Adam Lambert fever!!

Adam LAmbert-Whataya Want from me.




How can someone resists someone handsome, talented, sweet, and loving like him???

I am in love with him now!! =)

Adam Lambert! the best Idol ever!!!

Adam, U Rawk!!!

I wish he visits Malaysia.... seriously... =)


Listen to this song, it's one of the nice songs in his album! =)

just.. breath..

ok, I’m breathing now….

What a busy week. I feel like writing now. I just came back from JIVE class, again.. I’m in love with it even more when weeks passed by. =)

I’m feeling blur.. cuz i somehow dun really get that. haha! anyway, i don’t doubt if it’s directed to me.

Beginning of this week, which was this Monday, I was nearly suffocated by stress. As days passed by, i realized that nothing cannot be completed if we do it step by step, and chillax.

so now, I resume my blogging routine, cuz i cannot stand one day without writing and updating my blog post. Is this call blog-diction? haha.

It’s mid of semester now, and MArch is coming in a few days time. Besides welcoming it with quizzes, i have the habit of doing flashbacks every week or once every 2 weeks.

I will sit and close my eyes, think, see and visualize what has happened and what i want, so to say, my objectives and goals in this period of time.

Often, I listen to my inner self. Often, i get confused.. and often, i don’t like the “i want everything” spirit in me. Somehow, it makes me feel that i’m fighting against myself.

Today, I’ve realized once again that I am not good at anything. No, i did not lose my confidence.. It’s just a flash of mind that i’m feeling so. i wanna learn how to be humble, I think I’m being too egoistic at times. I wanna learn to be good, cuz i am stubborn most of the times.

After the flashback, I’m just a human full of sin. I do admit that i am good at certain things, but what’s the purpose of having some talent yet i still sin and make the people around me suffer?

aha… I’m not emo, not to worry. =)

I just feel that my future is very uncertain.. cuz i long for too many things in life, and i seriously dunno where to start.

My past just made me feel that I’ve wasted lots of time and somehow it makes me doubt on the road that i’ve chosen.

Well, later, i come to realize that what i’m having now is a blessing. For now, i feel blessed. but everyone will have a moment of thinking and doubting what we have now.. we tend to think “what if… then….” ?

I know it myself that i shouldnt think that way. Just that somehow i really wish that I am different from what i am and what i have now. =)

 

I am proud of myself.. honestly. There is no one like me in this world i suppose?

 

Life is just full of uncertainties. Maybe i should just walk slower, and enjoy every scene of mine more than what i have done before.

My pace is too fast and i hyperventilate, trying to catch up my breath and it makes me feel stressed.

Now, i will just enjoy whatever that is passing infront of me slowly. I will appreciate and enjoy things that come by.

 

relax, and breath from ur heart.

can u feel the sweetness of the air?

P.S : a shoulder to lean on.. tht’s what i need now.

short update.

I wonder why my new HOP BEER shampoo smells different?

I'm going to be disappear for a few days... Kinda busy though! =) haha!!
anyway, i will blog about my outing with my buddies and will post some of the interesting pictures and candids that i took! =)

I love you guys lots!

owh, by the way, It was nice to meet Calvin again.. =) Thanks for the Wine yo!!!


P.S ; Quiz has been cancelled 2mr. bad... It's time for reports. I want FREEDOM! I can't wait for March..... I miss Dim SUm.... Sobs.

Dong Zhan si, on 20th Feb. =)

this will be a post without description, it’s not that i’m lazy, but i feel that pictures speak a thousand words.

Dong Zhan Si , as usual, is decorated with lots of lanterns.. actually, there are more, my phone low batt, so.. left out the last part. =)

Go visit and make a prayer. =)

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

                        

last pic was taken this morning, i woke up at 8am today, forced by mum.. i’ve pin my hair and forgot to remove the pin yesterday, my hair turned out to be like this. Shock me.

Was really boring today, rot at home the whole day. Watched Tiger Woohoo at home with my coussies! =) nice show!! Watched the beginning at Rae’s house.. missed it till today. haha!!!

