Spirit…. Ehn-na-le?

 

 

Kay-You-Eee-And
has to be spirit up for everything!!! She's in a very low spirit now….

She has no mood for everything… basically, yes, everything.

 

No mood to talk, no mood to smile….

Work was definitely a retarded ones for her. Her mind just got blank after finals.

She needs time to pick up everything. Yeah, she is working Morning shift 2mr.

She told her boss about next Saturday, mummy's stage deco, and she feels guilty.. yeah. Cuz her lady boss will be going to Genting Highland for hols. So, basically, Lady boss counts on her to work on tht day. Her concern was not that. She wont sacrifice her TKD for anyone. Except for family. Like next Sat… she'll be with her family members, ( yes, she is considered as one…… long long ago). She cant wait for that day. She is not ready yet too….. but… she is ready to LOL with the stupid things her mum's colleagues will be doing.

 

She had forgotten what happened just now, during work… haiz…

She doesn't know why she's having PMS frequently. Haiz….

She needs Nuvafemme?

Or Mercilon? (choi!!!)

Haha!

 

She definitely feels down to knw that she is working Morning shift 2mr…

Cuz she wanna spend time at home.

She finally understood HER feelings … How reluctant to do something that you dun want, yet… guiltiness will haunt you if you don't do it.

Anyhow, She will try to live everyday happily….

She'll work things out for their outings. She really hope she can make it.

 

Is She feeling tired?

 

Nah… She's just a kind, loving, caring girl who wants the best for those beside her.

She loves everyone…. And she knows how hard to balance up between everything.

At least, she feels that her responsibility is not too much as a part timer. J tht's great.

 

 

Sleepless nights…. She will beat you down!

FOR SURE!

YOU WON't RULE HER!

 

 

Time to start her attachment project….. gosh….. Sleepless nights….. YOU WONT RULE!

"wink"

 

She feels like day dreaming the whole day…….. watching spongebob, kissing Patrick. Sigh…..

Sealed with a kiss…

 

I have some issue today. Politics? Nah, not much on tht today.

The ISA issue is still burning hot…

Well, will only blog it after PKR take over the federal Government. J Read on Bernard Khoo's ZoRRo Unmask on blogspot. It's about ISA, spoken by RPK. Go to the Dec 2 blog, you will know what I meant by my former sentence. J

I feel burning hot this morning.. Yeah, I woke up at 6.09am. I remembered clearly the time… I dunno why, I just woke up… then, nothing to do, so on my Girlfren and read on some news I've missed. Clearly, nothing important that I've missed, so I surf on blogs. Tonnes and tones of blogs…. J including my Blogs.

So…

If you guys have time, spend 20 mins to watch the FORUM. It cant be found on YouTube, cuz it is a copyright on MalaysiaKini. Yeah, lots of interesting news there. It is one of my sources of information.

Basically, today… besides the RM16 mil tht Govt made per day from the petrol… nothing much GEMPAK today. J

 

Tiring day for me.

Done lots of things.

Still, I feel PMS.

So, whatever it is. Leave it.

 

I cant seem to find the courage for my toddler step. Sigh…..

How long can I avoid?

Forever?

Ahha…

I dunno, you judge.

 

P.S : Guys, I am officially a VOTER now. Got myself registered that day! Haha! If you guys are 21 this year, go ahead to register. Be responsible to ur country. It's our responsibility… cuz every vote counts. (dun consider about the fake votes..or whatever Fuck it is…) Yeah, go go go, register fast!! Before the next General election!! J

 

P.S.S : I feel like I'm repeating my mistakes. I hate history for repeating. Haha!! Who cares though! I'm still a part of the community! J

 

P.S.S.S : Sorry for all the rude F word. It's a blog, politics and me. So… You'll see more. I am only PISSED OFF with the politics. So, F word is none better than other word sometimes. J

 

Lastly, Fuck TC. Who cares who analyses who.. who cares who wants who.. who cares who's interpreting who.. all I knw is.. no one cares about who the Fuck are you. I wish you to know who am I so that I can scold who the fuck are you to you . Oooh, I so darn hate care about you!

 

BABE!! I LOVE YOU! CONGRATS ON UR NEW JOB!!! PROUB PROUD OF YOU…. SORRY FOR YESTERDAY NIGHT, I WAS TIRED. I AM REALLY REALLY HAPPY FOR YOU!!! SO DO WL! Gambate ya! We'll always support you!!

I am glad that you are not working anymore on SAts and SUNs… hahahahahahaha!! I Like our msgs without TANDA NOKTAH! Hahahaha!

