a little update from me. :)

How I wish I have time to go back to blogging life.

Well, life has been busy for me.

I don’t wanna remind myself how' is the flow of my day… cuz every week.. the same thing happens. this week is a bit different, I reckon that it will be a bit productive though. hahaha!

Things happened, shit happens.

Well, every week, the only distinctive day is.. Monday and Friday. Every Monday, my week starts.. then, the next thing I knw is.. “owh.. its friday already!”

 

yeah, time really passed by damn fast with PBL on Tues and Weds.

Last Thursday, I went to Nursing Home though. It’s a totally different feeling compared to the time tht I went when I was in NS. this time, I went as a pharmacist student. LAst time, I went as a community worker in community service module.

Kinda sad to see the old folks bed ridden, cant walk, cant talk… it saddens me to my bones.

 

Anyhow, I got a patient, who is partially immobile, but conscious. So.. lucky me. =)

that was after a few times of attempting to talk to other patients.. cuz I really really have no more choices at last, then Ms. Lyna approved this patient for me. Thank God for her!

Thinking about reports, I have to go to Library 2mr afternoon to get my reports printed out.. sigh…

 

Mum asked me whether can I cope with studies. Well, I can, and I am still coping. And do mind me, my study is difficult not because I have hard time switching from working to studying, but its because of the modules itself. This year is totally different that lower years!!! owh gosh….

So, don’t put sympathy on me again on switching from working life to study life! I’ve worked enough and its time to pursue my dream! hahaha!

 

Current update… Mm.. Well, I have never cursed ppl so much in my life before untill the past 2 months. owh.. long story. prefer not to say it.

The rest.. mm.. I’m doing fine. Despite of sleep deprivation, I still get to enjoy some laughters, some free time just to pamper myself, or to release stress.. so that I can keep moving under gunfire. =)

 

Time is gonna tell me whether I’m doing fine onot… hahaha!

 

These few weeks, my days are contented.. very very contented. Not regret of living my life, not regretting on sleep deprivation. Not regret of everything that I’ve done. because.. they are all meaningful to my life. =)

Life is getting tougher, u knw? its like as u grow older, the weigh of the shoulder gets heavier. I guess that’s called “responsibility”

Each and everyone of us is responsible of our own life, our own direction, our own future. You draw it, cuz you hold it.

am I right?

 

Me, I have greater things to achieve, but I believe that if it God’s will, I can achieve it. Me, on the other hand, will try my best to do it… no matter what. =)

 

To me, nothing’s wrong in failing. I failed so many times and only through failures, I learnt. =)

 

In my eyes, the road that I’m gonna take is becoming more challenging, and at this age of my life, I am so keen to fight and work for materials in my life. YES! who doesn’t? at the age of 20s? cuz.. this is just the beginning of everything!!! Life is short, u only have 3 more quarter of life left!

That’s why, instead of.. work, money, work, money, and die…  I wanna work and earn an exciting life. I’m gonna try all challenges in me! APEC! Overseas! bla bla bla… These are all good memories that I would wanna keep! hehehe… owh, I am gonna go through al these tests in the future,, most probably. =)

 

My trip in Australia has changed a bit of me…

yeah, at least it comes to my realization that .. I am a very independent girl who can do anything on my own.  but.. I need God, and I need friends, + Family in my life!!! hahahaha!

so, not totally lonely at all though. =)

Well, they are the main thing that keep me moving till now. =)

 

Its an eye opener to me, Australia is an eye opener to me. I wouldn’t have became what I am now without the trip. =)

And… my job in SG made me grow.

and I never regret of doing all the things that I’ve done in SG, and all the ppl I met! without them, I might not be able to survive there. We all hold a symbiosis relationship though. hehe…

and .. I loved what I was doing in SG. NEver thought I will love it, but in the end, I love the job… =)

 

This week, my PBL triggers are GERD+anxiety and CHF.  Heavy topics… but I knw I can do it!

 

I’m tired now.. I shall adjourn? haha.. yea I should.

 

good night peeps! cuz I start to dream with my eyes half open now. =)