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Sunday, November 30, 2008

Dear.... FATWA?


Yeap...
was using bor bro's lappy till yesterday.
My girlfren.. gosh.. thank god you're back!! i miss pressing on ur nipples!! I miss bending ur slim waist, i miss the touch of my fingers on ur lips... i miss my fingers over ur tummy... gosh, i miss you so much and finally, you are back for me... you are back for good. tak boleh tahan nafsu la... haha!!

ello.... above are the phrase i used to describe my girlfren, k??? it's an object!! an object!!! haha!@


Let me share something with you guys, it's a mail from SUNNY, a funny mail about the UPCOMING FATWA,.... it really made me... laugh?



Disember 2008
Orang Islam dilarang mandi di kolam renang awam. Di kolam renang awam, akan terdapat orang-orang yang bukan Islam yang memakai pakaian renang yang singkat dan mendedahkan aurat (terutamanya amoi-amoi china yang cun dan seksi). Ini boleh menjejaskan akidah orang Islam. Cara yang paling baik ialah kita haramkan orang Islam dari kolam renang awam.

Januari 2009
Orang Islam dilarang pergi ke Pulau Pinang. Ketua Menteri Pulau Pinang adalah seorang yang bukan Islam and majoriti penduduk Pulau Pinang adalah orang yang bukan Islam. Apabila seorang Islam berada di Pulau Pinang , beliau mungkin terhidu bau char keoy tiaw yang dimasak oleh orang bukan Islam dan ini boleh merosakkan akidah kita. Cara yang paling baik ialah kita haramkan orang Islam dari pergi ke Pulau Pinang. Orang Islam yang kini tinggal di Pulau Pinang akan diberi elaun pindah sebanyak RM 3000 untuk membantu mereka berpindah ke negeri-negeri yang lain. Perpindahan ke negeri Kelantan dan Terengganu amat amat digalakkan.

Februari 2009

Orang Islam dilarang meminum root beer. Walaupun root beer tidak mengandungi alkohol, namun perkataan "beer" ini boleh menimbulkan keghairan dan kelakuan tidak senonoh di kalangan orang Islam. Dengan pengharaman root beer, orang Islam bolehlah meminum minuman ringan yang lain tanpa was-was. Ginger beer juga diharamkan.

March 2009
Orang Islam dilarang memakan di kedai Mamak. Walaupun mamak kebanyakkannya Islam, tetapi asal usul mereka adalah India dan ada kemungkinan terdapat unsur-unsur India di dalam perniagaan mereka seperti bercakap Tamil dan memakai seluar dalam buatan India . Untuk mengelakkan sebarang syak wasangka, mulai 1 Mac 2009, orang Islam dilarang dari memakan di kedai mamak (kecuali Tun Mahatir kerana dia sendiri mamak kelas I)

April 2009

Orang Islam dilarang bermain ping pong atau table tennis. Ping pong berasal dari negeri China dan oleh yang demikian, mungkin terdapat unsur-unsur agama Buddha atau Confuciusism di dalam permainan ping pong. Ornag Islam yang terlalu banyak bermain ping pong akan terjejas akidah mereka. Sebagai permainan alternatif, orang Islam digalakkan bermain sepak raga (tetapi bola raga mesti buatan Malaysia , bukan dari Thailand ).

Mei 2009

Orang Islam yang berkerja dengan kerajaan dilarang mengambil gaji masing-masing. Ini kerana sebahagian besar pendapatan kerajaan adalah cukai pendapatan yang dibayar oleh syarikat-syarikat orang bukan Islam. Orang Islam digalakkan meminta sedekah dari orang Islam yang lain. Untuk memudahkan permintaan sedekah, bakal peminta sedekah digalakkan mencangkung di hadapan bangunan UMNO.


Jun 2009
Orang Islam dilarang keluar negara. Terdapat terlalu banyak godaan yang boleh meruntuhkan akhlak dan akidah orang Islam. Perkara ini telahpun dikaji dengan teliti hasil lawatan sambil belajar ke Bangkok oleh Majlis Fatwa Kebangsaan baru-baru ini. Oleh yang demikian, orang orang Islam diminta menyerahkan balik paspot masing-masing ke jabatan immigresen secepat mungkin. Perjalanan keluar negara hanya dibenarkan untuk menteri-menteri dan orang kuat UMNO sahaja, itupun hanya jika diiringi oleh ahli Majlis Fatwa Kebangsaan.


Julai 2009

Orang Islam dilarang berfikir di waktu siang. Kebanyakkan masalah jenayah dan maksiat wujud kerana orang-orang yang tak ada kerja berfikir yang bukan-bukan. Untuk membenteras maslah jeneyah dan maksiat, orang-orang Islam mulai 1 Julai 2009, dilarang dari menggunakan otak mereka diwaktu siang. Pemikiran mereka akan dipantau oleh Majlis Fatwa Kebangsaan dengan menggunakan sekumpulan specially trained monkeys. Orang Islam boleh menggunakan otak mereka di waktu malam tetapi pemikiran dihadkan kepada perkara-perkara berkaitan dengan makan dan minum sahaja.



Please do not laugh. Many of the above will become a reality if we do not do anything. The rational-thinking muslims in this country are simply not doing anything. We let a very small minority of narrow-minded idiots to control our lives. We, especially the Malay muslims, are fast becoming a laughing stock worldwide. We are obsessed with the little little things.

When there are so many important things remain to be done, why must the Fatwa folks spend their time on little things.. tomboys, yoga, etc, etc. Why don't we ever hear anything from the Fatwa folks for social justice, eradicating corruption and poverty, protecting single mothers, helping the poors, educating the ummah, protecting the environment or ensuring fairness in society.

If you are a rationale, forward thinking muslim, please speak up. If you choose to remain silent, it only means that you agree with whatever is happening. And do not blame the non-muslims for all our troubles. We are asking for it.

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erm... it's kinda true somehow.. yeah, this mail attracts me.
cuz these might happen though?? right?
who knows what will happen in the future?
no one knows.
it's an unknown.. just like i said. it's an unknown..


yeah, we need ppl to speak up...

