fear... something missing.

i've been a moron these days.

first, the things that i'll be going through really drives me crazy/ i hope i can take it easy.
Secondly, i cant go anywhere with my commitments.. but what to do? i've committed...
Thirdly, lots of undone things which i am dying to finish it. but i just cant.

so.. i act like a moron these days.

I've break a lot of promises in this 2 days. will be breaking another one today though.
i feel so bad... "dishhhh".

but what to do?

i cant help it. I hv to break it for my own good.

hate to say "I'm sorry" again.

PApa, and mummy.. they're not at home now, guess they went for their adventurous tour to pasar pagi(s) early in the morning. I heard that they are going to the largest pasar pagi near cheras. well, hope they buy back something nice for me.

I cant seem to find the "lost" in me. Something is missing, i dunno what. maybe things will be fine after next week?
it will be a hectic week for me....

so, ask me out after next week.

that's why i dont feel like going anywhere today.

Malaysia is not in peace, so do me.
not because of the stupid petrol price, but it's me.


so, let me just stop here and start overcoming my fear now.

bye.