Just smile back at me.

Sob Sob…i dunno how to use the Adobe Audition.. why is it so complicated????? Help……

haiz….

HAd dinner, a very satisfied dinner.. =) tht’s why i’m not sleeping till now.. cuz TOO FULL!

singing…. singing…..

Those who knows me, knw tht i love singing.. oooh yeah, cant wait for my Greenbox visit next week!!! muahahaha!!!!

I am very glad that DeEr get to settle her problem at work… again, my prayers are answered. Owh, DarLeng is driving back to KT 2mr, i wish tht he will have a safe journey back.

I’m feeling better. Better than yesterday. =) Life goes on… yeah, this phrase sucks sometimes.Because life goes on and will still go on and u will still be doing the same old thing that you don’t like.

Just like.. we do things because we HAVE to, not WE WANT to.

I will get there, I will get there somehow. A phrase that motivates me whenever i feel like the hopeless person in the world. Trust me, I have no regrets in what i’ve got from what i’ve done. till now, i look at what i want, and strive to my destination. Owh, u knw how blurry is my path? haha!! it is very very blur and unsure.

I believe that i will get there somehow. You will when you believe.

Today, weather was very hot.. i cannot resist myself to lie down to increase the surface area of the air from the fan to HIT my body. haha! weird English…

can u believe it? at 1 am, i am still sweating.. yeah, i will tk a fast bath later.

I’m in love with Hallelujah- by Leonard Cohen, Jim Buckley, Kurt the World Idol, and Kate Vogele. The first time i was exposed to this song was from DavidChoi and Chester See. It is a wonderful, peaceful song to listen to.

                     

Espen Lind(on guitar), Askil Holm, Alejandro Fuentes, Kurt Nilsen(World Idol)

the sequence of the name is the same of the sequence they appear in the song. Yes, the one with the GAP between the TEETH is the WORLD IDOL, KURT NILSEN, form NORWEY. His voice is so powerful!! =)

I love this peaceful song…

 

 

*YOU see me through HEaven’s eyes..*

 

I wonder all of the times, what happened if my heart weren’t open at that particular moment? Will we still have this kind of relationship?

I realized that as time passed by, I lost the spirit which i once have. Yeah, i was clicking randomly on one of my old post, and i realized how i change drastically. It’s an equilibrium now. Everything is in the balance.. but when it is triggered by the external factors, the equilibrium will shift definitely. I realized that i’ve shifted a lot.. To the left and right.. all triggered by different factors. Is it a good news?

one thing’s good is.. I’ve changed from an Atheist to a believer. yeah, ppl do change.

The other… haha… if u’re with me since secondary school, u’ll realize the change in me i guess? =)

 

I am glad. I am really glad.

 

You wanna come into my life and see how many great ppl are surrounding me?

My dears, my darlings..my respected folks…

 

My parents once said: “ you really have a lot of great friends.. seriously, You really have a lot of good friends.”

YEah, FIrst, they notice about the special bond i have with HER.. Soon, they realized that HIM, HER and aku punya bond lagi special…

then, my secondary school friends, such as HUBBY, and my dear ALO. Yolk, I owe you big time!!!

Then comes Shereen, the sakai DAtin… and a bunch of cute coursemates.

see??  These are the ppl in my life that would not abandon me no matter how poor i am, how rich i am. They love me, as in they really cast their true heart to be part of me.

I’m glad. my parents’ wish and hope for me to be aware of friends and be with the right gang are accomplished.

Not to say, My boss, Julene who treated me real good, and a bunch of nice colleagues..

How can i not be blessed? haha!! I am blessed with all the wonders! =)

 

Life is difficult. Yes.. nothing is easy… Mum emphasized it again and again. =)

I love her!!!

 

Well, I wanna make ppl smile.

If per day, i could make a person smile,means by one year, i will have 365 laughter. =)

wonderful? to have 365 laughter and giggles a year!!! haha!!!

 

Gah, i’m talking nonsense? no i am not!!

k k.. time to go off.

 

wanna bath, and study again. will crack my head through the night. =)

Do you knw that a msg from you is a smile from me. Regardless what the msg is all about… as long as ur name and picture appear, automatically, i will smile.=)

Mmm.. missing you huh?? haha.. yeah… every single day. I miss both of you.

 

P.S : just smile back at me. =)