Concert.

Actually, this issue has been existing in Malaysia for the past few years. It starts with Beyonce I guess. She moved over from Malaysia, the Bolehland to Indonesia. Why? Because of stupid dress codes.

Even my Fav Rock Artist, Avril Lavigne, her concert was being banned back in 2008 in Malaysia on the independence day because Islamic Oppositions claim tht her on-stage move is too sexy. What the F**k?

So, she did not enjoy the concert though it got through the regulators?

Stefani, Gwen wore less sexy clothes too.. Still remember Mariah Carey? The sexy diva with nice boobs? Her outfit was the same for the whole 2 hours concert!

Christina Aguilera, Skipped her Asia Tour after a controversy on the dress codes for foreign artists?

Haiz…

PussyCAt Dolls were being fined for 10,000 ringgit (US$2,857) after their concert. U guys know about it?? Because of flouting the decency of the regulation.

…

Malaysia requires all performers to wear clothes without obscene or drug-related images and be covered from the chest to the knees. They must also refrain from jumping, shouting, hugging and kissing on stage.

Ello, hugging? Oso tak boleh?

Shouting?

Pun tak boleh?

Jumping? Huh? Malaysia Govt, are you crazy?

Kissing? I can understand tht…. But…

WE WERE TAUGHT SINCE SMALL TO RESPECT OTHER PPL'S CULTURE.

I knw, why cant for once in a lifetime, we respect other culture rather than ppl following the restrictions we have?

Guys, it's a big rundown on our economy by restricting performance of Foreign Artists? It's a lot!!

Ello…. If we keep being this way, we will NOT IMPROVE!! ADVANCE!!!
And what's more of being a DEVELOPED COUNTRY by 2020?

Bye bye, 2020. You are not coming..cuz we ain't going to be an advance country because we are too conservative. I guess, we will have to make dork long sleeve and knee length outfit (e.g pyjamas) as our NATIONAL OUTFIT!! Since we have National Flowers, National Flags and.. National song…

Touch a bit of Islam, Our Islam teaching in Malaysia is a lil different from the real teaching in other Islamic country. WE are the only country who puts religion in our Govt body.

Hehe….

Go check Indon, Go observe Brunei, Go observe Other Islamic country. Religion only means " The main religion" in other country. Not "The main law of Government"

Like I mentioned in my previous blog, Religion in Govt, no way we are going to be advance.

Cuz….

It's been getting worse and worse now…it hasn't been changing for the past 50 years.

Malaysia Boleh!! I yelled proudly?

Anyhow,

Fuck dredsscodes! Long sleeve and below knee length!! Yeah, wear pyjamas to concert. Tht would be SO NICE!

Clean artists? Role Models?

Shit you! Why not you yourselves be the artist? Cuz you are clean and you're the F**king role model?

Govt is decent, but WE'RE NOT!

P.S :
Above is my humble opinion. Like I always said, if you find this too rude, move ur cursor to the [x] button, click it. Thanks. Cuz we are not meant for each other. Hahahaha!!

P.S.S : Another Solution for the foreign artists if they really wanna perform in Malaysia. BREAK THE RULES!! Got fined? Go ahead.. go do some corruption, the Govt will be happy. J If dun wanna do the corruption, just pay the fine. It's a small amount to you guys (artists). RULES ARE MEANT TO BE BROKEN!

P.s.S.s
: The problem in Our country is because of those trouble ppl who runs our country. Makes me more disappointed after the Jogoya case. Yeah Yeah, no one can change the fact that we are Malaysians! Cuz to the Foreign ppl, Govt reflects the ppl… F''king dorkball, PLEASE DON'T SPOIL OUR GOOD IMAGE!

Should I absent from something that I've promised?

Clearly no, but my heart says so.

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GREENBOX!! Choto Mattei-o! wahahahaha!!!

Anata-wa, Mattei! Greenbox I-teki!

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I seriously need a shoulder now… L

Contented



Today is a tiring day.

Morning, FIFI went interview, i followed her... :-)

so, waited there.... she wrote an essay...
it about... "what 's the effect of economy to the country.."
something like tht... I've forgotten...



once she came out, she told me...
" kuen, if you were the one writing the essay, sure very geng de!!!"
haha!!


Maybe??

I was very hungry tht time d...
Whatever comes, i wil just shut them down with my mood.
I was hungry... not in the mood, like a mad man craving for food. and will kill ppl for it's flesh. haha!!
nah, not tht cruel.

so, we went Sunway Pyramid, Gasoline!