Well, these ppl are searching bones in eggs... HIATUS! stupid.
what to do?
plus, they are going to have all the good samaritan in Malaysia being tied by FATWA. haiz...
Muslims, speak up.
You have the right, as we have our freedom of speach..

we need more ppl to speak out their minds, fight the freedom, get our Constitution applied... nationwide.
We are now puppets.
like puppet... to be precised.
We are being pulled to places where ppl wanted.
If we did not follow, waht will happen?
string will putus and... you will survive yourself, or being kicked down to the grave deeply.

so...
ppl...
you still wanna be a puppet?

I am going to register as a voter next week.

I wanted to.

I want a change.

Every vote counts....
and...
it's my responsibility.


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It's SOP team building camp 2mr. I was about to go.. but i gave up last minute.
cuz i miss someone, wanna be at home... and i cant go due to some "emotions wave".

Erm, at least i know it's a right decision to make.

no regrets, of course.

Things...
it depends on you how you want it to be.
It depends on you whether you want it onot... (sounds familiar eh?)

You are the master of YOU.
so, if anything emotional happened to you, you are responsible for it. :-)

Headache...
cuz i am helping my mum on her "GREEN" annual dinner... trust me, the toughest part is to shop for the right outfit.
It is tough....

haiz.....
anyhow, my mum willknow what to wear when the time comes...
cuz worse to worse, she is going to decorate her hair with leaves to suit the theme, ahahaha! what a bad daughter i am.....

ha! that's what she told me though! :-)


ok...
I'm done with my babbling.
time to watch ONE TREE HILL.
oooh.....
it feels good to rewatch it again.


P.S : I knw... i knw what you did last... hour? wahahahaha!! Quarantine... no 2nd fate with you!


Saturday, November 29, 2008

early winter?


ok, let me emphasize again..
my blog is mainly talking about Politics and some personal appetite. :-)
well... nothing much.

Like i said, the reason i like politics is.... simply because i wanna be critic, and train up my critical thinking... which i feel that it is important as a citizen. Plus, i can upgrade my maturity? :-)
so, no more questions about that?

of course, not 100% about politics... cuz.... i only write things that attracts me...

so, no worries...

Today, (it's 5am now... I slept til this time in my living room, bro decided to wake me up and lead me back to my room... yeah, i was accompanying him for movies.. he watches, i sleep)

Saw a news regarding racism.
PKR said :"let's erase the racism within"

Firstly, i agree with this statement.

Racism in Malaysia, leaders always emphasize in this concept and said "3 races, 1 nation--> Malaysian". but they themselves seem to be deviating from this concept... thanks to the ALL THE SICKERS who run the country.
They made things even harder for us each day.
Creates commotion, (the YOGA FATWA, thank god it is solved)
creates misunderstanding, (the TOMBOY FATWA, creates doubts btween races and many WHYs had been asked, and the answers are ridicuous?)
creates gap btween races (All the things the SICKERS did...)

Do you know that we are actually living harmoniously in our community?
Like my Life Care Family... it's like a small Malaysia there... cuz we have 3 the races all together. yet, we lived like abang adik....

of course, as a respect, we dun really prick the sensitive issues about religion when we're together, it's because we respect each other a lot. Even if we asked about religion, they will answer us in a good way to clear our doubts. :-)
We understand that each of us has different practices in our life, no matter what is it ...i.e religion, food...etc..etc...
Yeah, i agree tht Malaysians live harmoniously outside there. We tolerate each other well.

so, UMNO.... why UMNO but not BN?

What ppl wants now is the nation, not the race.
so, stop making ppl deviates....

cuz if the sickers are still using racism to fight against their loses, well, i dun think it's worth the fight... like i said, dun live in the STONE anymore, wake up, it's time to break out!!

We... are One NAtion. which is Malaysian.

I have been always saying it in my heart..

I Am Proud To Be A Malaysian....

but i hate the trouble sickers who are running our country now...
Peace.... is there any after 8th of March 2008?
can u list one?

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I am very happy cuz BABE has cleared 3 quarter of her doubts!!! I am very happy for her.. very very happy...
well, as usual, i will still wish her the best....
cuz there are more to come...
and her future will be a bright one.

Happiness is when you dont think of " am i happy?" this phrase.
thank god, i am a happy one.

I look happy, and i am happy...

just tht, dun prick the scar in me again....
i will collapse. :-)
but mind me, i dun really collapse easily, cuz i stand up easily.. "wink"

Today is a SAturday~!!
know what?
I am back for my buddies!!! gosh, i miss those little CREATURE so much!!! so much!!!!

I am glad that i have the chance to fight together with them again.
I am myself when i'm with them, that's what make them special in me. Cuz i knw them more than i know anyone else... (except for my family)

hehe...
however there is someone i know not very long which i can be myself in front of that person.haha.... that stubborn creature is another special retarded ones also. Well... i guess i realized the power of FATE by knowing this person.
Anyhow, i appreciate everything... (why am i so unfortunate to know this creature... sob sob)
intruded... intruded.... i am intruded....cham liao... "wink"


well, i think i can expect a small PLAY TRIP with the one i love.

Teach me how to block everything now...
I am not ready for everything...
cuz everything is too sudden...
everything doesnt make sense...



ok, time to sleep again?

:-)


I hope it wont come back to me again.


P.S : Carol.... I hope i can have ur contact number if you dont mind.... cuz.. i really really really wanna keep in touch with you... i hope you dun mind. My number is still the same. If you feel comfortable to give ur number... then you msg me. If not, i understand. I'm ok with either way. :-) tk care darling!!!

P.S.S
: I wonder what i am now if i wanst single before for years? hahaha!!! nah, i love who i am now. hope you too. Everything is controlled by you centrally. You are the main brain. wahahaha!

P.S.S.S: what happened to TWILIGHT??? Trish said it was boring... she said it is totally different from the book... Gosh... how? even 007?? why???!@!??? NEHEE!!!! NEHEE!!!! NEHEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Guess i have no fate in watching my fav movie....

maybe i should watch Quarantine to scare the "sai" out of me.... ha!

