great?

Life is great??

 

I had a great weekend. From Friday night…

Had dinner with my family. Well, it was a great one. =)

Saturday, Spend time with my darlings…

wow, this is the BEST MOMENT ever!!!!

haha!!!! Both of them really got me laughing like hell!!! not only in KTV, and also.. during MEALS! haha!!

 

I’m enjoying my holidays huh? yeah, only a few days before i start everything again. You knw, a second fight? haha!!!

 

Dun really feel like coloring my blog for today…. cuz… I’m tired and i need to wake up an hour earlier just to wake my DArleng up.

 

God asks us to Love everyone… eventhough he/she is not those you like. Well, I’m currently trying hard for it.

Am i selfish?

Am i bias?

Sometimes, when thoughts came to my mind, i just dunno myself anymore.

Maybe i should be grateful and accept everyone with my whole heart. MAybe I should love them like my own child… and treat them like the way i’ll treat my child.

This isn’t easy…

 

Courage hasnt recognise me since i’m back. I dun dare and dun want to step into anywhere that i dun wanna go. YEah, u bet! that’s the places that i dun wanna go.

Weird huh? I dunno what conquered my mind.. I duno what happened… This is so…. Argh… Sometimes, I’ve even hate myself for being this way.

Last Sunday, I fetched DeEr… You knw what went through my mind when i pass there?

“Where can i hide? or can i come back here when everyone left?”

DeLlynn!! what’s wrong with YOU!!!!!!???!?

Yeah, I am happy in a way, Unhappy in a way.

Happy cuz i get to do what i want, i get to do what my heart wants..

Unhappy because I think i’m losing myself and things are getting back to worse. You knw how i feel? I wish tht time could just stop ticking forever.

but it is impossible cuz Life moves on.

I think I am selfish, I am heartless, I am…

I am a lot more negative compared to who i was. DArLeng was right, I’ve became an ALIEN. I am being ALIENized.

Talking things out is not a solution to what i’m feeling and what i’m going through… I just feel that the time hasnt come yet.I mean, the time for me to understand the feeling in me just hasnt come yet.

 

Well, got to go wash up and sleep… cuz I’m going for Dim SUm with my darlings 2mr. Then will be meeting my another bunch of my darlings again!!! Gosh, I miss them already.

I’ve been playing some “FRIEND’s EXPOSE” quiz on FAcebook. It was a really fun game!!! haha!!!

There was a Qs on Sher..

it goes like this….

“If your parents has decided to adopt Shereen Ang as their daughter or son, what will you do?”

what i’ve answered??? haha!! check out her profile then!!! LOL!!!

The belief in me was strengthen by HER. yeah… she is one of my great friends.. haha… my friends are beautiful…. They are really beautiful people.. =) Love them to the bits!!

My sleepy mode has been turned on. it will be enhanced after a warm bath. Well, I’m currently watching JUSTICE BAO. Gosh.. can u imagine? even DArLeng laughed at me…. sigh…. I find it NICE!! okay!!! cuz i love mysterious case and problem solving movie!!!! =) muahahaha!!!!

Gong Sam Gai.. well, Jenwin encouraged me to watch, DarLeng encouraged me to watch… Mmm… Dellynn, all you gotto do is just click, and everything will be fine… muahahahaha!!!

 

Good night.

 

P.S : I am still burried in my thoughts. Save me…. please? God, i need light.