Surprisingly, I am not sad.

My result is out and…. I dont think I did well in certain subject. Surprisingly, I tot I will cry like there’s no 2mr when I viewed it… haha! No I did not!!

Honestly, I am not sad at all.

Serious. J

Yeah, God gave me a second chance, of course, I will still try my best in it. :p

I think it’s because the support that my family gave.. (they are VIP to me)

Yeah, like I mentioned in my previous blog, they are very very supportive.

Mum supports me whatever I do,

Dad moral supports me on whatever I do..

Bro always said… :"fail? So? What’s the big deal? Nothing’s big cuz you’ve done ur best! Don’t be sad k?”

Yeah, sometimes when I am sad,, they are part of my motivation.

It’s 7am in the morning… and.. I think I’ve had enough of sleep?

Wanted to inform my daddy n mummy about my result but.. they are not awake yet. J

My friends, my coursemates… some cheered some sad.

I understand the feeling. Cuz I have been like them before.

But now, I think I have accepted the fact that longer time period doesn’t matter.

Dad, I took it in a positive way, just like what you told me yesterday.:-)

Mum… I dunno why. Ppl at her age seems to see study as “kacang”?

The “kacang” doesn’t means “easy”..

But.. it’s like “kacang” size in life. She is very cool when it comes to my study, she’ll say :” It’s ok, everything will be fine. You gave underdosage now is better than you give underdosage or overdosage in the future? Haha.. right?”

See the “haha”? she really did “haha” to me. LOLz.

Anyhow, after this sem, my next journey will begun. I knw I end it not quite beautifully, left some traces behind… but, I walked it happily.

In a student’s life, study is everything, it’s very very important.

But when I look at my mum’s colleagues yesterday, I realized that… Life is not about my life now. Of course, personally I know that I have a headfull of future to go through….anyhow, mum’s colleagues made me see what is pure happiness. J

Seriously, I did not feel sad at all, I am glad and happy actually. Mind me, I did not cheat myself k? haha…

I cant wait for today’s hairdo though.

Talking about yesterday,

Gosh… where do I start?

It’s early in the morning and…

K k….

Went to GOLDEN PALACE of HORSES yesterday!! Since morning till midnight?

Yeah, mum’s annual dinner is over there.

Me? I’ve pulled DEER, RAY, dad?(he only sat there and see) to help mum out.

I wanted to let the pics speak but… it’s too many… haha! And..

We went there, with all the accessories, oh yeah, our task is to decorate the stage. We are being called as the “artist” yesterday. DEER is the “Art Director”

Me? I’m just a helper who doesn’t know anything about arts…. Bro? he has sense of art.. a lot.

The stage started off from nothing to something.

tht's d something... still not done yet...


touching up.... haha!!


after the touch of the magical handSSsssSSSss.....

yeah... this is only the stage board... :-)

Credits to RaHELL!!! and... bro!!!

stupid eh? both of them??

of course, thanks to a good helper!!! Me Me ME!!!!!!
hehe... i still wanna slot myself in...

so, the stage... overall...


nicer view of the photo is in bro's phone... hehe...
yeah, we started off with empty stage to a nice stage.


:-)


I was happy yesterday... cuz keep laughing and laughing.... my serotonin is very very rich yesterday......:-)

Around 3 something, everything's done. so.. we did stupid things in the function room... haha!!

flies? or butterflies??? haha!!

tht's the HERCULES!!! tht's d chair la....

:-)


MD kononnya? haha!!!!


owh ya, behind the fat ones are the present for lucky draw..... :-) it's more than 100 gifts!!:-)


Mmm... not bad, din look too fat... haha! she is kissing or blowing the rose? haha! or she is just kissing the board...:-)


creative huh? my mum's colleague did it...

roses.... they stand out among the thorns. :-)


I wanna live like a rose too!! haha!

nice?? better than the 2 flies above right??? haha!!!

this is something tht i am prod of... haha!! cello taped by DEER, idea by DEER.. and at last!!!! It can be SLOTTED on to the STAGE!!!! haha! though it is in the pot..... haha!


after tht... we went out from the functional room, hang out in the lobby.

saw a Western style wedding, where a pastor is there, the guess are sitted beside...
tht was the first time i witness i real western style wed....

haha!!

romantic...
i wish the bride and bridegroom live happily ever after.. :-)