 

I’m having fun for the last day of holiday. Rotting, yet.. cool. hehe…. spent my day with beds, sleeps, pps, notes.. dad and mum, grandpa.

First time ever after so long, I had breakfast with all of them, including Grandpa. Well…

 

Ask u a question, What do you knw about me??? what type of person am i?? I’m kinda confused cuz according to XX(i dunno how to describe him), I am weird.. and my downfall will be my character. So, How well you know me? mind letting me know?? Every inch that you knw… about me….

 

okay, my stomach not good… thanks to the cheese cake? LOLs!

 

Back to Uni 2mr morning… back to life, back to reality! =) hehe….

 

I’ve enjoyed every single day of my CNY… From boring, heat, and laughter. Everything. =)

All the best for all who will be having exam next week! =) God bless. =)

 

P.S: what’s bad about that?centre??LOLs!!

CNY 2010, in Dungun. =) dun laugh at my baby pic. ha~

               

Reunion Dinner

                  

DAd was the CHEf for that day. He woke up 4 am in the morning (thanks to Gandpa =_=) to cook. LOL!

Left : Pork with Sea cucumber

Right: My Favourite, Century Eggs. =)

 

                 

This is one of the HOT DISHES!

Left: MeatBalls, handmade by dad.

Right: Roasted Chicken, dad bought it for prayers. =)

 

 

               

I love these 2 dishes.

Left: Sotong with meat in the middle of the sotong. NICE!! mummy made this.

Right: Fried crispy Ginger Chicken, cooked by DAD. He learnt this by himself, after trying this dish in one of the restaurant. He is talented!! isn’t he?

 

 

            

Left: steamed pork and then fry with abalone sauce. Mum created this i guess. =) not a pork fancy i am.

Right: A cake from us to our beloved mummy. Love ya= )

 

 

            

Mummy i love you@!! =)

 

                            

in the car, ciao after renunion Lunch meal. =) My very first angpau from both my folks.. erm, given in the car. LOL!

 

1st day of CNY

            

Woke up very early. KAKAK slept with the alarm clock beside me, and it freaked all of us out! especially Elsie!! lol!

then, woke up, dress up, make up, SS! haha!

 

            

Sorry la, lots of SS.=) haha!

 

 

                

knw what? our first day was so quiet, till the extend that we took pictures to entertain ourselves… =_=

 

               

WE had fun .. honestly. It was a boring day, yet.. we had fun. So, after SS, Grandma shouted all of us to dine the NAsi DAgang and Nasi Minyak my aunt oredered. It’s a routine for our family for not cooking on the first day. =)

 

 

                

After makan, SS again.. cuz we really had nothing to do. No visitors, no visiting. =)

 

 

             

Like i said, no visitors, no visiting.. so we went to the beach outside my grandparents house.. we played, we sang, we danced, we talked, and we enjoyed the view. It was Elsie’s last day in Malaysia before departing to Aussie the next day. =)

 

               

Thank God we are blessed with these 2 creatures whom cheered us up. These 2 creatures are brothers and sisters. Same type, same blood. Yet.. different attitude. Another common thing, they both gain lots of weight during the days in Dungun. haha!!! We were playing with Puppy (Left), and Furry (right). We call Puppy as Ah pi, Furry as Fei Po. LOL!!!

 

 

2nd day of CNY

              

Day started with Morning Kai1 Nian2 Fan4. It is a tradition for us to gather together and enjoy the first meal together. This is a tradition cuz it indicated a reunion for the daughters. In tradition, daughters can only come back to their mum’s house on the second day of CNY or 1st day of CNY after dinner.

 

 

                  

Left, Right: my coussies.. my big family. =)

 

 

                  

PoPo cooked all the dishes, except for the chicken, and the greenbean, and the SharkFin soup. Greenbean by Colleen Fong,my beloved cousin sis, SharkFin soup by my dad.