Thursday, November 27, 2008

Arse? Ass? huh? what the heck??



ok, back to some politics today.


SAIFUL...
remember who is he?

he is the one who accused ANHWa for the sodomy thingy..


Hello!! SaiPuL!! You're not satisfied????

eh dude... who else believes in you when you say the wrong date and read the QURAN wrongly when you angkat sumpah that day??

wow... you think angkat sumpah very easy hor? macam pakai baju ar??

Shit you....

Well, us, as the citizens of BOlehland, dun really know who's right who's wrong....

but based on my analysis...

Anhwa...
60 something years old...
has a happy family,
good carrier,
has lots of supports...
has a treated heart condition...
and....

do you think he has the strength to penetrate ur ASSHOLE?

Do you think he is " ENERGETIC" enough??
(AnhWa, i dun mean to look down on you... but i am just analysing based on the facts.)

SaiPul...
Are you being bought or paid by somebody to accuse him??
cuz you popped out out of no where to accuse AnHwa for his sodomy trial???

eh...
ppl does look on evidence... u have ur evidence... but? remember the Vietnam Doctor?? Ur report is a CIPLAK report!!!

how could you!!

Politics are dirty...
I dont mind you,Mr.SaiPul playing dirty... but... can you plz play other things other than sodomy???

which....
i dont think Mr. AnHwa will do it with a young guy like you????

U think he has nothing better to do??

gosh....


I dont care whether you are satisfied or not satisfied with the results of the court.. but, plz pack ur assHOLe up and. accept it!!

we know!! we roughly know what happened though!! Dont try to FOOL us!

(calm down...calm down.... fyuhh...)


ok....

See?

In Malaysia, ridiculous things can happen...

why?

We are a bunch of Malaysian who yelled Malaysia Boleh....in this Bolehland.

What a nice country to live in.... :-) I mean it...cuz the sickers and jokers made our country as a "drama" material...
If our story being filmed on a movie, i guess it'll be a top officebox of the year.
It will be the BEST COMEDY ever... (thanks to the actors and actresses)

:-)


P.S : Again, above is my humble opinnion... if i hurt someone.. sorry... you may click close cuz we are just not meant for each other...?haha!!

P.S.S : It's good to be back... Patrick... Sorry for kissing you the whole night!!! hahahahaha!!

Tuesday, November 25, 2008

I will wake up at 5am... (first day so late..)

good nite world.

ZZZzzzZZZzz...
So-so conversation...



ok, no politics for today.
:-)
dont be disappointed... i'm still waiting for more "scenes" to come. " :-)


It's coming to an end.. and i wont miss it.
moan in pain, who can understand the feeling?
Cry in sorrow, who will understand the situation?

well, I'm glad it's ending.


I wanna talk about Future today.

why? my very dear cousin, just finished UPSR asked me..
" jie, what is future? I wanna be a doctor when i grow up...."

well, i totally ignored her about the future, cuz the DOCTOR part was quite attracting..
i asked :" oh, u wanna be a doctor? why? :-) "
Cousin : " dunno, since i was young, i dreamt about being a doctor.... Jessie jie jie wanna be a dentist though.. :-)" (i tot she is still young???)
Me : " ya, i knw tht she wanna be a dentist.. so, what do you know about doctors?"
cousin :' like Uncle tan like tht lo... (unclle tan is Jessie's father)"
cousin :" is it easy to study?I mean doctor.."
me :" wow, nothing is easy dear... as long as u're determined, you can do whatever you want.."

she looked confused when i told her tht...

Me :" well, Future is an unknown. I dunno how is my future.. I am not trying to discourage you, but.. who knows what will happen in the future? Maybe you'll become something else besides doctor?"
Elsie is going to study pharmacy, Jessie is going to pursue her dentistry, Yang ko ko (my bro) is doing his Food Tech Degree... so... "

before i can continue..

cousin: "ya, tht's what i think, because u all (me, Elsie, my bro) studying in this line, so.. in the future if i study doctor, i can ask u all when i hv things tht i don't understand.. plus, uncle Tan is a doctor too.."
Me: " (smiling)..Well, things arent what u think that easy. :-) anyhow, if this is what you want, focus, and work for it. :-) I will give you my full support! :-)

She nodded, smiling to me.

ok, end of the part about future.

I think, influence is very important...
In my family, one is influenced by another. Dear Elsie influenced by me. Dear Jessie influenced by bro, Lil cousin influenced by us.

I truly hope that she can hold on to what she wants.. and work for it.
no doubt, barriers and obstacles are there...

Sometimes, interest and ability do make a difference.
I dun wanna elaborate, cuz i've seen enough of my friends who have to choose between interest and ability. I feel sorry for them. Hence, i wont talk further about this. Anyhow, i am proud of them too... cuz it's their choice and as long as they are happy, i am happy for them. :-)

Future is really an unknown. Tht's why, appreciate things around. When you've met a person, became friends,and u hv the fate to become good friends, or even further, best friends. Do appreciate this fate between both of you... cuz... not everyone can afford to have best friends in their entire life.

Those who have dreams, and in the process of achieving their dreams, carry on. Don't give up easily. Keep the spirit of fighting at the highest level...
when you feel tired, remember that.... I am also fighting together.... with you.
You are not alone.

Remember, no matter how long it takes... if it is to achieve ur dream, it is worth the fight.
and no wins without fails, no life without obstacles...

nothing is without fate. No fate... without you.....


Here i wish all those who are studying, working and whatever u are doing...
GOOD LUCK.
Don't Give up...
You are loved...
besides GOD, you have me.



P.S : Another 2 dresses? erm.... let me think about where to DISCARD YOU!!! haha! LONGKANG? maybe? or you wan SEA? haha!!

P.S.S: Life is full of problems, obstacles, barriers, whatever it is. Remember, you still have another wonderful thing in ur life... FRIENDS. Gambateh!! Dont even give up if you havent even really tried ur best... ur very very best. Trust me, the struggle is worth for ur future. God made a test for all of us, which is LIFE.

Sunday, November 23, 2008

XXXXX-less....



