So, Diwali just ended in a glimpse of eye….
For those who had spent the holiday well, bravo?!! For those who studied and spent the time well on warming the chair, BRAVO too!!!
I’m now, half asleep. I’ve decided to sleep like a normal person today. At least, with the lights off. ITs been 3 weeks since i slept with my lights off.. and.. its torturing. I am scared that i overslept.. that’s why…
Based on what happened few days ago, i really doubt myself whether can i really survive next year. Anyway, i knw… my path has been paved. Its waiting for me to walk.. that’s all. i’m just going to enjoy and stay positive. Adam LAmbert said on Oprah :" there’s once i took everything so seriously and i was so stressed that i could not even sleep.. then i thought, since i’m already at this stage, why not enjoy every moment, every performance? cuz i’m doing something that i like!!”
yeah, it makes sense.
“Enjoy doing things”, and “doing things merely because we need to” are 2 different things as they yield different outcomes. Like i said before, no one and nothing can have control on other’s life. Even simple thing, you have to decide on your own as your life is YOURS and no one can DECIDE IT FOR YOU! Others JUST HAVE TO RESPECT YOUR CHOICE!!!
right?
I’m now in the midst of exam. I’m not as hardcore as i was… I came to a point to realize that living the day and living the life are important to keep you going. I still do the things that i like..to keep me going. Anyway, i knw, i won’t have the chance to do it next year.. yeah, you will have difficulty to even meet me for yum cha session on weekends cuz i might not be coming back to Klang every week..anymore.
So, for the next coming 6 months, i’m going to live my life, and experience life as i’ve never been before. =)
I’m still waiting for a light, and my inner voice to speak to me though. =P hehe….
It’s late, i’m kinda sleepy…
My progress… i hope i’ll be fully prepared by 2mr. Prayers still in need here!!!!
I knw the Cha Bor won’t read this… never i guess… but just wanna let her knw that no matter what happens, HAVE FAITH! =) yeap, i’m going to miss her the most whenever i’m in cheras.
She’s the other one who has same brain waves as mine. No need mention who’s the first lar har… she’s my SISTA, PumpKin. ok.. full stop. cuz if i wanna talk about Pumpkin, it takes me 10 days 10 nights!! or even more than that~~!! haha!! cuz we have too much to talk about!!! right?!? hahahah! erm, start to miss her a little… yeah, JUST A LITTLE!!! NOT MORE tHAn A LITTLE! hahahahahah!!!!
yeah, back to Cha Bor, we have similarities, yet.. we have differences in us too. HOwever, the bond that we’ve built is really.. different. i don’t knw how to describe. I really wish her all the best and my prayers will never stop! I hope that things will go well eventhough i’m not here as a DIRECT encouragement… cuz all i can give is Indirect encouragement. =) LOLs..
GAmbate Cha Bor!! *hugsss*
Sometimes, I feel blessed because my friends are all.. true. Yeap, my close friends are true to me… Probably because I’m true to them?! hahaha!!! I’m a lucky girl!!! In a lucky world!! Life is fantastic with them!
Does all good things come to an end?!? what’s your say?
=)
Will my trip come true? cuz now.. everything seems so negative.. the weather, the people, the fear….. Mmmm….
well, Going off now!! willl study a little, then.. hit to bed!
To all, great day ahead yeah!!!!
*yawns…*
I miss Tg JAra beach now…..
i definitely miss spending time with them!! at the beach!!! =) that beach has been our “private beach” since we were very very young!!! *winks*
The stupid HIM and the pretty me…. LOLs!!!!! HE looks dumb, ain’t he?!? hahahaha!!! miss old times! =P
ciao!!
and this one!!
this PIG! act cute. hehe… yeah lar, grabbed this photo from FB though. She looks STUPID TOO! ain’t she?!?!
I just love the 2 STUPIDS in my life!!! =P Thank God that they are stupid, it makes me SMART. hahahahaha!!
Ciao guys!!! hahahaha!!!!!
*hugsss and nitess*
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