I’ve lost it…

 

Okay, I couldn't find the feeling back…

Yes, I've made myself to the Connaught night mart… to search the feeling back, but… I can't.

Things are familiar but they are strange to me.

Yes, you may wonder why in this Time and Tide period, I still go to the mart, it's simply because I've lost my conscious thought of everything. Ever since my first quiz started, my mind is full and saturated with notes, notes and notes.

Yes, I've lost all my interest to the mart, to Giant, and to anywhere….except for movies and MV.

Mind me, I dunno why.

 

Today's quiz was still okay, dun wanna talk about it. I'm cracking on 2mr's VIVA session which I'm freaking scared and I'm so NOT PREPARED for it. I understand my assignment report, but I'm scared of the questions to be asked by my lecturers tomorrow. Well, although I'm not the one presenting, I still feel scared that I might not be able to answer the questions directed to us. So, po pi po pi lo.. pray hard! J

 

Gosh, I spent all my evening in the library arguing discussing the BIOTECH's VACCINE!!! Aiks…. But.. I think the discussion turned out to be something helpful.. hehe.. I'm thankful tht we discussed, cuz… WE HAVE LOTS OF QUESTIONS WHICH ARE UNANSWERED!!!

I dunno it's a good thing or a bad thing… aiks.. anyhow, I hope I can clear my doubts la. J

 

I had a good sleep yesterday, despite of today's quiz.. I woke up early to study too but not as early as I used to wake up. Yes, I had my sweet 8 hours sleep. J yes, I'm glad. I dunno why, I was fucking tired yesterday, barely open my eyes for Physical Pharm.

 

Today, it's the same situation, I am tired now… just came back from mart, and I cant find the things I want.. yeah, I've lost the feelings I used to have.

 

Mind me again, I'm not emo. Just that, when you want something that you used to have but you cant seem to search it, it feels like… a boat which is floating in the middle of a big blue sea. Mr. M said I need love.. haiz… mind me AGAIN,
I dun need it now. Yeah, see my life now, I will likely abandon my partner. Ha! Those who follow up my blog or know me personally, u guys know my lifestyle la. Haha!

Mr. M, Love? Maybe later, when I'm stable… (though I'm a good lover.) haha!

Owh yEs, I think I'll be a good lover!! Haha!

 

Fine, dun bother about me… I knw what I want now and I'm putting my aim as my priority. I have things to achieve, yes, my dreams. Those who knw me.. haha! I guess you all knw me well on what I wanna achieve in my life.

 

No worries, Kuen will still stay as positive as she can be. No worries.. this is for sure! J

 

I've just finished RED DOORS
on YouTube!! It's a nice movie!!! Haha!!

I Love the story line, contented and wont make you sleep!! hahaA!

 

Chatting with Cheang, well…. As usual, I wont feel tired when I chat with her.. J

She's my ALO ma…. J

 

Okay, it's time for reports. Wanna finish it by tonight.. as usual, the night is my mate.

Silence is my music,

Moon is my accompany..

 

 

Nites.