 

 

           

we really had nothing to do…. so we SS again. I was happy to meet Song. He is changing gradually, to a better person. =) I am glad that he actually respects me as a sister. =) I seriously feel sad when i say goodbye to him on the last day i was in Dungun.

Owh, i went for my mum’s classmates reunion after that SS session. It was… Urgh…. fun! haha!! talking to the aunties, listening to their experience, it was fun. =)

 

3rd day of CNY

 

                 

my breakfast.. in Pasar Besar Dungun.Laksa!! it was DELICIOUS! and the best … =)

 

                 

went to shop in the pasar, i found this.. Procaine Penicillin-G injection valve. I dunno how they get this, but it is illegal to sell it this way. yeap, a traditional medicine Atuk sells it.

 

                    

My folks, my aunts and my uncle found something interesting, Super Big Lighter..omigosh.. it’s only Rm4.50 per lighter and it is very very big.. In klang, it’s selling at 10 bucks!!! gosh! so, they bought 4. =) haha!

 

       

Left: dad’s taking the Lobster, but he did not buy it cuz it is still alive. He dun wanna kill anything anymore. =)

right: Queenie was chasing Puppy, cuz Puppy ran out. She was running and swinging AH Pi left and right.. very funny, but it cannot be captured on the photo. haha!

 

 

    

Again, we went to the beach in the afternoon. =)

 

 

               

again, we entertain ourselves with the 2 creatures. Ah Pi and Fei Po..=) plus SS. =)

 

 

4th day, i took nothing. 5th day of CNY

 

                             

As usual, we had breakfast in the Pasar BEsar, then we head to Nibong, our old house, the house where my mum and her siblings were born and grew up.. and the place i was raised. ok, the house is around 55 yrs old. =)

The 3 morons above, sat on my dad’s car. erm.. the house is only 3 minutes drive from the Pasar. we went to the old house after breakfast.

 

                            

ok, we love our old house cuz there are a lot of sentimental stuff and sweet memories there. =) we get to see our mums’ baby photo, and their growing process. Of course, our own growing photos are there too. Above, is YOURS TRULY, KUEN. =) Cute eh??? yeah, i was CUTE!! =) and i still AM! =)

 

                            

This was Yang YAng’s 1st bday. I was only 2 yrs old. i still have fresh memories on this photos. Yang Yang was a baby who likes to eat anything and everything, so i was holding him so that he wont touch the cake. =)

we do look alike when we were young.erm.. i mean when we were a toddler. =) haha!

 

                                    

This is nostalgic. Told you, he could not resist anything which is edible!!! look at his stupid mouth!! full of icings! haha!

 

                                 

okay, i think this was taken in CArry Island, our very first house. I was doing the HOT DOG lips… which i dunno why i did that, and how the hell this pic was captured, with me as the main character of the photo. haha!!!

Told u!! Yang Yang couldnt resist anything which is edible!! every photo about him is just OPEN MOUTH, EAT. LOL!

 

 

         

 

so, this is me and my beloved, cute, siblings. =) knw what? Babies are cute!!! haha!

Imagine that.. when i was doing the HOT DOG mouth, this girl above wasnt even born yet!!! and yet.. our fate is too strong that we cannot break the bonds we have now.

 Stranger---> friend---> someone special---->part of me. =)

                               

Now only i realized that this is the only photo i have.. and it was years ago? haha!! Mmm.. we should update. =)

so, i think its obvious who’s the cute KIDS in the above photos?? LOL!

I do think that we all looked different…now comapred to our toddler’s photo… =_=” haha!

They are part of me. VEry VEry important Ps in my life. (pumpkin and Pamelo) LOL!

 

LAstly, i close my blog post with a funny SS with mummy… =)

yes, i look like mummy and he looks like… someone who is being KUTIP from the tong sampah. hahahahahah!!!

 

                           

 

Adios!! happy CNY ahead!!!

Pour love, receive love, be in love and loved.

In conclusion, my CNY in Dungun was boring, yet fun. Ironic eh???? haha!! yeah, tht’s the truth. =)

 

P.S : Fyuh.. at last!! completed this post after 2 nights. =)