Disappointment.. // anyway, Wendelina!! :-)

 

 

Rain camouflages my tears.

Darkness makes my tears invisible..

It's been a long time since tears flow like nothing else.

 

Why is it that thing that I've done is always not good enough for you? Who are you to judge me? I did not mean to be that way!! It's not my will!! It's not my FAULT!! And it's not because of ME!!! Sometimes it happens!!! U care about ur pocket rather than my feelings?

You care about ur welfare more than my heart?

Why is it you care more about money than me???

What am I to you?

What am I to you??

 

You break my heart…

Yes, you did…

 

Perhaps, it is good to avoid you for now.

 

I am nothing worth than money…

Yes, I am all the negative sides that you can ever think…

 

Don't judge me cuz you're not GOD~!

Only GOD can JUDGE ME!!!

 

I am so disappointed with you….

I am always not good enough for you….and, you measure me with something worthless to me….

My heart, is now my sorrow…

Scarred with your cold words,

Pitted with porous holes..

It's bleeding… it's bleeding…

 

Am I not that good to you?

Am i?

Am i?

 

I feel unfair…

 

 

P.S
: I'm emo this time.. but I'm recovering.

 

Tired eyes…

*wiped tears, yawn*

 

Good night.

 

 

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I had a great chat with Daph, Elsie, Cassie, Colleen, Jess, Raey, and WENDELINA together in one window!!
I feel glad!!:-) yeah, I love RAEY!!
He is a man now. J this I can be sure.

Raey, dun disappoint me!! You can work all this out!! J

 

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Dear X,

Why put the blame on me!!? Why cant you remember what you've said? Why cant you remember everything???

I'm sick of it!! I'm really really sick of it!!!!

Don't come back next week and ask me the same whole lots of questions!!! I dun feel like answering it!!! And when I say I did not means I did not!! Dun you ever have a second doubt on that!! That's not what I want when I'm back in klang!!!!!

Aiks!

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Okay, positive thinking is back!

 

Dellynn, try ur best!! Try ur best!! You can do it!! You can do it!!!

 

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Mummy, thanks for understanding me… it means a lot to me. I'm sorry for everything I did.

 

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