Baking day

I guess baking reminds me of Dispensing and Compounding. So much fun.

More to come though!!! Cake is my next product! Hehe...

Well, bck to my notes.. Gah~ what a holiday.... Mmm...... Lol.

Thursday scribes.

its so scary how a schizophrenic will be. yeah, kinda blessed to be a healthy, whole individual.

Today, it was my Patient Counselling session in BM. Well, it didn’t turn out that bad, well at least I passed the counselling. haha. Its been years since I used BM to speak, and I totally suck to the max.

I was very tired yesterday. Basically I didn’t spend much time prepare for my counseling. cuz.. my body was aching, and it is still aching now.

Woke up with stress this morning. Sigh…I hate this feeling. Well.. now, at least I feel better. I knw, action is the only thing which can fight what I feel. =)

 

ok, I feel like napping now. because I’m really really tired.

I feel so proud of myself today cuz… I was configuring my house router, and I had no single idea about it untill I worked in Singapore. mmm….. the knowledge helped me a lot. haha.. feel so happy.

At least, victorious. yeah.. Victorious. I am proud.. the moment when the “no network access” turns to “Internet access”. I was freaking thrilled. I did it.

 

Short update: I got one week of unfree raya break. gotto get my arse down to the table at home to study. Mmm.. life as a student. So much of it. haha… can’t complain, cuz student life is still THE BEST!

Ciao peeps. napping soon! cuz I wont be sleeping early though. Gotto settle my assignment! =P

quick scribe.

I’m so saturated and lazy till I don’t feel like doing anything. Feels like a rebound syndrome from the busy life. Gosh…..

Busy is the word, its always the word.

How do I feel? I feel… sometimes I’ feel jaded, sometimes I feel great. But most of the time, my fire isnt fade. I am still fighting, still running on my pace.

Next week…. is the end of one chapter, another chapter of MORE BUSY life is coming up after RAYA. WEll, am I ready? haha….

I miss writing out my feelings so much. YEt I don’t have time to do it.

This week, its my last week of PBL. yeah… next week will be a lil free from reports, so I hope I can live my week better. =) at least… breath.

Today isnt a day for me to chill, but I am really really jaded and saturated. Slacked the whole day, only completed half of my target. Mmm.. means my weekend is gonna be ugly. but.. I don’t care.

I’m gonna sleep early today. owh.. did I just say it? yeah, I’m gonna do so. 2mr 8am class… till 3pm. if I didn’t sleep, I’ll be dozing off in class, again. ha!

 

So far, my past 6 weeks since I started lecture has been a fast paced one. yeah… my head got spinning around, disorientated to time and space. Almost got alzheimer.

 

I cannot NOT GO BACK this weekend. sigh…..

 

need to get my things done by next week. What a suffering moment…. gosh.

 

anyway, when SAturday comes… it’l be fun!!! =P

 

Dellynn is going to sleep early today. so, ciao lar!

 

owh, almost forgot that I have to sync my tutorial into my pokkie. hahaha!!

 

till then!

a little update from me. :)

How I wish I have time to go back to blogging life.

Well, life has been busy for me.

I don’t wanna remind myself how' is the flow of my day… cuz every week.. the same thing happens. this week is a bit different, I reckon that it will be a bit productive though. hahaha!

Things happened, shit happens.

Well, every week, the only distinctive day is.. Monday and Friday. Every Monday, my week starts.. then, the next thing I knw is.. “owh.. its friday already!”

 

yeah, time really passed by damn fast with PBL on Tues and Weds.

Last Thursday, I went to Nursing Home though. It’s a totally different feeling compared to the time tht I went when I was in NS. this time, I went as a pharmacist student. LAst time, I went as a community worker in community service module.

Kinda sad to see the old folks bed ridden, cant walk, cant talk… it saddens me to my bones.

 

Anyhow, I got a patient, who is partially immobile, but conscious. So.. lucky me. =)

that was after a few times of attempting to talk to other patients.. cuz I really really have no more choices at last, then Ms. Lyna approved this patient for me. Thank God for her!

Thinking about reports, I have to go to Library 2mr afternoon to get my reports printed out.. sigh…

 

Mum asked me whether can I cope with studies. Well, I can, and I am still coping. And do mind me, my study is difficult not because I have hard time switching from working to studying, but its because of the modules itself. This year is totally different that lower years!!! owh gosh….

So, don’t put sympathy on me again on switching from working life to study life! I’ve worked enough and its time to pursue my dream! hahaha!

 

Current update… Mm.. Well, I have never cursed ppl so much in my life before untill the past 2 months. owh.. long story. prefer not to say it.

The rest.. mm.. I’m doing fine. Despite of sleep deprivation, I still get to enjoy some laughters, some free time just to pamper myself, or to release stress.. so that I can keep moving under gunfire. =)

 

Time is gonna tell me whether I’m doing fine onot… hahaha!

 

These few weeks, my days are contented.. very very contented. Not regret of living my life, not regretting on sleep deprivation. Not regret of everything that I’ve done. because.. they are all meaningful to my life. =)

Life is getting tougher, u knw? its like as u grow older, the weigh of the shoulder gets heavier. I guess that’s called “responsibility”

Each and everyone of us is responsible of our own life, our own direction, our own future. You draw it, cuz you hold it.

am I right?

 

Me, I have greater things to achieve, but I believe that if it God’s will, I can achieve it. Me, on the other hand, will try my best to do it… no matter what. =)

 

To me, nothing’s wrong in failing. I failed so many times and only through failures, I learnt. =)

 

In my eyes, the road that I’m gonna take is becoming more challenging, and at this age of my life, I am so keen to fight and work for materials in my life. YES! who doesn’t? at the age of 20s? cuz.. this is just the beginning of everything!!! Life is short, u only have 3 more quarter of life left!

That’s why, instead of.. work, money, work, money, and die…  I wanna work and earn an exciting life. I’m gonna try all challenges in me! APEC! Overseas! bla bla bla… These are all good memories that I would wanna keep! hehehe… owh, I am gonna go through al these tests in the future,, most probably. =)

 

My trip in Australia has changed a bit of me…

yeah, at least it comes to my realization that .. I am a very independent girl who can do anything on my own.  but.. I need God, and I need friends, + Family in my life!!! hahahaha!

so, not totally lonely at all though. =)

Well, they are the main thing that keep me moving till now. =)

 

Its an eye opener to me, Australia is an eye opener to me. I wouldn’t have became what I am now without the trip. =)

And… my job in SG made me grow.

and I never regret of doing all the things that I’ve done in SG, and all the ppl I met! without them, I might not be able to survive there. We all hold a symbiosis relationship though. hehe…

and .. I loved what I was doing in SG. NEver thought I will love it, but in the end, I love the job… =)

 

This week, my PBL triggers are GERD+anxiety and CHF.  Heavy topics… but I knw I can do it!

 

I’m tired now.. I shall adjourn? haha.. yea I should.

 

good night peeps! cuz I start to dream with my eyes half open now. =)