AFter that... BuFFET Time!!! haha!!
my happy moment!!

talked and laughed non stop...
of course, stomach almost bursts!!!
gosh...

one i love most is the oyster!!! thank god, i have no diarrhoer after eating it!!! haha!

love it!!!!

dad ate 12+2=13?

haha!!



she laughed till guling.... haha!! "baby guai..."... dun misunderstood, she was pgregnant nearly 5 months yesterday. thanks to the food!! haha!


din get to tk more photos of the food, as.... i was busy eating k???

wanna see the food range? go to the Buffet there!!! hehe....

i close my post with the logo of the hotel... it's 7 stars... but...haiz.... suck in some features.

logo!!



i was very tired yesterday, slept unconsciously when we were on the way back.... gosh... till today morning 7am.


P.S : Thanks for everything. I seriously appreciate it!! :-) i owe you for this. My mum is very happy! :-)

P.S.S: My cold sore subsided!!!! yay!!

 

Jump Hump.

 

 

Yeah, disappointed… clearly that today's politics is a bit… not so interesting. J

 

I just came back.

Sorry, I've cancelled the movie date.

Sorry, I've forgotten ur wire.

Sorry, I've forgotten everything important.

 

Haiz.

 

Worked with Ms Ang today. Wow, She is a friendly girl. And clearly she's my senior. She is very very funny girl. Well, clearly shows that before she worked with me today, she'd found out things about me from JULENE.

Haha!

Well, I wish to knw more about her . J

 

She's still single…

Working in HTAR.

We chatted a lot though….

Feel like I acted cool some of the time today, no la.. tht's my expression when I am serious.

Sue did have some "mean meaning" conversation with Vick. Rahell, I saw it finally!!! Oh ya, FYI, He is not my KO KO k??? I dun wan to have a KO KO like HIM?

I just get to knw that HE is the same age as KAVITHA!!!

My goodness!!!!

My bro's lappy went hay wire… yeah, it's the same brand ACER!!! Sounds like ASS-ER? Haha!!

 

I came across this poem, beautifully wrote and nice. Yeah, my free time is spent by reading on news, politics, economics and poems. J

J

I have a special affection for sad poems, I dunno why. Maybe because the words used are more beautiful than love poem.. as love… ppl think too hard to make the LOVE POEM readable and beautiful.

Unlike sad poems, you just write what you feel… so deep and so true.

Well, I share….

 

Angel Teardrops

by Kathleen Sheppard

My guardian angel, once careless and free,
flew into the clouds and lost touch with me.
Her tears were cold and wet, falling on my face.
Her smile had left us without a trace.

Her angelic lips quivered, frozen and scared,
I felt rain clouds visiting, and had to prepare.
I knew that angels, often content,
were very special presents that God had sent.

To see one so sad,
so afraid,
so alone,
had made me weep while the cold winds had blown.

Her wings lost feathers,
comforting and soft,
falling from the stars,
floating aloft.

Her pain was felt throughout the land,
to feel true misery is impossible to stand.
I prayed so that when her hurting stops,
I'll be able to taste the angel's teardrops.

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Words are beautiful even though the meaning is painful. Trust me, this poem cuts my heart. I feel the poet's pain, so true….

It somehow described my attitude.

Beautifully presented, yet… inside I die.

J

Deep huh?

Ignore me on tht.

 

I thought I wouldn't get to post this up, cuz his lappy… sweat… shut down itself…

Yeah, just came upstairs from cheapboxing.

He's still cheapboxing downstairs, and it's 2am now.

 

"Days will be as bright as ever.

Night will not be as silence as it could be,

The moon will kiss the sky as usual,

People will be as gay as ever.

Belief, makes a big difference..

Between you and me."

 

Adapted from SaD POEMS, netpoets.com, author- B.O

 

 

Tht's the closing of tonight's blog.

 

It took me long enough to congeal….

To reopen all the opportunites.

Dun make me…. Dun make me touch the warmth without…

Cuz inside of me, I don't wanna die…..

Morning Mist.

A very good morning to ladies and gentlemen…..(WTF?)

Ok ok…

No more formal stuff here.

Aiks… I'm not sorry for writing politics and economics on this blog. Why? It is my main interest for now. Wahahahahaha!!

Yesterday was a happy day?