I love tht place....
It was my 1st time going to somewhere new with FIFI.. haha!!! she was excited though! :-)


so.. we ordered quite a lot of things. :-). Cheap and nice!!

I swear, i wont eat cheese anymore.... though i love them so much!!
haha!
cuz we had cheese prawn rice, cheese vege pizza, dragon silk ball, marmide chicken wing, my smoothies, her soda.

I will upload the pics in facebook. :-) cuz I am tired now.

""YAWN""

and...

after makan, we went shopping. hehe... of course, i wanted to shop for mum's outfit!!! and knw what? i saw one, it costs about... RM 229!!! gosh....
sorry la...
i cant afford tht....
cuz i will really have to sell my butt for the blouse.. ha! but it's really really nice. I love it!! too bad, no fate with it. . .

Then, we shopped till arounf 3 something.. time to fetch DeEr out? haha!! Met Mun Mun again!! yay!!!
I wonder why she looks so young? or DEER is the one who looked old?haha!!
cant bliv tht Mun is actually older than DEER. bluek!

Oh ya, we went to the Triangle Square..for food. I think it's called Triangle Square, i gave it tht name.. cuz everytime i go, it's only 3 of US. Wither me, daddy, mummy... or Kerli,Tricia,Shereen. so... Triangle Square..hehe, a place for good food? :-)

yeah,
Taught Mun how to be a SUCKER.. i mean balitong SUCKER. haha!
Cool! she's a fast learner?
I still remembered tht DEER dun even know how to eat tht thing. dun even knw how to suck?
haiz...
she'd changed though. good.

I love the food there.

really.... cuz my happiness is there, i dunno why.

Yeah, admit tht i was a lil moody, i dunno why. but... it turned out ok?
hehe..

Another thing tht makes me quite disappointed...
haiz.... haiz....
What are we?
What am i?
Do we matter?
Are we appreciated?
are we?
ARE WE?

Yeah, if every hardwork pays, no failures in this world. Ya, i do understand that, and plz stop yadaa yadaa....

I'm kinda sick of it.
If it wasnt my attachment, i will runaway...runaway....RUNAWAY!

I RATHER DONT WANT THE TREAT!!!
What for someone spent the money and no one is happy? huh?
SWEAT!!

I am really speechless. i guess, i'll just keep quiet. SHUT myself up. hehe... maybe will consider learning Yoga in the Cage.! :-)

ok, let's move on to something happy.

After makan again, we went to the Bazaar!!!!
yay!!!!
WAs crazy HOT there!! but... i enjoyed it?

haha! cuz it's with my DAH-LINGS!
3 of them are so cute!!
One STUPID, ONE BLUR, ONE NASTY
ONE... shake her head and say.. OH NO... haha!!

"" YAWN""

I made a mistake... i wont do it again. A STUPID MISTAKE! shit.

ignore me.

I miss the Chow To FU.... get to eat just now!

haha!

After tht, balik lo.

haiz... another long story too.. dun wanna say.
I feel so sorry........
haiz....

k la, i wanna start my paper work now. wont sleep early today.



P.S : I knw apa lu mean... but, u ask the Qs, u answer it urself la. Muah? hehe... no comment.

P.P.S : Generosity is when you help people without others knowing it.

Everyone, Dun be calculative with me. just do what you are suppose to do.

Moodless.
dun step on my tail today. warn you.

no politics, cuz the writer is too tired... brain cells are sprained, Artistic cells never exist, common sense cell are half dead. All she wants now is to RIP. Have a good sleep...
but she knows, it wont happen today.

Last to Carol :
Darling, I knw you will contact me. I'll wait for you. I miss you a lot. tk care. :-)




My concert topic will be out after my research. no worries, will read about it..and see... what's the joke again!!!! wahahahahahahaha!~!

Cheang, thanks for the idea!! :-)
I'm awaken again!!! at least i have something on for my long night! :-)

GOOD DAY. :-)




Petrol price drops to Rm 1.90 per litre!!!

Cheers for all the drivers. :-) cuz the crude price of the petrol drops. :-)

Guys, recession is here!

Spend wisely!!

Means, no more expensive food...bla...bla...bla....

haha...

but, if u dont spend, how is the economy is going to run?
right?


Anyhow, this is a supply-demand kinda relationship. I'm not major in economics,nor politics. but i do understand the whole thing here.

Malaysia is having recession. Means? History repeats.
Companies will just "POOF" ! becoming a valueless asset.
Currency will drop like a roller coaster.
The poor, gets poorer.
The rich... think they can survive...without involving in the share market?