I am tired.

Scared..

freaked out.

but...

"be positive" keeps me going on.

Again.... I'm motivated.

Thanks.


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this is something tht cheered me up. :-)

She is Christine Gambito, a Philipino, raised up in America..
She is beautiful, talented, can sing,can play piano, can play guitar, can play cup beats, can compose songs, can act, can do video-ing...

she is darn talented!!
and click on her other videos!!! u'll laugh like hell!! haha! this i share... a very funny video, a song from her...

Enjoy.

Mac book- Happy Slip
click the link, click "more", see the lyrics of this vid. I recommend the "mother's day" vid too! haha!




Happy Slip...
If you watch all her vid, you'll know how happy slip came from.

and... all the characters in her vid are actually her..alone.
:-)


do click on the "YouChoob" link and watch her vid. have a nice laugh!~


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I came across a news, where Syed Hamid Albar said he is going to draft an ethique which bloggers should follow so tht there's no racist controversy being raised.

Shit, blog is something very personal, why need permission from Government what to write and what not to write?
so ridiculous!

Where's our freedom of speech?

where is it??

where is it??

and.... the YOGA thingy... thank god, there's a lot of objections from the ppl. Keep it up!! It's a good thing! :-) hahahahaha!!


P.S : I couldnt resist the temptation of talking to you...
A day without you, it's like i've lost something.... Mum, Thanks.

P.S.S : can our plan work? I really dunno how... wait till my war is over. i dun wanna think of it now....
OOps... you shit it again...



WHAT THE HECK?????

" YOGA has been declared HARAM by the FATWA COUNCIL."


Look at the headline... LOOK!!

YOGA is HARAM??

I dun mean to interfere with the religion shit thingy...
but, i really couldnt stand of all the declarations which is RIDICULOUS!!

They(FATWA) claimed that YOGA comes along with physical movement, chanting, and worshiping.. When these 3 elements come together, it is consider HARAM.
They discourage Muslims to practice YOGA as chanting and worshiping is illegal?
Doing steps,physical movement is considered as an erosion of faith towards ALLAH?

(erm.. again.. PEA BRAINERS! ya right.... Muslims are so weak-willed that they will collapse just by practising YOGA.....ya right, funny)

THey said, after concerning about the History of YOGA, which is "to be one with GOD", they have decided tht it is not suitable for Muslim and it could affect one's faith.

(Shit them! have they ever observed any of the YOGA classes? well.. it shows clearly that... THEY DID NOT EVEN BOTHER TO OBSERVE A CLASS!!)

THey claimed that FATWA is meant solely for MUSLIMS to follow...The non-Muslims need not question or debate about this because they are free to do whatever they wish. It is the Muslims who have to adhere to this.

( Hey! even though i am non muslim, but i do feel unfair for Muslims who practiced YOGA! Means? MUSLIMS does not have the right to think for themselves?)


HELLO!!!
DEAR COUNCIL!!!


What do you mean by "they are free to do whatever they wish?" are you saying that we(non muslims) are just some group of ppl who don't know about FATWA and it's non of our business that FATWA is established? SHIT YOU AGAIN!

First of all, YOGA is a form of exercise!!
(pls dig ur eyes and visit the classes before you made this stupid chaotic decision!!!)

Muslims exercise, and... THEY DO PRAY!!! and THEY DO FOLLOW tHE NUMBER OF PRAYERS EACH DAY!!
how could you make a sweeping statement without even thinking and analyzing from other aspects?
STRONG FAITH DOES NOT KEEP YOU DEVIATE!!

means...

YOU HAVE NO CONFIDENCE ON YOUR RELIGION AND EVEN A SMALL PEA YOGA EXERCISE CAN DEVIATE MUSLIM'S MIND EASILY..

and...
you are showing to us tht ISLAM is not a strong religion, and those who are MUSLIMS will become a HINDU or BUDDHIST someday.... if they kept practicing YOGA.

WHAT ARE YOU TRYING TO SHOW??


FATWA doesnt keep ppl from not deviating... It shows ppl the fussiness and the funny site of how FATWA works.

REaders, you guys know that there are 2 types of FATWA, one is the "can do" type, another is the "can't do " type.

why is it our FATWA are all "can't do"? why cant we just have the "can do" FATWA??

IT is so not fair to FAITHFUL MUSLIMS who are practicing YOGA .. It is so not fair..

I wonder if the COUNCIL really use their pea head to think from all aspects besides studying all the history of YOGA... which.... LESS PEOPLE PRACTICE IT NOW DUE TO SOME OF THE INCONVENIENCE!

hello!!!!! ppl just wanna stay healthy.. and that's a crime.???
funny... yah funny..

and it's even funnier when you are doing some 180 degree backward bending movement and the FATWA council ppl came out and catch you as a culprit who disobeys the FATWA.

WHY CAN'T THEIR MIND JUST GROW AND BE ADVANCE A bit...bit???

IF pea brainers are still using religion to rule the people, and rule the country, HELL! MALAYSIA will never GROW!!
yeah... let's just stay as the PEOPLE OF THE THIRD WORLD COUNTRY... who rejects YOGA for MUSLIMS.

come on, we will never ever be a developed country... if these kind of stupid joke still happening...

FOR GOD"S SAKE!!

COUNCIL,
please dont doubt the faith of MUSLIMS towards ISLAM!!
cuz by doing this!! you are showing that YOU YOURSELF has no confidence in your own
RELIGION!!!


WAKE UP!
DONT SLEEP!
BREAK-OUT from the STONE!!
DONT LIVE IN IT!




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end of my debate.
I was really really pissed off with this.
but..
i cant do anything.


well, see the time? it's already late midnight. I just came back from SHEREEN's place cuz we were revising on P. PHARM. sweat.... but it was a good revision though?

Wanna thank her, without her, I'll be a DRY CORPSE by now. Thanks!! my water supply!!! :-)




P.S : I am sorry again if above contradicts with what you think, above is only my humble opinion. Nothing to do with any third party.

P.S.S : Again, I am anti politician, not anti Govt! I'll keep my fingers crossed on the next election, it may be next year March, or 2010. so...
LET'S HOPE FOR A BETTER DAY!


