short post, my week.

Taking some time to write.

haha.. writing this cuz I’m inspired by Ganesah. lol.

 

Let me update about what is happening to me this time.

Last Friday, went to CG.

What happened? we were having an audio sermont on Defining Moment.

this is a good session, it makes me reflect on the things that had happened to me and everything I knw about God.

Well, after that session, I feel that my life is just….

nah. perhaps I’m not that expressive.

I’m an young adult, which my career hasn’t started yet. and… I feel that my knowledge in life is still so shallow. Somehow, I feel that I have so many things left to be explored. =)

 

ahh.. life isn’t easy.

but.. Prayer and God makes things easy.

 

I feel so bold and young that day. My CG members are all btween 26-30plus yrs old, and I love hearing their sharing.

what can I share?

Just studies?

ahh… so bold.

 

but I cant deny that God has worked tremendously in my life, yet I am still a sinner.

 

I am very very blessed that I have a bunch of great supportive friends and family around me. owh well, its God’s grace.

 

I am currently eating my reports. haha…

this week, I was in Surgical Department. Owh well, its an eye opening experience where u can see lots of wounds, surgery site, and bone fixation instruments jutting out from the skin and penetrating into the bones.

looked scary? yeah, it is.

anyway, my purpose there is to learn, and it fills my learning gap, and I knw that I have many things to catch up if I want to follow up as a clinical pharmacist.

Mmm.. I am looking into investment now.

hahah.

yeah, not money investment, but I am interested in Nursery. Don’t ask me why, but yeah.

 

This week, till end of this month, I will be extremely busy, with clerkships, reports and assignments.

ahh, I wish I have to to slow down, and look around what’s going on around me.

 

Well, I hope all these will be over soon. with God’s grace and mercy. yeap! amen!

 

So, I am handling real patient case report now. Mmm… very challenging, I wish I have much time to prepare for each case if I were a clinical pharmacist.

hahaha…

 

I think I am suffering from the consequences of my sin.

Somehow, God is showing me something, some sign that I need to focus fully on my studies. yeah… havent been focusing fully these days. Distractions are everywhere.

I get the message this morning, and He just speaks to me.

 

Guess I’d ought to be obedient.

 

ok, I still have to continue my report for my second case. =) so, write again! =)

 

Proverbs 3:5-6

Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding; in all ways submit to him and He wil make your path straight.

 

 

Amen. =)

such a long time since I wrote a proper piece.

owh yeah , I’ve been told that I’ve not been blogging for quite a long time. Reason?

I am occupied with techs. haha! techs? Phones, movies, laptops, games.

well, my boss once told me…”24 hours is not enuf for me.. could it be because of technology? ppl are now occupied with TVB dramas, iphones, ipads, games.. etc etc… tht is why 24 hours is never enuf.”

 

what do you think?

to me, its partially true. Firstly, I’m occupied with my workload.

Secondly, I focus more on “f2f connection” this sem.

Thirdly, I’m just lazy to write.

 

owh well, third reason is the least common one. I love writing, just that I feel that I should stop complaining about how pathetic my life is. haha.

my life now is contented.

I took up a challenge in commitment in Prayer meeting, cell groups, Sunday Service.  These are the things which I once felt burdened to commit. now, I dedicate part of my life into it. That is why I say, I focus on Face to Face communication these days. Probably I feel sick and dull of facing notes, laptops, movies, and games daily. I need some real chats, and conversation. =)

This period of commitment has been an eye opener to me. Well, I’ve been living week after week godly. Godly? means I learn to put God first. No doubt I face challenges everyday, and its getting tougher and tougher. Thanks to Clerkship. I am still cracking on how to finish studying this subject in a few day’s time.. which is kinda impossible.

however, I’ve learnt to see possibilities in every problem, nothing is impossible. Its just perspective, and faith.

 

So, back to my blogging. yeah, I admit that I have lack of time. but I still take time off for myself.

 

My last few months as a student, gotto enjoy it man!

honestly, I cant wait to graduate actually. haha. I wanna start venturing my travel-hearted-soul. owh yeah, I plan to “go out” again. =) this time, it will be somewhere near.

To me, its always a satisfaction to work for what I want. Things don’t come easy. Gotto work hard for it, especially I come from a Okay family, not wealthy, but comfortable.=)

 

This coming week, I’ll be in Surgical Ward. gah…. clerking case. Somehow, the lifestyle in hospital always makes me wonder whether am I suitable to be a clinical pharmacist?

haha… yeah. my future is uncertain.

lets not talk about it. such a heart broken profession now. but! I believe, there’s a will, there’s a way!!!

 

Waking up at 530am everyday is a routine. gotto be in hospital early though.

 

I’ve been doing something “illegal” these days, which made me heartbroken. I wish I could never knw the truth, but somehow… God showed me the truth through an unwanted way. I need to see it… and I am praying not to be disappointed by it.

The light will be shown.

 

BoWin once told us in CG, as we dig deeper and deeper, we thought we cant see light, but somehow, when we reach the deepest core, there will be a stream of Running water below.

Yes, God is awesome, isnt He?

 

Life is just awesome.

 

I am glad that I have a group of friends who are not only growing with me in terms of friendship, but spiritually, I am lead by them. Growing together in Christ is something really really blessed to me.

 

Reach out your hand to Him, You will see miracle happen on you.

All you need to do is just ask.

knock and the door shall be opened to u, ask and it shall be given to you.

 

Challenging week ahead. Good night peeps!!! =)

Short scrib… ^^

Pieces of me?

 

owh well…

 

The conversation yesterday was… so awkward. not sure if we both feel that we’re on our different path?

 

Anyway, whatever it is. Nothing’s changed.

Going to prayer meeting later. yeap, I got a free week, which is very very precious to me. this is the only week I can study, sleep and eat well.

honestly, last week’s quiz… I dunno how I studied, went for the exam unprepared. gah.

 

Somehow, God is showing me some pictures over and over again. Maybe, I should be obedient instead.

Peeps,

Romans 8:31

If God is for us, who can be against us?

 

Have courage for your life, just live life to the maximum, with the present of God. =)

 

ciao. short update. PS: I’m still alive. =))