At least I laughed in front of the ones I love? Nah, no doubt, I was happy…

Firstly, right after breakfast in Eng Ann, we head back home. See what I've done with him…. Haha!

He's not sleeping… I was playing with his hair, disturbing his sleeping process. He was singing though.

This is how he'll look like when he is old!!!! He is very particular about that!!! Haha!

Gosh, I love this the most. But.. the photo below is more retarded than the above……ha!

Gosh…

Ok,

Something which I really really hate to see….

Can u see the bushes?????????

Gosh….

I showed him his "hair" on his bed, cuz I sleep almost every night in his room… I showed him a quite straight hair, knw what he said?

He said :" huh? I did not get my "hair" a rebonding before la.."

Haha!

Hate him!! EEEwww…..

After that, he slept. No matter how ganas I spanked him, he's asleep.

Sweat.

Then, I went to Mum's office….

Helped on her stuff this Saturday. My mum… she is very very cute!! And… hse'd got me big head on the BIRDIE she bought..

See? U knw what's the reason she bought this? She said she cant get any birds, so.. she BOUGHT this!!!! How am I going to SLOT this on the stage????! Mummy, you are cute!n great!haha!

This is so called the fake flowers la… At least I have some idea on this.

I need to get cardboards from LC. Ya…

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After finishing the stuff there, me n mummy went home for dinner.. cuz my lunch is only sweet potato tong sui from HER! Haha!! Love it! Nice!!

Mummy wants to buy sparkling juice. So.. they suggested TESCO… whereas muah… hehe… suggested JUSCO!!

So.. we went JUSCO!

Bought.. LOW FAT MILK…yeah having offer now, till this Sunday.

Bought… my CNY clothes!!! Wahahaha!!

Here comes the roles of fitting room and stickers!

Haha!

Bro bought his slack and formal T.

Dad bought slacks…

GOOD NEWS! Kinda happy when dad told me this. He had ordered a set of MONOPOLY in a BOX!! A very nice one!!!

Haha!

RM200 plus plus!! Haha!! Mum showed her fainted look when she heard the price, but I motivated my dad that he'd done a good job on ordering that. Cuz…… MONOPOLY!!! Is something u can keep forever!!! Haha

Anyhow, mummy doesn't really care what my dad bought… cuz… it's his credit card. Wahahahahahaha!!!

Something I saw really strikes me… it's a "sweat" pic….

Look at the label and the stock!!??!

Huh??

Haha….

We shopped till 9 something pm… we went there at 6 something… haha!

No doubt, Jusco sale is till this Sunday.

Saw some photos in my bro's lappy… hehe.. it's with my cousin and his own photos… hehe… share some la…

HIM! Back is my cousin, xiao ting, back right, Queenie (I gave her this name), centre –my grandpa, right bottom, Cassie.

HIM and Wei Hau.. (Hou chai).. Hou Chai is a very intelligent boy!!! cute!!!

I dunno why is it meant to be terbalik. It's not I dun wanna rotate, haha… it looks special upside down??

Now, back to my bro's photo in Terengganu .

Stupid… wanna show off his FAKE LV!

The town in Kuala Terengganu, KT.

The pasar there… lots of batik right??

Haha!

Keropok seller… and lot's of other stuffs such as biskut gulung, biskut kacang, belacan..etc..etc…

I dunno why cat?? Yeah, no doubt, a lot of cats over there… in the pasar..

Is he acting cute ar?? Haha! Acting cute under the lamp pose….. hahaha!

HE seriously enjoys life more…. Haha!!

I love this taman… J

This is at the road side? U guys knw what it is?? Shame on you if you dunno… it's the Batu Bersurat we learnt in History…

IS he trying to show the colour tone?? Haha

Ok, I suppose this is his desk?

K la, that's ll for today.

Today's politics… not much news yet…

Haha!

Cuz it's still early.

Will see tonight.

I still dun feel sorry for blogging about politics only... haha!!

so, save it!

:-)

P.S : Thinking bout buffet... it gots me fricking hungry!!

P.S.S: Do not sit and watch the petals fall sadly, understand that sometimes things has to fade before it can bloom again.

GoodBye…

 

DR. M said we will not be a DEVELOPED NATION in the year 2020.

 

Like wat I said in my previous blogs, with the pace we are heading now, it is sad to say that we are not going to make it. Yes, definitely.

Look at what the politicians had done to our country?