AUREVIOR...

Friday, November 21, 2008

WE are not!!!



Are you treating us as BEGGARS? My dear PLUS?

"PLUS highway will give a 10% discount on all PLUS highway from 12am to 7am.IT is only effective for CLASS 1 cars"


Shit.
and you gave the example of KL-JB, originally, RM 44.40, after discount,RM 40?

yeap.. tht's a lot when you hv big amount.

the problem is.... PLUS toll in KL for CLASS 1 cars are only RM 1.10, RM 1.20..

well,

the first thing which arise is.... sincerity.

Are they sincere?

If they are, why is it at tht time frame only?and u use ur common sense... most ppl do not travel at tht time frame!!

Well, It's heavy to allow other time for 10% discount eh?

What the!!

if tht's the case, keep the discount... if tht's the "kindness' you give.. SAVE IT!

You Pea brainers....

WE ARE NOT BEGGARS!


and...

the RAzZak...
hello big guy, we dont need you to tell who's not involve in TANTANTUNYA case!! we need you to tell who's involve!!
and do you think we Malaysians are stupid enough to believe after all the saga those Sickers created??
We are smart enough to know that this is another truth that mask the truth.
Well, the truth is there's no truth! right?

so... just Shut ur mouth up and stay at home. Dont speak. We are not stupid!

Really got pissed off...


Dear PEace, when's the time you'll arrive?

when?
when?
when i die?

yeah, I'll rest in peace that time.


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T.Glands are very rich today. I dunno why.

"It's ok dont worry.."

made the T.glands burst more than...5 times?

my goodness...

but...

though T.glands are burst, I received things that are priceless and valueless in this world.. Which is... the love of the person who say the words above to me.

Long Live......T.glands.


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Again, she showed me..

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From today,
I know who is true, who is not.

Some ppl are realistic...
some ppl...
i dunno..
I expect something but it turned out nothing.

I hate it.

so, how can i treat this kind of ppl back?

Give them a slap?
a bang?
or a hug?
say tht... "thanks for not giving me what i've expected?"

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Human,are subjective.

When you say something, ppl thought it was another thing.

that's why i still couldnt get into her world...
well, maybe... cuz we only know each other for one week?


but truly speaking...
she wants to get into my world... and...
for now, barriers are still there.

Anyhow, i believe, someday...
I will understand her as how i understood HER?

I hope so...

but it's hard. both are different case, different ppl.

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Was reading on E-news again...

erm..
nothing much happened, except for the stupid RaZzAK's confession and the PLUS TOLL! which heats me up!

Some may wonder why i talk about politics much...

It's because i like it, i like condemning the way sickers do things, and observe how a pea brainer act.
Sometimes you just feel funny....
cuz your country is on Pea Brainer's hand... tht is something funny.

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I adjourn,

Leave some "chats' in the tag column if you hv something to say. :-) I'll accept anything from all of you.


Hasta Luego.


P.S : Erm... not purposely for you.. just tot tht i would slip you in as "ka-le fei"?? haha!! as an example of the situation???

P.S.S : again, sorry fot those who supports PLUS's decision, above is only my humble opinion.

NeHee....Nehee.....

Thursday, November 20, 2008

Meaningful than that?






Shit politics. I hate them!! Politicians! F**K them!

Mr. NaCHEEb...
RazZAk...
RoSmuAh...


Shit you guys! TANTANTUYA died behind a lie.


EAt Dung! u guys... EAt DUng!


Well, another good?bad new? Petrol will drop another 15 cents again early December.

so... again, u guys judge whether it's a good news or bad news.. My view is as i said in my previous blog.. so, i wont debate it again.



Another debate going on Malaysia, Will Mr NaCHEEb make a good PrIME MONSTER?

For me...
I am opposing it. yes...

A womanizer can never lead the country well??? haha! no.. that's a joke... but no doubt, he is one.





anyhow, i'm not anti govt., i only anti politician.. (what's the difference though?? LOL)

That's why, before i see more things, i dun wanna comment about it first, cuz.. there are more things to come, more movies, more agenda.. more sandiwara...
wah seh....

so, I'll just see and wait what shit forms from what shit..
yes, they are nothing but shit to me.
I hate their shit way in doing things.

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Love strikes hard...
yes..

Guide me, i need to decide.
My heart is just closed for anything now.

Maybe i'll just leave it?

hehe.... we'll see how the situation goes. Cuz... this abnormality is not going to work. Everything will be a damp dump mud.
Once it dissociates, it's hard to congeal... and.. i hate the process.

so.. pray hard.
:-)


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Mum, thanks.
I love you.

I dunno what am i now without you. I dunno how to carry on without you.
Mum, i wanna be ur daughter in my next life.. cuz i feel that this life is not enough for me to pay you back everything...
I wanna love you forever, ever.. and ever more.
I dunno how am i going to be in this period without you. Your word is my blessings..
and you bless me with everything.

I am really very glad to have you as my mum, my guidance, my listener, my everything.
I promise you... I will try my best in everything... everything....
ma, can plz be by my side to guide me through my obstacles? listen to my cries? and see me success one day?
I promise, no matter how many years it take for me to success, I will do my best in every single thing in my life.

Again,
Love you so much.

thanks for supporting me every single day....

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Well, above is my feelings to mum, tht's the max extend i'll go.. haha!! (wipe tears)

Besides her, all my friends and family gave me support in everything.
I really thanked them.

From them, I've learnt that...
Strength is when you fall, you are able to stand up and carry on again.
that is strength.


It makes me a supportive person too.
No matter what a person (someone important to me) became, good or bad, right or wrong. I will give them my full support... and guidance.. to guide them on their right path of life.
To me,
Life is important than everything.
Too short to think of suicide,
it's even shorter to be sad everyday.

cuz...
Life is for us to struggle, for us to excel, for us to be success....
with the guidance from the one we love,
and the one who loved us.

I am glad, i hv both.

