, if that’s the message sent by GOD, I have to Say “AMEN”.

If that’s the message sent from Aeris, I really thank Her for saving me from deep hole.

what if…. there is no coincidence and the message is what HE wants me to knw but he sent Aeris to convey it?? haha!!!

It’s up to you how you wanna think. To me, I appreciate HIM and Her.

 

Thanks to Sher, without her reminding me again, by posting lyrics by Bluetree, i wouldnt realized I am LOVED by a lot of ppl.

YEah, even a small stanza posted by Sher, it makes me feel loved, and lucky.

 

To have Him being introduced to my life, it’s the greatest thing that had happened to me. Although i’m not a Christian, I believe in HIM. =)

 

Here i dedicate this songs for all of us,

EAch DAy-Bluetree.

 

Guys, cheer up eventhough at the end of the day, what happen is not what you expected. =)

Time for miracles.

Dellynn, U have got to move on.

Though the outcome is not what u expected,

Though the feeling is not what you wanna feel…

Move on, Kuen. Move on.

 

It’s time for Miracles, no i ain’t giving up on hope.

Thanks for all the prayers… and you know what? God has answered that. Trust me, He had.

 

I just wanna knock out for a few hours.. to get myself back. =)

 

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i wanna share something, something that my dear Aeris posted in her friendster blog. She saved my day… I almost cried….

here goes….

One night,a man had a dream. He dreamed he was walking along the beach with the Lord. Across the sky he noticed two sets of footprints in the sand,one belong to him,another to the Lord.

When the last screen of his life flashed before him, he looked back at the footprints in the sand. He noticed that many times along the path of his life there were only one set of footprints. He also notice that it happens at the lowest and saddest time in his life.

This really bored him and he question to the Lord about it. ” Lord, you said once i decided to follow you, you’d walk with me all the way. But i have noticed that the most troublesome times of my life, there is only one set of footprints. I don’t understand why when i needed you most you would leave me.”

The Lord replied,”My precious child, I love you and I would never leave you. During your time of trial and suffering, when you see only one set of footprints, it’s was then that i carried you.”

When He carries us, He actually avoid us from another big problem yet we did not know that and keep blaming Him why he leads us to this difficult situation..But actually we should appreciate it.

When u feel down coz of u din get wat u want, just sit tight and b happy, coz God is thinking of something better to give u. ^.^

Source : Aeris Yee.

Aeris, you really save my day…

Battlefield.

Battle of the year.

Let’s conquer it. =)

I’m not going to give up. I promised that i will win this war.

 

He is my witness.

 

Pray for me.

God Bless me.

 

Nervous?

Scared?

Stress??

A little bit of each i guess.

To all my pals, again.. whatever exams.. Finals, SPM, or STPM,..

All the best. Do it! or u’ll lose it.

 

*dug my head bck to BActeria…..*

 

P.S : Deliver Us…

Day out, relax a little….=)

I cant believe that i feel tired at this time… so decided to blog to keep me awake. Well, good news is, I’m going to sleep very early today.

I woke up at around 12pm… Gosh, realizing that i’ve wasted so much time on sleeping… then, I did nothing.. but went out with my parents. Mmm… yeah, they came and have lunch with me. Of course, one fella appeared out of no where-Elsie!!!

It’s great to see her, cuz it’s been like… one week since we meet?

so, we had a SUPERB MEAL!! 4 of us, Chicken rice opposite my Taman.. WOW! Full like…. dunno what. haha!! It’s been a long time since i fill my stomach with such amount of food. till the extend that i can’t walk.

Erm, we had fun eating.. SAtisfaction!!!!! cuz it’s delicious!!!

WE head to GIANT next. I did not knw that the GIANT in my Taman can be so happening during weekends.. cuz it is a dead supermarket during weekdays.

                    

the first thing we saw is.. THIS UNCLE, went and pull the spec that the fake model was wearing.. He pushed it upwards towards the hair and the hair fell on the floor!!!

