DaoRae, Taipan .

Mummy, what's with the reaction??? haha!!!!!!!!
Mummy, i love your cookings!! I hope u like my cakes!!!  okay, no cupcakes, i knw... haha! i knw tht u dun fancy it also... LOL!!

Today is a special day. cuz… My family will be here, including my uncles. This morning was a hectic one, Morning breakfast at the Black Magic Roti Canai, i think i saw Eugene’s car.. means my DeEr was there???? haha!!!

Had breakfast with my sibling and folks.

Then, a series of preparations came. Me and DarLeng went out a lot of times, First to buy wasabi, then to collect cake,then to buy Skin Food nose patch. Went home, dad asks to buy Beer. Me and DarLeng rushed to Tesco again, no stock..(DAmn), then went to Giant. Bought a carton of Tiger Beer. CAme back. Uncles arrived. means it’s time for meals. hahahaha!!!

Yesterday’s DAoRae was FAntastic!!! i wonder why the DaoRae’s food are not as spicy as Korean BBQ!! and the TAste is 100% better than Korean BBQ! Gosh!! me, Kiat Kiat, and Carol had fun with the KimCHi soup and the rice cake!! haha!

                                

This is seriously my FAV Korean Restaurant!!!! i LOVE KOREAN FOOD!! KUEN loves KOREAN FOOD!!!

                                      

 

Side dishes, we loved the KimChi the most!!!! haha!!

 

Love it!!!

 

                            

this is a free compliment from DaoRae, and we get another NICe PAn cakes too!!! haha!!!

                         

Pork and Chicken!!! nice!!!! =)

 

Left one is the KimCHi soup, this is the best kimchi soup ever!!!!! Right is the KimChi!! surprisingly, it’s not spicy and it tasted MUCH BETTER than Korean BBQ!!!! owh, we refilled the KimChi 4 times.. haha!

 

                               

ini my favourite!!! =) Spicy Rice CAke, which is not spicy at all!! and the sos is brilliant!!! =)

 

               

both of my KAKI KOREAN. =) Carol, come back for DAoRAe yea!! =)

 

GOOD NEWS!! DAORAE is going to have a branch in Bukit Tinggi SOON!!! this is the best news ever!!! haha!! means i dun need to go so far for Korean FOOD anymore!!! =)

 

I was really happy yesterday, I bought a pants for DarLeng, ate good food… and.. spent quality time.

This is the most important thing in my life.

 

it’s Reunion dinner day!!! I’m gg off to Dungun after my meal later. =) another Good news, i’l be back on Friday!! or Thursday!!! YAY!!!!!!

means i can go visitings d!!!!

 

Specially to all, HAppy Chinese New Year!!! May God bless you all with health and wealth, and May God bless you all with safety while driving back to your hometown, May God bless you all with happiness, and dun drink too much.

Amen.

 

To DeEr,Happy CNY!!! send my regards to mummy!!!  sOrry for not been able to get you the BEST Purse. I’m still in the process of searching for the right PVC for u. LOL!!! I’ll miss you!!!! Do have fun ya!!! Love you lots! owh, send my CNY wish to Mr EG Ng too! =)

To mummy, happy birthday again!!

To DarLeng, I love you!!! you!!! you!!!!!!!!!! Thanks for the nose patch!hehe…..

Ciao! Good Day!

Peaceful mind of mine. =)

                   

I dunno whether she reads my blog. Anyhow, some people reckon tht I’ve changed. okay, this might not be directed to me, but i felt something after she posted it?

knw why? we were talking and commenting about sleep hours.

haiz, I dunno how to explain, go view the conversation if u knw me and have my profile.

For some, I’ve changed to another person, (i’ve changed in the way i talk???)

for some, I’ve moved on and I have different aims in life.

No matter what, i hope my decision will be respected. I wish that i could be respected.. seriously. Sometimes, I dunno what am i to the particular person, believe me, i do feel sad for making such decision. Striked by Mr Ng Eugene’s word, Encouraged by someone very important to me, Supported by lots of current “suffocating” situation. God’s will i suppose? haha!!!