Yes, I will support you...and guide you always too.

cuz i believe,
supports and guidance are the most important thing to develop courage and strength to carry on.
I may not be the most important person, or the important person in someone's life, or ppl may not give a damn about me, or i dun mean anything to other ppl...
but i still hold the belief that....
endless love and support, though it's nothing to certain ppl... these are the keys which lead to success.....in whatever sense.

thanks to mum, she showed me that.. not taught me that. She showed it... to me, on me... :-)

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hey hey, another MV, I love this song... it's written by SU DA LU's vocalist.. Ching Feng
performed by Rainie Yang.
Ching Feng is a very talented guy.
yes he is.
and.. this song... is a blast.

here you go,

帶我走







Enjoy...
cuz the lyrics is meaningful to me.
IT doesnt only mean love...
it means everything.


this is the 3rd hitz that rang in my ear after the previous 2 MVs I've uploaded. :-)


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P.S. You brought me back to square one.... I've learnt more.

P.S.S... NEhEE!! NEhEE!!! I oso dun wan DIRTY PERSON come and ROGOL me....


LEt's ADjourn.


Aurevior? haha..

Wednesday, November 19, 2008

To be or not to be??



Love doesnt matters where you are from, who you are? how old are you? or whatever shit it is right?



Got a bit pissed of by the way Government handle things and issues, especially on the most SENSITIVE, BOMBASTIC issue now, which is our dearest petrol price.

Do you know tht... we are actually paying more than the full cost of petrol????

Guess how much the real price is??

it's RM 1.63!!! @$#%$#^$^$@#
What the F**k?

and yet, we are paying RM 2.00 now per litre... and INSTEAD OF GOVERNMENT SUBSIDISING THE PETROL, WE ARE SUBSIDISING THE GOVERNMENT NOW!


ok... cool,
I know Government shouldnt hv subsidized anything on us... (tht's why it spoiled the people?)

but...

hello....
we paid our tax every year, and yet, we need to subsidise government? our tax is not enough??? You want more? HEY! HARD EARN MONEY ok!!
and you want us to subsidize YOU????!!???.....!@#$@%$#^#


sweat...

I am speechless.

I am not a politician, I'm just an ant, crawling in the land of MALAYSIA!

Well, I just feel unfair for all of us, especially those who family who has a lower income.
that's all.

so, i am still reading on my E-News.

Again, all the politics are never-ending.
DArk, DArk, fake...some sickers who are hiding behind blue lines.

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Peoples are laughing.... smiling, living....
but...

is that the real them?

are you really happy?

or... laughter is just an iron mask on you???


Well...
below is a song, from MayDay, .
Every word in the lyrics hits me through thoroughly....

please let it load first before u play. and... if u dislike it, just click close. thank you! :-)



Here you are, MAYDAY.

你不是真正的快樂

are you?

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I dont give a damn what ppl say, I dont give a damn what ppl do..

I am me. I wanna be me.

So what if I fail?

Pick my ass up and try again!
beb, you know what? that's STRENGTH!! that's STENGTH!

(It looks more like i am saying it to myself. yes i am, based on all the "occlusions")



P.S. Politic sucks. As rakyat, dun be a sucker though all the Pool players suck!

Monday, November 17, 2008

不夠成熟









16 yrs old, but talented in singing?

nah... i like this song simply because of the melody.

I love the lyrics of this song, especially the chorus part.

(the range is too high... i mean the key of this song, but i still sing it. :-) )

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Yes! petrol price is going down 15 cents starting from 18th Nov, Tuesday.

The petrol price keeps dropping....

It's good or bad.?

I know most of u will say good.

think deeply, behind these cheers for the decreased in petrol price, hv you guys ever thought of what will happen or what's happening?

Means....
The petrol price drops,
The net earning of Petronas drops.
Malaysia's earning drops... as Petronas is one of the income of Malaysia besides us, the TAXPAYER.

Lot's of controversy will start.
Petrol price was RM2.70
now, it's Rm 2.00.
No doubt it lessen our burden...
but think of the industries, shop owners, consumers.

The price of good was increased due to the Petrol price,
and it doesnt decrease though petrol price decrease. what happened?

Fellow friends,
do u know industry involve a lot of ppl?

  1. Raw MAterial,
  2. Manufacturer,
  3. Exporters, Importers,
  4. Stores,
  5. Distributor,
  6. Sellers,
  7. agents,
  8. consumers. which is all of us.
can u see how many stages it goes?

If you've increased the price, will u decrease it since you can earn more from it ? eventhough it is prior to the decrease of petrol price?

The answer is NO.

What's more if it involves so many ppl.

means...

inflation rate will increase.

Rakyat suffers.

but thank god...

(u guys can think from this way)

thank god, petrol price has decreased, at least it lessen our burden?

ya...
it's a selfish kind of thinking...
but... who careS?

so, let's just see how ugly Malaysia can go. :-)

haha!

I'm sure, no one wants that.

Government is forcing sellers to decrease the price. How is it going to work when the levels above do nothing?
Of course, who wants a business who doesnt make money? right?


so...
Government, it doesnt work tht way...
there's no law and constitution which can control it.

Save it.

Think of good strategy on how to improve Malaysia or defend Malaysia from another "lovely" economy crisis...


A-men.


P.S : Above is only my humble opinion. Sorry if i hurt any of the party.. cuz... it's just co-incident. :-)

P.S.S: on d list again? still, I feel weired... I wonder why it is fluctuating... I'm ON sometimes, I'm OFF sometimes.. so, I'm ON or OFF?

P.S.S.s: Fifi has another interview 2mr, wish her best of luck.

P.S.S.S.S : about the gay debate.... I kena bomb quite serious today, so I'll just think of how to strengthen my view. cuz it's a subjective topic. The only question is GOD.


Lastly, Good nite. My back is having war with me, and my eyes...
thanks to both of them, i slept 5am this morning. I think it's because of the long hour, tht's why they are not peaceful today. They are straight to me... so straight....

Sunday, November 16, 2008

Lezzies, Gayism...


They are whom i respect.
They are whom i support.
They are whom i am proud of.
They are who they are.

Let me present. a vid from You Tube, which shows how wonderful homosexual love is.