GOSH!!!!

this is the pic where he put the hair again on the model..

The AUNTY there buat-buat tak nampak….

Me and Elsie, laughing and taking pic at the other side.

haha!!

                      

IT looks worse than the original look…. omigosh'….

so, we walked and walked and walked…

You knw what? this type of family outing on SUNDAYS has been disappeared in my life since God knows when… Though it’s exam period, but time with family is something money can’t buy. Anyhow, sacrifice must be made, i need to study harder cuz outings are time consuming! hahah!!

 

                       

this PUFF above.. caught Elsie’s attention. She asked me why is it called “MAK CIK” ?

How am i supposed to answer? haha!!!

            

I put the teapot cover on her, She put the apron on me. Well, yeah.. both of us are having exams starting 2mr. Insanity conquers.. so… LOL!!! =)

I reached Angkasa around 4 something pm… Studied a little, felt Sleepy!! must be the effect of heavy lunch.. so, I nap on my table for.. 1 hour i guess? cuz i really dunno how long i slept… cuz i was awaken by the bloated stomach of mine.

owh, i cannot sleep bending my body forward, cuz air will trap in my stomach and i will…. burp like dunno what. Yes, something wrong with my gastric.=)

 

So now, studied a little, and i’m fishing. Singing works a while for me.. but not long..

I guess, i will sleep very early today to get my biological clock back. My life is haywire. Upside down. Day and night are totally a mess! haha!!

My eyes are almost closing… at 9pm ONLY! bad… bad…..

Mmm… guess i’ll doze off in an hour’s time… For sure.

 

To all my pals, all the best!!!

 

P.S : IT doesnt mean that your salary is suspended. by 2mr u still hvn get, take a lighter and matches, talk to them. =) it sure works.

I’m leaving.. on a dragged plane..

I’m leaving my day with a dark eye bag, “come from no where” double eye lid, big mouth (cuz keep yawning), and a tired soul.

3.30am.

Mmm… silent night, lonely night.

 

Well, Time flies.. seriously.

 

this blog post..

wanted to dedicate to my CUte Cute!! JenWIn.

He is one of my cute friends!!! of course, he is cute because of his appearance, his height (ooops) and.. his personality… which is covered with a Huge, funny, Jovial smile!!! “covered”? yes, it’s COVERED!

Dear Cute Cute,

Dun be discouraged. No life is perfect without failures, No life is perfect without obstacles. We, do not bow to barriers, do not bow to obstacles, do not bow to our weakness.. but we Stand UP and break the walls in front of us.

No matter how tough is the road, we can never be defeated by one of the obstacles. Remember, this life of us is not even a start. =)

Exam is coming, I hope you will give in your best shot!!!

When you reach the end of the rope, tie a knot and hang on.=) Perseverance in what you are having, and what you are going through. of course, preserve every good, memorable moments of yours.

Study is just a part of life.. Education is just a small chapter in our life. So, LIVE IT! dun LIVE UNDER IT.

regards:

KuEn.

 

Well, All of us are stressed. Failed quizzes, cryings, condemings… fear… etc…!

you cannot imagine how many feelings are embedded in me during every finals, and all sort of feelings, have been staying in me till now. but… Life goes on.

I’ve really learnt one thing, to do my best without any regrets is the most important thing in life. cuz… no one to be blamed, and no one can blame you.

i think i’ve been writing this since dunno when… LOL!=)

haha!! anyway, My dear friends who are having exams now and soon… guys, all the best!!

I sincerely pray for all your success in your exam.=) try your best!!! No Regrets!!

 

Mmm… why can’t i get bored of IL Divo? I’ve been playing the same song for ONE WEEK, 12hours a day!!!! sigh…. haha!!!!

 

Time to sleep. DAy out now… DAy in will be a new day! =)

P.S : DarLeng… I want Lekor… sob sob… LEKOR… LEKOR!!!! and Sata! haha!