No, i should say.. I love my family more than anything else. Tht is the main reasons i made tht decision. I tried to give myself a chance to get the very first feeling back, I’ve tried, but it doesnt turn out well every week. Every single week, I need to encourage and give myself motivation tht i can do it, i can do it. Most of the time, i dun feel right, and things dun really turn out right.

okay, decisions has been made. I confess, It was such a relief to me. Yes, I feel relaxed and relief. but! it doesnt mean that i dun put my effort in my last days. I am not that type of person. Those who knw me, I will give others my best, and i put myself in the second.

That was the moment, that i realized that i have to think for myself. My heart is breaking slowly. Do you think it’s very easy to leave a place when the place is the source where you found yourself? a place which guide you to the right path? a place which mould you for who you are?

No, it isnt easy at all.

Anyhow, I’m trying my best to love myself more. I’m trying to listen to my inner self.

DeEr is the best in me although she is no Alexander the Great with the spirit of “I come, I see, I conquer”.

DarLeng is always the best knight ever who stands beside me and protects me whenever i am.

lol.. sounds like i’m the Queen! haha!! but i am not. Let me be one of the important ones in their life, I’ll be more than satisfied and happy.

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Just finished my report,=) I’m happy today, cuz my Pumpkin made my day. Pamelo made my day. Both of them made my day!!! haha!!!

I wonder how’s my reaction when i see Pamelo in ONe U 2mr…. I wanna meet both of them 2mr!!! is it possible?!?!?!?

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My heart is in peace. =) even right after what i saw in FB. I knw, this is the road that i must walk.

I believe that even after i leave, our fate is still there. Who knows I’m better off this way? haha!!

 

Good night peeps, I just wanna enjoy my night, sleeping. I’m lack of sleep.

I still want 30 hours per day!! 12 hrs work (can cut if possible), 9 hours sleep, 9 hours with family.

 

I just feel like hugging you , wanna share my happiness.. the peaceful happiness of mine.

Peeps, happy Chinese New year.

 

love you guys.

yes, it says all.

 

It says it all. =)

True.

I love you, and why do i do? haha…

cuz i do.

cannot fight with the FATE we have. It’s really magical and nothing can explain it. Imagine that I’m 3 year-old, and she is only 0 year old INFANT. hahahaha!! It’s funny if u put it tht way.

*u knw i knw* 

Kau tahu betapa ku sayang padamu… hanya bidadari sebagai ganti…

For both of them, whatever it is, I DO! =)

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I Love my Latin class more!!!!! !!!! !!!!!!

hehe….. I love dancing and I’m going to master this DANCE!!!!! =) Today, I’ve learnt new steps, I’m proud to be a fast learner… owh, i still need to polish up the steps… haha!!!!

My Chinese Herbs Identification was going fine. At least i knw i got 1 out of 20 wrong.. hehe…. only 1. =) could’ve been perfect score, thanks to my memory la… LOL!

I miss home!!!! at the same time, i miss shopping!!!

DarLeng is back!!!! YAY!!!! I’m happy and i like the idea that he is sleeping on HIS BED at home!!! ha!!

I miss him a lot… seriously a lot….

 

Mummy’s bday was yesterday. 10th Feb.. sent her a msg and planned to get a sugar-free cake during reunion dinner. This idea right, i stole it from my DeEr!!! haha!! her mummy bday falls on 13th Feb.. haha!!! so, i guess I’m doing the same thing la… hehe..

I love you mummy, as what i said in the text i’ve sent you. =)

it’s time to go off, Leona Lewis’s song keep ringing in my head. LURVE tht SONG!!!!!!!!!!

owh, my houzzie wants to use my lappy for reports. =) so, i’m gg to sleep earlier today. =)

I’m gg to Time Square 2mr. YAY! hehe….. to shop shop walk walk. =)

 

P.S: Mummy asked u to ask me to get my ass there???????????????? LOL…. will see you on Fri night or Sat morning before i leave. I got class on Fri…. sigh…=( miss u LOTS! *hugssSSsssSSsss*

P.S.S : My eyes are tired….

