I'm physically not okay.. My eyes was..gosh.. my body feels tired. Headache… argh.. I guess, it's a long day to me. Yup, drove to Cheras to settle my stuff, and drove to SETAPAK with AL. haiz… what can I say?If it wasn't DeEr, I wouldn't be there, I wouldn't reach KTAR. And.. today is a good adventure too. Cuz.. I've passed by One U, go through Mid VAley more than3 times…aiks…
Thanks to my personal Setapak GPS. :-0)
I've realized a lot of things today. Ups and down.. erm, a one day trip together with AL is something unexpected. Just one call she gave me yesterday, I decided to send her there. I dunno, as if like everything is fated. As if the things we did and the conversations we have are all fated. AL is a very understanding girl, I was the one panic like shit, she was the one tak aci, not panic, go according to the flow, she was very steady.
Somehow, she taught me lot of things.. yeah, she made me realize lots of things when we're together. So what if she's younger than me huh? Haha!!!
I dunno la, the time we meet is not much, and we don't meet frequently, but.. her message is always here in my inbox. Haha!! She's that type of honest person, if she missed me, she'll sent me a text and say that she missed me. At nights, she will send me a good night msg.. haha!! That is when she had bad dreams about me. Hahahaha!! Nah.. she is someone special.
Anyhow, I think I've opened her mind up today.. somehow, I have the ability to MOVE people. J I hope she consider the things that I've said to her la..
Yeap, Kuen will be going to Penang this Sunday, most probably..
Dun ask me why… I have headaches, stress.. and I just wanna break free before I face all the stress again… AL said that I look very stress eventhough when I smile. Well, do i?? I got face problem la…haha!! Honest speaking, stress.. everyone has it. Mine? My stress is lower this sem.. I don't pressure myself much d… cuz I knw that I will do my best in everything.
2mr, MPH clearance sale, every book is as low as RM2. I'll be going, for sure!!!! How can I miss a book spree?? I've bought a book from Summit that day, cuz they POPULAR is having 90% off clearance and my thick book costs only RM9!! Worth it!!! Haha!! I'm happy to read books, at least it kills my time and fill my soul. Feel kinda empty though. This feeling emerge when I'm alone la… haha!! And when I get rejected la. But, anyway I'm still okay. My books, my pps, my bed, my sheepig.. haha! And the most important, my PIONEER earphone!!
Sem break? Haha.. I still stick to my earphone… yeap, lots of new songs these day, downloaded it and had them bombard in my ears. J I love the feeling though.
Josh, I know you can overcome your DejaVu. You sure can. Have faith in yourself.
Sher, my souvenir… and I keep imagining the position you sit when you chat with me in Bangkok last night. Haha!!! I hope you took the pic of the position la.. LOL! J
Dellynn is having "haha, nvm, it's ok, hehe, LOL" syndrome. So, forgive her la. She is currently using those words to be happy.
Yes la, she is emo today. Thanks to the headache…. And the Spastic Uni Mate that she respected so much. well, I think she has a long tiring day driving… and get lost… However, she gained a lot, cuz she knows the way to Setapak now… J and the secret is.. " try to get lost. And learn the hard way."
Yeah, Dellynn is always learning things the hard way… right?
But it is heartbroken when you are smiling, someone else is grieving in pain. Yes, have you ever thought that before? Each moment that you laugh, there are people who cried, suffer, maybe die at the same moment that you laugh happily.
I always think that way. That's why, as a prayer.. I always return my good karma to my surroundings. So that "they" and they can build good karma.
Seah-Le does said to me before, my life will be smoother… year by year. I dunno.. cuz what she said about me is true. Mummy can see the difference too. Mummy… I am always touched by her la.. before she goes to work, she prays for me, and whole family..
Before she sleeps, she prays for the family too… it's more frequent during exams.. haha!
Yesterday, before I check my result, mum prayed again. (I knw Yan is praying for my success everyday too).. so, she lied on my bed with me, I was clicking my GirlFren.. so, I hold mum's hand.. MUMMY!! I passed the TIGRESS's subject!!!!! And I did quite well on others too!!! Just that… I need to supp one subject…… L
Mum laugh!! She said :" go ahead, I know you can.." then we sort of chat on my subject, my exam progress.. haha!! Yeah la, PK is in my expectation. J I know I have to supp tht paper. J
Well, this is life, aint it?
I feel envious seeing AL and DeEr.. cuz they just started their journey… sometimes, I wish I could go back to younger days… where there's nothing much to be fussed of. Now, eventhough I'm single, I still have commitments. My work, My relationship, my family, my friends.
It feels tired to SMILE at things that you dun like, but still.. you have to face it. J and CHEESE smile!! J
2mr Kenny Rogers gathering.. honestly, it does appear to my mind that I wanna disappear from the luncheon. Disappear from everyone, give some stupid reason to absent from it.. I think I was tired.. but now.. I will surely go!! For the sake of… nah, just for the sake of Ju, she helped me again in the sponsorship..Haha!! But… who can I bring ar? Mmm… maybe I'll just float there alone la. J I miss floating on a single boat… J haha!! Yeah, I still have the book spree le… 2mr is another tiring day… hehe… I hope my heart feels right 2mr. J yeah, I hope it is true that happy moment will come right after emo.:-)
Sometimes I wonder, is it my fate to have older and caliber friend like Ju? It appears to me when I was sitting in the pharmacy yesterday from afternoon till evening . Yeah,, was chatting with her, and brushing up on new products.
AL opened up my mind today. I've learnt a lot.. erm, or we learn from each other la… J haha!!
I hope she found what she wants. She is really a girl with no slave of emotion. This, I will learn from her. J
Okay, time to sleep,nap, or whatever… head still pain, bought Ibuprofen and ter-met DeER… haha!! Anyhow, no medications now.. sleep is the first line treatment to me now. J
P.S :
I love you, my beautiful guardian angel… thanks for sending me the love I need. God bless you..and me.
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