 

FATWA the "Fai Wah"..

Singapore second bridge failed…

Concert the conservative….

Petrol the disaster…

Politicians, the jokers…

Blaming game, the stupidest… thanks to Uncle Samy!

 

Etc…etc….

 

Poor still gets poorer..

Rich still gets richer….

There are still illegal houses even though the ZERO ILLEGAL HOUSES campaign has been run.

Our politicians minds are not intelligent enough, they only see things in front, not the future…

Always do last minute work…

Shoot already then find target…

Islam in politics…

No separation of power….

With all the fucking shits above.. how are we going to be advanced?

WE are too conservative…

End up that we are the only country that applies RELIGION in POLITICS!

 

Foreigners are laughing at us..

Some pitied us…

So, should we be happy?

Or sad?

 

You judge.

 

What Dr.M said is right. We will not be a developed country by 2020.

So.. guys…

Wave ur hand, kiss 2020 goodbye.

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P.S
: I still love you no matter how black you've become…. Remember that… Patrick, I wont dump you.

P.S.S
: Stickers and fitting rooms, I Love You!!! Satisfying…. Shopped like there's no 2mr… cuz bankers are around me. !! J

 

P.S.S :
happiness is undefinable. It is very subjective. There's no clear definition on that. So…. IF you're happy, laugh. If you're sad, make sure you laugh in front of the ones you love. J

How does it feels to be tired?

 

I've finally realized it today.

This is the replacement of the cancelled one.

 

Nah… basically…

I'll just keep today inside me.

 

J

 

P.S : I knw u feel tht way. My bad tht I tried to avoid it. But… I knw.. tht's why I try not to mk u feel that way. It may be selfish to say this, U are never an outsider to us. Never… Never since my parents knw how much time I spent with you. U dun need to try hard to blend. The more u try, the more u feel suffocated. So, just go with the flow, be urself.

Bout this sat, no worries. The main reason I asked u to go is because of the buffet, honest speaking.. cuz I still owe u a GOLDEN HORSE OF PALACE buffet? I always tell you how nice it is, so..i dun wanna miss this chance… with you and bro bro. tht's my thinking. The stage? I'm not that worried, and you don't pressure urself too much, mummy said we will all work together, she is not putting the responsibility on you, so, not to worry. You have US!!! US!! Ok? My artistic cells will be back this Saturday.. I know that. Hehe… and my bro's artistic instinct… I guess you both will have a good "firework"?

RaHELL, not to worry. Dun mind about this sat too much. U wont disappoint us.. (am I bluffing myself?) haha.. no. based on how much I know you, I knw you wont. I'm not giving pressure, just some confidence.

So, not to worry. Whatever happens this sat, you have at least more than 3 brains to solve. U may said my situation and urs is different, so… are we different? Compared to what?

No… we're in the same situation…

Bro is thinking about the stage…. Honestly.

So, on sat, let's have FUN by seeing their rehearsal!!! And enjoy the stage deco together! J

It's something that we do together that no one else will get the chance to do it… wah… hahaha!! (kononnya proud la)

 

You seem to think a lot, crave a lot.

Like I said, I can still see the fat, short tiger and lion's good future? Not a fake hope, it's what I feel la. J

 

Tired day, dun think too much. Sleep earlier.

 

 

P.S.S : bro, can plz stop being half naked every night, I hate ur armpit hair……. Smelly and it's dropping…. On YOUR BED!!! Haha!

 

Tired....hv not done my best.


Landslides...

It's really a tragedy.
The residents of Bukit Antarabangsa are going to sue the Govt for compensation...

Fuck the Prime Monster...

he said in Star Online..

Those who are responsible for building those houses would have considered the soil stability and all other technical studies and should not be taking risks

yeah, as usual, Malaysia Govt is used to Shoot and then find target.

right?

they always do a thing, without thinking, then... when something happened, they will find a target from no where.... HELL~!

Like TANTANTUYA case...
see?

Shoot d..then find target. TArget is freed pula...

TArget freed d, still he is finding something to shoot...
what the Fuck?

Disappointed ... with the govt.

I NEED CHANGE! WE NEED CHANGES!!!!!


Landslide victims, I sincerely pray for you all...


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My head was fricking pain this whole day. I dunno why...
blame the weather?
haha...
or blame my sleepless nights?

