Right? Wrong?
Sometimes I wonder.. am I doing the right thing?
It's not about doing what I'm supposed to do, but I am just acting according to what I've experienced and hoping that no one goes through what I'm going through.
Is it considered as a selfish act? I really wonder..
Like I always said, things doesn't always happen according to your will.. but if possible, of course everyone wants the best possible thing to happen to them. Right?
AIks.... life is so…. Unpredictable. (my fav quote) haha!
It is true.
One minute, you're a poor man, next moment, you're a rich man. Who knows??
Anyway, I wanna clear my mind… cuz I'm currently procrastinating… seriously procrastinating… thought of locking myself up.. but, that is not possible.
I've chatted with my mum's old friends yesterday. Yeah, after the competition, I went to Sunway to pick Mum up and drive together to Bangsar. It's a gathering.. where mum gets to meet her long lost friend.. imagine, not seeing each other for 20 years?!?!?!! The last time I met the aunty, I was only 1 or 2… gosh…
So, had a great chat with all of them!! Hearing them chat about retirement, their life, their kids.. and they asked advise on medications and vitamins from me… haha!!! Funny aunties.. but it was a great gathering!! Thank God Dad went to Singapore and couldn't accompany my mum there.. cuz.. how could I miss such a great gathering??!!? Haha!!
Well, they.. again made me feel that what I am going through now is nothing.. Aunt LILY,(the long lost 20 yrs fren of mum) says that I'm still young and I can do anything I want! J
From the gathering also, I can hear mummy's true voice about me.. why? Cuz she told them that she is not ready to let go of me and my brother yet… at least not at this age of mine.. J I was like… stunned.. haha!! Cuz she did not mention all these in front of me and bro before.. J see? A mum's statement.. haha!! One thing I know that, the aunties were quite envy of mummy la, cuz she has a loving, caring daughter like me??? LOL!
Yeah, cuz if it's not mum who asked me to fetch her to Bangsar, I wouldn't get this chance to learn from all the aunties.
So, what more can I say? The best thing that had happened to me is to be born in this family I guess. If I weren't born here, I wouldn't have great siblings.. I wouldn't have great friends.. cuz there will not be DELLYNN's existence. J
Love is in the air, always.. as long as I'm at home. J It cant beat the love from a lover…. It cant be beaten down by anything. J
Family is the most precious thing, the only UNIT where we all share the same blood.
P.S : I really feel like the second person of the family….
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