Tough night…

                   

            

how sweet is he??? I was freaking stress.. so i messaged him while i was studying outside at my living room with THEM… so, he talked to me and give me lots of motivation.

and then , when i check my FB at 4am.. I saw this.. haha!! he really care for me!!! and i really appreciate it lots..

this is the message he sent when i first message him about my condition..

“Confidence' is a magical word n feeling... N nt evry1 deserved this on thm... N it doesnt mean if it cums nw, it remains d rest of d hours til ur exam... Take it slowly, never hesitate on 'wasting' sum time to reboost it, n u knw wat, to us, u oways deserve it... I undrstnd hw stress it was, bt u got to look at d bright side as u always did.. :-)”

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The last message he sent… (being cut by me)

“Hmm, nw 1am edi, mayb u wil wan an early rest... Erm, all the best! Take care! Miss u mak cik! Miss me too! C u soooon~”

I told him tht i will not sleep early though.

these are some part of the message… along the way, there are more… =)

 

                                   

This cute little girl sent THIS PIC  to me (my phone) as a SUPPORT!! she wrote : “ 想你！加油~:-)"

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Well, it’s a tough night for me.. seriously.. TOUGH.

I feel like crying all the way through… feel like hiding in a corner and just cry.. Anyhow, i reckon tht crying is not the solution. So, i cry diam diam and carry on. =) with my earphones on.. so tht i wont get to STRESSED myself more by listening to what are THEY discussing… Mmm…

Me? i have lack of confidence.. but now, i will do my best and enjoy whatever i’m doing… cuz..

“Misses from here too.Enjoy ur fights each day. Enjoy means enjoy.Sleep tight”

this is the message tht i’ll read if i feel pek cek… cuz.. it looks like an ORDER to me, ORDERING me to ENJOY whatever that i’m doing.

So, believe it now? I miss you(s) everyday. muahahah!!!

 

I’m heading to bed… my eyes are dry. =)

 

Dellynn, You can do it!! all you gotto do is have faith. that’s it. =)

 

P.S : I’m blessed… =)

 

4.23am.. Good night.. erm.. Morning?  haha..