P.S : I love the song!! and i only realized that the lyrics is meaningful, on this vid. haha!!

I am in favor of supporting Gay Rights all over the world.

Stupiak Girl inspires me on this blog. :-)
and....
because of her, I've read a lot of articles about homosexuality in this 3 hours time.

:-)

Here you are, enjoy.





the debate, it will on my next blog.:-)
Friendship.



Came across this in E-Newspaper, Sin Chew daily, which makes me think of....(^.^)
Read it, click on the link and read the full interview

真正的朋友是……
把手機電話簿打開看一看,大部份的人名,是“認識的”,還是“朋友”?跟你認識了5年10年,就是朋友了嗎?朋友之中,又屬於哪一種朋友?

甚麼樣的才是真正的朋友?

先秦哲學家莊周說:“君子之交淡如水,小人之交甘若醴;君子淡以親,小人甘以絕。”而英語中有句諺語:“A friend in need is a friend indeed”,意思是患難朋友才是真朋友。

有的人,你盡可以將自己生命中的一切托付給他;有的人,你可以與他共同度過生命中的一些歷程;有的人,你可以把他作為某種利益交換過程中的合作夥伴;有的人,需要你用嚴密的法律合同條款去緊緊的約束住他。

你與周圍的人們和睦相處,但是,你很明白,在你願意為別人真誠付出的同時,願意為你做出同樣付出的真朋友是可貴而稀少的。

擁有了,就要珍之惜之。畢竟人生中許多事情,是父母家人老公老婆孩子插不上手的,這些事,你只能對朋友說。

http://www.sinchew.com.my/node/86040?tid=14

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好朋友是……
所謂好朋友,就是你痛苦了我打心裡來安慰你,讓你感覺到我給你的安慰是如此真切,如此同理心,我的安慰,化解了你積鬱心中的痛苦;我快樂了你跟我一起分享,分享得天真、分享得無邪無私,好像是自己的快樂;你成功了,我心裡不能毛毛的,怪怪的,一副酸酸的樣子。

http://www.sinchew.com.my/node/86039?tid=14

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好朋友是……
所謂好朋友,就是不必為半夜打電話給對方而心懷愧疚,因為他會清楚這通電話一定有它的必要性!生命一路走來,愛情、親情、工作等等遇到各種挫折,經歷著生命裡不同的起承轉合,每一回,都會轉頭去找頻率同調的好朋友,唯有他,才能舒緩心靈的創痛,找到重新面對生活的力量。
好朋友,就是你自己找回來的家人。你出世在哪個家庭沒得選擇,可是好朋友可以選,好朋友就是後來你為自己帶進來的家人。我會珍惜好朋友,相等於珍惜自己的家人.

http://www.sinchew.com.my/node/86038?tid=14

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好朋友是……
在多夢的荳蔻年華,最好的朋友就是一個可以訴苦、可以分享心事、可以對著他淚流涕落哭得很難看也不會覺得難為情的人。在這個生命階段,我們完全知道朋友是 甚麼一回事,並且在一把朋友中尋找知己。知己,一個體己而溫暖的朋友,在愛情的欣喜還沒有降臨之前,這樣的友誼,給我們的便是一種安定。

http://www.sinchew.com.my/node/86032?tid=14

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好朋友是……
在童稚的世界裡,跟你喜歡同一齣卡通片、天天跟你在一起如膠如漆、不會跟你吵架的那個人,就是最好的朋友!

http://www.sinchew.com.my/node/86029?tid=14

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THe articles inspired me, and sort of like hit me through.
Who's the first one who crossed your mind...?

hehe...erm.... who's mine?
curious?

Midnight struggle.. on monsters.



It feels strange to be deleted from the list.

been checking on Malaysia's news on Malaysiakini.com

something hooked me on.

A letter titled : "Malaysia, boleh kah?" means, "Malaysia, can you?"

"Change we can," said Barrack Obama. Change they can, and, I believe, change they will. He also said, "We are the change we want." And change they did, for only the second time in more than 200 years, Americans have taken the risk again in electing a young and unfamiliar non-pedigree for a president.


"change for good!"


yeah, Malaysia, can you?

Sometimes i do feel like i'm living in the STONE age. People still think like the stone age ppl,i mean politicians.
Sigh...
why cant they be a little bit more "far-sighted".??
cant they learn how to forsee the future further?
not just see everything infront of the nose..?

That's what's happening out there.

Regarding the letter, yes, Americans has made their choice. That is their choice. I believe, US will be better, i mean they will improve even more under Obama's leadership.

Well, can you co-relate that with Malaysia??
yup, tht's exactly what i wanna say.
Let us just put some analogues.

(those below are not the real person)

Pak LeH---> George Push?
AnhWA Iburaheem----> HoBAma?

is it clearer? the situation? can u co-relate again?
haha!

yeah, the only difference between left and right candidates is..

Left side, no peace between them...
AnhWa is still fighting on his
GAY SEX..
Pak LeH is going to give up as the
Prime Monster to be the Finance Monster?

the right side..
HoBAma has a clear record.
George PuSh is going to step down from the WHITE house and be a normal citizen?

See?

Summore, our future Prime Monster is said to be involved in
TANTANTUYA bomb murder.
Mr. NacheEEb
can u imagine such person becoming our leader?

Feel like singing LeeHom's What's wrong with me.

Anyhow, this makes Malaysia's future a
mist. As we still dun really know what is ahead us.
Of course, as a samaritan, I hope for good.

No more fights between Monsters... Come on! be civilized!
In reality, we're not from Stone Age, ok?

Don't make us live as if we're living in a StoNe Age..

please...

Again, it's politics that is... bothering all of us?

and.. once the damage is done, it is over. You cant repair it easily.
right?
it's something like cardiac muscle..
once it is torn, no doubt it will regenerate,
but the muscles regenerated are non-flexible anymore.


well, Leaders! Do not generate the non-flexible heart cells of the so called "StOne Aged" good samaritan!
It's not worth the surgery.

At the end, you will gain, but.. you will lose more than u gain... unless, you can make a change to the entire body which can give the signal to regenerate the FLEXIBLE cardiac cells.


