dull morning with dull kuen.. wake up!

haha...

stupid kuen. decided to write this blog in english again as she is having a tough time writing chinese blog. yup. i'm not use to it!!!! haha!

what am i doing lately?? i dunno...
but i know that i am happy.
why?

1. i dont really go out every nite unless there is special occasion.
2. i am happy cuz when i go out, i'm doing something happy.
3. i hv more time for sleep and movies. :-)
4. more time for my friends.
5. much more time for my family!
6. get to eat mummys cooking more! "NOTE: Mummys!"
7. get more contact with my handsome Patrick!! took picture with him whenever i'm in my bed.!
8. my bro, get to enjoy moments with him.
9. no more books...(unless i hv to tk supp)
10. i'm happy cuz i am happy!


i'm now going with the flow. think i've grown? can accept things better?haha...

had nitemares just now. i think i cried in that dream. maybe because i've laughed so much yesterday!!! haha! k la, fair and square. good! dreamt of getting a bad result le... haiz. dont wanna blog about my dream, as i wanna enjoy my life now.

guess i'll be going to the place i wanna go today? after all, it's weekdays. WEEKDAYS!!!! hehe... but i still need something in order to go to the place i want. well...... i'll get the stuffs later.

dull le... dunno what to write.. and i dun feel like putting up my diaries for the past month, cuz they are the past. :-)
feel shocked when i open my diary file in my lappy. cuz... it's a lot!!!!! gosh... even April itself, it's a lot. haha!! so, i'll just abandon it la... keke...

I am sleepy again.. "yawn"... k la, go back to sleep la. i was very tired yesterday, maybe because i've been to many places, had great laughs and received a lot of phone calls... (yup, the electromagnetic wave made me tired) haha.. blame the phone pula. yup, i had and made extremely much phone calls yesterday. dunno why... guess yesterday was my lucky day??!!? yeah, lucky. cuz it was the first time i stay outside till so late since i come back..
i try not to stay out late outside... especially.. cuz it's not....

hehe.. leave it for u to think what i wanna write la. haha.. bad kuen.
anyway, kuen is having great time now. she enjoys everything in her life now... eat sleep, movies... greenbox?? haha.... maybe?

"yokata!!!! atashi suki-des holiday!! hon to-ni!!! so, will appreciate it too! hehe....

" always admire what u dont understand."

the quote for today. cuz i survived with it.

hey hey.

sometimes i do feel awkward going out with him. haha.. maybe... both
of us still dont really wanna start anything first.. maybe yes, maybe no. After the stupid incident happened, well, the feeling is just.. i dunno la. I could feel something from him, but.. conservatively, no one makes any move. why? cuz we both have the same thinking, same prority.. which is career first.

so, i just leave it... we're like best friends. that's our relationship so far. :-)

just dun wanna think too much la, i'm still fragile for any pain. I feel that sometimes the thing he said, he is refer to him and me. He is being too careful with the words. so do i.
i can just say that both of us are not ready for anything. that's all. me? haha... I dont feel suffocating or whatever as i'm having the same thinking too.

The best part is, we treat everything as normal and he is the only one who dare to tell the truth in front of me.. haha.. wanna thank him lol.. why? he pulled me up when i fall... badly, when i was in secondary. he helped me a lot . now, both of us are in different line. we hardly sms, but i think we both know what are we thinking.. hehe.. but dunno la. dont wanna think.

Since i'm having holidays now... hehe, just wanna make full use of it. will be watching all the movies in the cinema!! for sure! :-) The tattooist, forbidden kingdom.. bla..bla.. bla.. oh ya, japanese ghost movies!!! I just love horror!!! why ar? dunno.... hehe..

I'm actually proud of myself cuz i can watch horror movie alone, in the middle of the night. i wont get scared at all. that's why, none of my friends like to teman me to watch those horror movies, why? cuz they say :" u're paying RM 10 to scare urself.. what for???" haha! see?

so.....

I'm watching HANA KIMI lately, japanese version. damn! it's 10000 times better than the stupid Taiwan version!! ha! Taiwan's sucks!! especially the "wu Zhun". he really sucks in acting! ha!

well, still hv HANA YORI 1 & 2. it's " liu xing hua yuan" but Japanese version!! it's 10000 times better than the taiwan's version too!! and both the drama.... a lot of handsomes!!!!!!!!! that's what i like about it!! and it's super funny! haha!

k la, gtg wash up and go to bukit raja's JJ. for movies la! abuden??

adios!

:-)

things are going fine...

promise i wont jumble it up.

for now, i just wanna live in peace and happiness.

haha... i've did what i've promised myself! great! when i come back, i am better!! and i'll definitely be better!

gosh.. cant believe i suck.... for the last month. hehe....

anyway, my life will be as colourful as before!@! ermm... it should be, more colourful than before! yay!!!