First exam paper was...
I prefer not to say it.:-)
Well, again, the issue of studying hard and smart arise again today. :-) haha...
Anyhow, i still feel that in life, no matter what you do, and no matter which way you choose to complete something, you do your best.
Have faith in yourself, and have faith in God.
Staying strong is something that i've learnt since i've jumped into this course. Yes, no doubt, crying is part of the way to release stress, but.. i'll still stay positive till the end.
According to the SEcREt, (a book), if you think of positive things, the positive energy will come to you.. and you have to visualize what you want and work towards it. well, according to it, this is the secret to seccuess. :-)
I get some inspiration through reading the book a few years ago.. but sadly,due to my bad time management, i cant afford to read it again. :-) Anyhow, it's a good inspirational book and i love it.
Yan always encourage me to stay positive. Part of my positive thinking comes from her. Well, i should say, we encourage each other quite often.. :-)
She's one of the special ones who can really share her happiness and sadness with me. haha... me too.
It's a vice versa relationship between me and her. She's kinda special though.
Trust me, Her positive thinking is greater than mine. She learns thing fast, unlike me.. i learn things slowly, but i realize things fast.
Well, well well....
Sher reminded me again "what is life as a pharmacy student....."
human being are so special, they often remembers their sadness and bitterness when they are undergoing a kind of lifestyle which they dont prefer. Well, i call it a moment to "release". Well, sometimes when i'm going through hardtime, i cant keep myself from thinking of " what if i'm a bird? What if I'm a cleaner? What if I'm taking arts instead of pharmacy? What if I'm taking Engineering?"
Yes, these questions crossed my mind when i'm really going through hardtime. haha!! anyway, no answers will be generated.. as all i can do is only imagine all the "what ifs"
Come on, come back to reality! ;-)
One thing's for sure, my commitment is either 100% or 0%.
No matter how many years it takes, no matter how far it will be, no matter how tough the journey is, I've started my journey, and i'll complete the race.
Complete what you've started.
yes, this is one priciple i hold.
BEing exposed to the business world of pharmacy has really changed my mind thoroughly. I guess i'm different than others? I know my path when i enter this course, thanks to my fellow colleagues and Bosses who opened up my interest. It feels good to have aims in life though.
Dr Chin said :" you will never know what's your best".
so, cant really say "I'll try my best" in front of him anymore... haha!!
yes, he is true in the sense that you dunno what's your future will be and u dunno how best and how far you can go.
To me, to try my best is to really give out the best that i have at that particular moment until i dun have a single chance to be regret.
Those who knwo me, they know that i wont do things that make myself regret.. cuz this is the stupidest thing ever happen ot human being.
that's why, I love when i'm supppose to, I show appreciation when i'm suppose to. I do the right thing, and do the thing which i think it's best for me.
Yes, this is life.
We, as a student, of course hate our study life. but trust me, there are more commitments coming in when we're working. I think i understand this better than anyone else. (duh... boasting) haha!
yeah, I do understand. Like i said, work is another huge commitment, and the stress is much much much more than the stress we have in studying.
we are a Professional when we graduate, that's why, this 4 years is our transition period.
Dun think about ur bitterness in studies, imagine if you dun go through all these, and you graduate as a pharmacist with ZERO knowledge about drugs..
well, i bet that the community's life will be at risk.
Pharmacist's responsibilities are as heavy as a doctor, it's life and death. This is the stress which is unbearable.. it's even worse if you dispense the wrong drug or you cant identify the drug interaction which will kill the patient.
so, mates.. what we are doing now is nothing !...compared to our jobs in the future.
Be determined, dun give up easily.
This is not even a start yet. To me, this is just a preparation.. so that we are prepared to "fight" when we graduate.
okay, that's the end of lecturing. haha!!!
I'm just releasing some incoercible feelings in me. cuz... I just dont like it when people dun appreciate the things they have now. Stop complaining and dun be choosy.:-)
I'll end my post with Charles Darwin's quote.
Those who can survive are those who can adapt most to the changes around them.
Yes, that's why I can adapt to anything easily and i'm still learning to adapt to certain situations now.
MAtes, life is more than just study...:-)
Jump out from naive-ness, cuz application is the most important feature and criteria for a pharmacist to excel in the pharmacy community. :-)
Good night.
God bless all of you.
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