this non friction stories goes like this….. (P.S: just a story.. my writing idea for the night, i am boring. yes. but yet, i hvn finish studying…. lols )
… I was hyperventilating, shivering, when i received a msg from XX that XX was crying, and had been emo the whole day and non productive at all..
I changed, open my door gate, quickly lock it, then i ran to XX’s place.. True enuf, XX was crying when the door was opened for me to enter. Without a trace, I grab XX and pull XX into my arms.. hugged as tight as possible to give the message that everything is going to be fine.
that was the longest hug i’ve ever experienced.. and i was so worried about XX and XX literally broke down in front of me.
Stress, is the disaster. yes, no one else can overcome stress at this very important period.
Holding XX as tight as possible still… hands all over, intercrossed each other... I feel like i’m engulfing XX’s entire body.. as XX kept shedding tears on my shoulder.
I talked to XX, letting know that we are going to go through this together.. yeah, I will, and i always mean what i say.
We were at the door.. for almost 5-10minutes.. static, immobile…
I grabbed XX as tight as possible… sobbing continues….. till… it slows down…………
I can feel the fear that XX was having… how terrified XX felt. I was so heartbroken… and sad…
I try to stay strong, though i’m scared of what XX is afraid of.
Spent my evening there with XX till the waves of emotions subsides. I went off.
I am still putting my fingers crossed that everything is going to be fine for both of us.
Somehow, when XX texted me that XX felt a lot more better, i was so relieved. “*hugs*” , this is what XX included in the text.
Storms are raging into our life, yeah.. practically, we need to be as still as a stone to undergo the stress that is raging in. Like any others, we’re just normal people, who wants to excel so badly.. yet, fear is the key word, the barrier…
I realize, first step, is to start working your fear. Start overcoming your fear… by taking the first act.. which is to accept it, and work it out. Somehow, life is not just about this moment.. It will all be a part of flash back memories… but i’m sure, it’ll be bitter, meaningful, and sweet.
XX somehow is still struggling.. but this time, its different, cuz we both knw we had each other.. to support each other.
Life… goes…. on.
Be stronger each day. Melancholy is just a moment, not forever. I will move on. I will stay still, i will be strong. I told XX, “u knw how to get me when u needed comfort, we’ll get through this altogether, i promise.”
XX…. smiled. The last goodbye hug was more than just a message that she is fine, and she’ll stand up on her feet again.
Confidence, fill us.
So, my stupid attempt for this story… kinda good idea huh? to put myself in a situation.. not as exotic as i thought. hahahahaha!!!!
i was really bored and sleepy… but yet, i still need to hold on till i’m constipated of info. hahahahah!
owh yeah, my FB status just now : “ I’m going to transform into Lady GaGaH next Saturday… cuz i’m going to …. POKE POKE POKE POKE HER FACE, POKE POKE POKE HER FACE!!!”
Heil Hitler! Nail the paper!! *full of confidence*”
Anyone wants to join the GaGaH team?!?! LOLs..
The power of love.. is so strong…
agree? I feel love for the whole day….. =)
JaeCee! thanks for the confidence! you are GREAT!!!! Love You!!!!
till then!!!!!
nites peepsie!
if XX were not virtual, i would like to dedicate this song to XX, with a msg “Baby, smile. =)”
enjoy, TAylor Swift latest album <speak now 2010>, i have affection to all songs, but.. this song’s melody is really really good!! nice! it caught my attention today!
enjoy <SPARKS FLY>, by Taylor Swift! by the way, her album is SUPERB!!! very lovely!!! =) MUST LISTEN TO ALL SONGS!!!! cuz i just did!
u can expect better songs compared to her last album, <FEarless>. =) for sure!
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