each day….

Ever since yesterday… I aws thinking about the screens and flashes of my life, which indirectly links me to GOD.

I am near to him, without me realizing it. It’s a lot of memory of me and HIM. I’ve seen it yesterday, and thought about it yesterday.

I only realized that my fate with HIM has started long ago.. LONG AGO….

It was since Secondary School… I transformed. From a RAscal, a person who creates trouble, to a studios one. Not to boast..

that time, Words flashed into my mind now and then..and it directly command me to do it… =)

tht’s why i have the ability to knw what ppl are thinking most of the times.

ok, confession time now. I have to admit tht I heard things and it indirectly changed me into who i am now.

The one that impressed me the most is.. when i was in my National Service. Me and Leha ( a good friend of mine), who always steels kisses on my cheeks.. haha! we talked in the TV room, it was in a dorm. That time, our company had lots of trouble.. and words came out from my mouth which i did not realize…

“God give us trouble to avoid us from another BIGGER tROUBLE..”

“our way, our future is determined by ourselves, dont you think that what we are going through now are plans of GOD? instead of US walking on it, IT is actually plans that GOD wants us to go through?”

Can you believe that a 17yr old Kid said that? Me?

 

tht’s why, when i saw Aeris’s blog yesterday, i almost cried. and i realized that I am nearer to HIM than i thought. I am happy… It makes me think of NOT TO GIVE UP anymore.

yeah, i was acting like a jerk yesterday… I sort of like gave up on myself for a few hours, thinking about things that had  happened and FEAR TO FAIL and FEAR to FACe what’s coming.

Now, I’ve awaken. again….

That’s why, AEris kinda save my day yesterday. I dunno it’s a co-incidence or what, if that’s the message sent by GOD, I have to Say “AMEN”.

If that’s the message sent from Aeris, I really thank Her for saving me from deep hole.

what if…. there is no coincidence and the message is what HE wants me to knw but he sent Aeris to convey it?? haha!!!

It’s up to you how you wanna think. To me, I appreciate HIM and Her.

 

Thanks to Sher, without her reminding me again, by posting lyrics by Bluetree, i wouldnt realized I am LOVED by a lot of ppl.

YEah, even a small stanza posted by Sher, it makes me feel loved, and lucky.

 

To have Him being introduced to my life, it’s the greatest thing that had happened to me. Although i’m not a Christian, I believe in HIM. =)

 

Here i dedicate this songs for all of us,

EAch DAy-Bluetree.

 

Guys, cheer up eventhough at the end of the day, what happen is not what you expected. =)