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Wednesday, September 29, 2010

Wonderful WEdnesday.

owh.. i declare that i’m sick.

well, it got worse today. Guess I have some bacterial infection… gosh….probably i had too much of milo, and my voice box inflammed due to shouting. haha! might be due to insufficient sleep at home too. Anyway, I will try to “save” myself by getting something to cool my body down. Does beer works?!? gosh…

Class from 930 to 5pm today. Mmm… even those who studied pharmacy before were amazed with my schedule. Night classes, almost 8-5pm everyday, Saturday classes… bla bla.. bla.

Sick of it, i mean classes. but i hope that things will be fine after next week. 2 assignments dateline. Next week will be the freaking Marketing plan. This week, is the Non-Rx assignment. Well, I’ve done with the Non Rx assignment, left with printing it out.

I’ve made myself sleep for 7 hours. I knw, if i don’t do that, my body will be a “wonderland”. Worse still, I forget to refill my medications here. I left with nothing here! sigh……..

time to bath, i wanna drop by Watson or 99 speedmart later to get my Hor Yan Hor. Its a magical tea which works for everybody!

and… I’m not going back this week. Happy in a way that i get to study. =)

 

Today will be a good day. =)

 

 

I’ve always been in love with this song. LifeHouse… great band, great voice. =)

I’m moved by this song.. =)

 

tata guys! time to wash up!!!!

Tuesday, September 28, 2010

exploited… and Zen away.

aku tak suka lar!

tak suka! tak mahu! and tak akan mahu!!! jgn paksa!!!

eeew.. what’s with BM post suddenly.

hahaha!!!!

I’ve been “listening” to Japanese anime for the past week. Dun ask me why, ppl that knw that i’m doing this feel weird and curious of me doing so.

owh, i need sounds and voices when i study. Not noisy voices and sounds, but i just need some sounds and voices. That’s all.

 

At last, get to wake up quite early in the morning to finish up what i’m supposed to finish! Never in my life in this sem, I will wake up and type my report. Well, today is the first morning i woke up and type my report. Simply because, i was too sleepy last night.

Yesterday was tiring. my voice has lost and i’m having dry throat. Damn.

Anyway, i have no regrets in “shouting”, especially with someone… who loves shouting too. haha!

 

Just feel like writing something. mmm………

See, when people back off a lil bit, or take a few inches back, the opponent will take once inch forward.

I just wanna keep a distant. Just let everything be, i don’t want extra request, or any extra requirement, or extra favor from anyone. If i back off, just leave me in the place that i am, my comfy zone. At the meantime, i do hope the oppose one would stay at their own place and dun step into my territory line. I just don’t like it. Let me be in my own world cuz only me understand what muah wants!

So, i back off doesnt mean that i’m giving you the chance to step in. okay. Taking things for granted huh!

dang that cacat reason…. ish. eh, aku ada human rights k!

Even if u make 2 inches forward, i will take 3 inches back. My shield and armor are working just fine and it’s going to keep working till… i take it off. (which i dont knw when…) ha!

Some people just don’t understand. I keep quiet doesnt mean i want! Some people thinks that the world is what they want it to be.

Don’t ask me to do anything unless i want to do it. I don;t deny the chance of someone forcing me away from the circle i’m in now. I might just draw another circle and stand away!

For that someone who doesnt knw the limit, just back off! I back off doesnt mean i let you in! It will never happen okay!! what is this??!!? I’m totally being exploited! cacat.

 

I dun like. damn TL.

For the someone, “la la la, huh what??” I’m deaf, dumb and blind.. and i am going to be 3Ds till…. who knows when! hahaha!

ignorant is bliss!

so, keep doing your monkey dance, I’ll stuck my earphone in and whistle away!

 

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“Zen” away.

 

Good morning !!! =)

Monday, September 27, 2010

messy post.

i guess….

everything can only be kept and locked deep in my heart, it has to be locked. owh yeah, diamonds!!! =0

aiks. i dun wanna think too much. Everything will be fine at the end of the day. I think i’ll just lock that part of me out of the cruelty of the world.

 

If… i was not born here, where will i be?

If… i werent who i  am today… what will i be?

no answer right? simply because… i am special!! and unique!!! haha…

I’m riding on a wonderful journey, with a lot of ups and downs. (ya la, i knw i am not working yet, no responsibilities yet, where does the problem comes from? right?)

i realize that.. what a person sees from surface, it might be something that is not true, not real. Just like telling white lies. Mmm…..