You got me.

Lost in a circle of my heart,
thinking of what's worth left for me to be torn apart..

okay, I'm tired. yet... energetic.. (what?)

Had a great time in Sg Wang.. though i dun really liked the place. Bought myself a waist belt. hehe... it's more than enuf d. As i said, i have all the clothes and dresses, Just need some accessories. Okay, i have no mood for CNY, but i still need to dress up on the first day of CNY. =)

The clothes there are too LALA for me. Not my type... lots of nice dresses, but.. not my type. Price is cheap, too bad, not my type. Anyhow, I had a great time! =)

2mr is my test, wish me luck.
Thursday is my lab, wish to finish the lab report by Thursday night.
Friday will be spent in One Utama and Sunway Pyramid. Meeting my Pamelo.
Saturday will be the Reunion Dinner, gah.., it's time for the "once a year" interview session.. which i dislike it.. however, it's family reunion, gotta like it.
Sunday will be the first day of Cny, my ass will be in Dungun. Dun really knw what will happen on that day. All i knw is, my dear Kino-Elsie will be leaving back to JB in the morning, as she will be flying to Aussie on first day of CNY, night flight.
I guess tht's why my CNY is dull this year. Without the monkeys, nothing is fun. I mean, her family is going to Aussie together with her.

So.. the rest of the CNY goes on... and on...
one thing's for sure, i cannot forget about my notes, quizzes and ALL!
lets not talk about that.. depressing. haha!!!

So, what's my feeling for CNy?
I guess i will fail the interview if i were to be interviewed on a TV show or something...
I hope that my CNY will go safe. =)

hehe....

CNY=AngPao=Eating=Gain weight!
this is bad.....tsk.. tsk.. tsk..

I'm trying to keep fit all these while, i wont let myself fail during CNY period! LOL!

dull post, i knw.

just wanna write to cure my boredome.... My stomach is making me crazy... must be due to the "Ying Yong milk tea" I drank in U-Village just now..... haha!!!!


Share something with you guys... something that i listen every single day. I always thought that this song is not a love song, its my tribute to my siblings. why?? cuz even though I've got hurt, got bullied by them, I'll be alright. They are always the place for me to crash on. They are the place where my tears are worth flowing to. =)

This lyrics is meaningful.. =) i've loved this song for long... even when HAPPY from Leona Lewis was released, I've been in love with this song.. and it's ringing in my head since God knows when. =)
here i share...

Leona Lewis- I got You



It's Not a love song to me...

=)

A place to crash, i got you,
No need to ask, i got you.
For better or worse, you(s) got me too..

Lady GaGa- Monster, uncensored track

 

Yeah, Dellynn is in love with GaGa again. thanks to Vick Teo who posts this video last week!! i’ve been listening to it since last week!!! =)

“He ate my heart, He ate ate ate my heart..”

 

She is so darn cool!

 

okay, my internet really sot jor… sometimes can online, sometimes cannot…. sigh…

I feel blessed today. Seriously blessed. =)

 

Good night guys!!!

LEt me say I LOVE YOU today.. cuz i really do.

 

P.S : the importance….?? vanished?? nah… never. =)

Lucky!

Lucky me!! internet connection can work SUDDENLY! so, will blog a short while.
My day, was good. Started with class, continued with stress, ended up with lab, and now I'm stucked in reports. what a day.......

Owh, i was really depressed in the past few days. This hormone thingy had got me crazy. I dun like my mood yesterday.

Nothing special happened actually, cuz My day is just my normal routine. But but!! Today, I get to knw that my CNY will be DEFINITELY stressful.

I dun crave for the idea of going to Dungun.. cuz my friends are all here. It sucks to be stucked there, and no friends visiting. FYI, I have no friends there. My only friend, is the BEACH!
suck eh... this is part of the reason why i dun have mood for CNY.
Another big reason is.. QUIZZES!

I have quizzes right after CNY... haiz.
Anyway, I'm sure that i'm going to enjoy part of my CNY. Prolly i will ask my parents to come back on Saturday or Friday. I really dun wanna stay there for so long.....

