Sharing is CAring-- frm Sher.

I asked Ka Mun something about religion.... about dilemma... and.. HE has entangled the tangled string within me. Yes, His answer is my answer now.. :-)


Ka mun says:
i will just do good
let God judge me
if there is no good
i know i have made this place a better place for all, including my friends like you =)
SkY ~N KuEn - dellynnlim.blogspot.com// Yes, I love my earphone a lot!! It's worth the investment!!! haha!!! says (10:15 PM):
u knw what? u've entagled my tangled string in me...
haha!
entangled*
so, i guess i knw what am i now.
Ka-Mun says (10:17 PM):
=)
let me tell you a horror story
dun mean to offend anyone though
no matter how much good Christianity preach... all non-believers.. which are your parents.. go to hell
no matter how much good Islam preach... all non-believers.. which are your parents.. go to hell
Ka-Mun says (10:18 PM):
mahatma gandhi.. he gave so many people hope
if you are a christian or muslim
you are gonna say he is going to hell without question because he is a non believer?
logical?
eh.. nope..
ehhe


These are our conversation. so... I FREED HIM TO BED!! haha!! nah, time is NZ is 4 hours later than us, means it's already midnight over there.. haha! i understand.

Well,
Dellynn accepts any good teachings in this world. As long as it is beneficial to all mankind, yes..

Let GOD judge me.

As i grow, i dun see religions as a religion anymore.. i see it as teachings.. This is something similar between me and Ka Mun. He never fails to answer my doubts.. haha!! guess, i should learn from him more. :-)

So guys out there!!! dun hesitate to ask me if you are going to church!! or temple!!! or anywhere!! even mosque!! haha!!
as long as there's good teachings, I'll be there! :)

People say everyone has to stick to one realigion in order to feel the presence of God.. To me, I've been to all religion's service.. the only similarity betwen them is.. GOD is present in all religion.

So, i guess i knw what i am now.

Ka Mun, Thanks! :-)


So, i spent my day at home the whole day and i feel glad ... (erm, cuz i think my bad luck still stck on me)

Yeah, I think I'm running away away from it.. i mean running away from reality. haha!! I kinda enjoy it though.. yeah, running away. Dun ask why...

No RugRats today!! No Training today!! but 2mr... aiks....
so, i dunno whether i'm going onot.... Mmm....

Dellynn has cleared her dilemma today....


but something else is bothering her...
She has decided to ignore everything... aiks.... even her parents also asked her to ignore it...

so, i knw i will sound rude, i will be rude...i cannot help it... i really cant.

I wish to talk to someone.. haah!! but... i am always being turned down. so, how to apply "Sharing is Caring"? in my life?
Yeah, SherEEN Ang.S.F taught me a valuable lesson on last Thursday, The meaning of "Sharing is CAring"...
It's not only sharing materials.. she taught me this meaning through emotionals sharing. I dunno how to explain...
Even sharing problems, sharing gossips are caring too..!! can you imagine??? haha!!
cuz she told me, if you share, means you care sharing it with me, and you care for me. :-)


so my dears, "Sharing is CAring", start it now!!! ( i din ask u guys to gossip la.. ha!)
I want to share, but...it's not the right time, not the right place, and i dun have the right person at the right moment.
Anyhow, the feeling is somehow immuned in me. so, yeah, life goes on rigt? :-)

You cant expect the right person to appear at the right time, the right moment everytime rite?
My bad, cuz i can only talk to certain ppl.
My bad, cuz i keep everything to myself.
My bad, cuz i'm sensitive..
My bad, cuz it's all my bad.

I wont ask for someone's help if i can do it on my own.
Guess that's what makes me a DIE HARD girl.

I'm kinda independent.. :-)

but trust me, i never abandon or reject ppl. well, Reject is an art, it's a skill, you need to learn it. I hope it's the good virtue of Aristotle's Theory of Personality Virtue? haha!@ cuz HE said good virtues are acquired through practice.
I'm learning it now, and it's killing me sometimes...
That's why, ppl like me who doesnt reject always got rejected!

Life is short,
to me, if i've missed any moment, I might miss the most important thing in my life. Yes, cuz u can never knw that your existence can/ might save someone, right?

My existence in this world has make the world a better place, this i strongly agree.
If my Friends need me, i'll try my best to be there.
They need help, I'll try to find a solution even if it's not under my control.. cuz i knw, my existence makes a difference in them.
My existence makes a difference in this world too.

I'm glad that Ka Mun has taught me a good lesson today. I really appreciate it... and appreciate him as my good friend.

mmm....

It's late now..
i guess, i'll just sing my sorrow out.
I'll just sing my heart out...

Life has been wonderful with all of you around me.
my sayang, my deer, my parents, my bros, my mates, my dear friends, buddies.. all of them!
I just want them to knw that their existence has made me a better person, and i hope that i can make this world a better place by living in their circle.

You might not know me good enough, you might not know what am i thinking most of the time..when i am in silence..
but.. sometimes, all i need is someone who can sit beside me, you dont need to talk, you dont need to comfort me.. you just need to sit and enjoy the silence with me.
If you wanna talk, haha!! of course you can. :-)

Well, how many of the people in this world can do that? haha..... i doubt. :-)

AL did that i guess... Love her! muacks!
:-)

It's time to sing my heart out... cuz it makes me sleep better.

Working with Ju 2mr? erm... i dunno....
but i hope so... i miss her somehow... lots lots lots.


P.S : I'm not emo... just sleepy. ha!
P.S.S : What could've happened if you meet me? haha!! a mystery... let it be. :-)


Good night.


This is for my mum,

Mum, your cookings had me love you even more every single second.
I really appreciate that you cook what i requested... perfectly.
I'm sorry cuz i've failed you as a daughter..
I'm sorry cuz I am not the best daughter in the world..
I'm sorry cuz I disappoint you, academically..
and you make me feel even more sorry when you say "it's okay, take your time, and be brave in your journey"..
Mummy, all i can promise you is.... I will love you with all i have.. As long as my soul exists, i will love you and i want you to be my mum again in my next life... Cuz i knw i cannot able to pay you back the love you've poured on me in this life. So, i wanna love you for every life that i have in this world.

Mum, i will not fail you again.. i've heard your prayers to me, I've heard your worries on me, I've feel your love on me..
I am glad that you gave me the freedom to do what i want, I'm glad that you did not stressed me on my studies, I'm glad that you still gave me your full support eventhough i've did badly in most of the things..

Mum, i love you so much.
* wipe tears*