Dellynn's feeling at this particular time....

It doesnt matter how many times you fail, what matters is how much you've learnt from it.

I am not as free as what most of you think.. I think if i'm in the NORMAL LEVEL or NORMAL SITUATION like most of them, I'll feel very very DOWN today.

Somehow, the inability to complete even 50% of the race bothers me a lot. However, i knw, practice makes perfect. I will keep on climbing... not to the top, but at least i gave my effort to climb.

It's always a bless for me to live, and doing the things that i want. Tht is why, whatever tht happens or what ever tht i do, i will do my best.

A dull day to me, going to finish my AMT by today. yeah..

Sometimes i wonder, am i lying to myself? or i really do not deserve to be here? or i do not belong here? Somehow, fitting in isnt the right way to feel belonged... although it works most of the time. Still, i dont think i'm a wrong doer.

Thousands times i've reminded myself tht i shouldnt be out of the circle... but.. somehow certain situation and circumstances made me deviate a lil from where i am.
Thank God.. the players in the circle took care of me and try not to push me away. I am really glad.

It isnt the end. I know.

BEsides, i think I'm blessed by GOD.. cuz all the things i do, i'm doing it in a clear state of mind.
As long as i feel right, I will do what i want, and what i ought to do.
Plus, it's another true bless from GOD tht I am still alive. About the accident, i am over it. It's just tht i couldnt stop myself to think how lucky i am to live and see the world once again.


The path of life for everyone is never easy. I bet everyone agrees.. unless u're LOADED and had everything planned by your FOLKS.
Life is never easy... No shortCuts, and you can't CLICK it like a Computer ICon and reach the destination you want.
well,
LIVE, ENJOY...APPRECIATE, PRESERVE.

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Look Out Point 2mr... anyone? register to my PR, SHer. hahaha! She's the planner.:-)
All of you are invited of course.. haha! :-)


P.S : what's nice in PD ar? get me good stuff from there!! :-) hehe....eventhough if it means to FREEZE the NICE FOOD and WAIT for me to go back and EAT!!!! :-)

p.s.s : erm... i did not have sweater.... can i stand the cold in GENTING? Mmm....