No one understands my feeling eh? can u imagine a girl, who is stucked in Dungun for 23 years of CNY without friends?? this sucks okay!!!!!!!!!!!
I've never done group visiting before.... I've never watched movies during CNY before.... I've never done this.. I've never done that.......

U dun understand, I knw. Mmmm.....

Well, I guess i'm going to accept the fact that I'm stucked.

So, what's my plan for CNY?
Honest speaking, I've no new clothes i guess.. I've decided to restrict it.. as a MOGOK to my folks.. haha!!! I always tell them tht there is no point for me to buy new clothes as I'm not going anywhere. so.. no need new clothes. Pyjamas will be fine!!!! Perhaps only one pair of new clothes la... for the first day of CNY. LOL!


I'm bad huh?
I'm old enuf to decide what i want, but yet,, I dun have the freedom yet.

Gah!!~

This week is a busy week for me. Most prolly no blogs.... (unless the TM technician came and fix my modem)

My car is full of traces of pop corns... almost pengsan when i saw it this morning.. haha!! will clean it before this friday!! haha!!!

One Utama on WED!!! anyone?????
or Sungai Wang??? anyone???
Let's have reunion dinner before we leave for CNY!! anyone?????


crap. Reports havent finish,I've already start thinking of where to HANG OUT now. LOL!

I am more eager for my weekends rather than CNY. can u believe that? I think it's because at least i have "legs" during weekend. Legs=car
Cny=no legs= No car.
this is so SAD!


Enough of babbling and complaining. i'm doing a lot of sins now and i should stop.

VY really got me pissed off by saying my DeEr little sis is CHEAP! nah.. only CHEPOS will say that she's cheap. AS a matter of fact, she is NOT! Might look like one??? but trust me, NOT CLOSE AT ALL! (she's more to a retard) hahaha!!!
Why on earth ppl can be so immature when it comes to dealing with the one you love?
I thought in a relationship, both has to be mature in handling love, break ups??
ha...The world's gone crazy.

My adrenaline is pumping well.. and i'm going to use it to finish up my report, and continue memorizing my HERBS!
Test is on this Wed.. Wish me luck!!!! =)

I can't wait for WEdnesday lar. hehe....
DarLeng is coming back!! i hope he is doing fine in his account test today..trust me, he has no SENSE of ACCOUNTS! none of us inherit the GENE from mummy..... LOL!~

Time to go off.

Kris Allen in MV, 6pm today. I have no fate with him.... Mmm..... too bad.


P.S : For your entertainment is better than Kris. Love Lambert to the MAX of the MAX!!!



Ciao.


I miss Roti Telur now.....hehe....

My dream during the year of Tigers! Nuffnang-Tiger Run! =)

My dream for this year.

My one and only dream for this year is.. I want Baby Kayden to be cured from Leukemia! It's my wish for this year!!!

Kayden is a little angel, born in 8.8.2008. He is a handsome boy, with a beautiful features, nice smile.... and he has a young, fighter's heart.
I respect him eventhough he is so much younger than me. I dunno whether he knows what is happening, but he is a special kid to me. A kid, only 1.5 years old, have to go through all the tests from God so that he would become a strong boy.

He is someone really really special. Baby Kayden, wherever i go, my wish and prayers for this year are for him, Kayden only!!! cuz I do want this boy to see more of this world. I've lived almost 1/4 of life, and i do want him to reach my stage. Get into Uni, be a good person, have a family, start his carrier, live his future.


this fighter has all the side effects due to the steroids (Dexa) and chemotherapy drugs. Still!! HE is handsome to me!!! *hugs and HEarts*

So, my dream is simple. I dream that he will be cured from this disease. At the meantime, he will live his life to the fullest. KAvitha and family will try their best to embrace Kayden's life. =)

Kavitha, i salute you!
Kayden, be tough!! I know my dream will come true!! not to worry, be good.. just like how you used to be.

Happy Tiger Year! =) Baby Kayden, Happy 1.6yrs! with all my hope and love. =)