messy post.

i guess….

everything can only be kept and locked deep in my heart, it has to be locked. owh yeah, diamonds!!! =0

aiks. i dun wanna think too much. Everything will be fine at the end of the day. I think i’ll just lock that part of me out of the cruelty of the world.

 

If… i was not born here, where will i be?

If… i werent who i  am today… what will i be?

no answer right? simply because… i am special!! and unique!!! haha…

I’m riding on a wonderful journey, with a lot of ups and downs. (ya la, i knw i am not working yet, no responsibilities yet, where does the problem comes from? right?)

i realize that.. what a person sees from surface, it might be something that is not true, not real. Just like telling white lies. Mmm…..

I have a friend who always tell white lies. haha! He said.. “for their own good… imagine how will they react if they knw i go clubbing almost everyday and bribe tonnes of blue collars all the while?”

ya, he is…the type whom cannot be saved.

What i wanna say.?!? (this post will be a messy post,.. cuz i got things that i wanna say but i dunno how to say)

Nothing is impossible. It might take days, months, years, decades, centuries.. bla bla.. but i knw, somehow, someday, probably or maybe after you die, the thing that you want it to happen or the things that you want and u tried so hard but you didnt get will eventually come true. It’s like a dream right?

Sometimes, how nice if life is just a dream. Too bad, reality is always cruel. Cinderella story is always cruel. Children are being exposed to “happily ever after” stories when they were young, but when they grow up, they realize life is never going to be as what they expect. That’s why, LIFE makes no SENSE. =)

No place is heaven on earth.

 

Like i was informed in a talk, even home is not safe. Can u imagine? yeah, especially with all the incest cases, molest… bla bla…

and… life is never fair.. world is never fair.

One saying goes" : “if the world is fair, the earth will be square”

very true.

ppl, hold on to what you want, and what you wanna achieve. Never give up because of some… cacat reasons.

The spirit of never give up doesnt mean someone is STubboRN. To me, it is perseverance. It has to be accompanied by faith and obedience.

 

Sometimes, me, in my shoes. I always wonder apa akan jadi pada hidupku in the future. Will i die before i achieve what i want? will i this.. will i that…  nah, in religion’s context “how much you use, how much u earn in this life.. they are fixed.”

To prosper, you have to give, and be blessed.. u knw, good karma?

Life is no short cut. You have to work for what you want in the future. so, work and Pray.

“People are often unreasonable and self-centered. Forgive them anyway.
If you are kind, people may accuse you of ulterior motives. Be kind anyway.
If you are honest, people may cheat you. Be honest anyway.
If you find happiness, people may be jealous. Be happy anyway.
The good you do today may be forgotten tomorrow. Do good anyway.
Give the world the best you have and it may never be enough. Give your best anyway.
For you see, in the end, it is between you and God. It was never between you and them anyway.”

You knw what? God is too big to fit into one religion. =)

P.S: i do not give any preferences to any religion i my post, just saying in general. you knw, religion is a very sensitive issue.

Islam believes “pray before you are prayed.”  i always find this quote amazing. cuz when i first saw this when i was in secondary school, i was kinda amazed with the sentence structure.. “sembahyanglah sebelum anda disembahyangkan”

lols!

Talking about Islam, I watched a movie named “My name is Khan”, starring Shah Rukh Khan and Kajol. It is a very touching story and it gives a clear picture and differences between terrorist and islam.

All religion teach ppl to be good. Dun tell me ur religion teaches you to kill.. right?

Different ppl from different religion believes in the greatness of God. =)

I have one colleague, she is a sincere Hindu. She is smart. her mother in law is a sincere Hindu too, but stubborn, doesnt wanna tk medication for her illness. So, one day, she wrote 2 papers of “eat medication” and “dont eat medication” and fold it. Pray to God, then choose one of them randomly. It appears “Eat Medication”. Believe it or not, her mother in law takes medication ever since!! hahahaha!! when i heard the story, i was laughing. Such a cute story!!!

Human has human rights. but… i tell you, it doesnt apply to a smaller scope or smaller divisions such as society, family, and community. stuffs like.. pre-arranged marriage, forced marriage… are still happening among us though.

Life is never fair. Law exists so that ppl get to find ways to bypass judgment.

and.. you can always set laws and regulation to prevent and curb unwanted incidents to happen.in the end, IT still depends on the people, whether they wanna follow it or go against it.

You can always drag a horse to the river, but you can’t force the horse to drink. I’m sure everyone understands it.

Dont force someone to the edge… it might end up a tragedy. =)

 

Anyway, i still believe that i will have victory in life, and soar on wings like Eagle, like what Isaiah said. =)

 

Thanks to them who listens and accept who i am. U knw, life is a great motivation is u have great friends apart from family. So far,  my friends are all great.. and i am blessed that my life is filled with great friends who are willing to give, willing to share, willing to listen, and willing to motivate me, and willing to give me a helping hand when i need it.. you knw who you are. =)

 

i end everything with one quote from the great Mother Theresa. I’m getting more emo and the feeling to close my world down is getting stronger. So, i better stop before i do anything to harm my heart and my feelings. haha! wah, i sounded serious. Mmm…. So, here goes the quote.

"Life is an opportunity, benefit from it.
Life is beauty, admire it.
Life is a dream, realize it.
Life is a challenge, meet it.
Life is a duty, complete it.
Life is a game, play it.
Life is a promise, fulfill it.
Life is sorrow, overcome it.
Life is a song, sing it.
Life is a struggle, accept it.
Life is a tragedy, confront it.
Life is an adventure, dare it.
Life is luck, make it.
Life is too precious, do not destroy it.
Life is life, fight for it."
— Mother Teresa

 

 

“the first step to take challenges is to overcome your fear”

 

I will persevere, have faith, and walk. i will not be blinded by sight. There’s nothing that i shall fear. =)

 

nites peepz! to me, tonight is another long night. what else? mugging….. notes.

 

 

yeah. messy, i knw. bear with it. =)

 

Calling from Sabah and Sarawak. =) <3