Whatever it is.

My mood,it was ok....
PMS.... i dunno...
At night, it turns better after dinner. :-)
cuz the business keeps me awake.
Still, i did not done my best, i couldn've done better. If it's not because of my headache...i will do better than what i did today.

Nothing...
she did not mention a thing.. so, I am still quiet,
I wont talk till she makes the first move...
tht's all.

Yeah, my spirit is up today, when it's almost time to close shop. i dunno why.. Maybe because i get to go home and bath?
haha!

I'm tired now...
so, gtg bath first...


FYI, my head still aching....
aching...
aching....
very pain.


I appreciate everything.
EVERYTHiNG.

I'll accept the JOGOYA... cuz.... nothing can be done. i know.

Tired, but thrilled.



Baby ARchuleta!
I've got you!!! haha!

he is cute.

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I'm ganas here? RAndy... no, i am not. :-)

Guys, do you knw that the rain in KLANG has been non stop since SUnday,7th December, 2pm till now? non stop?
It is 9th december,12.00am now...and still drizzling outside.
sweat....

JB has a serious flood.
Klang....
very serious flood...
news stated... "Klang Bah Kut Teh business drops 40% due to the long rain"
huh?

Bah Kut Teh??? haha!!!

yeah, i almost laugh when i read the news...

The hot news these few days...
Landslide in Ulu klang... one still missing...
well, it's due to the heavy rain, erosion happened...so... yeah.. it's a tragedy.
I feel sad for it....
Pray for them...

Then today, a bus went down... 10 died, 19 injured (latest)...
A nine-year-old girl was among 10 people killed when their express bus skidded and crashed into a tree along the North-South Expressway near Tangkak.
so sad......


anyhow, the cause of the accident is still under investigation.
Well... Let's just pray for the lost souls....
We are lucky to have lived today....
We are lucky to have Tomorrows...
WE are lucky to have the eye to see the world...
We are lucky to have the health to see the future.

WE are lucky, compared to them.

..........Silence....... pray..........


Our Prime Monster asked all the developers to stop all the hillside projects. Will it works?
I hope so....

cuz...
our great PriMe MonSter is known to do the things which are opposing the things he said... haha!
how come?
He said petrol wont increase, it increased to Rm 2.70 previously.
He said he wont remarried... poof! he remarried hie ex-wife's sister....
He said he wont dissolve the parlliament last time and claimed tht the election will not come eayhlt... Poof!! the next day after he'd spoke that, parliament is dissolved.

see?

can we trust him?


haha!
U judge..



Clearly, next year MArch, Mr Nacheeb will take over Pak Lah's place. so...... i dun think i trust Mr.NaCheeb too....
:-)

honestly.... I want a change, like i always said.. :-)


I cant wait for the next general election.


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Today is my first day working. :-)

what do i feel?
reluctant at first...
but....
customer's smiles lifted me up.

It wasnt tht bad though.:-)

Good news, I'm off this WED!! JUSCO SALE!! Iteki-mas!!! mattei-o!!
haha!

I'm thrilled!!!

erm....
i expect i will be tired tht day.... haha!

:-)


At the same time, i cant wait.

I have a thought tht today is Tuesday.... anyhow, it's a monday. I dunno why.... My mind just.... ARgh..... haha!


Happy moment, had 3 tosai, 1 roti pisang, 2 roti tissue, i teh o panas, i air swam.. for 2 person during dinner just now, with the "GLORIOUS ONES" haha!
SEE??

2 giants eating like there's no tomorrow....!!! haha!!
Gosh, i love Tosai, i dunno why...
I dun feel bored eating it!!! haha!!
it is said to be the healthiest meal in mamak stalll.. :-) is it?
yeah, this doesnt apply to roti pisang....
i love pisang, but..... too high carb?hehe....


ANyhow, I'm working on my paper works and slides now.

I hope...

My mind will RIP as soon as possible. I knw this day will come late for me....
tht's why i HOPED. :-)

ok, i wanna continue my stuff d.
FYI, my eyes are half closed....
mind me, i'm not half blind or half deaf....
haha!


Good nite.


P.S : I knw u pai sei, but... plz dun feel tht. Plz dun feel tht there's a barrier between u and us, cuz... there arent any. :-) ah-ah, no... no reasons. dun create the barrier by ur own monologue. SAve it. :-)