I have a friend who always tell white lies. haha! He said.. “for their own good… imagine how will they react if they knw i go clubbing almost everyday and bribe tonnes of blue collars all the while?”

ya, he is…the type whom cannot be saved.

What i wanna say.?!? (this post will be a messy post,.. cuz i got things that i wanna say but i dunno how to say)

Nothing is impossible. It might take days, months, years, decades, centuries.. bla bla.. but i knw, somehow, someday, probably or maybe after you die, the thing that you want it to happen or the things that you want and u tried so hard but you didnt get will eventually come true. It’s like a dream right?

Sometimes, how nice if life is just a dream. Too bad, reality is always cruel. Cinderella story is always cruel. Children are being exposed to “happily ever after” stories when they were young, but when they grow up, they realize life is never going to be as what they expect. That’s why, LIFE makes no SENSE. =)

No place is heaven on earth.

 

Like i was informed in a talk, even home is not safe. Can u imagine? yeah, especially with all the incest cases, molest… bla bla…

and… life is never fair.. world is never fair.

One saying goes" : “if the world is fair, the earth will be square”

very true.

ppl, hold on to what you want, and what you wanna achieve. Never give up because of some… cacat reasons.

The spirit of never give up doesnt mean someone is STubboRN. To me, it is perseverance. It has to be accompanied by faith and obedience.

 

Sometimes, me, in my shoes. I always wonder apa akan jadi pada hidupku in the future. Will i die before i achieve what i want? will i this.. will i that…  nah, in religion’s context “how much you use, how much u earn in this life.. they are fixed.”

To prosper, you have to give, and be blessed.. u knw, good karma?

Life is no short cut. You have to work for what you want in the future. so, work and Pray.

“People are often unreasonable and self-centered. Forgive them anyway.
If you are kind, people may accuse you of ulterior motives. Be kind anyway.
If you are honest, people may cheat you. Be honest anyway.
If you find happiness, people may be jealous. Be happy anyway.
The good you do today may be forgotten tomorrow. Do good anyway.
Give the world the best you have and it may never be enough. Give your best anyway.
For you see, in the end, it is between you and God. It was never between you and them anyway.”

You knw what? God is too big to fit into one religion. =)

P.S: i do not give any preferences to any religion i my post, just saying in general. you knw, religion is a very sensitive issue.

Islam believes “pray before you are prayed.”  i always find this quote amazing. cuz when i first saw this when i was in secondary school, i was kinda amazed with the sentence structure.. “sembahyanglah sebelum anda disembahyangkan”

lols!

Talking about Islam, I watched a movie named “My name is Khan”, starring Shah Rukh Khan and Kajol. It is a very touching story and it gives a clear picture and differences between terrorist and islam.

All religion teach ppl to be good. Dun tell me ur religion teaches you to kill.. right?

Different ppl from different religion believes in the greatness of God. =)

I have one colleague, she is a sincere Hindu. She is smart. her mother in law is a sincere Hindu too, but stubborn, doesnt wanna tk medication for her illness. So, one day, she wrote 2 papers of “eat medication” and “dont eat medication” and fold it. Pray to God, then choose one of them randomly. It appears “Eat Medication”. Believe it or not, her mother in law takes medication ever since!! hahahaha!! when i heard the story, i was laughing. Such a cute story!!!

Human has human rights. but… i tell you, it doesnt apply to a smaller scope or smaller divisions such as society, family, and community. stuffs like.. pre-arranged marriage, forced marriage… are still happening among us though.

Life is never fair. Law exists so that ppl get to find ways to bypass judgment.

and.. you can always set laws and regulation to prevent and curb unwanted incidents to happen.in the end, IT still depends on the people, whether they wanna follow it or go against it.

You can always drag a horse to the river, but you can’t force the horse to drink. I’m sure everyone understands it.

Dont force someone to the edge… it might end up a tragedy. =)

 

Anyway, i still believe that i will have victory in life, and soar on wings like Eagle, like what Isaiah said. =)

 

Thanks to them who listens and accept who i am. U knw, life is a great motivation is u have great friends apart from family. So far,  my friends are all great.. and i am blessed that my life is filled with great friends who are willing to give, willing to share, willing to listen, and willing to motivate me, and willing to give me a helping hand when i need it.. you knw who you are. =)

 

i end everything with one quote from the great Mother Theresa. I’m getting more emo and the feeling to close my world down is getting stronger. So, i better stop before i do anything to harm my heart and my feelings. haha! wah, i sounded serious. Mmm…. So, here goes the quote.

