My luncheon last Saturday went great. J It was… great. Well, those who know me, you all can look at all the pics I've uploaded on FAcebook. For those who dun have my profile, you guys can Add me on.
As for Ju, I don't feel sorry for uploading the pics.. haha!!!! J
So, My Saturday was… great. In the evening, I went to Training. So, I was the conductor for the referee class. J Pressure.. Pressure…. They weren't ready to go on field yet. Haiz….. Again, am I good enough? Sometimes I do doubt my capability on handling TEENS…. Mmm….
Had lunch with mummy, but my appetite asked me to have some salad. So, yeah, it serves as my lunch.
I am miserable, I cant believe that it is hard to talk to a Form 4 guy… I've tried my best.. I feel so useless that I dun even understand him. I wanna help, but I seriously dunno where to start. Anywhere is a blank point. DarLeng sort of gave up on him..? I dunno…Me? I try to motivate him, but I duno what went into his head.. I hope he can consider… and think!!!
Gosh, I am really…haiz.... helpless.
How do I start? How can I help him if he has no sense of initiative? How can I make him learn that SPOON FEEDING will lead you to DEAD END?
He is another big challenge that I have to face… but how much can I help him if he himself dun wanna help himself???
I really need a booster shot to calm my miserable mind..
I know, everyone learn things the different way…. But, deep in him.. Does he understand? Can he see the effort? Our efferot? Or is it our fault to bring him over? Bla bla bla.. I am so confused now.. I am very confuse…
I feel so small.. and I cannot even invade his mind and see his thinking.
How can I make him understand the world outside? He hasn't seen enough, still under couch.. but.. when's he going to learn his lesson? No, he is not young anymore…. He has to think of his future, what kind of life he wants.
I seriously dun wan him to be tht type of person who will just sit there and wait for things to come by itself… and you all know it wont happen.
But, how can I help him? Perhaps I should increase my speed on reading all the books that I've bought from the MPH book Fair
that day…. Mmm…..
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So, my travelling plan changed. WE'll be going to Perlis
this time. Haha.. why Perlis? Cuz JOSH is there!!!
J well, he is there to entertain us…. He is there to have fun with us. So, I hope we can have a blast there la… J Well, as far as I knw, Josh's parents are nice ppl.. J Uncle Aunty, here I come!!! J
Well, I'm in the mood for studying TONIGHT. Haha!! So I will study tonight. Have to start before it's too late. J haha….
My life will be different… very different starting from Now. Well, I cant believe that everything arrives so fast… J
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Sometimes, things happens, and no Quote can quote it… well, I am a bit miserable, I am sure, there are still Quotes which can quote me and make my day better.
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It just doesn't feel right…. And I wonder WHY…….
P.S : Should I commit on her?
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