Day out... diarrhea back again.....aiks.

My diarrhea still there.... Thanks to my stubbornness la... i refuse to tk medication.. cuz LORAMIDE causes CONSTIPATION for at least 3 days!!! and i cannot stand a day without SHITTING!!!! tht's my prob!!!

I still feel satisfied eventhough i have diarrhea now.. cuz at least i shit.. though it's watery.( stop tht awful face.....)haha!
I guess tht's the reason why i slept a lot... lethargy.
argh....
yeah.. i was acting like a sleeping beauty instead. I sleep a lot!!!


Just came back meeting my darls.. haha!! Gosh, can u imagine the we already make the next appointment??? after raya... haha!!!

I think i should go out more often with them....:-) they were once my BFFs!! haha! cuz i feel awkward to be the one to narrate the conversation. Yeah la, i was trying to enter their world.. and i need more attempts.. tht's why i should go out with them more often. haha!!


My stomach really cham.... gosh...it feels like IBS and i feel indigestion most of the time and NAusea and Vomitting....
Argh.....
Just came out from toilet.... and thank god i reach home early.. if not, I'll POOH in my car d!!! LOL!!!

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I dont give a damn what ppl say. I've learnt a lot from my dear sis.. She made me realize things again. YEah, sometimes i wonder am i the alien?? cuz ppl get confuse of the way i treat them.
Now, i dun wanna care, i dun give a damn... tht's the way i am, and.. what for i change to an alien to myself? haha!!!
Aiyo... i'm actually tired la... just let me be the way i am la... Tired to be the one fitting in. Tired to be the one following. Tired to be the one who absorbs anything, everything. Tired... to be who i used to be.

Now, I am ME! hehe.... some may sound confuse, but... i ain't gonna change myself for others. so just SssHHH!

Just today, i realized once again tht i am special. muahahaha!!!! I used to feel tht i'm awkward and i keep changing to the way tht ppl feel comfortable... but now, i ain't gonna do tht anymore.

YEs i am.:-)

The outing just now kept me thinking of how i acted. Gosh.. again, i think i'm fitting in.. which is not a good thing.
okay, call me a sensitive person, cuz i am.
tht's why, i need more attempts to enter their world... Mmm.....
DArls, not to worry.... Someday, we'll have the common thing in us.:-)


owh, it's time to snore..as i dun wanna snore in LC later. :0)


Pity my stomach, keep aching........ haiz....
tak ada mood still... Stupid stomach.. stop aching...