"Life is an opportunity, benefit from it.
Life is beauty, admire it.
Life is a dream, realize it.
Life is a challenge, meet it.
Life is a duty, complete it.
Life is a game, play it.
Life is a promise, fulfill it.
Life is sorrow, overcome it.
Life is a song, sing it.
Life is a struggle, accept it.
Life is a tragedy, confront it.
Life is an adventure, dare it.
Life is luck, make it.
Life is too precious, do not destroy it.
Life is life, fight for it."

Mother Teresa

 

 

“the first step to take challenges is to overcome your fear”

 

I will persevere, have faith, and walk. i will not be blinded by sight. There’s nothing that i shall fear. =)

 

nites peepz! to me, tonight is another long night. what else? mugging….. notes.

 

 

yeah. messy, i knw. bear with it. =)

 

Calling from Sabah and Sarawak. =) <3

Thursday, September 23, 2010

Sg Lembing,Kuantan, Sri Jaya tarts and Pau, Teluk Cempedak!

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So, my first stop was in Sri Jaya, we had tea time over there. haha!! in Restaurant Sin Tong Kok. Well, they are wellknown with their Pau!! lots of variety and will be sold off before afternoon!

And their tarts are.. AWESOME!! cuz its freshly baked~!! =)

 

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next stop, Gua charas!! nice hill!

 

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i actually miss seeing cows on the street. hahaha!!! see? how close i am to them??

 

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reached sungai lembing!! and went to the mountain.

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both of us looking at the entrance of the mountain. Well, have to hike up to reach the top. Legend says that the hill top is beautiful… and the clouds are below ur feet!

 

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halfway up.

 

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quite steep.. the Trios are climbing up. =)

 

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the perasan guy! and my parents were behind.

owh, we hiked with our CROCS SHOE! gosh.. regret.. cuz i’ve slipped several times… as… it was AFTER RAIN!

 

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more stairs…! more roads!!

 

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at 393 steps… the view that you can see. nice right?

 

but.. damn tiring.

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one of the best pics i took!!!  yeah, saw this little creature while i was on my way up. =)

 

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at 818 steps… the view that u can see is as above. see? the clouds!! and the air is refreshing!

mind you, the steps shown are just for STAIRS, the jungle roads are not counted.

after almost an hour hike, we reached the top.

 

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i’’ve never tasted such FRESH AIR before!! all the fatigues, malaise GONE right after we reached the top!!!

mum was happy!! cuz she hardly hike and she has the lousiest stamina. hahaha!!!

 

we were totally surrounded by clouds!!! =)

 

we sweat like.. !@$#@%#@$#% haha!

spend some time at the top, then we take the same journey down again. Legs were shaking cuz there were too many stairs… imagine.. 800plus x 2 ?!!?

 

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we conquered the mountain. damn tiring. haha!! anyway, we were satisfied!!!

mum straight away change her shoes when she gets to the car. Me and him, busy taking photos of our physical appearance AFTER HIKING. hahaha!

 

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hydration time.

 

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after changing, we went to explore the canopy walk. mum used to walk there when she was young. She used to follow my grandaunt there to visit some relatives there. =)

 

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this is Sg. Lembing i guess. haha!

 

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ready, 1,2 SNAP!

 

 

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great view =)

 

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amazing… the direction where the car came out, it leads to smaller kampungs! and surprisingly, they are all chinese. =)

 

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bye Sg Lembing.

head to Kuantan! =)

 

 

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i love this shot of mine!

 

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and this!

 

 

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had our dinner here!!! dun underestimate this restaurant, they serve nice malay food!! but quite expensive. =)

 

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nasi pattaya and tom yum!! delicious!!

 

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Their vege.. love their cooking style though!! =)

 

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ikan bakar and sotong bakar. =)

 

 

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head to Teluk Cempedak. lots of ppl, huge crowd!!! =)

 

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this kid, haha… damn ADHA. keep hitting me and Ray with his hand!! i think tht’s why he is sort of “tied” by his dad..

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fatSo.

 

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taken in souvenir shop. =)

 

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back to Grand Continental!!! hahaha!! 3 pillows, and i was sleeping at the division line between 2 beds. hahaha!!!

 

that was my first day in Kuantan!!!!