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I wonder,
is my decision correct?
I'm just doing what my heart desires.

Sometimes, my decision haunts me.
but i just ignore it most of the time.. believing tht i can get over it.. someday.



Me Feeling good again?
Well, i dunno, you judge.



great day everyone.
i wanna stop fighting with my eyes, as they are "complaining " tht they are dry.
I wanna have peace with my body, so decided to take and give.

Good nite.


PS: There will be less private appetite starting from now on, not tht i'm on diet,just that private appetites can lead to disaster. so, will just be on a slight diet. :-)

P.S.S: I am glad to meet Linda, she is gorgeous. I think she will be a great friend.

My mind is full of riddles now. Papa, thanks to you.

Saturday, November 15, 2008


Break break!


Was really stressed, but dun mind me...

Sometimes, really feel like giving up, cuz of the miserable life.
but... what's life without all these?

so, i hope there's no DOA for me...

I was streaming vids on Youtube, watched my long longed movie, Saving Face, directed by Alice Wu, and watched DEBS too.

Saving FAce was a great movie, at least, i enjoyed it. Because the issue is that you cant find it in Malaysia. Thank God, they are AMerican Chinese who acted in this movie.



There you go, Starring Joan Chen, as the doctor in this movie, and her life, her story. How she deals with everything, and how she's been in between situations, to choose or not to choose. Erm.. I would say tht it's a dyke movie.
but... the moral value is there. That's why i watched it.
:-)

Anyhow, the story line is quite good. The controversy is.... monogamy is not being emphasized. Yeah, it showed that Viv and Wil are together at last, but Wil's mum... erm.. the character they potrayed is kinda like having a contrast.

I strongly recommend this to mummys.(not the dead body in formalin), it's mum!MUMS! Well, don't do what the mum did in the movie, which is getting pregnant in her 40s without telling who's the father. but learn how she accepted the way her daughter, Wil is.

I recommend this though!


Another one, which is DEBS.


The story kinda like... doesnt make sense. It describe 4 girls, in this DEBS academy..in training to hunt enemies down.
it's normal movie i would say.
but... again, the moral of the story is the worth watching part. :-)
Girls, fight for what ur heart desires.

I love Lucy, starred by Joanne Brewerd . She's gorgeous, looks like Mia Kirshner who starred as Jennifer Shecter in the L word.
but Jenny Shecter is a bit more wild than Lucy.
:-)

Again, watch it if you have time!

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I really hang in You tube for quite long.
Streamed vids about Wedding in Birthday Suits,
my goodness, I really admire their courage to do that,as it will never ever ever never ever happen in my beloved country, Malaysia,

Can you imagine, everyone being naked in your wedding day... including you and ur husband!

I mean, for now, it can only happen in other country but not here, definitely.
It is happening in other country though.

here i share a vid about it, Wed in Birthday Suits... and... for more info, stream YouTube for more. :-)




ok, that's all for today.
It's a dull Saturday without my buddies...
:-)


I'm back, for reasons.
well, you judge.:-)

I'm gay today. Gay enough to live my day.
Hope this gayness wont fade, so tht i will have the courage to carry on.
I need courage, yes, i do.

PS. I miss you baby!
P.S.S : I miss cheesecakes.

Friday, November 14, 2008

Back


After long, It will be commercialized again.

Claps claps claps....

" I wanna thank my mum, my dad, my bro and my friends for....."

I guess there's no need to give this kind of speech when i'm, commercializing my blog again?

LOL.

Let me Introduce myself again here,
Blogger : Dellynn
Age : Unknown
Live in Malaysia.


Things are changing...
cheers for readers!! you get something from me again!!!!


MY current news update:
I disagree with the
FATWA against Tomboy which was rised.

"The National Fatwa Council of Malaysia issued a fatwa saying that tomboyism, where a girl behaves or dresses in what is seen as a boyish manner, is forbidden by Islam. According to the council chairman, Datuk Dr Abdul Shukor Husin, this decision was made because — in their reasoning — young women who behave like men will engage in lesbian sex."

Come on??!?
and it further said that it can cause some shit of social problem, increase rate of divorce..bla..bla..

I was really pissed off with the statement above.

I have friends who are tomboyish, but... they are straight. They dress that way simply because it is easier to manage.
so?
What the heck??!!? How can they claim that they are tend to indulge in Lesbian sex?

anyhow, You cant just stop someone, especially Muslims girls from wearing pants, and having short hair, right??

If they are tomboy and they are lesbian, and why care about other ppl's life? Our bosy, our responsibility, their body, their responsibility, right?

I mean, the Council wouldn't know if a Tomboy is eating other girl out? right?

Plus, according to RobbyZai, it is not illegal for being gay in Malaysia, people are only prohibited from kissing, hug, and have intimate acts in the public.

Appearance is not an indicator of sexual orientation
A person's outward appearance and his or her sexual orientation are distinct and separate. The council's views are misinformed and based on outdated stereotypes. A woman who has short hair and [is deemed] "masculine" may be a married mother of two, and a feminine woman may be a lesbian.



from the nutgraph.

ARe we still living in stone age??

My gosh...


Today, about me....
Despite of whole day having war with my body, i am extremely tired. yeah, i am. My waist muscle is aching, and i dunno what happened to it.
I am reluctant to my CVS... but yet, i have to burn and drink it.

Life is kinda depress, but Kuen is not.

One thing good about Kuen is.. i think she thinks positively..
LOL.

Well,
I heard that the petrol price will drop to Rm 1.92/Litre in this 2 weeks time.
It will be announced soon though.
Praying hard!

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Emo is said to be a culture that emerge from a style of music particularly hardcore punk or emotional hardcore. Some said Emo refers to people that are "emotional". Some said emo is just an expression of oneself. And there are still many definitions of Emo out there. But, despite the fact that emo means different things and vary from person to person, Emo remains a good image of a real and true human person expressing his/her self.




Kuen sometimes feel emo... and...
it's one of her way to express her feelings at that time.


Good to be back?
you judge.


Good day.