such a long time since I wrote a proper piece.

owh yeah , I’ve been told that I’ve not been blogging for quite a long time. Reason?

I am occupied with techs. haha! techs? Phones, movies, laptops, games.

well, my boss once told me…”24 hours is not enuf for me.. could it be because of technology? ppl are now occupied with TVB dramas, iphones, ipads, games.. etc etc… tht is why 24 hours is never enuf.”

 

what do you think?

to me, its partially true. Firstly, I’m occupied with my workload.

Secondly, I focus more on “f2f connection” this sem.

Thirdly, I’m just lazy to write.

 

owh well, third reason is the least common one. I love writing, just that I feel that I should stop complaining about how pathetic my life is. haha.

my life now is contented.

I took up a challenge in commitment in Prayer meeting, cell groups, Sunday Service.  These are the things which I once felt burdened to commit. now, I dedicate part of my life into it. That is why I say, I focus on Face to Face communication these days. Probably I feel sick and dull of facing notes, laptops, movies, and games daily. I need some real chats, and conversation. =)

This period of commitment has been an eye opener to me. Well, I’ve been living week after week godly. Godly? means I learn to put God first. No doubt I face challenges everyday, and its getting tougher and tougher. Thanks to Clerkship. I am still cracking on how to finish studying this subject in a few day’s time.. which is kinda impossible.

however, I’ve learnt to see possibilities in every problem, nothing is impossible. Its just perspective, and faith.

 

So, back to my blogging. yeah, I admit that I have lack of time. but I still take time off for myself.

 

My last few months as a student, gotto enjoy it man!

honestly, I cant wait to graduate actually. haha. I wanna start venturing my travel-hearted-soul. owh yeah, I plan to “go out” again. =) this time, it will be somewhere near.

To me, its always a satisfaction to work for what I want. Things don’t come easy. Gotto work hard for it, especially I come from a Okay family, not wealthy, but comfortable.=)

 

This coming week, I’ll be in Surgical Ward. gah…. clerking case. Somehow, the lifestyle in hospital always makes me wonder whether am I suitable to be a clinical pharmacist?

haha… yeah. my future is uncertain.

lets not talk about it. such a heart broken profession now. but! I believe, there’s a will, there’s a way!!!

 

Waking up at 530am everyday is a routine. gotto be in hospital early though.

 

I’ve been doing something “illegal” these days, which made me heartbroken. I wish I could never knw the truth, but somehow… God showed me the truth through an unwanted way. I need to see it… and I am praying not to be disappointed by it.

The light will be shown.

 

BoWin once told us in CG, as we dig deeper and deeper, we thought we cant see light, but somehow, when we reach the deepest core, there will be a stream of Running water below.

Yes, God is awesome, isnt He?

 

Life is just awesome.

 

I am glad that I have a group of friends who are not only growing with me in terms of friendship, but spiritually, I am lead by them. Growing together in Christ is something really really blessed to me.

 

Reach out your hand to Him, You will see miracle happen on you.

All you need to do is just ask.

knock and the door shall be opened to u, ask and it shall be given to you.

 

Challenging week ahead. Good night peeps!!! =)