scandal and sex. No.

Good morning!!!

In stead of waking up at 3am, i chose to wake up at 6 plus am!! cuz i slept at 2am. hehe….

No money can buy family time. Although i can still see hope for me to “turn back” in his eyes, but… i still like to hang out with them.

Did not join my friends because of them. =) To me, they are the most important ppl in this world after Christ. =)

Basically, we went out for dinner and a stroll in pasar malam. =) (its been ages since i’ve been there!! last night, it was an exception cuz she said she wants to go. )

 

Yesterday’s quiz.. was ok. Sufficient to let me cross the passing line i guess. Now, I’m working out on next monday’s quiz. So far, progress is still slow.. (normal for me) cuz i’m always distracted by songs. Yea, I sing to keep me awake. heheheheh…. God knows how much i love singing though my voice is bad. =)

I watched i short clip regarding scandal in government parliament or government office. Gosh, so gross!!!!  both the “ah beng” and “ah lian”, or should i say “young mak cik” and “old encik” making out in the lift. The “kam yu lou old Encik” touched and pressed against the “young mak cik’s” breast. Eeeeww…. like watching Malay Porn. (Lord, forgive me.)

nah nah, wont blog/post the video up cuz scared of ISA. haha!! u knw, ISO has been an issue in Malaysia, and the true meaning of ISA existence no longer preservers it’s true meaning anymore. As all knows, “Malaysia Boleh”! sounds familiar?! haha!

So, the scandal was awful. I knw I knw, Sex is something that everyone does. To me, it is something beautiful and miraculous as it creates life!!! Wonderful God’s creation! =) I only want to keep my virginity to my last man!! I want to love him MORE ENOUGH to commit my life  to him!! so, if the guy wants me, ring and commitment please!if not, haha… “you cant touch that!” =) Be proud as a virgin for guys and girls!! =) its cool! =)hehe..

that’s my point of view. So, Never and NO Sex before marriage. =) For ppl out there, at least, abstain from sex before marriage. Its a sacred “ceremony” and do leave it to your last man or women that you love after you receive your ring or u’ve gave ur ring and made the wedding vow. =)

My 1 year anniversary of “reborn” is coming soon. it’s on the 28th. So far, when i look back in this one year period, I am thankful that i am what i am now. I still got lots of challenge ahead! The Taiwan trip end of this year,I think it will be the best way to me to have the test and learn!!! I can imagine my life over there, but i can’t wait for my life that i’ll live when i come back!!!!!

She advised me not to go. I said “I’m going no matter what” She said you’ll never knw what will happen although ur faith is 200% strong. I said i TRUST HIM.=)

So, secara konklusinya,  it will be the best way and the most challenging test of life! Just can’t wait. =))

 

time to sign off and mug on GIT notes. heheheh… next week got 2 quizzes! crazy. Back to Back!! =)

 

owh, and i realize that i will never talk like how i talk to them or her in my class. I think i am more “myself” when i am with them/her. Anyway, there’s a reason for everything that i’m going through. I’ll just bear with it and see the miracles. =0

 

Ciao ppl.

 

Start a new day, with thanks giving. =) have a blessed day! =)