… the trend in Kay-You-EE-And.
My bright world is here. dark world is there
happy world is here, Sad world is there
fake self is here, True self is there,
complicated over here. pretty plain and pain over there.
What a good one from DELLYNN. *applause* haha!!
Good day.
Woke up at 5am, did some studying… hehe…. Well, there is difference between pre-study and non-prestudy. Dun believe? Try it!! J
I was tired, slept early yesterday.. din even realized the msg Ju sent to me.
So, replied her around 5 am… haha!! Mana tau, dia pun sudah bangun around 6am..
Okies, cant deny tht I miss Baby, baby's mum, LC family (not V.I .C.K)...
hehe…
I felt guilty of my stupid mistakes… aiks… but thank god.. I guess nothing happened?
This morning, I woke up….Morning reminds me of MORNING MEEST
in the TOILET by Happyslip. Haha!!
Owh ya, whatch the video in YOUTUBE if you have time.
Well, Happyslip makes me happy. J
Watching 1 litre of tears lately… cry like hell.
Gosh….. it's a nice drama!!! Very nice…
But it doesn't feel good to watch a drama and knw that it is a sad ending and …you are watching the dying process of a pretty little girl.
Aww…..
I just came home. Tired? Still ok….
I am going to start my assignment though….
Haiz….
Busy these few days… till Sunday.
Today, I've realized something. I think….If someone were to overcome whatever that is fated, it has to start from ownself.
Yup.. I dunno what happened today, I realized it suddenly.
Some things are uncontrollable,
Some things are controllable.
It all depends on how a person handles it.
Reality is cruel, yet everyone has to accept it. No doubt, reality has been very cruel on me, but I guess the best way to overcome it is to accept it with an open heart.
My life and lifestyle may change tomorrow, or it may change in the next second. I'm not ready for it actually.
It doesn't really make any difference?? Well, no. My life was totally occupied; unfortunately, it will be half empty in a few days time.
See? It is very sickening that ur life and lifestyle changes in just split second and u don't even know why..
It will take me a long time to cope I guess. J Anyhow, thanks to my hectic life, I tend to put things aside.
Erm…. U may say tht I'm avoiding sometimes.. haha!!
Well, I look sucky when I'm avoiding things.
But……. This is something that I cannot avoid forever… even for a day.
Thank god I'm not COCKY!
Will my attitude change? This is the one I dunno….
I may change to be a hubbub person?
I may change to a silentious person?
I may change to someone no one ever knows?
Who knows??? Right??
Oooh… for sure these are the consequences of external pressure. The Law of Charles Darwin
still applies here. J
Mummy sick d… I am super worried. She's having heavy fever, cough, sore throat, muscle super ache below the armpit area, block nose…
Sob…. I wish I was there…..
Still, she is alone at home….. dad's in Bintulu….
Feel like crying… GOSH, I'm super worry!!!!
I dunno whether she can locate the ibuprofen onot…
I wish I can be there to buy some loose Vitamin C for her…
I've asked her to get a good rest, no more working till late night…
Aiks,….
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Haha… someone did the pole and said that I will be a good lover… well, am i? haha!!
I guess it's true haha!!… but… getting a boyfren or a girlfren is not in my resolution list this year… so sorry ya…
Like I always said, Pang Sai pun boh si kan, how to I love you, you love me leh?
Haha!
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Dellynn, ur world will change in a few days time. Be ready for everything.
OOOh….. she cant wait for heartaches and sadness….. (sampat =_=")
No la, tht's not what she feels, she cant wait for the challenge again! Trust her, she'll grow a lot after each wave. Yes indeed, she'll be more mature.
Thinking of the DIARY OF THE DEATH.. she wonders… what happened to us if all of us revived after death?
Haha… a good Qs to think… cuz the country will be made up of dead ppl! J haha!!
Nah… She is one before she can be one. J
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P.S : I'm worry…. For everything.
Still… happie mood? Yeah… I guess so.
J
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