I am really not a pro in economics.
:-)

I knw, life will be changing, for at least a year. :-) cuz we took quite a long time to recover from recession on 1998. Well, i wonder how many years will we take to recover from it?

It is a cycle though. The cycle is around 10 years once. so, it's our turn this time. :-)

Government, I really wanna see what are the measures will be taken. I will see...
so, let's wait till the Govt announce the measures?
haha!!

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I just came back, from an outing with my lil sis.
I appreciate time with her. :-) really.

I knw her better? cuz we talked non-stop today. Both of us learnt a lot from our conversations. :-)

so, wish her luck in her last paper this thursday!
Love her! :-)
Wished her luck for her NS too. :-)

I had a great time with her.
WE are the same kind though! hahaha!!!

and... through today's conversation, I think i knw myself better? and i know those around me better?
hard to explain, but will explain it if anyone wanna know. :-)

me and her, :-) First time taking photo together. :-)

her la, my lil sis. this photo was taken accidently, cuz she refused to take it, so... i just took, and din realize tht it turned out well. :-)


ok, going to inform my parents about the petrol price.



I'm cool today.

but going to start with my busy schedule again. :-)

FOOD!



FYI,
Shogun in S.P sucks. I have no confidence in it after all the bad comments.

Golden Horse of Palace!! here i come!!
"pocket burnt"

Jogoya!! I have faith in you!!!

and KAKI CORNER...
i dunno how to go to you.......


cant wait!!!

Co-co- Lat....



can you imagine tht??


one of the Americans.....

said.... :" you heard before? Malaysia got YOGA BANNED"


my gosh...

it comes from an AMERICAN!!!??!?

Feel so shame,
I feel so shame.

Those chaos created by my dear HOME is so....... face-dropping?

my goodness.

WE are being laughed by the whole world!!

I wonder what's next.


Even now, YOGA is not BANNED anymore, but....
the past.... is one of the things to be laughed on.

hello, for your info, I may be joining DEAR for YOGA CLASS!!!! :-)

Let me judge from there then, see whether i become an HINDU or a NUN tht will live in a cave, chanting and doing YOGA against the stone wall!!! Well, keep updated of me and my body ya!!

If there's one day, you do not see me again,
either I'm gone outstation (cave) or I'm dead.

haha!

Cuz I wont disappear from ppl's life easily...
unless there's someone who wants me to disappear forever...
(are you thinking of that?)
haha!!

My BEAUTIFUL face being a citizen in this Bolehland has been YELLOW enough with all the laughs from ppl from other country!

Why dun they just think with their pea brain before any actions are taken???



Come on.. dont make us stupid.

cuz Government represents the ppl!!

outsiders will just think that "owh, Malaysians are stupid, they got YOGA BANNED"

do you want this to happen?
to be called stupid by ppl from other country??!??

CUT IT OUT!

Sickers and SUckers...
If you want me to disappear, I will@@!!! but make sure you wont regret of my contributions to you!!!!

ROGER THAT!

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Chatted with Aeris Yesterday night, CArol, u still remember her?
She is fine.
We chatted till 3.30 am... and...
I've found another "long lost" sister.

haha!!

she's kinda like me, i was sharing some motivation with her yesterday night, and i did not realized that I've chatted with her till 3 something..:-)
Carol, we miss you. a lot....
I send their regards to you. They wish you the best. :-)

so, Aeris and I were being good girl...
i respect her a lot. Though she is younger than me. :-) haha!
I am glad to teach her more things in the future. haha....
anyhow, we will be in the same lab group next sem? Thanks to Min Yin!!! haha!


That was a good chat, cuz i've never chatted one to one ( means both side one to one) for quite sometime d...
Yet, always felt abandoned? haha!
nah, that's not true.

I am confident that i wont let myself being abandon from ppl. unless i isolate myself and LEARN YOGA in a CAVE. haha!!

That's all with my appetizer.

Hope it will not be the last. wahahahahahahaaha!!!


P.S : Aeris, if you're reading, You're my man!!! haha!! I still dun get why am i being attacked frequently these days, and... i hope that was not the answer! haha! cuz this is me! :-)


P.P.S : Dellynn is still updating the news... still waiting on the Full article on the 2008 Sept 16 issue. Mr. AnhWa, I knw u are able to give us some good "dessert".


I'm disappearing now.
so, wait till David Copperfield gets me back again. :-)
Mr. Copperfield, tk me... tk me.. tk me to the moon and back.
I feel like an Alien here, ahahahahaha!