Sunday Blue Blue…

Its Sunday.. and.. I worked again.. today, but it's with Julene today. First thing first, I feel very heartbroken.. seeing her. Why? Her "throw up" syndrome has get worse.. and I feel more heartbroken knowing tht she cried almost everytime after vomiting… and her state of depression… I really feel sorry and I hope tht I can share some of the pain with her… haiz….

I pray everyday tht her morning sickness will be better… and hope tht she'll be healed…

 

My weekend is awesome. First thing's first.. I came back on Saturday. The first thing I do is have lunch with my family.. and have lunch again with my sibling. Yeah.. haha!! I feel seriously satisfied!!!

Spending time with my loved ones is something cool!! Irreplaceable!!! Haha!!!

 

I am tired..I think going to Gym has improved my health….and stamina My normal cycle comes earlier. Haha!! Anyway, tht could be my cause of tiredness.:-)

Life has been great.. As a believer, yeah… I feel different. I hope this can be carried on till the next time I'm supposed to rejoice.:-)

 

I talked to mummy… yeah, as usual… I talk whenever I feel like talking. Haha… She asked me.. " how was ur camp last week?"

I told her everything… J then she asked me : " so, u're going for baptism d??"

Me:
" haha!! Ma!! No of course… J I went to the camp just to learn the the philosophy of life… "

Mummy :" so, which one do u think it's acceptable for u, Buddhism or Christian??"

Me:
" ma, before I answer you, can I ask you a qs? In the future, if any of ur children become Hindu, Muslim, Christian or whatever,.. what do you think?"

Mummy:
" erm… No Hindu, No muslim. Definitely NO.. others, it's okay for me. J She smiles.

Me :" well, mummy, call me a free thinker now… cuz I'm more interested In learning the philosophy of life and be positive in every sense. J "

Mummy: " yeah, whatever you do, dun get baptized before u get married…. Cuz you wont knw how's ur future half's family will be… "

So she goes on giving me examples from our relatives… blab bla…

I am glad tht she accepts whoever I am.

Mummy, for now.. no worries. I'm still learning.. and you are the reason tht I think positively now. You always give me hope in whatever I do. J I still love you no matter what I am. Now, I'm trying to be a good, moral person who love everyone around me and try to lead a positive life. Honest speaking, I know myself more through inspirational talks.. it makes me realize my weakness, my strong point…

Things happens, and all you need to do is accept it with an open heart. J

I'm really glad tht mummy is not tht type of "OVER MY DEAD BODY" kind of Mum. If not, I think my life will be miserable. J

 

Owh… I miss Salmon Sushi now… hehe… ,my mouth is in Unagi mood now… haha!! Anyway, let's wait till the next right time to come..

 

By the way, I enjoyed every outing I had with YOU.. although it PVT LTD ( Private Limited). Haha!!! J

Can u see how happy I am to go out with you????????? Yes I am Darn Happy to see you . All the best in ur exam week…J I pray tht you will face everything bravely. Full of faith, and determination. I know you can do it.. and I always have faith in you. You know tht. J